{"id":11563,"date":"2015-04-14T18:41:54","date_gmt":"2015-04-14T14:41:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=11563"},"modified":"2015-04-14T18:41:54","modified_gmt":"2015-04-14T14:41:54","slug":"m%c9%99h%c9%99mm%c9%99d-sukurlu-ikinci-dunya-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=11563","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d \u015e\u00dcK\u00dcRL\u00dc.&#8221;\u0130kinci D\u00fcnya&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/sekil.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/sekil-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"sekil\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-11564\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/sekil.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/04\/sekil-150x150.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p> B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7ib g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc qama\u015fd\u0131rmsayd\u0131 yatma\u011fa davam ed\u0259rdim. He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m yata\u011f\u0131m niy\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259dir. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 yerini d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259mb\u0259llik etmi\u015f\u0259m. Onu da deyim ki, yuxular m\u0259n\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir z\u00f6vq verir. B\u0259z\u0259n me\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7i il\u0259 qurumu\u015f yarpaqlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259k t\u0259nha g\u0259zdiyimi, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri qanl\u0131 zombi kimi g\u0259zdiyimi, \u0259trafa bax\u0131b z\u00f6vq ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. H\u0259tta n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 yuxular\u0131mda daha \u00e7ox bu c\u00fcr m\u0259nas\u0131z \u015feyl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m bel\u0259 m\u0259nas\u0131z v\u0259 yaln\u0131z oldu\u011fum yerd\u0259 niy\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olurdum. Hans\u0131 axmaq bel\u0259 anormal bir yerd\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olard\u0131 ki? Amma n\u0259 d\u0259 olsa n\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olurdum. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt? H\u0259, yaln\u0131z yuxularda.  Dey\u0259s\u0259n yuxudan durma\u011f\u0131n vaxt\u0131d\u0131r. Yar\u0131 yuxulu halda hamama girib g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxma\u011f\u0131 sevirdim. <!--more--><\/p>\n<p> -Salam, nec\u0259s\u0259n? Bel\u0259 d\u0259 pis deyil\u0259m.<br \/>\n He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m nec\u0259s\u0259n sual\u0131n\u0131 niy\u0259 verirl\u0259r? Ax\u0131 \u00e7ox vaxt bu i\u00e7d\u0259n veril\u0259n bir sual deyil. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, yolda ged\u0259rk\u0259n \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n bir tan\u0131\u015f &#8220;nec\u0259s\u0259n&#8221; deyib, s\u00fcni bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259 yola davam edir. O he\u00e7 m\u0259nim cavab\u0131m\u0131 da g\u00f6zl\u0259mir. Y\u0259ni bir insana ba\u015fqa birinin kefinin nec\u0259 olmas\u0131 maraql\u0131 deyils\u0259 bu suala n\u0259 ehtiyac var. Amma h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259xsus qaydalar\u0131 var. Q\u0131sa dan\u0131\u015f\u0131q istiyirs\u0259ns\u0259 iki s\u00f6z kifay\u0259tdir. &#8220;Salam, Nec\u0259s\u0259n.&#8221;<br \/>\n Ay s\u0259ni z\u0259hrimar, saat 9-a i\u015fl\u0259yir, m\u0259n is\u0259 9-da hava liman\u0131nda olmal\u0131yam. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7antalar\u0131m\u0131 y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fam. Bu g\u00fcn is\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck Kaliforniya m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. B\u0259lk\u0259 orada m\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyimi tapacaqd\u0131m. Buna o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u0259min deyildim. Kaliforniya is\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. T\u0259l\u0259sik geyinib evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Taksi m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259mizin qurtaraca\u011f\u0131nda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 durard\u0131. Budur, o yen\u0259 d\u0259 eyni yerd\u0259 dayan\u0131b. Bilmir\u0259m onun m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259risi he\u00e7 olubmu? Bu m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki 2 ildi m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259miz\u0259 gir\u0259rk\u0259n o taksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131nda bo\u015f-bo\u015f oturdu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. H\u0259, bug\u00fcn n\u0259hay\u0259t onu s\u0259vindiric\u0259m. Ma\u015f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b dedim:<br \/>\n -Salam, nec\u0259siz? M\u0259n bu m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131ram y\u0259qin ki, siz d\u0259 bu binada ya\u015fay\u0131rs\u0131z.<br \/>\n  G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 dikib soyuq bax\u0131\u015flarla bax\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 problemi var idi? Ya n\u0259yi is\u0259 s\u0259hv dedim. Anormal bax\u0131\u015flarla g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131rpmadan m\u0259n\u0259 baxma\u011fa davam edirdi. He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m niy\u0259 susmu\u015fam. Ax\u0131 bizim eyni binada ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ona maraql\u0131 deyildi. Ondan cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k hava liman\u0131na ged\u0259c\u0259yimi dedim.<br \/>\n -15 manat.<br \/>\n B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 bu taksiy\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fmamal\u0131 idim. Ax\u0131 he\u00e7 o he\u00e7 salam\u0131m\u0131 da almad\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n bel\u0259 soyuq adamlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z soyuqlu\u011fu il\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u0259 soyutdu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. Sanki il\u0131q bir suyu soyuducuya sal\u0131b onu da soyudurmu\u015fsan kimi. 15 manat getdiyim yol \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox idi. Amma geri qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259m\u0259dim. \u00c7\u00fcnki indi ba\u015fqa taksi axtarmaq vaxt itkisi olard\u0131. Qiym\u0259ti a\u015fa\u011fi salma\u011fa da \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131m. 20 d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259ni hava liman\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131. Yoxlan\u0131\u015fdan ke\u00e7dikd\u0259n sonra t\u0259yyar\u0259y\u0259 qalx\u0131b yerimd\u0259 oturdum. 10 saatl\u0131q u\u00e7u\u015f m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 yat\u0131m? Yox, ax\u0131 m\u0259n birinci d\u0259f\u0259dir t\u0259yyar\u0259y\u0259 minir\u0259m. \u018ftraf\u0131 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 etm\u0259k maraql\u0131 g\u0259ldi o an. Kimisi \u00e7amadanlar\u0131n\u0131 yerl\u0259\u015fdirir, kimisi yuxusuz oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yumub m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fcr, sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fimd\u0259ki bir o\u011flanda: &#8220;Dayi, siz d\u0259 Kaliforniyaya gedirsiz?&#8221; kimi k\u00f6hn\u0259 zarafatlardan edirdi. Day\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131nd\u0131rm\u0131y\u0131b: &#8220;Yox bala, getmir\u0259m u\u00e7uram deyirdi. T\u0259yyar\u0259 havaya qalxma\u011fa ba\u015flayandan bir saat sonra m\u0259ni yuxu tutma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Yar\u0131 yuxulu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsi t\u0259yyar\u0259md\u0259 u\u00e7du\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. V\u0259 birazdan m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b n\u0259 yem\u0259k ist\u0259diyimi soru\u015facaqlar. M\u0259nd\u0259 filml\u0259rd\u0259 varl\u0131 adamlar kimi &#8220;&#8221;Sa\u011fol he\u00e7 n\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m&#8221; dey\u0259c\u0259m. El\u0259 bu zaman uzaqdan bir s\u00fcr\u00fc qu\u015f g\u0259lib t\u0259yyar\u0259nin \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini \u00e7atlad\u0131r. Qorxudan pilot \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirib yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r. M\u0259nd\u0259 onu oyatma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram amma oyanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb t\u0259yyar\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcm yer\u0259 sa\u011f salamat \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Amma bu m\u0259nd\u0259 al\u0131nm\u0131r v\u0259 biz \u00fcz\u00fc a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u0259yib \u0259zilmi\u015f kotlet oluruq.<\/p>\n<p> Yol boyu b\u0259z\u0259n bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n okean\u0131 seyr edirdim. Saat iki idi v\u0259 be\u015f saat sonra n\u0259hay\u0259t Amerikan\u0131n q\u0259rbin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131q. \u00c7antalar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb taksiy\u0259 oturdum v\u0259 m\u0259h\u015fur Hilton hotelin\u0259 g\u0259ldim. Burda m\u0259ni Mr. Enderson qar\u015f\u0131lamal\u0131 v\u0259 birlikd\u0259 harasa getm\u0259li idik. Mr. Enderson y\u0259hudi \u0259silli amerikal\u0131 30 ya\u015fl\u0131 biri idi. Budur, o art\u0131q hotelin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Y\u0259qin ki \u00e7ox vacib adamam. Bug\u00fcn onunla \u00e7ox vacib bir s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz olacaq. \u018fn az\u0131ndan m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u0259sas m\u0259qs\u0259dim el\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k idi. Mr. Enderson m\u0259ni salamd\u0131qdan sonra hotelin qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015f qara ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Ma\u015f\u0131na oturandan be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq o he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. Sanki n\u0259s\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr n\u0259yi nec\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini fikirl\u0259\u015firdi. N\u0259hay\u0259t o dill\u0259ndi.<br \/>\n &#8211; H\u0259 Teo, m\u0259nc\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 q\u0259rard\u0131. Bu ilk t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259miz olacaq.<br \/>\n Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dey\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f var idi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 telefonda Teo dey\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t edirdi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 is\u0259 o canl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dedi.<br \/>\n &#8211; Bu ilk t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259mizdi Teo. V\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259 \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 olacaq. \u018fmin\u0259m ki, bu bar\u0259d\u0259 laz\u0131m\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcs\u0259n.<br \/>\n  Mr. Endersonu az tan\u0131nan bir sayt vasit\u0259sil\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Onun v\u0259d etdikl\u0259ri \u0259slind\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fckl\u0259li olsa bel\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu d\u00fcnyada he\u00e7n\u0259 bunun q\u0259d\u0259r maraql\u0131 deyildi. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259 alaraq onun \u015f\u0259xsi ismar\u0131c b\u00f6lm\u0259sin\u0259 yazd\u0131m. O da n\u00f6mr\u0259mi yazma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259di . Z\u0259ngl\u0259\u015fib bu haqda dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Yeni o boyda Amerikada m\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa adam yox idi ki m\u0259nl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlay\u0131b bura g\u0259tiribl\u0259r? Amma m\u0259n indi onun yan\u0131ndayam v\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131nla he\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m hara gedirik.<br \/>\n  -N\u0259 olub? Teo he\u00e7 s\u0259sin \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r? N\u0259dir, s\u0259n qorxursan?<br \/>\n M\u0259n buna tam raz\u0131 oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bura g\u0259lmi\u015fdim. N\u0259 qorxusu? M\u0259nc\u0259 m\u0259n qorxmurdum.<br \/>\n -Xeyir, Mr. Enderson. M\u0259n tam haz\u0131ram. Biz indi hara gedirik?<br \/>\n -Bizim gizli bir yerimiz var. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildi \u00f6z laboratoriyam\u0131zda bir madd\u0259ni haz\u0131rlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q v\u0259 sonda bacard\u0131q. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, onlar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac yoxdu. Onsuzda s\u0259n onlar\u0131 tan\u0131mayacaqsan. Madd\u0259d\u0259 d\u00f6rd narkotik bitkil\u0259rin qar\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 qatq\u0131lar var. Onu s\u0259nin damar\u0131na vurac\u0131q v\u0259 s\u0259n yatacaqsan. Beyinin biz\u0259 m\u0259lum d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan uzaqla\u015f\u0131b yuxularda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn, t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdiyin d\u00fcnyaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, bu real olmayacaq ola bilsin ki, sad\u0259c\u0259 t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcld\u00fc. Amma biz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fck ki, burada qeyri-adi bir sirr var. Biz yuxuda q\u0131sa m\u00fcdd\u0259t oluruq v\u0259 oyand\u0131qdan sonra biz\u0259 laz\u0131m olan sirli \u015feyleri unuduruq. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fck ki, bu b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl deyil. Biz b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyaya b\u0259nz\u0259r ba\u015fqa, ona ox\u015far bir d\u00fcnyada oluruq. El\u0259 yuxular var ki, orada g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259r bildirilir. Amma m\u0259lumdur ki, yuxudan oyand\u0131qdan sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz yuxununu ilk be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u0259rzind\u0259 yars\u0131n\u0131, on d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra is\u0259 80%-ni unuduruq. B\u0259lk\u0259 bizim beynimiz sad\u0259c\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 q\u0259bul edir. Amma q\u0131sa olsa da onun ox\u015far\u0131 olan qeyri-adi, ikinci d\u00fcnyaya da d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilir. Biz bu madd\u0259 il\u0259 ikinci d\u00fcnyam\u0131zla daha yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131\u015f ola, oradak\u0131larla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qurub v\u0259 onlardan istifad\u0259 etm\u0259kl\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyaya yenilikl\u0259r g\u0259tir\u0259 bil\u0259rik. H\u0259l\u0259lik bunu bizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 k\u0259s bilmir. Teo, m\u0259n bilir\u0259m ki, bu madd\u0259 biz\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feyi ayd\u0131nlatacaq v\u0259 gizli d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131 biz\u0259 a\u00e7acaq. Bu madd\u0259 beynimizin i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n hiss\u0259l\u0259rini a\u00e7maqla orada ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri bizim yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda oldu\u011fu kimi saxlayacaq. V\u0259 s\u0259n yaln\u0131z biz s\u0259ni oyand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z zaman ay\u0131lacaqsan v\u0259 biz\u0259 olanlar\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131san ki s\u0259nin ard\u0131nca biz d\u0259 bu s\u0131na\u011fa gedib getm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rara ver\u0259k. Teo 100 saat yuxuya h\u0259r adam raz\u0131 olmur, h\u0259l\u0259ki bunun sonunu nec\u0259 bit\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259diyi halda. Amma s\u0259n buna haz\u0131rsan. Bu yeniliyi ilk d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259n ed\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n. Biz s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259rik?<br \/>\n &#8211; H\u0259, \u0259lbb\u0259tt\u0259. M\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi siz\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi dan\u0131\u015faca\u011fam.<br \/>\n N\u0259hay\u0259t laz\u0131m\u0131 yer\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131q. Bir anl\u0131q \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259yimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. B\u0259lk\u0259 onlar m\u0259nd\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 si\u00e7an kimi istifad\u0259 edib m\u0259ni t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6z aya\u011f\u0131mla g\u0259tirirdil\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 si\u00e7an t\u0259l\u0259sin\u0259 gedirdim, h\u0259tta bunun t\u0259l\u0259 olma ehtimal\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bildiyim halda. Ax\u0131 onlar l\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f 4 ayr\u0131 narkotik v\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 zibilin qar\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259d\u0259nim\u0259 yerid\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Amma bu fikiri tez a\u011fl\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu pendir m\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131m idi v\u0259 bu m\u0259nim maraqlar\u0131ma g\u00fcc g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. H\u0259m onlar m\u0259ni niy\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u00fcn ki? Ax\u0131 m\u0259n onlara laz\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259lumatlar\u0131 verm\u0259liy\u0259m. \u018fmin\u0259m ki onlar m\u0259nim sa\u011f qalma\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131blar v\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015facaqlar. N\u0259hay\u0259t m\u0259ni bir yer\u0259 uzand\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bir q\u0131z iyn\u0259ni doldurma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rim s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 instinktiv olaraq qorxurdum? Bilmir\u0259m, amma o iyn\u0259ni art\u0131q haz\u0131r etmi\u015fdi v\u0259 qolumu spirtl\u0259yib iyn\u0259ni damar\u0131ma vururdu.<br \/>\n  &#8211; Teo biz s\u0259ninl\u0259yik &#8211; dey\u0259 Enderson bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 dikdi. Yan\u0131m\u0131zda 7-8 adam var idi. Ham\u0131s\u0131 da m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn burada idi. On saniy\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim qaralama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 beynim\u0259 bir a\u011fr\u0131 girdi. B\u0259d\u0259nimin \u0259sdiyini v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimin at\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q ayd\u0131n hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131m. V\u0259&#8230; \u00dcr\u0259yimin at\u0131\u015f\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f dayan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p> G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman hava art\u0131q qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Saatdan he\u00e7 x\u0259b\u0259rimd\u0259 yoxdur. Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u00fc soyuq bir k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sdiyini hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015fl\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. Dey\u0259s\u0259n burada t\u0259k idim. Amma gec\u0259 olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n qar\u011falar\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r el\u0259 bil donmu\u015fdu. G\u00fccl\u00fc k\u00fcl\u0259yin s\u0259si p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ib h\u00fcrk\u00fcd\u00fcc\u00fc s\u0259s sal\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259nims\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259nim soyuqdan \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131 . Evd\u0259 sanki \u015faxta var idi v\u0259 bu soyuducudan he\u00e7 d\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nmirdi. M\u0259n bu evd\u0259 n\u0259 edir\u0259m? He\u00e7 bilm\u0259dim \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6rtm\u0259y\u0259 bir \u015fey tap\u0131m ya burada niy\u0259 oldu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcm. Bura harad\u0131 ax\u0131? M\u0259n niy\u0259 bu evd\u0259 t\u0259k\u0259m? \u018ftraf\u0131mda da bir s\u0131n\u0131q s\u00f6k\u00fck v\u0259 n\u0259md\u0259n taxtas\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f \u015fkafdan, oturdu\u011fum divandan, z\u0259if i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 lampadan v\u0259 divarda l\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f bir bayqu\u015f \u015f\u0259klind\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7n\u0259 yox idi. N\u0259hay\u0259t p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ke\u00e7ib k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 baxmaq ist\u0259dim. Guya ki, bu z\u0259hrimar \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 haran\u0131sa tan\u0131y\u0131ram. Amma o an a\u011fl\u0131ma ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey g\u0259lmirdi. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 baxanda k\u00fcl\u0259yin g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259n az qala y\u0131x\u0131lmaq \u00fczr\u0259 olan a\u011faclardan ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Saat\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259 oldu\u011fu da m\u0259lum deyildi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 he\u00e7 bir evin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 saat\u0131n iki ya \u00fc\u00e7 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. \u018fynimd\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259k v\u0259 \u015falvar var idi v\u0259 m\u0259n bu evd\u0259 soyuqdan bir saat da qala bilm\u0259zdim. Birc\u0259 onu bilirdim ki, bu evd\u0259n tez \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131 v\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259liy\u0259m. Yoxsa el\u0259 bu soyuqda buradaca \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\n N\u0259hay\u0259t p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131b qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f getdim. Qap\u0131 tamamil\u0259 n\u0259m idi . O d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259m idi ki, \u0259liml\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 taxta qap\u0131n\u0131n \u0259zildiyini hiss el\u0259dim. Y\u0259qin ki, burada uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131b. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan kimi g\u00fccl\u00fc bir k\u00fcl\u0259k \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc sanki \u015fill\u0259l\u0259di. Dey\u0259s\u0259n me\u015f\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259 idim. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t soyuq havada getdikd\u0259n sonra art\u0131q qorxma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Ax\u0131 kim soyuq v\u0259 bir i\u015f\u0131q bel\u0259 olmayan bir me\u015f\u0259nin \u0259traf\u0131nda t\u0259k g\u0259zm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxmaz. Qaba\u011f\u0131mda balaca bir heyvan ke\u00e7s\u0259 y\u0259qin ki, \u00fcr\u0259yim partlay\u0131b oradaca \u00f6l\u0259rdim. Amma tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yolda getm\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu yox idi. Y\u00fcz metr aral\u0131da a\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131nda i\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Oradan q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259r g\u0259lirdi v\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n bu qal\u0131n s\u0259sli ki\u015fil\u0259r idi. Orada n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn asta-asta h\u0259m\u0259n yer\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdim . Gizl\u0259n\u0259-gizl\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t qal\u0131n bir a\u011faca \u00e7at\u0131b ona s\u00f6yk\u0259ndim. S\u0259sl\u0259r tam arxadan g\u0259lirdi. Bu qal\u0131n ki\u015fi s\u0259sin\u0259 ox\u015fasada yen\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n etm\u0259k olmurdu. \u018fg\u0259r ki\u015fi s\u0259si idis\u0259 bu s\u0259s \u00e7ox iyr\u0259nc bir formada g\u0259lirdi. A\u011fac\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan baxma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259&#8230;. 40 ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259 ox\u015fatsam da diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxanda onlar\u0131n n\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 qad\u0131n ya ki\u015fi olduqlar\u0131 bilinmirdi. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011f, \u0259ll\u0259ri qan, yand\u0131rd\u0131qlar\u0131 budaqlar\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda g\u0259zirdil\u0259r v\u0259 n\u0259 etdikl\u0259rini m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n etm\u0259k olmurdu. B\u0259s s\u0259sl\u0259ri niy\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u0259lirdi? \u018fll\u0259ri niy\u0259 qanl\u0131 idi. Bu n\u0259yin qan\u0131 idi. B\u0259s \u0259ll\u0259rini niy\u0259 t\u0259mizl\u0259mirdil\u0259r? Saylar\u0131 30 n\u0259f\u0259r olardi. N\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yimi bilm\u0259s\u0259md\u0259 h\u0259m\u0259n vaxt onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fmaqdan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259di. Onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fan kimi g\u00fccl\u00fc bir fit s\u0259si verildi v\u0259 ham\u0131s\u0131 eyni anda m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Be\u015f metr m\u0259saf\u0259 qoyaraq m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 ald\u0131lar v\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 uzun-uzun baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 qorxurdum. M\u0259n ax\u0131 qorxmamal\u0131 idim. M\u0259n he\u00e7n\u0259d\u0259n qorxmayaca\u011f\u0131ma inan\u0131rd\u0131m. Lakin insan olan \u015f\u0259xsin b\u0259d\u0259ni burada qorxudan ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey hiss ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Onlar gec\u0259nin bu vaxt\u0131 burada n\u0259 edirl\u0259r ? V\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri qanl\u0131 formada onlar\u0131n indi aras\u0131ndayam. N\u0259hay\u0259t ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131 m\u0259niml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n &#8211; Nec\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\n G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259nim \u0259hval\u0131m ona maraql\u0131 idi? Ya o da\u2026<br \/>\n  &#8211; He\u00e7 yax\u015f\u0131 deyil\u0259m dey\u0259s\u0259n. &#8211; Qorxmad\u0131n? &#8211; N\u0259d\u0259n? Niy\u0259?<br \/>\n &#8211; S\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimizd\u0259n. &#8211; M\u0259n, M\u0259n\u0259 evd\u0259 \u00e7ox soyuq idi, orda qala bilm\u0259zdim. M\u0259n bilmir\u0259m hardayam, bura haradi. Bu hans\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rdi?. M\u0259n buran\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131ram. N\u0259 ba\u015f verir ax\u0131?<br \/>\n &#8211; Arxamca g\u0259l.<br \/>\n Bax \u0259sl qorxunu indi hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015fl\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. M\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 me\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7in\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f apard\u0131. Burada ki\u00e7ik daxma var idi v\u0259 m\u0259ni ora sald\u0131. Daxmada q\u0259rib\u0259 istilik var idi. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bu soyuq havada bu daxman\u0131 isid\u0259n n\u0259 idi?<br \/>\n &#8211; De g\u00f6r\u00fcm bura hardan g\u0259lmis\u0259n?<br \/>\n -M\u0259n bilmir\u0259m, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi hans\u0131sa l\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f bir soyuq evd\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131m m\u0259n tamam ba\u015fqa bir yerd\u0259 idim, ba\u015fqa yerd\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131m. M\u0259n..<br \/>\n -Kifay\u0259tdir. M\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi bilir\u0259m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 sual verdim ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcm yalan dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259nmi. Bax, bura \u00e7ox s\u0259hv eliyib g\u0259lmis\u0259n. Niy\u0259 ? Sad\u0259c\u0259 maraql\u0131 g\u0259ldi axmaq ?<br \/>\n -Bax\u0131n m\u0259nim sizd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim yox idi v\u0259 bel\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bils\u0259ydim g\u0259lm\u0259zdim. Sad\u0259c\u0259 uzaqdan s\u0259sl\u0259r g\u0259ldi, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259s g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 y\u0259ni sizin yan\u0131n\u0131za&#8230;<br \/>\n &#8211; Bura s\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn d\u00fcnya deyil. S\u0259n sistemi pozmusan. S\u0259nin beynin bu d\u00fcnyani q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z. Bu d\u00fcnya s\u0259nlik deyil, he\u00e7 bir insan bura canl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259z. Bizim \u00f6z d\u00fcnyam\u0131z var v\u0259 o demek deyil ki, s\u0259n bura g\u0259lm\u0259lis\u0259n. S\u0259nin beynin bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u0259rk etm\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259 deyil. H\u0259r g\u00fcn bizim d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lib ist\u0259dikl\u0259rinizi, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259rinzi ya\u015fay\u0131rs\u0131z. Amma bu tama\u015fan\u0131n p\u0259rd\u0259 arxas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmirsiz. B\u0259z\u0259n sahib olduqlar\u0131nla kifay\u0259tl\u0259nm\u0259lis\u0259n. Bura sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ancaq \u0259zabl\u0131 bir yerdir. Amma az qal\u0131b \u00e7ox az. Bir g\u00fcn ham\u0131m\u0131z bir yerd\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131q, amma burada deyil, bizim \u00f6z d\u00fcnyam\u0131zda deyil. S\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259lis\u0259n, amma asan bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 yox. S\u0259n \u00f6z d\u00fcnyanda deyils\u0259n v\u0259 sistemi pozmusan. Bunu ilk d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259n el\u0259mis\u0259n v\u0259 bu sistemi pozan \u015f\u0259xs ist\u0259nil\u0259n halda bu m\u0259kanda aciz olacaq. S\u0259n qaydalara g\u00f6r\u0259 \u0259zabla \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<br \/>\n Bunu deyib daxmadan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Y\u0259qin ki, bu z\u0259hrimar yer\u0259 he\u00e7 g\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259li idim. \u0130ndi evd\u0259 oturub isti \u00e7ay\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7irdim. Az sonra m\u0259n\u0259 i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259 veril\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 m\u0259n aciz bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 \u00f6z \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m. Sistemi pozmusan n\u0259dir ax\u0131? Bizim d\u00fcnyam\u0131z n\u0259dir? V\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259 az qal\u0131b, biz niy\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131q? Buran\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131ran yegan\u0259 \u015fam s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131 . Art\u0131q daxman\u0131 soyuq doldururdu. Be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 soyuq hava damarlar\u0131ma q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 olacaqd\u0131? Yoxsa el\u0259 i\u015fk\u0259nc\u0259 budur ? Buna he\u00e7 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Qar, \u00e7ov\u011fun olmasa da q\u0259rib\u0259 bir soyuqluq art\u0131q qan\u0131m\u0131 dondurma\u011fa ba\u015fly\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yumub \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm\u00fc aciz bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<br \/>\n -S\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131san? Hahahaa. Noldu s\u0259n\u0259 buz kimi olmusan. Bu c\u00fcr soyuq temperaturda \u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259rdin. H\u0259kiml\u0259rimiz dedi ki, bel\u0259 gets\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0259ni oyatma\u011fa m\u0259cbur olduq. N\u0259 oldu s\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 bird\u0259n?<br \/>\n Bu s\u0259s tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lirdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi asta-asta a\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m v\u0259&#8230; Mr Enderson? He\u00e7 bilm\u0259dim onu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 sevinim ya bo\u011fub \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcm. He\u00e7 n\u0259 bilmirdim. T\u0259k bildiyim odur ki art\u0131q m\u0259n\u0259 soyuq deyildi v\u0259 bu z\u0259hrimar \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n tez getm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r.<br \/>\n &#8211; H\u0259 Teo, dan\u0131\u015fa bilirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n &#8211; H\u0259. M\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131yam.<br \/>\n &#8211; De g\u00f6r\u0259k noldu? N\u0259 ba\u015f verdi ki bel\u0259 soyuq oldu b\u0259d\u0259nin. Biz s\u0259ni e\u015fidirik.<br \/>\n \u018ftraf\u0131ma baxmaga ba\u015flad\u0131m. On n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n insan yan\u0131mda durmu\u015fdu. Onlar el\u0259 maraqla m\u0259nim cavab\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r ki, el\u0259 bil bundan vacib d\u00fcnyada he\u00e7n\u0259 ola bilm\u0259z.<br \/>\n -H\u0259\u0259, biz s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik.<br \/>\n &#8211; M\u0259n&#8230; Siz ham\u0131n\u0131z &#8230; M\u0259nc\u0259 siz laz\u0131ms\u0131z bir i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcz. Bu isti d\u00fcnyam\u0131zdan ba\u015fqa biz\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil. Bizim beynimiz&#8230; Sistemi d\u0259yi\u015fdirm\u0259k laz\u0131m deyil. H\u0259r \u015fey bu c\u00fcr daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Bir s\u0259maya bax\u0131n, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131n, 5 d\u0259qiq\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n bax\u0131n&#8230; V\u0259 biz\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey laz\u0131m deyil. G\u00f6z\u0259l d\u00fcnyam\u0131z biz\u0259 b\u0259sdir. N\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdi ikinci d\u00fcnya? N\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdi c\u0259nn\u0259t? Biz h\u0259r ist\u0259diyimizi \u00f6z d\u00fcnyam\u0131zda yarada bil\u0259rik. Biz bunu bacarar\u0131q, h\u0259r k\u0259si d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rik. Biz b\u0259z\u0259n sahip olduqlar\u0131m\u0131zla kifay\u0259tl\u0259nm\u0259yi bacarmal\u0131y\u0131q. Biz\u0259 ba\u015fqa he\u00e7n\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil.<br \/>\n Daxmada e\u015fitdiyim s\u00f6zl\u0259r yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n insan b\u0259z\u0259n sahib olduqlar\u0131 il\u0259 kifay\u0259tl\u0259nm\u0259lidirmi? Ax\u0131 niy\u0259? Niy\u0259 yeni \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 sahibl\u0259nm\u0259k b\u0259z\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259kiz olur. Dey\u0259s\u0259n yorulmu\u015fdum. Ax\u0131 m\u0259n n\u0259 etdim, N\u0259y\u0259 nail olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bilmir\u0259m, birc\u0259 hiss edirdim ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr. Dey\u0259s\u0259n yatmaq vaxt\u0131 idi. Uzun bir zaman i\u00e7ind\u0259 yatmaq.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7ib g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc qama\u015fd\u0131rmsayd\u0131 yatma\u011fa davam ed\u0259rdim. He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m yata\u011f\u0131m niy\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259dir. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 yerini d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259mb\u0259llik etmi\u015f\u0259m. Onu da deyim ki, yuxular m\u0259n\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir z\u00f6vq verir. B\u0259z\u0259n me\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7i il\u0259 qurumu\u015f yarpaqlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259k t\u0259nha g\u0259zdiyimi, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri qanl\u0131 zombi kimi g\u0259zdiyimi, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11563","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11563","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11563"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11563\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11566,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11563\/revisions\/11566"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11563"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11563"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11563"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}