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Salam \u0259ziz oxucular. \u201cS\u0130Z\u0130 YAXINDAN TANIYAQ\u201d Layih\u0259mizin ke\u00e7\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259ki qona\u011f\u0131 olan G\u00fcnay xan\u0131m \u00dcmid ona \u00fcnvanlanan suallar\u0131 cavabland\u0131raraq, bizi sevindirdi. Layih\u0259mizin bu h\u0259ft\u0259ki qona\u011f\u0131 g\u0259nc xan\u0131m \u015fair\u0259 G\u00dcLNAR\u018f xan\u0131m \u0130SRAF\u0130LQIZId\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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– Salam G\u00fclnar\u0259 xan\u0131m, ilk \u00f6nc\u0259 t\u0259klifimizi q\u0259bul etdiyiniz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn siz\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m. M\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz haqq\u0131nda m\u0259lumat ver\u0259rdiz. G\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131 kimdir ?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nAleykum salam siz sa\u011f olun ki, m\u0259niml\u0259 h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t olmusuz. \u00d6z\u00fcm haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 sevmir\u0259m. Lakin yaz\u0131lar\u0131mda s\u0259mimiyy\u0259ti sevir\u0259m. \u0130ndi d\u0259 siz\u0259 s\u0259mimi cavab ver\u0259c\u0259m. M\u0259n kim oldu\u011fumu he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki, o q\u0259d\u0259r sirli v\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rli \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam ki, anlatmaqla bitm\u0259z. Birc\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m ki, h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n f\u0259rqli, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259m v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m var.
\n-G\u00fclnar\u0259 xan\u0131m, sizc\u0259 \u015fair olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fctl\u0259q sevm\u0259kmi laz\u0131md\u0131r?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nXeyir m\u0259n bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u0259m\u2026 M\u0259ntiq elmin\u0259 \u0259sas\u0259n dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, \u015fairlik sonradan qazan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir istedad deyil. Insan anadan \u015fair do\u011fulur. B\u00fct\u00fcn insanlara yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015fda istedad verilir. Lakin \u015fairlik is\u0259 tam f\u0259rqlidir h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 verilm\u0259y\u0259n bir istedad n\u00f6v\u00fcd\u00fcr. Kim des\u0259 ki, m\u0259n bo\u015f vaxt\u0131mda \u015feir yaz\u0131ram, o \u015fair yox bo\u015flu\u011fu doldurmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n biridir v\u0259 ondan he\u00e7 vaxt \u015fair olmaz. \u015eeir yazma\u011f\u0131n bir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259xsuslu\u011fu da, ondan ibar\u0259tdir ki, \u015feir s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259cbur edir oturub yazma\u011fa. \u015eeirin zaman\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259kan\u0131 olmur\u2026
\n-G\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u015fair ed\u0259n n\u0259 oldu?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\n\u015eer yaza bilm\u0259k qabily\u0259tini \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc sinifd\u0259 oxuyanda k\u0259\u015ff etmi\u015f\u0259m. \u018fslind\u0259 ana babam h\u0259m ustad a\u015f\u0131q, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u015feir yazmaq istedad\u0131na malik olub. Bu istedad m\u0259n\u0259 irs\u0259n ke\u00e7ib. \u00c7ox maraql\u0131 sual oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu suala bir az da geni\u015f cavab ver\u0259c\u0259m. Atam\u0131n \u0259misi g\u0259lini cavan d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Bu itgi bizim ham\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131r idi. Atam\u0131n dostu Akif day\u0131n\u0131n \u015e\u0259mkird\u0259 q\u0259r\u0259nfil ba\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131. \u0130ki g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l onlarda qonaq olanda, Akif day\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259kkiz \u0259d\u0259d q\u0259r\u0259nfil vermi\u015fdi. Q\u0259r\u0259nfill\u0259rd\u0259n iki \u0259d\u0259d g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, he\u00e7 k\u0259sin x\u0259b\u0259ri olmadan q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa \u00fcz tutdum. O ki var q\u0259brin ba\u015f ucunda dayan\u0131b a\u011flad\u0131m. Ev\u0259 qay\u0131danda a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya bir b\u0259nd \u015fer yazd\u0131m. Onda anlad\u0131m ki, babamda olan istedad m\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 var.
\n-G\u0259nc \u015fairl\u0259rd\u0259n oxuduqlar\u0131n\u0131z varm\u0131?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nG\u0259ncl\u0259rin \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tinin yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxuyuram. Ma\u015fallah \u00e7ox istedadl\u0131 g\u0259ncl\u0259rimiz var.
\n-G\u00fclnar\u0259 xan\u0131m, onu vur\u011fulamaq ist\u0259rdim ki, q\u0259l\u0259miniz \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u00fcd\u00fcr v\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n h\u0259r bir m\u00f6vzuda \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 toxunma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131rs\u0131z. U\u011fur olsun h\u0259m h\u0259yatda, h\u0259m d\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qda \u0130n\u015fAllah.
\n\u015eeirl\u0259rinizin hans\u0131sa qira\u0259t\u00e7i t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259ndirilm\u0259sin\u0259 nec\u0259 bax\u0131rs\u0131z ?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\n\u00c7ox t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m verdiyiniz d\u0259y\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. H\u0259r birimiz\u0259 u\u011furlar dil\u0259yir\u0259m. Pis baxm\u0131ram. \u00c7ox \u015fad olaram \u015ferimin s\u0259sl\u0259ndirilm\u0259sin\u0259\u2026 bu il may ay\u0131n\u0131n otuz biri \u00f6z qira\u0259timd\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndirdiyim \u015ferl\u0259rin video, foto \u00e7arx\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259qdimat\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259\u015fkil etmi\u015fdik. Ziyal\u0131 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131m\u0131z v\u0259 \u015feir\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r ver\u0259n insanlar i\u015ftirak etdil\u0259r. H\u0259min video, foto \u00e7arxlar hal-haz\u0131rda yutubda \u015fer sev\u0259rl\u0259rin ixtiyar\u0131ndad\u0131r.
\n-\u0130lk yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u015feiri xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nT\u0259bii ki, bu m\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131q t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcn m\u0259hsuludur. O vaxt m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, insan do\u011fulubsa cavan d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259m\u0259lidir. O, \u0259n az yetmi\u015f, s\u0259ks\u0259n il \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u0259lidir. \u018fslind\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u00fcnahland\u0131rma\u011f\u0131m da bu n\u00f6qteyi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259ndir\u2026Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk \u015fer\u2026
\nG\u0259linlik ad\u0131m qalmas\u0131n,
\nYurduma qu\u015flar qonmas\u0131n,
\nM\u0259n getdim ki, bu d\u00fcnyadan,
\nNam\u0259rd d\u00fcnya da, qalmas\u0131n.
\n-\u015eeiriyyatdan ba\u015fqa hans\u0131 maraqlar\u0131n\u0131z var? Y\u0259ni bo\u015f vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131zda n\u0259 il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olursunuz ad\u0259t\u0259n?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nU\u015faql\u0131qdan kitab oxuma\u011f\u0131 sevmi\u015f\u0259m . M\u0259kt\u0259bin kitabxanas\u0131ndan roman yaxud hekay\u0259 kitab\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb oxuyurdum. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm vaxt g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k m\u0259n d\u0259, bel\u0259 \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r yazacam \u0259d\u0259biyyatda olacam\u2026 bo\u015f olmuram lakin kitab oxuma\u011f\u0131 sevir\u0259m. Hans\u0131 m\u00f6vzu olursa olsun. X\u00fcsus\u0259n apar\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. S\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir t\u0259dbir apard\u0131qdan sonra \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt insan\u0131 hesab edir\u0259m. Yenid\u0259n do\u011fulmu\u015f kimi oluram. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 insanlarla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olmaq onlara n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 a\u015f\u0131lamaq m\u0259ni ya\u015fad\u0131r var edir. El\u0259 bil anam m\u0259ni s\u0259hn\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011fub\u2026H\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 zaman ay\u0131r\u0131b dinl\u0259yib d\u0259rdin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik olma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 v\u0259zif\u0259 bilir\u0259m. Bilm\u0259dikl\u0259rimi \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram.
\n-\u00dcmumi bir sual. Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n bug\u00fcnk\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti sizi qane edirmi?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nBu m\u00f6vzu h\u0259ddind\u0259n art\u0131q geni\u015f m\u00f6vzudur q\u0131sa cavab; istedadl\u0131 g\u0259ncl\u0259rd\u0259n v\u0259 orta ya\u015fa malik olan d\u0259y\u0259rli yazarlardan n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m ola bilsin ki, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259xsus \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 g\u0259ncl\u0259rin v\u0259 x\u00fcsusi istedada malik olan orta ya\u015fl\u0131 insanlar\u0131n vasit\u0259si il\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259nsin. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131 yazarlar\u0131 olub. Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 var sad\u0259c\u0259 \u00e7ox azd\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sin istedad\u0131 var. \u0130stedads\u0131z yazar yoxdur sad\u0259c\u0259 istedad\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131, \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131lmas\u0131 \u00e7ox vacibdir kimliyind\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq. \u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131n bu g\u00fcnki v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti qane olunacaq bir s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259 deyil. Ist\u0259nil\u0259n s\u0259viyy\u0259ni \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha da savadl\u0131 olmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r.
\n-G\u00fclnar\u0259 xan\u0131m, h\u0259yatda siz\u0259 u\u011fur g\u0259tir\u0259n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck i\u015f n\u0259 olub?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nU\u011fur qazanda\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ox i\u015fl\u0259r olub. Lakin m\u0259n\u0259 u\u011fur g\u0259tir\u0259n i\u015fim olmay\u0131b. G\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin g\u00fcnl\u0259r ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 h\u0259min \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r var m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir sabah da olacaq. Ara-s\u0131ra ayna qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7ox heyfim g\u0259lir. Bir \u015fey m\u0259ni ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 saxlay\u0131r oda \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn t\u0259r-t\u0259miz s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259ri. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 o s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259ri varaqlad\u0131qca \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt oluram. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Allah\u0131ma v\u0259 valideynl\u0259rim\u0259 minn\u0259tdaram.
\n-H\u0259mkarlar\u0131n\u0131z (\u015fair-\u015fair\u0259l\u0259r) sizin haqq\u0131n\u0131zda s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirl\u0259rmi? \u015eeirl\u0259riniz\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rini hiss edirsizmi?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\n\u018flb\u0259td\u0259 ki, \u0259d\u0259biyyatda olasan haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lmaya bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. Onu deyim ki, vicdanl\u0131 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131m\u0131n m\u00fcsb\u0259t fikirl\u0259ri m\u0259n\u0259 stimul verib. Onlara t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m. \u018fd\u0259biyyata nifr\u0259t etdir\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259mkarlar\u0131mda az deyil. G\u00fcman edir\u0259m ki, onlar bu pe\u015f\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259 vaxtsa \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r\u2026
\n-\u018fd\u0259biyyat, bir x\u0259zin\u0259dir. Onu ya\u015famaq laz\u0131md\u0131r v\u0259 bu sizd\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l al\u0131n\u0131r. \u015eeiriyyatdan ba\u015fqa, hans\u0131 sah\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nYarad\u0131c\u0131 insan h\u0259r zaman yeni \u015feyl\u0259r axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Ba\u015fqa sah\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 f\u0259aliy\u0259tim olub. m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r \u201cM\u0259din\u0259m ilahil\u0259r\u201d qrupunda apar\u0131c\u0131 v\u0259 senarist, x\u00fcsus\u0259n xeyiriyy\u0259 t\u0259dbirl\u0259rind\u0259. Car\u00e7\u0131.az say\u0131t\u0131nda jurnalist, v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. Hal-haz\u0131rda M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n F\u0259xri \u00fczv\u00fc v\u0259 Y\u00f6n\u0259tim Kurulunun ba\u015fqan\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f redaktoru, G\u00fcnd\u0259lik \u0130nformasiya Agentliyinin ba\u015f m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00e7isiy\u0259m. Bununla yana\u015f\u0131 \u0130nfom. Az,V\u0259hd\u0259t.org sayt\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259, \u0259m\u0259kda\u015fl\u0131q edir\u0259m.
\n-G\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n fikrinc\u0259, \u0259sl \u015fair nec\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\n\u015eair b\u00fct\u00fcn xalqlar\u0131 can\u0131n\u0131n, ruhunun bir hiss\u0259si hesab etdikd\u0259, d\u0259rdin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik olma\u011f\u0131 da, bacar\u0131r. O zaman \u00d6z v\u0259t\u0259nini, mill\u0259tini, xalq\u0131n\u0131 da, q\u0259l\u0259mi il\u0259 t\u0259bli\u011f ed\u0259 bilir. Milli- m\u0259n\u0259vi d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n, c\u0259hal\u0259td\u0259n, \u00e7irkinlikd\u0259n uzaq olma\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. H\u0259r k\u0259si \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fc hesab edir. \u018fg\u0259r V\u0259t\u0259ni i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131ndad\u0131rsa, yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0259rar tuta bilmir \u00f6mr\u00fc \u0259zablarla qidalan\u0131r. \u015eerl\u0259ri d\u0259 bu ruha k\u00f6kl\u0259nir. Yaln\u0131z bel\u0259 \u015fairl\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259ri bu d\u00fcnyada olmad\u0131qda insanlar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqlar.
\n-G\u00fclnar\u0259 xan\u0131m, \u015feirl\u0259riniz Az\u0259rbaycandan k\u0259narda da d\u0259rc olunurmu? Sanki saytlar\u0131n birind\u0259 yan\u0131lm\u0131rsamsa bel\u0259 bir m\u0259lumata rast g\u0259lmi\u015fdim.
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nB\u0259li bu il 15 avqust, 2014-c\u00fc ild\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259nin Tokat \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n Tokat \u015eairl\u0259r v\u0259 Yazarlar D\u0259rn\u0259yinin, \u201cK\u00fcmbet\u201d e\u011fitim, k\u00fclt\u00fcr, sanat v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat d\u0259rgisinin 33-c\u00fc burax\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131nda \u015feirim d\u0259rc olunub. Bu i\u015fd\u0259 \u0259m\u0259yi ke\u00e7\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259rin t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc bildirir\u0259m. D\u00fcnyada bir yazar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bundan qiym\u0259tli h\u0259diyy\u0259 ola bilm\u0259z.
\n-G\u00fclnar\u0259 xan\u0131m, \u015eeiriyyatda \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nzda siz\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 haqs\u0131zl\u0131q olubmu? \u0259g\u0259r olubsa bununla nec\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\n\u0130nsan yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 yaranandan bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r haqs\u0131zl\u0131qlar olub olacaq da\u2026 N\u0259inki m\u0259n\u0259, dahi \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259, Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259, imamlara, \u00f6vl\u00fcyalara haqs\u0131zl\u0131q olub. Haqs\u0131zl\u0131qlar h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259, davam edir\u2026he\u00e7 vaxt onlarla m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparm\u0131ram. \u00c7\u00fcnki, bilir\u0259m ki, g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u0259kib bec\u0259rdiyi toxumun m\u0259hsulu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qism\u0259t olacaq. Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 z\u0259rr\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 narahat deyil\u0259m. \u018fksin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn v\u0259 yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n qiym\u0259tli oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m\u2026 haqs\u0131zl\u0131q n\u0259 zaman olur d\u0259y\u0259rli bir \u015fey \u0259ld\u0259 ed\u0259nd\u0259. Bir k\u0259lim\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fc bel\u0259 \u0259n d\u0259y\u0259rli nem\u0259tdir. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn nuru, birc\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259rin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 enibs\u0259, m\u0259nd\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xti yoxdur bu d\u00fcnyada. Bir n\u0259f\u0259r bir kainatd\u0131r. Birc\u0259 kainat da m\u0259n\u0259 yet\u0259r\u2026
\n-G\u00fclnar\u0259 xan\u0131m, sizc\u0259 sevm\u0259y\u0259n bir \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 d\u0259rd yuva salarm\u0131?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nHe\u00e7 vaxt. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259n insan sevginin d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini d\u0259rk etmir. El\u0259ki sevginin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini d\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Sevgi \u015fax\u0259l\u0259nir. H\u0259r \u015fax\u0259d\u0259n is\u0259, bir k\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fulur.
\n-Dahi Az\u0259rbaycan \u015fairl\u0259rimizd\u0259n \u0259n \u00e7ox oxuduqlar\u0131n\u0131z kiml\u0259rdir?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nNizamini, Fizulini. Fizulini tam olaraq d\u0259rk etm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. N\u0259simin \u015ferl\u0259ri daha \u00e7ox ruhuma yax\u0131nd\u0131r. N\u0259simi is\u0259 bir d\u0259ryad\u0131r h\u0259r k\u0259s N\u0259simini analamaq q\u00fcdr\u0259tin\u0259 malik deyil. Bu \u00fc\u00e7 dahini azda olsa d\u0259rk etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259s\u0259n. \u0130nsan v\u0259 insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n sif\u0259tl\u0259rini\u2026 onun yolu is\u0259 Allah\u0131n elmind\u0259n ke\u00e7ir.
\n-Kitab\u0131n\u0131z varm\u0131?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\n\u0130n\u015fallah yax\u0131n zamanlarda olacaq.
\n-Sonda oxucular\u0131n\u0131za n\u0259yi s\u00f6yl\u0259rdiniz ?
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\n\u018fziz oxucular\u0131m v\u0259 oxucum olmayan d\u0259y\u0259rli insanlar. Siz \u00e7ox, h\u0259md\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u0259y\u0259rlisiniz. Daha \u00e7ox, d\u0259y\u0259rli oldu\u011funuzun f\u0259rqin\u0259 vararaq, d\u0259rk ed\u0259r\u0259k ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Sizin ham\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz kimi sevir\u0259m. Ham\u0131n\u0131z ruhumun, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n bir hiss\u0259sisiniz. Siz var olun, m\u0259n d\u0259 var olum. M\u0259ni bu d\u00fcnyada var ed\u0259n, ilhamland\u0131ran sizin var olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r.
\n-G\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feirl\u0259rinizd\u0259n birini biziml\u0259 v\u0259 oxucular\u0131n\u0131zla payla\u015fard\u0131n\u0131z.
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nYat g\u00f6z\u00fcm!
\nYat g\u00f6z\u00fcm,
\nG\u00f6rm\u0259 daha \u00e7irkinliyi.
\nG\u00f6z did\u0259mi zibill\u0259m\u0259.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131 qals\u0131n buludda,
\nYer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 kirl\u0259m\u0259.
\nKipriyim\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259kd\u0259n,
\nOd \u0259l\u0259nsin.
\nKipriyiml\u0259 \u00e7irkinlik,
\nG\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nsin.
\nYat g\u00f6z\u00fcm!
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm-dirim sava\u015flar\u0131 dayan\u0131nca,
\nSusan vicdan, yatan insan oyan\u0131nca.
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki cizgil\u0259rd\u0259,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm, qorxu\u2026.
\nApar m\u0259ni d\u0259rin yuxu.
\nG\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inin qanad\u0131nda,
\nU\u00e7um, gedim s\u0259ssizliy\u0259.
\nYat g\u00f6z\u00fcm!
\nRuhum getsin s\u0259nsizliy\u0259.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm,
\nSon m\u0259nzild\u0259 dayan\u0131nca.
\nYer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259,
\n\u0130nsanl\u0131q oyan\u0131nca,
\nYat g\u00f6z\u00fcm.
\n-H\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t oldu\u011funuz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn siz\u0259 d\u0259rin minn\u0259tdarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bildirir, daha da b\u00f6y\u00fck yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q u\u011furlar\u0131 arzulay\u0131ram.
\nG\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131:
\nT\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m\u2026
\nB\u0259li, \u0259ziz oxucular\u0131m\u0131z. Bu h\u0259ft\u0259nin qona\u011f\u0131 G\u00dcLNAR\u018f \u0130SRAF\u0130LQIZI oldu. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti burax\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259nin \u015e\u0259nb\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fc olacaq. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k.
\nH\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t oldu : G\u0259nc \u015fair (_____\u201d\u201d\u201d\u0130LK\u0130N ABBAS\u201d\u201d\u201d______)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Salam \u0259ziz oxucular. \u201cS\u0130Z\u0130 YAXINDAN TANIYAQ\u201d Layih\u0259mizin ke\u00e7\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259ki qona\u011f\u0131 olan G\u00fcnay xan\u0131m \u00dcmid ona \u00fcnvanlanan suallar\u0131 cavabland\u0131raraq, bizi sevindirdi. Layih\u0259mizin bu h\u0259ft\u0259ki qona\u011f\u0131 g\u0259nc xan\u0131m \u015fair\u0259 G\u00dcLNAR\u018f xan\u0131m \u0130SRAF\u0130LQIZId\u0131r. (S\u0259mimi S\u00f6hb\u0259t) – Salam G\u00fclnar\u0259 xan\u0131m, ilk \u00f6nc\u0259 t\u0259klifimizi q\u0259bul etdiyiniz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn siz\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m. M\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz haqq\u0131nda m\u0259lumat ver\u0259rdiz. G\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafilq\u0131z\u0131 kimdir ? G\u00fclnar\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10331","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10331","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10331"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10331\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10333,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10331\/revisions\/10333"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10331"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10331"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10331"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}