{"id":11771,"date":"2015-04-21T14:57:59","date_gmt":"2015-04-21T09:57:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=11771"},"modified":"2015-04-21T18:46:40","modified_gmt":"2015-04-21T13:46:40","slug":"debut-cahan-gulsun-masalli-s%c9%99h%c9%99ri-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=11771","title":{"rendered":"Deb\u00fct: Cahan G\u00dcLS\u00dcN (Masall\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri).Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Cahan G\u00fcls\u00fcn 3 mart 1993-c\u00fc il tarixind\u0259 Masall\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 anadan olub. 2010-cu ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri S.Hac\u0131yev ad\u0131na 5 n\u00f6mr\u0259li orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirib.2010-2014-c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin Filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259 bakalavr d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259si \u00fczr\u0259 ali t\u0259hsil al\u0131b.Hal-haz\u0131rda Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universiteti, Filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259si D\u00fcnya \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 kafedras\u0131n\u0131n magistrant\u0131d\u0131r.
\n\u018fd\u0259bi-b\u0259dii yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131a erk\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq ya\u015flar\u0131ndan ba\u015flay\u0131b.\u015eeirl\u0259ri \u201cYeni n\u0259f\u0259s\u201d, \u201cBak\u0131 Universiteti\u201d q\u0259zetl\u0259rind\u0259, \u201c Ulduz\u201d jurnal\u0131, \u201cAmal\u201d inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat d\u0259rgisind\u0259, h\u0259m\u00e7inin kult.az, avromedia.az v\u0259 dig\u0259t saytlarda \u00e7ap olunmu\u015fdur.<\/p>\n

Fak\u00fclt\u0259nin \u0259d\u0259bi, ictimai h\u0259yat\u0131 v\u0259 \u201cBDU Dram Klub\u201dun \u0259n f\u0259al i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131ndanam. \u0130ctimai f\u0259aliyy\u0259tim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 2013-c\u00fc ild\u0259 \u201c\u0130lin \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si\u201d m\u00fckafat\u0131na layiq g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l apar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc… <\/p>\n

Q\u0259rib\u0259 yuxuydu m\u0259nim g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm,
\nT\u0259rsin\u0259,d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 yozumu eyni.
\nBunun h\u0259sr\u0259ti bir,ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir,
\nBunun g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yi,d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc eyni. <\/p>\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yim n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259ni?!
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 he\u00e7 g\u0259lm\u0259din bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r gizl\u0259yim n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259ni,
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qoruyum bu soyuqlu\u011fu?! <\/p>\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r boylan\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yollara dikim,
\n\u00d6z y\u00fck\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q edir
\nB\u0259s s\u0259nin d\u0259rdini n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kim? <\/p>\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flay\u0131m,n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ax\u0131?
\nAllah da yorulur ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan.
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 yorulmu\u015fam, Allah\u0131n haqq\u0131.
\nG\u0259l apar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131mdan. <\/p>\n

G\u0259l apar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc lap uzaqlara,
\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n.
\nG\u0259l apar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nG\u0259l apar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n. <\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim dayanacaqdan,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m o yoldan apar.
\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00fcncd\u0259n,bucaqdan,
\nBeynimd\u0259 dola\u015fan x\u0259yaldan apar. <\/p>\n

Bu \u015f\u0259kild\u0259n apar bo\u015f qals\u0131n yerin,
\nG\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259n boylanan \u0259ksini apar.
\nBir vaxt a\u011fac \u00fcstd\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b qalan,
\nAd\u0131n\u0131n birinci h\u0259rfini apar. <\/p>\n

Daha a\u011flama\u011fa g\u00fcc\u00fcm qalmay\u0131b,
\nAllah da yorulur ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan.
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 yorulmu\u015fam, Allah\u0131n haqq\u0131.
\nG\u0259l apar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131mdan… <\/p>\n

Gecikmi\u015f\u0259m… <\/p>\n

Zamana \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc deyil?
\nBir g\u00fcn,bir gec\u0259 ,bir il.
\nBilir\u0259m,gecikmi\u015f\u0259m,
\nBilmir\u0259m ki,ne\u00e7\u0259 il?!<\/p>\n

Amma \u00e7ox gecikmi\u015f\u0259m…
\nT\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm dolu \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n,
\nAln\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131\u015flara q\u0259d\u0259r.
\nUnutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n sevgind\u0259n,
\nXat\u0131rlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u0130tirm\u0259diyin \u00fcmidind\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyin m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r.
\n\u00d6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm s\u0259nd\u0259n,
\n\u00d6ld\u00fcy\u00fcm m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r …<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Sonrak\u0131 pe\u015fmanl\u0131q…
\nAx\u0131 m\u0259n n\u0259 el\u0259dim,
\nN\u0259 etdim \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131ma?!
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259,
\nZ\u0259h\u0259r qatd\u0131m a\u015f\u0131ma.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni yoxlu\u011fun boyda,
\nUzaqlara yollad\u0131m.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6l\u00fcm h\u00f6km\u00fcm\u0259,
\n\u0130mza \u00e7\u0259kdim,qollad\u0131m. <\/p>\n

\u0130ndi d\u0259 ki c\u0259zam\u0131,
\n\u00c7\u0259kir\u0259m yava\u015f-yavas.
\nBu \u00f6mr\u00fc d\u00fcrm\u0259l\u0259yib,
\nB\u00fck\u00fcr\u0259m yava\u015f-yavas. <\/p>\n

N\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r d\u0259rd,a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck!
\nS\u0259nsiz sevinm\u0259k,g\u00fclm\u0259k,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm boyda ayr\u0131l\u0131q,
\nS\u0259nsiz qocalmaq,\u00f6lm\u0259k! <\/p>\n

N\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r d\u0259rd,\u0259zizim,
\nM\u0259n bel\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdim.
\nBu boyda ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m,
\nBu boyda \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015fdim… <\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fc D\u0259niz<\/p>\n

Qulaq ver s\u0259sim\u0259,duy haray\u0131m\u0131,
\n\u0130ndi t\u0259s\u0259lliy\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m var.
\nViran\u0259 qoyublar q\u0259lb saray\u0131m\u0131,
\nS\u0259nt\u0259k g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m var. <\/p>\n

G\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m hal-\u0259hval edim s\u0259ninl\u0259,
\nDal\u011falar ruhumu als\u0131n apars\u0131n.
\nG\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m ba\u015f al\u0131b gedim s\u0259ninl\u0259,
\nBu zal\u0131m d\u00fcnyadan can\u0131m qurtars\u0131n. <\/p>\n

B\u0259s s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 olub niy\u0259 dur\u011funsan?!
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259yirs\u0259n bu g\u00fcn.
\nBir az k\u0259d\u0259rlis\u0259n, bir az yor\u011funsan,
\nBir az da q\u0259ddini \u0259yirs\u0259n bu g\u00fcn. <\/p>\n

Vaxt \u00f6t\u00fcr, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n bezirs\u0259n,d\u0259niz,
\nNifr\u0259t el\u0259yirs\u0259n d\u00fcnya var\u0131na.
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 mi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc g\u0259zirs\u0259n d\u0259niz,
\nYaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lmirmi dal\u011falar\u0131na?! <\/p>\n

Sanki yadla\u015fm\u0131san,uzaqla\u015fm\u0131san,
\nEl\u0259 bil d\u00fcnyadan qovublar s\u0259ni.
\nS\u0259n ki qatilinl\u0259 qucaqla\u015fm\u0131san,
\n\u00c7irkab sular\u0131nda bo\u011fublar s\u0259ni. <\/p>\n

G\u0259mil\u0259r d\u00f6n\u00fcbd\u00fcr ba\u015fda\u015flar\u0131na,
\nQ\u0259brini qoynunda qazd\u0131r\u0131bd\u0131lar.
\nM\u0259h\u0259l qoymay\u0131blar g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na,
\nS\u0259ni diri-diri basd\u0131r\u0131bd\u0131lar. <\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 deyim ki,g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcm,d\u0259niz,
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259 sonuncu k\u0259z n\u0259 vaxt g\u00fclm\u00fcs\u0259n?!
\nG\u0259lmi\u015fdim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcm,d\u0259niz,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, s\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l \u00f6lm\u00fcs\u0259n!<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f ki,yarpaq olayd\u0131m…
\nKa\u015f ki, yarpaq olayd\u0131m
\nBu h\u0259yatda \u00e7ox q\u0131sa-
\nBir bahar ya\u015fayayd\u0131m. <\/p>\n

G\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259ydim n\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u0131,
\nN\u0259 qar\u0131, n\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131,
\nYazda a\u00e7\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc
\nPay\u0131zda qapayayd\u0131m. <\/p>\n

Bu h\u0259yatda \u00e7ox q\u0131sa \u2013
\nBir bahar ya\u015fayayd\u0131m.
\n\u00c7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259ydim d\u0259rdini
\nd\u0259rdi b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u00fcnyan\u0131n.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259ydim z\u00fclm\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nSevm\u0259y\u0259ydim d\u00fcnyan\u0131.
\nBir \u00f6m\u00fcr yad bax\u0131\u015flar,
\nYa da t\u0259n\u0259li s\u00f6zl\u0259r
\nalt\u0131nda qalmaqdansa, <\/p>\n

X\u0259z\u0259l olub bir pay\u0131z
\nayaq altda qalayd\u0131m.
\nBu h\u0259yatda \u00e7ox q\u0131sa-
\nBir bahar ya\u015fayayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi s\u0259nsiz oturub
\nQ\u0259m \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nQ\u0259m\u0259 h\u0259m g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib
\nH\u0259m \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 yolla
\nS\u0259ni yola g\u0259tirim,
\nBu h\u0259sr\u0259ti bu evd\u0259n
\nBird\u0259f\u0259lik itirim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 s\u00f6z s\u00f6yl\u0259yim,
\nN\u0259 deyim ki, d\u00f6n\u0259s\u0259n.
\nBu qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259ni
\nboyayasan g\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259n. <\/p>\n

N\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, \u0259limd\u0259n
\nG\u0259l\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcmden g\u0259lir,
\nBu d\u0259rd \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 gedir,
\nBu d\u0259rd \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Kim\u0259 pay d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r ax\u0131
\nyaln\u0131zl\u0131qdan bu boyda,
\nM\u0259nn b\u0259db\u0259xt n\u0259 haydayam,
\nS\u0259n b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r n\u0259 hayda…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Cahan G\u00fcls\u00fcn 3 mart 1993-c\u00fc il tarixind\u0259 Masall\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 anadan olub. 2010-cu ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri S.Hac\u0131yev ad\u0131na 5 n\u00f6mr\u0259li orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirib.2010-2014-c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin Filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259 bakalavr d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259si \u00fczr\u0259 ali t\u0259hsil al\u0131b.Hal-haz\u0131rda Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universiteti, Filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259si D\u00fcnya \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 kafedras\u0131n\u0131n magistrant\u0131d\u0131r. \u018fd\u0259bi-b\u0259dii yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131a erk\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq ya\u015flar\u0131ndan ba\u015flay\u0131b.\u015eeirl\u0259ri \u201cYeni n\u0259f\u0259s\u201d, \u201cBak\u0131 Universiteti\u201d q\u0259zetl\u0259rind\u0259, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11771","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11771","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11771"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11771\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11803,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11771\/revisions\/11803"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11771"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11771"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11771"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}