{"id":10011,"date":"2014-08-25T06:47:52","date_gmt":"2014-08-25T06:47:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=10011"},"modified":"2014-08-25T06:47:52","modified_gmt":"2014-08-25T06:47:52","slug":"hikm%c9%99t-m%c9%99likzad%c9%99-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-14","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=10011","title":{"rendered":"Hikm\u0259t M\u018fL\u0130KZAD\u018f.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/10304351_268609333324646_7910328543693681828_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/10304351_268609333324646_7910328543693681828_n-218x300.jpg\" alt=\"10304351_268609333324646_7910328543693681828_n\" width=\"218\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-9888\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/10304351_268609333324646_7910328543693681828_n-218x300.jpg 218w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/10304351_268609333324646_7910328543693681828_n.jpg 624w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 218px) 100vw, 218px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalsitl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc,<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Torpaqd\u0131, &#8211; sonunda bir ovuc k\u00fcld\u00fc,<br \/>\nN\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdi ad, q\u0259birl\u0259rin?<br \/>\n\u00d6lm\u0259, q\u0259brin \u00fcst\u0259 bir g\u00fcl bit\u0259r ki,<br \/>\nSevdas\u0131 titr\u0259y\u0259r yad q\u0259birl\u0259rin.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dik saxla d\u00fcz a\u011fac kimi,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 kim k\u00f6\u00e7 aram\u0131r yolun alt\u0131nda.<br \/>\nGed\u0259nd\u0259, el\u0259 get, b\u00fcdr\u0259m\u0259, yoxsa,<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7 yerd\u0259n \u0259zil\u0259r qolun, alt\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>Onsuz da bu \u00f6m\u00fcr k\u00f6\u00e7 yolu deyil, &#8211;<br \/>\nTanr\u0131, bu h\u0259yat\u0131 c\u0131r da, pul kimi!<br \/>\n\u2026M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 sevgimi \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259 dedim,<br \/>\nDem\u0259dim, \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 at x\u0131rda pul kimi.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Yaram qaysaq tutub, d\u0259rim dart\u0131l\u0131r,<br \/>\nHicran sin\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259 sac qoyub sanki.<br \/>\nRuhum \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc el\u0259 q\u0131nay\u0131r,<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7 k\u00f6rp\u0259 balas\u0131n ac qoyub sanki.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l, g\u00f6z\u00fcm a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrt,<br \/>\nCan\u0131m\u0131 can\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r, ged\u0259k.<br \/>\nDaha ya\u015famal\u0131 hal\u0131 da yoxdur,<br \/>\nBu evi sil-s\u00fcp\u00fcr, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r, ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l, birg\u0259 \u00fcz tutaq Allaha, soraq: &#8211;<br \/>\nN\u0259d\u0259n z\u00fclm el\u0259yir b\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259?<br \/>\nBizim g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131z ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131d\u0131r,<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131m, s\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcr n\u0259 \u015feydi ki, &#8211; bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u0259lm\u0259k d\u0259, getm\u0259k d\u0259 bir anl\u0131q olur.<br \/>\nTale h\u0259r adama r\u0259hm el\u0259mir, q\u0131z,<br \/>\nSevdas\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r viranl\u0131q olur.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 yat\u0131ram \u2013 ruhum yuxulu,<br \/>\nS\u00fcbh tezd\u0259n \u00fcf\u00fcr\u00fcr \u015fam\u0131 dan, x\u0259lv\u0259t.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n son g\u00fcn\u00fc bir x\u0259st\u0259 q\u0131zla,<br \/>\nK\u0259bin k\u0259sdir\u0259c\u0259m ham\u0131dan x\u0259lv\u0259t.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 \u00e7ox boylan\u0131rsan bu yalq\u0131z k\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nBu k\u0259ndin bir-iki pir adam\u0131 var.<br \/>\nHardasan, ay \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f, g\u0259l, qap\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7,<br \/>\nDesinl\u0259r, bunun da bir adam\u0131 var.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>\u018frini nifr\u0259t\u0259 bulay\u0131b<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259 ki\u015fiy\u0259 meyl ed\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>\n\u0130\u015ftah\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259rdi sevgi.<br \/>\nKama \u00e7atan kimi qurtar\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcr yan\u0131mdan \u00f6t\u00fcr,<br \/>\nBir k\u00f6lg\u0259, bir fon kimi.<br \/>\nArzular \u00e7\u0259p g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr,<br \/>\nSonuncu vaqon kimi.<\/p>\n<p>Dey\u0259n, d\u0259rd\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nSif\u0259timin a\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m,<br \/>\nBurax bu u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yin a\u011f varaqd\u0131,<br \/>\nBir k\u0259lm\u0259 yaz, uzat, q\u0131z.<br \/>\nM\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n yollara,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc az uzat, q\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259rs sevdan\u0131n \u0259siri oldum,<br \/>\nE\u015fq m\u0259ni \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fctd\u00fc \u2013 le\u015f el\u0259di, q\u0131z.<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00f6rdd\u0259n d\u00f6rd \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m, s\u0131f\u0131r el\u0259di,<br \/>\nS\u0259n bird\u0259n bir \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n, be\u015f el\u0259di, q\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qalacaq bu sirr\u0259 ham\u0131,<br \/>\nYer tabut \u00e7oxald\u0131r sin\u0259si \u00fcstd\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin be\u015f arzunun \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi a\u00e7d\u0131,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim d\u00f6rd arzumun bin\u0259si \u00fcstd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcr h\u0259r adama bir qucaq y\u00fckd\u00fcr,<br \/>\nAdam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcd\u0259n da\u015f f\u0259rqi var, q\u0131z.<br \/>\nS\u0259n vaxt\u0131 dayand\u0131r, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131m,<br \/>\nBizim aram\u0131zda ya\u015f f\u0259rqi var, q\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Ruhum v\u0259cd\u0259 g\u0259lir lal sevda kimi,<br \/>\nCismimin alt\u0131nda t\u0259p\u0259 oynay\u0131r.<br \/>\nS\u0259n el\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcrs\u0259n, el\u0259 bil ki, q\u0131z,<br \/>\nSular\u0131n qoynunda l\u0259p\u0259 oynay\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6lg\u0259min tabutu el\u0259 c\u00fcr durub,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil torpa\u011fa d\u00fcz x\u0259tt qoyublar.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 verm\u0259diyim v\u0259din alt\u0131ndan,<br \/>\n\u0130mza \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 y\u00fcz x\u0259tt qoyublar.<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fqd\u0259n kim yorulub, biz d\u0259 yorulaq,<br \/>\nDey\u0259s\u0259n, g\u00fcn ke\u00e7ir, boynum \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr.<br \/>\nSanki x\u0259zan vurmu\u015f quru yarpaqd\u0131,<br \/>\nQ\u0131zlar bir-bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, qoynum \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0130LM\u0130R\u018fM<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259t &#8211; yoxlu\u011fu anmaqd\u0131r,<br \/>\nSevm\u0259k \u2013 taleyi danmaqd\u0131r.<br \/>\nRuhun sevdas\u0131 yanmaqd\u0131r,<br \/>\nYan\u0131m, yanmay\u0131m, bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259xt ki var, m\u0259z\u0259dir, meydir,<br \/>\nL\u00fctd\u00fc, dur ruhumu geydir.<br \/>\nH\u0259yat da pir kimi \u015feydir,<br \/>\nDan\u0131m, danmay\u0131m, bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xma ya\u015f da\u015f\u0131n,<br \/>\nOlmur h\u0259yan\u0131 da\u015f da\u015f\u0131n.<br \/>\nYuxuma girir ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131n,<br \/>\nAn\u0131m, anmay\u0131m, bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7oxdur t\u0259bi\u0259tin bakir\u0259 yeri,<br \/>\nH\u0259r yol \u00f6z a\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n saxlaya bilmir.<br \/>\nD\u0259rdin ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131nda imza yeri yox,<br \/>\nD\u0259rd \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck di\u015f kimi laxlaya bilmir.<\/p>\n<p>Bir p\u0259ri boylan\u0131r h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r g\u00f6yd\u0259n,<br \/>\nOna \u0259l uzad\u0131n, \u015f\u0259n ola bilsin.<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na k\u0259til qoyun ki,<br \/>\nBoyu k\u00f6lg\u0259sil\u0259 t\u0259n ola bilsin.<\/p>\n<p>Baxma, m\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u011falar \u015fiv\u0259n qopar\u0131r,<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n pir say\u0131l\u0131r su ba\u015f\u0131, adam.<br \/>\nMadam ki, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259zdir\u0259 bilmir,<br \/>\nN\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn saxlay\u0131r bu ba\u015f\u0131 adam?<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ulduz&#8221; jurnal\u0131, Avqust 2013<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalsitl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc. *** Torpaqd\u0131, &#8211; sonunda bir ovuc k\u00fcld\u00fc, N\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdi ad, q\u0259birl\u0259rin? \u00d6lm\u0259, q\u0259brin \u00fcst\u0259 bir g\u00fcl bit\u0259r ki, Sevdas\u0131 titr\u0259y\u0259r yad q\u0259birl\u0259rin. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dik saxla d\u00fcz a\u011fac kimi, He\u00e7 kim k\u00f6\u00e7 aram\u0131r yolun alt\u0131nda. Ged\u0259nd\u0259, el\u0259 get, b\u00fcdr\u0259m\u0259, yoxsa, \u00dc\u00e7 yerd\u0259n \u0259zil\u0259r qolun, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10011","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10011","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10011"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10011\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10013,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10011\/revisions\/10013"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10011"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10011"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10011"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}