{"id":11718,"date":"2015-04-17T15:31:59","date_gmt":"2015-04-17T11:31:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=11718"},"modified":"2015-04-17T15:31:59","modified_gmt":"2015-04-17T11:31:59","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-hec-bilirs%c9%99n-ayriliq-n%c9%99-r%c9%99ngd%c9%99dir-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=11718","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.&#8221;He\u00e7 bilirs\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131q n\u0259 r\u0259ngd\u0259dir?&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/sefa1-450x300.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/sefa1-450x300-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"sefa1-450x300\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-7535\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/sefa1-450x300-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/sefa1-450x300.jpg 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>-\u201cOnun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki bu sevginin \u0259zab\u0131ndan qorxmu\u015fdum n\u0259 vaxtsa&#8230; Amma, bu g\u00fcn, iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131ma bas\u0131b da qoxusunu ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m anda anlay\u0131ram ki, onun ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131&#8230;. daha do\u011frusu, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa r\u0259ng tapmas\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc bir dastan idi&#8230; \u201cArzu-Q\u0259mb\u0259r\u201dd\u0259n daha b\u00f6y\u00fck bir dastan&#8230;\u201d Bunu ki\u00e7ik bir sms-d\u0259n oxumaq \u00f6z\u00fc bir q\u0259rib\u0259likdi deyilmi? H\u0259&#8230; Maraql\u0131d\u0131rm\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259?<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; Ancaq, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki, o balaca, q\u0259hv\u0259 r\u0259ngli g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki gil\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n ya\u015f onun \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sind\u0259ki t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc inc\u0259likl\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 bilirdi&#8230; Quca\u011f\u0131mda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n bu q\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn ifad\u0259l\u0259ri \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m art\u0131q&#8230; Hirsini, hikk\u0259sini, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 inaml\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259yins\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda aciz qal\u0131nca s\u00fczg\u00fcn-s\u00fczg\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 dikil\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 daha da m\u0259sumla\u015fan, g\u00fcl\u0259rk\u0259n batan yanaqlar\u0131n\u0131&#8230;. Odur ki, onun yanaqlar\u0131n\u0131n \u015fehd\u0259n islanm\u0131\u015f lal\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259sin\u0259 az qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m&#8230; \u018fhvalat\u0131 ba\u015fdan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa q\u0259rar vermi\u015fdim&#8230; <!--more--><\/p>\n<p>-H\u0259&#8230; Bir o\u011flan bir q\u0131z\u0131 sevirdi. Amma, q\u0131z forslu idi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn az qala g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bir ba\u015fqa r\u0259ngd\u0259 linza tax\u0131rd\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 tez-tez r\u0259ngl\u0259y\u0259rdi&#8230; Paltarlar\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259b\u0259 uy\u011fun olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Anlad\u0131n da y\u0259qin ki?<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f bunu da anlay\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; \u00c7\u00fcnki, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini tam 10 el\u0259m\u0259k onun ya\u015fam t\u0259rzi idi&#8230;<br \/>\n-V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn o\u011flan q\u0131za deyir ki, m\u0259nim sevdiyim g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin r\u0259ngin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259&#8230; Q\u0131zsa qay\u0131d\u0131r ki, niy\u0259?<br \/>\nSusuram&#8230; \u00c7\u00fcnki, art\u0131q \u00f6z romantikam \u00e7u\u011flay\u0131r&#8230; Hiss edir\u0259m ki, bir az uydurmasam, al\u0131nmayacaq&#8230;<br \/>\n-H\u0259&#8230; o\u011flan da cavab verir ki, o g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n arzular\u0131m\u0131n, \u00fcmidl\u0259rimin, sevgimin r\u0259ngini g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m&#8230; Onlar\u0131n r\u0259ngini d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259&#8230; Q\u0131z onun dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 bir zarafat kimi bax\u0131r v\u0259 bu adic\u0259 linza s\u00f6hb\u0259ti onlar\u0131n ayr\u0131lmas\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b olur. Bilirs\u0259n, indi b\u00fct\u00fcn sevgil\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck ba\u015flay\u0131b balaca bitir&#8230; Halbuki, tarixin b\u00fct\u00fcn sevgil\u0259ri balaca ba\u015flay\u0131b, b\u00f6y\u00fck bitib&#8230; Y\u0259ni, ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar tarixd\u0259 daha \u00e7ox qal\u0131b, n\u0259inki v\u00fcsallar&#8230; Bunlar da m\u00fcasir idil\u0259r d\u0259&#8230; El\u0259-bel\u0259c\u0259 ayr\u0131ld\u0131lar&#8230; O\u011flan guya hirsl\u0259nir, i\u015f yerini \u015eirvan \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fir. Orda bank m\u00fcdiri olma\u011fa gedir. Ora \u00e7atanda ba\u015flay\u0131r \u00e7amadan\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015faltma\u011fa. Bird\u0259n n\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r? Noutbukun \u00e7antas\u0131ndan bir b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc ka\u011f\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259. A\u00e7\u0131r ki, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki ikisinin birg\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdirdiyi \u015f\u0259kil, balaca bir ramkadad\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 markerl\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b: \u201cHe\u00e7 bilirs\u0259n, ayr\u0131l\u0131q n\u0259 r\u0259ngd\u0259dir?\u201d<br \/>\nDaha \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259 dayana bil\u0259c\u0259yimd\u0259n \u0259min deyil\u0259m&#8230; \u00c7\u00fcnki, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tox tutsam da, ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r gizlind\u0259 a\u011flasam da, iki sevgilinin v\u00fcsal\u0131na daha \u00e7ox yan\u0131ram&#8230; \u0130\u00e7in-i\u00e7in g\u00f6yn\u0259yir\u0259m, v\u0259 bu g\u00f6yn\u0259rtiy\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fan \u015f\u00fckranl\u0131q izaholunmazd\u0131r. Neynim, sevin\u0259nd\u0259 daha \u00e7ox g\u00f6yn\u0259yir\u0259m, n\u0259inki k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n-Bel\u0259, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f&#8230; O\u011flan \u00e7amadan\u0131 toplamadan evl\u0259rin\u0259 z\u0259ng vurub birc\u0259 bunu deyir: \u201cQay\u0131d\u0131ram bir h\u0259ft\u0259lik. Restoran\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n, toyumu edib qay\u0131dacam bura. \u0130\u015f\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131ram&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\nBax, indi o o\u011flan yaz\u0131b bu sms-i&#8230; \u0130ndi onlar\u0131n iki \u00f6vladlar\u0131 var. Aysu v\u0259 D\u0259niz&#8230; Amma, q\u0131z yen\u0259 \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 qal\u0131b. Tez-tez k\u00fcs\u00fcb qa\u00e7\u0131r anas\u0131 evin\u0259. O\u011flan da d\u0259rdini bel\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6z dostuyla b\u00f6l\u00fcr.<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015f axsa da, sevincd\u0259nmi, k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259nmi, ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131ra bilmirdim. Ancaq bir andaca a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 sakitc\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b-yummas\u0131ndan anlad\u0131m ki, sual\u0131 n\u0259dir: \u201cB\u0259s s\u0259n o sms-i hardan oxumusan?\u201d \u00c7\u0259tin sual idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki, izah\u0131 inan\u0131lmaz olsa da izah etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131m. N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, uydurmaq qabiliyy\u0259tim bel\u0259 yerd\u0259 dad\u0131ma \u00e7atm\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\n-Telefonla \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirirdik, bird\u0259n telefona g\u0259l\u0259n sms-\u0259 s\u0259hv\u0259n \u0259lim d\u0259yib a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b, bu sms idi. Oxuyandan sonra telefonun sahibind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015farm\u0131 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdum, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nYen\u0259 sual dolu ciddil\u0259\u015f\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar&#8230; Hesab d\u00fczg\u00fcn verilm\u0259liydi&#8230;<br \/>\n-Aminin telefonu idi, \u0130nar\u0259nin h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ndi hiss etdim ki, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki, \u0130nar\u0259yl\u0259 ill\u0259rin yax\u0131n\u0131yd\u0131q&#8230; \u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7evirib qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 arxadan bir sual da g\u0259ldi:<br \/>\n-B\u0259s s\u0259n n\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b \u015feir yazmad\u0131n onlara?<br \/>\nNe\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fc beynimd\u0259 dolanan misralar dilimd\u0259n axd\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 bil\u0259s\u0259n, ayr\u0131l\u0131q n\u0259 r\u0259ngd\u0259dir?!<br \/>\nOnun da boyas\u0131 yoxlu\u011fundad\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nBir Arzu h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259dir,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259ri Q\u0259mb\u0259rin sora\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nQap\u0131dan s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram ki, h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcm\u00fc G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f e\u015fitm\u0259sin&#8230; \u00c7\u00fcnki, bu misralardak\u0131 Arzunu da, Q\u0259mb\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>-\u201cOnun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki bu sevginin \u0259zab\u0131ndan qorxmu\u015fdum n\u0259 vaxtsa&#8230; Amma, bu g\u00fcn, iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131ma bas\u0131b da qoxusunu ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m anda anlay\u0131ram ki, onun ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131&#8230;. daha do\u011frusu, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa r\u0259ng tapmas\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc bir dastan idi&#8230; \u201cArzu-Q\u0259mb\u0259r\u201dd\u0259n daha b\u00f6y\u00fck bir dastan&#8230;\u201d Bunu ki\u00e7ik bir sms-d\u0259n oxumaq \u00f6z\u00fc bir q\u0259rib\u0259likdi deyilmi? H\u0259&#8230; Maraql\u0131d\u0131rm\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259? G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; Ancaq, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki, o [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11718","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11718","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11718"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11718\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11720,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11718\/revisions\/11720"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11718"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11718"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11718"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}