{"id":10204,"date":"2014-09-13T06:45:45","date_gmt":"2014-09-13T06:45:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=10204"},"modified":"2014-09-13T08:03:36","modified_gmt":"2014-09-13T08:03:36","slug":"gulnar%c9%99-israfilqizi-omur-yolundan-bir-gun","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=10204","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130SRAF\u0130LQIZI.&#8221;\u00d6m\u00fcr yolundan bir g\u00fcn&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/20140910_163732-225x300.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/20140910_163732-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"20140910_163732-225x300\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-10205\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nKolleci bitirdikd\u0259n sonra G\u0259nc\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 az-az gedirdim. Bu il d\u0259y\u0259rli q\u0259l\u0259m yolda\u015flar\u0131mla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259yd\u0259n G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259f\u0259r etm\u0259li oldum. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yer vard\u0131 qarkomun qaba\u011f\u0131, univerma\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131 g\u0259nc\u0259lil\u0259rin dili il\u0259 des\u0259k \u201cqlavn\u0131\u201d v\u0259ss\u0259lam ayr\u0131 bir yer tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131m. Dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259nin g\u0259zm\u0259li yerl\u0259ri \u00e7oxdur. M\u0259n g\u0259zm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. He\u00e7 kollecd\u0259 oxuyanda da, g\u0259zm\u0259yi sevmirdim. G\u0259nc\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r insititunun qaba\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcnd\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 on xarici ma\u015f\u0131n dayan\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131zlar p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qaba\u011f\u0131na topla\u015f\u0131b o\u011flanlara bax\u0131r \u00e7ox vaxtda g\u00f6z qa\u015f edirdil\u0259r bir birl\u0259rin\u0259&#8230; M\u0259ns\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131n bu \u0259mm\u0259ll\u0259rini seyr edib, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Allah\u0131m n\u0259d\u0259n bu q\u0131zlar bu haldad\u0131rlar? O vaxtlar m\u0259nim iyirmi ya\u015f\u0131m vard\u0131&#8230;kolleci bitir\u0259n\u0259 kimi \u00e7oxu \u0259r\u0259 getdi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z is\u0259 gedib bo\u015fand\u0131. Qrupumuzda bir q\u0131z vard\u0131. \u015e\u0259mkir rayonundan, ad\u0131 Ayg\u00fcn idi. Bir o\u011flanla g\u00fcya ni\u015fanl\u0131 idil\u0259r g\u0259zm\u0259dikl\u0259ri getm\u0259dikl\u0259ri yer yox idi. Ilin sonunda o\u011flan Ayg\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259rk etdi. Ad\u0131 da bu oldu ki, o\u011flan ni\u015fan\u0131 qaytard\u0131&#8230;n\u0259is\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm bu deyil. G\u0259nc\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri o ill\u0259rd\u0259n bu ill\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r t\u0259r-r\u0259miz yeni binalar tikilib, Heyd\u0259r parklar\u0131 sal\u0131n\u0131b, yol k\u0259nar\u0131 d\u00fckanlar ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb. T\u0259kc\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n Abbas s\u0259h\u0259t\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 n\u00f6mr\u0259li ma\u015furut idi. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r inki\u015faf\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259hali saat ax\u015fam yeddi oldumu, piyada iki km yol q\u0259t etm\u0259li olur. H\u0259r k\u0259s bilir ki, \u00fc\u00e7 n\u00f6mr\u0259 art\u0131q i\u015fl\u0259mir. T\u0259kc\u0259 dem\u0259 m\u0259n bilmir\u0259mmi\u015f\u0259m \u00fc\u00e7 n\u00f6mr\u0259li ma\u015frutun hal\u0131n\u0131. 2004-c\u00fc ild\u0259n b\u0259ri unutmu\u015fdum. Qlavn\u0131ya getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gedib dayanacaqda dayand\u0131m \u0259n az\u0131 bir yar\u0131m saat. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm yox bu \u00fc\u00e7 he\u00e7 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131r be\u015f n\u00f6mr\u0259d\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n s\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7 n\u00f6mr\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mir? S\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259r ham\u0131s\u0131 bir a\u011f\u0131zdan dill\u0259ndil\u0259r ay xan\u0131m siz g\u0259r\u0259k k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131na gedib iki n\u00f6mr\u0259li ma\u015furuta min\u0259siz \u00fc\u00e7 bu vaxtlar i\u015fl\u0259mir. Dedim; b\u0259s bu \u0259hali n\u0259 edir? dill\u0259ndil\u0259r \u0259halid\u0259 idman edir ax\u015famlar n\u0259 etm\u0259lidirl\u0259r ki? Dedim he\u00e7 n\u0259 Allah sa\u011flaml\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131rs\u0131n. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atana q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259n az\u0131 q\u0131rx d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Qay\u0131d\u0131b geri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259nc\u0259 s\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259ri demi\u015f \u00e7ox m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l idman etdim. Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 qald\u0131msa el\u0259c\u0259 idmanla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldum. Hava d\u0259yi\u015fg\u0259nliyind\u0259ndimi bilmir\u0259m G\u0259nc\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131na getdiyim g\u00fcnd\u0259n yem\u0259k yey\u0259 bilmirdim \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn idi ac idim ax\u0131r \u00e7ox g\u0259rginlik ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, bir g\u00fcn y\u0131x\u0131lacam k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 he\u00e7 qald\u0131r\u0131b x\u0259st\u0259xanaya aparan da olmayacaq. Sa\u011f olsun \u015e\u0259fan\u0131 tortla \u00e7ay ald\u0131 bir az toxtad\u0131m amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m h\u0259rl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. D\u0259y\u0259rli yolda\u015flarla xan ba\u011f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdik. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm M\u0259\u015f\u0259di \u0130bad demi\u015f \u201c Bu h\u0259na o h\u0259nadan deyil\u201d he\u00e7 h\u0259nan\u0131n yeridir? G\u0259nc\u0259 kimi \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259s\u0259n ac qar\u0131na sonra da ba\u015f\u0131n gic\u0259ll\u0259nsin. Yolda\u015flara dedim ki, v\u0259ziyy\u0259tim yax\u015f\u0131 deyil. B\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 bir \u015feyl\u0259r sifari\u015f ver\u0259k? dedil\u0259r h\u0259 \u0259lb\u0259td\u0259 n\u0259 sifari\u015f ver\u0259k? dedim yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur bax\u0131n g\u00f6r\u0259k menyuda n\u0259 var&#8230; d\u00f6n\u0259r yemir\u0259m, lahmacun olsa yey\u0259r\u0259m afisant\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131q. Ay o\u011flan lahmacun varm\u0131? Dedi: b\u0259li var. Dedim; bir \u0259d\u0259d g\u0259tirin amma qaynar olsun. \u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fcz bir saat \u00f6td\u00fckd\u0259n sonra soyumu\u015f lahmacun masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Dedim ay o\u011flan m\u0259n siz\u0259 dedim ax\u0131 isti olsun. \u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131 istidir d\u0259&#8230;. yox ax\u0131 isti deyil? Dedi: Bizim ixtiyar\u0131m\u0131z yoxdur isitm\u0259y\u0259 yolda\u015flar m\u00fcdiri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni ixtyar\u0131m\u0131z yoxdur? Siz buraya g\u0259l\u0259n m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 bu c\u00fcr r\u0259ftar edirsiniz? M\u00fcdir g\u0259ldi n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r. Dedim lahmacunu isitm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. M\u00fcdir dedikd\u0259n sonra lahmacun azac\u0131q isidildi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 lahmacunun dad\u0131 dama\u011f\u0131mda qald\u0131. Bilm\u0259dim it \u0259ti idi ya in\u0259k&#8230; \u0259tin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259dvalar \u0259lav\u0259 olunmu\u015fdu ki, lahmacundan ba\u015fqa n\u0259 des\u0259n dad verirdi. He\u00e7 indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r G\u0259nc\u0259 Lahmacunu q\u0259d\u0259r dadl\u0131 lahmacun yem\u0259mi\u015fdim. Daha neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rdim ba\u015f\u0131m f\u0131rlan\u0131r ya lahmacunu yem\u0259liy\u0259m yada k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b x\u0259st\u0259xanal\u0131q olmal\u0131yam. Lap \u0259sg\u0259rlik h\u0259yat\u0131 yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259l qohumlardan biri \u0259sg\u0259rlik h\u0259yat\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230; F\u00fczulid\u0259 xidm\u0259t etmi\u015fdi. Dedi bir g\u00fcn biyabanl\u0131qda o q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259rk acm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q ki, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 olan yem\u0259k azuq\u0259si d\u0259 bitmi\u015fdi. Bilm\u0259dik n\u0259 ed\u0259k ilan tutub ba\u015f\u0131ndan bir qar\u0131\u015f, quyru\u011fundan da, bir qar\u0131\u015f k\u0259sib od qalay\u0131b bi\u015firib yedik iki n\u0259f\u0259r idik \u00e7asta geri d\u00f6n\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bizi acl\u0131q \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n xilas etdi. El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 bu hekay\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131b xan ba\u011f\u0131nda yediyim lahmacunu sona \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131m. D\u00f6rd g\u00fcn d\u0259y\u0259rli q\u0259l\u0259m yolda\u015flar\u0131mla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n planlar haz\u0131rlad\u0131q. N\u0259hay\u0259t G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259yin saf sular\u0131ndan i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259, gec\u0259l\u0259r sud kimi ay\u0131n do\u011fdu\u011funu seyr etm\u0259y\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131m. Pay\u0131z aylar\u0131 yayda olan g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri \u0259v\u0259z etm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rl\u0259 dolu olan bu m\u0259kan insan\u0131n \u0259hval\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcks\u0259ldir. Qu\u015flar\u0131n c\u0259h-c\u0259hi, otlar\u0131n k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n sular di\u015f qama\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r. H\u0259m bu sular\u0131n malic\u0259vi \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259ti d\u0259 \u00e7oxdur. Amma q\u0131z\u0131l m\u0259d\u0259ninin z\u0259h\u0259rli tullant\u0131lar\u0131 \u0259halini cana g\u0259tirib. Havanlar\u0131 z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259yir. M\u0259d\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131n k\u0259ndl\u0259rin heyvanlar\u0131 m\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7atar \u00e7atmaz ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 qoyur. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y ec\u0259zkar b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n biridir. Bu ecazkar b\u00f6lg\u0259ni erm\u0259ni da\u015fnaqlar\u0131dan qoruyan \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz\u0259 Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin amin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kolleci bitirdikd\u0259n sonra G\u0259nc\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 az-az gedirdim. Bu il d\u0259y\u0259rli q\u0259l\u0259m yolda\u015flar\u0131mla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259yd\u0259n G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259f\u0259r etm\u0259li oldum. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yer vard\u0131 qarkomun qaba\u011f\u0131, univerma\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131 g\u0259nc\u0259lil\u0259rin dili il\u0259 des\u0259k \u201cqlavn\u0131\u201d v\u0259ss\u0259lam ayr\u0131 bir yer tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131m. Dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259nin g\u0259zm\u0259li yerl\u0259ri \u00e7oxdur. M\u0259n g\u0259zm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. He\u00e7 kollecd\u0259 oxuyanda da, g\u0259zm\u0259yi sevmirdim. 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