{"id":11573,"date":"2015-04-16T10:14:48","date_gmt":"2015-04-16T06:14:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=11573"},"modified":"2015-04-16T11:01:17","modified_gmt":"2015-04-16T07:01:17","slug":"r%c9%99sad-m%c9%99h%c9%99mm%c9%99doglu-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=11573","title":{"rendered":"R\u0259\u015fad M\u018fH\u018fMM\u018fDO\u011eLU.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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M\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 dil\u0259n\u00e7iy\u0259m<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 \u00c7\u0131xm\u0131san k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259,
\nBoylan\u0131ram gizli s\u0259n\u0259,
\nEl\u0259 bax\u0131rsan ki m\u0259n\u0259.
\nN\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n?
\nYaz\u0131\u011famm\u0131?
\nYoxsa ya\u015famaq\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lacs\u0131zamm\u0131?
\nH\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259l a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam.
\nPis anlad\u0131n?
\nM\u0259n o dil\u0259n\u00e7id\u0259n deyil\u0259m.
\nN\u0259 olsun ki, tan\u0131mad\u0131n?<\/p>\n

Xeb\u0259rin yox var\u0131mdan, d\u00f6vl\u0259timd\u0259n,
\nH\u0259r \u015feyim var…
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa,
\nSevgind\u0259n, e\u015fqind\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259n qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131ndan,
\nOta\u011f\u0131m\u0131 isid\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n,
\nBir d\u0259 ki, s\u0259sind\u0259n ba\u015fqa,
\nM\u0259nim olan h\u0259r \u015feyim var.
\nQ\u0131z\u0131lllar\u0131m, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rim,
\nSaray kimi evim d\u0259 var.
\nT\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259ni,
\nS\u0259nin kimi bir ziyn\u0259ti alammadim.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn olanlar\u0131m varsa da
\nT\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmad\u0131n
\nOff… M\u0259n ki bunu anlamad\u0131m.
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni danlamad\u0131n.
\nK\u00fcs\u00fcb getdin m\u0259nd\u0259n o vaxt.
\nAh.. S\u0259n dem\u0259 ki s\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn,
\nS\u0259nin e\u015fqin,
\nM\u0259n kas\u0131bik\u0259n qiym\u0259tliymi\u015f.
\nBilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m…duymam\u0131\u015fam.
\nNiy\u0259 ax\u0131 m\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcm,
\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcm olmam\u0131\u015fam?
\n\u0130ndi g\u0259l baax,
\nG\u00f6r n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m?
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nizd\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nPullu, pulsuz dil\u0259n\u00e7iy\u0259m.
\nPul\u00fcn varsa, bir q\u0259pik qoy \u0259lim\u0259,
\n\u018fll\u0259rini toxundur ki \u0259ll\u0259rim\u0259,
\n\u018fll\u0259rinin istisini duyum o an,
\nQapayaraq g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi, ay\u0131lmay\u0131m
\nx\u0259yallardan.
\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan q\u0259pik-q\u0259pik \u0259lim\u0259 y\u0131\u011fim,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n q\u0259pik-q\u0259pik q\u0259lb\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131m.
\nO y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259pikl\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fayaram.
\nA\u011flasam da g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131,
\nQ\u0259pikl\u0259r\u0259 qata\u00e7a\u011fam.
\nQol-buda\u011f\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131lan bir “\u00e7\u0259kil” kimi,
\nTaleyin\u0259 z\u0259rb\u0259 vurulan s\u0259fil kimi,
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nizd\u0259 duraca\u011fam.
\nDil\u0259n\u00e7ini k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n kimdi qovan?
\nHe\u00e7 bilirs\u0259n,
\nBu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131r?
\nTinl\u0259rind\u0259 oturub yediyim \u015firin
\nloxmad\u0131r.
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n dey\u0259r,
\nO da oturub, ac, yalavac,
\n\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k yeyir, yavan-yavan.
\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131nla m\u0259n\u0259 baxan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini
\ndil\u0259nir\u0259m,
\nBirc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259c\u0259yim s\u00f6zl\u0259rini
\ndil\u0259nir\u0259m.
\nBirc\u0259 ovuc sevinc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc
\nizl\u0259dim ki,
\nBax\u0131b s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yim, g\u00fcl\u00fcm m\u0259n
\nd\u0259,
\nSevin\u0259r\u0259k bir dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m, dinim m\u0259n
\nd\u0259.
\nS\u0259ns\u0259 o g\u00fcn g\u00fcld\u00fcn…g\u00fcld\u00fcn, davam
\netdin.
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcm s\u0259ni gizli izl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259.
\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnl\u0259 ilk sevinci yaln\u0131z onda
\nhalal etdin.
\n\u00c7ox sa\u011f ol.
\nYax\u015f\u0131ki x\u0259yallar\u0131m\u0131n bo\u015flu\u011funda,
\nBir xatir\u0259 qoydun onda,
\nYax\u015f\u0131 ki m\u0259n, m\u0259nim olaca\u011f\u0131na,
\nH\u0259yat\u0131mda qalaca\u011f\u0131na
\nBirc\u0259 \u00fcmid, bir t\u0259s\u0259lli o\u011furladim
\nonda s\u0259nd\u0259n
\nS\u0259ns\u0259 bundan x\u0259b\u0259qsiz\u0259n.
\nM\u0259n o\u011fur\u00e7\u00fc, h\u0259m dil\u0259n\u00e7i,
\nH\u0259m d\u0259 b\u0259tb\u0259xt bir b\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259m.
\nM\u0259ni n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m?
\nBirc\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m ki,
\nS\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn yolmdan \u00f6t\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ssiz dar k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259m.
\nSoyuq da\u015fl\u0131 divarlardan,
\nGizli-gizli s\u0259n\u0259 baxan dil\u0259n\u00e7iy\u0259m.
\nNeyl\u0259yim ki?
\n\u0130st\u0259rdim ki, s\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 Dil\u0259n\u00e7iy\u0259m…
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 Dil\u0259n\u00e7iy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011fmay\u0131n siz, ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar.
\n*
\nYa\u011fd\u0131qca siz, ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f nec\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k?
\nUzaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ar\u0131lar,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n k\u00fcs\u0259c\u0259k.
\n*
\nQalacaqd\u0131 bu yollar,
\nBizl\u0259rin h\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259.
\n\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qoydu\u011fumuz,
\n\u0130zl\u0259rin h\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259.
\n*
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f yuyur, hey yuyur,
\nBa\u015f\u0131m \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7\u0259trimi.
\nQorxuramki yuduqca,
\nAla m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259trimi.
\n*
\n\u018fsin siz ey k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nApar\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131,
\nK\u00fcsd\u00fcrm\u0259yin bahardan
\nYenic\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qu\u015flar\u0131.
\n*
\nTa ya\u011fmay\u0131n, b\u0259sdirin,
\nG\u00fcnah yuyursuz dey\u0259?
\nYer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00fcnahlar,
\nYen\u0259 p\u00fcsg\u00fcr\u00fcr g\u00f6y\u0259.
\n*
\nSiz d\u0259 g\u00fcnahlar kimi,
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259n yer\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131rs\u0131z,
\nGah da g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 kimi,
\nGizli buxarlan\u0131rsiz.
\n*
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 qara buludlar,
\nG\u00fcnahlardan yaran\u0131r.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259r, ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015flardan yaran\u0131r.
\n*
\nYa\u011fmay\u0131n ey ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar,
\nO yar\u0131 k\u00fcsd\u00fcrm\u0259yin.
\nG\u00fcll\u0259ri bo\u011fur sular,
\nBahar\u0131 k\u00fcsd\u00fcrm\u0259yin.
\n*
\nG\u00fcl\u0259n yazdan, g\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259n
\nK\u00fcsd\u00fcr\u00fcrsuz m\u0259ni d\u0259.
\nBir g\u00f6z\u0259lin g\u00f6zd\u00fcnd\u0259n,
\n\u0130tirirsiz m\u0259ni d\u0259.
\n*
\nSiz ya\u011fd\u0131qca sular da,
\nYad k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 axacaq,
\nBoylanan bax\u0131\u015flar da
\nYad g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 baxacaq.
\n*
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u0259n damlan\u0131z altda,
\nA\u011flayan var, bax\u0131n bir.
\n\u00c7ox islan\u0131b R\u0259\u015fad da,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 dil\u0259n\u00e7iy\u0259m Yen\u0259 \u00c7\u0131xm\u0131san k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259, Boylan\u0131ram gizli s\u0259n\u0259, El\u0259 bax\u0131rsan ki m\u0259n\u0259. N\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n? Yaz\u0131\u011famm\u0131? Yoxsa ya\u015famaq\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lacs\u0131zamm\u0131? H\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259l a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam. Pis anlad\u0131n? M\u0259n o dil\u0259n\u00e7id\u0259n deyil\u0259m. N\u0259 olsun ki, tan\u0131mad\u0131n?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11573","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11573","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11573"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11573\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11612,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11573\/revisions\/11612"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11573"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11573"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11573"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}