{"id":10537,"date":"2014-10-31T11:57:19","date_gmt":"2014-10-31T07:57:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=10537"},"modified":"2014-10-31T11:57:19","modified_gmt":"2014-10-31T07:57:19","slug":"eyvaz-zeynalov-anamin-gozaltiladigi-qiz-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=10537","title":{"rendered":"Eyvaz ZEYNALOV.”Anam\u0131n g\u00f6zalt\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131z” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"eyvaz<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131mla h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259ki balaca kafed\u0259 nahar ed\u0259rdik. Yax\u0131n olmaqdan ba\u015fqa orda h\u0259m qiym\u0259tl\u0259r m\u00fcnasibdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 yem\u0259kl\u0259ri \u00e7ox dadl\u0131 bi\u015firirdil\u0259r. Ev x\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259nmirdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259qs\u0259dim n\u0259 o kafeni, n\u0259 d\u0259 onun yem\u0259kl\u0259rini reklam etm\u0259kdi, orada, nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, ilk bax\u0131\u015fdan vuruldu\u011fum q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng bir q\u0131z haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fmaqd\u0131. Ortaboylu, sar\u0131yan\u0131z, z\u0259rif bir q\u0131zd\u0131. O da kafey\u0259 nahara r\u0259fiq\u0259si il\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 yuxar\u0131 ba\u015fda, sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259ki k\u00fcncd\u0259, eyni yerd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259rdil\u0259r. Kafenin nahar fasil\u0259sind\u0259ki g\u00fcnd\u0259lik m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259ri, dem\u0259k olar, eyni adamlard\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ham\u0131 ad\u0259t el\u0259diyi stolu qoyub ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n yerind\u0259 oturmurdu. T\u0259sad\u00fcfi m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259ri kafenin i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b bo\u015f stollara y\u00f6n\u0259ldirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259l-b\u0131\u00e7aq \u0259limd\u0259 dondum. \u0130\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Nooldu s\u0259n\u0259? – dey\u0259nd\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Fikrim q\u0131zda idi. Arabir o\u011frunca m\u0259n ona, o da m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z toqqu\u015fanda g\u00f6zl\u0259rimizi yay\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u015fey bel\u0259 ba\u015fland\u0131. Onlar da kafey\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn eyni vaxtda g\u0259lirdil\u0259r. \u018fvv\u0259l nahara a\u015fa\u011f\u0131-yuxar\u0131 bir az geciks\u0259m d\u0259 indi buna ciddi yana\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. D\u0259qiq\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6z ola bilm\u0259zdi. \u0130\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m bir az l\u0259ng t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u00fcr, \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fir, t\u0259l\u0259sdirirdim. Guya acl\u0131\u011fa tab\u0131m yoxdu. \u018fslind\u0259 gecikm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxurdum. Q\u0131z\u0131 tez g\u00f6rm\u0259kd\u0259n yana \u00fcr\u0259yim gedirdi. Ax\u0131 bunu i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131ma nec\u0259 dey\u0259ydim? M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdu. H\u0259m d\u0259 bel\u0259 daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131!<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 q\u0131za yax\u0131nla\u015fma\u011fa, tan\u0131\u015f olma\u011fa c\u00fcr\u0259tim \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. M\u00fcnasib m\u0259qam g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n

– Qurtar, ged\u0259k d\u0259! – Kafed\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259ni t\u0259l\u0259sdirirdi.<\/p>\n

– Qa\u00e7haqa\u00e7d\u0131? Yem\u0259k yey\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n, yediyin-i\u00e7diyin can\u0131na sin\u0259.<\/p>\n

– Bel\u0259 dee! – Bic-bic q\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131n qurtarma\u011f\u0131n\u0131, kafed\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim. Yan\u0131m\u0131zdan ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259trinin iyi m\u0259ni bihu\u015f el\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Arxas\u0131nca hay\u0131l-may\u0131l bax\u0131rd\u0131m. Bird\u0259n i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng q\u0131zd\u0131, – dey\u0259n s\u0259sini e\u015fidib diksindim.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259\u0259?..<\/p>\n

– Deyir\u0259m, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng q\u0131zd\u0131. Ancaq daha b\u0259sdi g\u00f6zl\u0259diyin. Tan\u0131\u015f olma\u011f\u0131n, \u00fcr\u0259yini a\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131n vaxt\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Zal\u0131m o\u011flu h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdarm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

– Qorxuram, – dedim. – Bird\u0259n \u201cyox\u201d cavab\u0131 verdi…<\/p>\n

– Amma onun s\u0259n\u0259 baxan g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n \u201ch\u0259\u201d oxunur.<\/p>\n

– Hardan bilirs\u0259n?..<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. N\u0259 vaxtd\u0131 d\u0259rdind\u0259n d\u0259li-divan\u0259 oldu\u011fu, arxas\u0131nca s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc q\u0131zla iki-\u00fc\u00e7 ayd\u0131 dil tapm\u0131\u015f, ail\u0259 qurmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

N\u00f6vb\u0259ti bazar g\u00fcn\u00fc anam\u0131 yoluxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn rayona yolland\u0131m. B\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f\u0131m bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259l institutdan t\u0259yinatla g\u00f6nd\u0259rdikl\u0259ri rayonda m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, el\u0259 orda da ail\u0259 qurmu\u015fdu. Atam d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anam da onun yan\u0131nda qal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Arabir z\u0259ng vurur, \u0259rkyana danlay\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259s, deyirdi, evl\u0259nm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 yatan q\u0131z tapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdim. Son vaxtlar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 deyib m\u0259ni rayona \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, qon\u015funun q\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131. Yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, savadl\u0131, m\u00fcasir q\u0131zd\u0131. \u0130nstitutu bu il bitirmi\u015f, Bak\u0131da qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Hardasa i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. H\u0259ft\u0259nin \u015f\u0259nb\u0259 v\u0259 bazar g\u00fcnl\u0259ri valideynl\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. Anam, n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck yoldu, deyirdi, bir istirah\u0259t g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 s\u0259n g\u00fczar\u0131n\u0131 biz t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r\u0259 sal. \u0130nan\u0131ram ki, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u0259niz, s\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131 b\u0259y\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, q\u0131z da s\u0259ni. Gecikm\u0259, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u0259n biri \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qarda\u015f\u0131mgild\u0259 c\u0259mi bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 olmu\u015fdum. O da at\u00fcst\u00fc. Hans\u0131 qon\u015fusundan s\u00f6hb\u0259t getdiyini bilmirdim. \u0130ndi lap m\u0259qam\u0131yd\u0131. G\u00f6zalt\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 deyil, anama kafed\u0259ki q\u0131z haqq\u0131nda s\u00f6z a\u00e7ma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259sirdim.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Qarda\u015f\u0131mgilin m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259sind\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rimi ilk c\u0259lb ed\u0259n q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik oldu. \u00dcr\u0259yim \u0259sdi. Add\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131 yeyinl\u0259tdim. Evl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atanda qon\u015fusunun darvazas\u0131n\u0131 taybatay a\u00e7\u0131q g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 ma\u011far qurulmu\u015fdu. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan k\u0259d\u0259r ya\u011fan adamlar o qap\u0131ya girib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n yan\u0131ql\u0131 a\u011fla\u015fma s\u0259si e\u015fidilirdi.<\/p>\n

Bir azdan anam\u0131n g\u00f6zalt\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n d\u00fcn\u0259n, \u015f\u0259nb\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fc avtobusla Bak\u0131dan g\u0259l\u0259rk\u0259n yolda q\u0259zaya u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdiyini \u00f6yr\u0259ndim.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m, tan\u0131masam da \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7ox pis hiss el\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u0259rk\u0259n anam\u0131n k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 yatan bir q\u0131z tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Nahar fasil\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131mla yen\u0259 kafed\u0259 idik. \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u00fc q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdim ki, nec\u0259 olur-olsun bu g\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yimi ona a\u00e7mal\u0131yam!<\/p>\n

T\u0259rslikd\u0259n q\u0131zlar g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Nahar fasil\u0259si ba\u015fa \u00e7atsa da g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131lar. \u0130\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131mdan ayr\u0131l\u0131b onlar\u0131 kafenin qaba\u011f\u0131nda bir xeyli g\u00f6zl\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

– \u00dcr\u0259yini s\u0131xma, y\u0259qin n\u0259s\u0259 vacib bir i\u015fl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. – Dilxor halda qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m t\u0259skinlik verdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 o c\u00fcr fikirl\u0259\u015firdim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259risi r\u0259fiq\u0259si kafed\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131nla g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Daha m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259dim. \u0130r\u0259li durub q\u0131z\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

… M\u0259nim a\u015fiq oldu\u011fum q\u0131z anam\u0131n g\u00f6zalt\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131z imi\u015f.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u0130\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131mla h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259ki balaca kafed\u0259 nahar ed\u0259rdik. Yax\u0131n olmaqdan ba\u015fqa orda h\u0259m qiym\u0259tl\u0259r m\u00fcnasibdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 yem\u0259kl\u0259ri \u00e7ox dadl\u0131 bi\u015firirdil\u0259r. Ev x\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259nmirdi. M\u0259qs\u0259dim n\u0259 o kafeni, n\u0259 d\u0259 onun yem\u0259kl\u0259rini reklam etm\u0259kdi, orada, nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, ilk bax\u0131\u015fdan vuruldu\u011fum q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng bir q\u0131z haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fmaqd\u0131. Ortaboylu, sar\u0131yan\u0131z, z\u0259rif bir q\u0131zd\u0131. O da kafey\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10537","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10537","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10537"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10537\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10538,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10537\/revisions\/10538"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10537"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10537"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10537"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}