{"id":12215,"date":"2015-05-18T22:06:41","date_gmt":"2015-05-18T17:06:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=12215"},"modified":"2015-05-18T22:08:04","modified_gmt":"2015-05-18T17:08:04","slug":"az%c9%99rbaycan-ordusunun-zabiti-qarabag-qazisi-nur%c9%99ddin-yasar-oglu-agayev","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=12215","title":{"rendered":"Az\u0259rbaycan ordusunun zabiti, Qaraba\u011f qazisi Nur\u0259ddin Ya\u015far o\u011flu A\u011fayev"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s009.radikal.ru\/i307\/1505\/f1\/dabf5a29af78.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>1974 c\u00fc il fevral ay\u0131n\u0131n 23-d\u0259 Yard\u0131ml\u0131 rayonunda anadan olmu\u015fdur. O, 1980-ci ild\u0259 Yard\u0131ml\u0131 rayon M.F.Axundov ad\u0131na 1 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015fdur. 1988-1991 ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 C\u0259m\u015fid Nax\u00e7\u0131vanski ad\u0131na H\u0259rbi Litseyd\u0259, 1991-1993 c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Sverdlovsk (Yekaterinburq) Ali H\u0259rbi-Siyasi Tank v\u0259 Artilleriya \u0130nstitutda t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Lakin SSSR-nin s\u00fcquta u\u011framas\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259sg\u0259r v\u0259 zabitl\u0259ri postsovet m\u0259kan\u0131ndan geri ca\u011f\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Nur\u0259ddin A\u011fayevin xatir\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n: \u201cU\u015faql\u0131qdan h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olma\u011f\u0131 arzulam\u0131\u015fam. Y\u0259qin ki, bu h\u0259v\u0259s m\u0259n\u0259 qanla ke\u00e7ib. Babam Q\u0259l\u0259mirz\u0259 A\u011fayev 2-ci d\u00fcnya m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259rb\u00e7i olub 1941-1945-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f zaman\u0131 qolundan, ba\u015f\u0131ndan v\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131ndan yaralan\u0131b. Bilmir\u0259m t\u0259sad\u00fcfd\u00fcr ya n\u0259dir, h\u0259min \u00e7ap\u0131qlardan eyn\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259d\u0259 var. Rusiyan\u0131n Yekaterinburg \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin h\u0259rbi m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 q\u0259bul olunmu\u015fdum. T\u0259hsilimi davam etdirirdim, b\u0259zi s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259hsilimi Bak\u0131da d\u0259vam etdirm\u0259li oldum. 1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fck komandiri kimi T\u0259rt\u0259r rayonuna d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rildim\u201d.<br \/>\n1993-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan ordusuna \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131lan Nur\u0259ddin A\u011fayev T\u0259rt\u0259r rayonunun m\u00fcdafi\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rilir. Bir ild\u0259n sonra 1994-c\u00fc ilin may ay\u0131nda Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259 \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. \u018fsirlik vaxtlar\u0131nda m\u00fcxt\u0259lif i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ruz qal\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nNur\u0259ddin A\u011fayevin xatir\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n:<br \/>\n\u201cH\u0259min anlar\u0131 yenid\u0259n xat\u0131rlamaq m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tdir. H\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r. H\u0259rbi hiss\u0259y\u0259 Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259ndin erm\u0259nil\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n al\u0131nmas\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259lumat g\u0259ldi. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n q\u00fcvv\u0259si bar\u0259d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rsiz idik. Buna baxmayaraq t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259d\u0259n k\u0259nd\u0259 daxil olduq. Q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f gedirdi m\u00fcasir\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, 21-n\u0259f\u0259rimiz \u015f\u0259hid oldu. \u00d6z\u00fcm is\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r yaraland\u0131m. Yan\u0131mdak\u0131 iki \u0259sg\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015faraq k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k ist\u0259di. El\u0259 bu zaman tankdan at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7d\u0131lar. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131q. Hu\u015fumu itirdim. Ay\u0131landa yan\u0131mdak\u0131lar\u0131n \u015f\u0259hid olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7ox d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 idi. M\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r yan\u0131mda \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015fdular. O an el\u0259 bildim ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015fam. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vaxt ke\u00e7diyini bilmir\u0259m, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7anda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, x\u0259st\u0259xanadayam. Otaqda h\u0259kiml\u0259r g\u0259zi\u015firdi kantuziya oldu\u011fumdan \u0259trafdak\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 e\u015fitmirdim. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 hans\u0131 dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 anlam\u0131rd\u0131m, a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, erm\u0259nil\u0259rin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 olaram. Ota\u011fa daxil olan h\u0259kiml\u0259rd\u0259n birinin bo\u011faz\u0131nda xa\u00e7 as\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 bildim ki, \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra yan\u0131ma x\u00fcsusi zabitl\u0259r g\u0259ldil\u0259r. H\u0259rbi r\u00fctb\u0259ml\u0259 maraqland\u0131lar. Zabit olma\u011f\u0131ma baxmayaraq d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 r\u00fctb\u0259 taxm\u0131rd\u0131m. M\u0259nd\u0259n qo\u015funlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n harada olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131, minalanm\u0131\u015f sah\u0259l\u0259rin yerini soru\u015furdular. M\u0259n is\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 bilm\u0259diyimi deyirdim. Zabit oldu\u011fumu bils\u0259ydil\u0259r h\u0259min anda m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259rdil\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n zabitl\u0259r\u0259 bir m\u0259nal\u0131 baxm\u0131rlar. \u00c7oxlu qan itirdiyimd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc olduqca z\u0259if hiss edirdim. Tez-tez hu\u015fumu itirirdim. \u018fsirl\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 xaricd\u0259n bir qrup jurnalistl\u0259r g\u0259lm\u0259li idi. M\u0259ni m\u0259cbur edirdil\u0259r ki, K\u0130V n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n muzdlu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc oldu\u011fumu deyim. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131 kimi t\u0259qdim etm\u0259yimi ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Bunun m\u00fcqabilind\u0259 m\u0259ni azad ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini s\u00f6z verirdil\u0259r. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t ordu s\u0131ralar\u0131nda oldu\u011fumdan bel\u0259 f\u0259ndl\u0259ri yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdim. Odur ki dedikl\u0259ri il\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131m. 3-4 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259n jurnalistl\u0259r\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131 kimi t\u0259qdim edildim. Qonaqlar T\u00fcrkiy\u0259nin hans\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259n oldu\u011fumu soru\u015fanda Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n Yard\u0131ml\u0131 rayonundan oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6yl\u0259dim. \u00c7a\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131lar. Jurnalistl\u0259rl\u0259 birg\u0259 Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 Xa\u00e7 \u00c7\u0259miyy\u0259tinin \u00fczvl\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Onlar \u0259sirl\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 qeydiyyat apar\u0131rd\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131n siyah\u0131s\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u0259sirin n\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r incidir, n\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n m\u0259nim d\u0259 ad\u0131m o siyah\u0131ya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r bu dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259ni n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00f6ys\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259 bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. M\u0259ni qolu qandall\u0131 \u015eu\u015fa t\u00fcrm\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. Yol boyu biz\u0259 da\u015f atan da olurdu, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6y\u0259n d\u0259. Aralar\u0131nda yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k ver\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 tap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eu\u015fada ata babalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259birl\u0259ri yerl\u0259 yeksan edilmi\u015fdi. G\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 yen\u0259 5-6 erm\u0259ni \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 almatur, dubinka il\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 at\u0131ld\u0131lar. \u018fs\u0259bimd\u0259n oturub a\u011flad\u0131m. Komandirl\u0259ri m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b kinay\u0259 il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131san niy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan dedi. \u0130c\u0259ril\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259n \u201cbayavoyu\u201d-nu g\u00f6st\u0259rib dedim ki, t\u0259kb\u0259t\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fs\u0259k onu el\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 qoyard\u0131m ki, adam\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 ki\u015fi kimi d\u00f6y\u0259rl\u0259r. Yoxsa sizin kimi birinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 be\u015fi at\u0131lmaz. Komandir raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131 \u0259g\u0259r h\u0259min d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6ys\u0259m daha m\u0259niml\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259ri olmayacaq. D\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcm halda is\u0259 m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rdi. Qolumdan qandal\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131lar. Bir yumuruqla onu yer\u0259 s\u0259rdim. Aram\u0131zda satq\u0131n var idi. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259r tuturdu. Ham\u0131 bir-birind\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 satq\u0131n\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir \u00fcsula \u0259l atd\u0131m. Ka\u011f\u0131za yazd\u0131m ki, \u201cR\u0259is m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcrl\u0259r\u201d buradan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131n ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 b\u00fck\u00fcb kameradan k\u0259nara atd\u0131m. H\u0259min \u015f\u0259xsin yerini d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 bildim ki, satq\u0131n kimdi sonradan onunla yenid\u0259n rastla\u015fd\u0131m. Dedim niy\u0259 satq\u0131nl\u0131q edirs\u0259n. S\u00f6yl\u0259di ki, \u0259c\u0259b edir\u0259m. Bizim mill\u0259t\u0259 buda azd\u0131r. Ba\u015fqa bir o\u011flanla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q ki, onu bo\u011fub \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259k. Hiss el\u0259di, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b yan\u0131m\u0131zdan qa\u00e7d\u0131. D\u00f6rd aydan sonra o da biziml\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycana g\u0259ldi x\u00fcsusi orqanlar onu dindir\u0259nd\u0259 bildirdi ki, Erm\u0259nistanda bizim \u0259srl\u0259r m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 Nur\u0259ddin A\u011fayev. Bundan sonra haqq\u0131mda c\u0131nay\u0259t i\u015fi d\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131lar. Lakin sonradan kimin haql\u0131 oldu\u011fu ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. M\u00fcasir\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc e\u015fidid\u0259nd\u0259 sonra atam m\u0259ni axtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn A\u011fd\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 gedib. S\u0259n dem\u0259 orada \u015f\u0259hid olanlardan birinin soyad\u0131 A\u011fayev olub. El\u0259 bilibl\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259m. H\u0259min meyiti ail\u0259mizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259ribl\u0259r. H\u0259tta m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259bir d\u0259 qaz\u0131l\u0131b. Meyit\u0259 baxma\u011fa icaz\u0259 verm\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 day\u0131m A\u011fayev Ayd\u0131n israrla a\u00e7\u0131lamas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yib. Baxanda g\u00f6r\u00fcb ki, ba\u015fqas\u0131d\u0131r. \u015e\u0259hidlik ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131m da var. Qay\u0131danda atam\u0131 10 il qocalm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Anam\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131 is\u0259 a\u011fappaq olmu\u015fdu.<br \/>\nQ\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 Xa\u00e7 C\u0259miyy\u0259tinin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ri bizi \u015eu\u015fadan Yeravana g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. \u018fsirlikd\u0259 oldu\u011fumuz m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 m\u0259hz onlar\u0131n vasit\u0259siyl\u0259 ail\u0259mizl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131q. 67 n\u0259f\u0259r Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259ril\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 aldand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki gedirsiz inanmad\u0131q. H\u0259min vaxt Rusiyan\u0131n ke\u00e7m\u0131\u015f xarici i\u015fl\u0259r naziri Primakov da Yeravanda idi Bak\u0131ya g\u00f6nd\u0259rilm\u0259m\u015fd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l Erm\u0259nil\u0259r biz\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar gedib he\u00e7n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmayaq. Yeravan aeroportunda ba\u015f\u0131ma q\u0259rib\u0259 bir oyun g\u0259ldi. Bizi Jurnalistl\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r Rus dilini bildiyimd\u0259n m\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131lar dedim ki, erm\u0259nil\u0259r\u0259 nifr\u0259tim ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 artd\u0131. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f b\u00f6lg\u0259sin\u0259 ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 qay\u0131danda onlar\u0131 m\u0259hv ed\u0259c\u0259m. Dedikl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 c\u0259zaland\u0131r\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bildiyimd\u0259n Primakova yax\u0131n yerd\u0259 durmu\u015fdum ki, m\u0259ni d\u00f6ym\u0259sinl\u0259r. T\u0259yyar\u0259 gecikdiyind\u0259n Erm\u0259nil\u0259r m\u0259ni yax\u015f\u0131ca d\u00f6yd\u00fcl\u0259r sif\u0259tim tan\u0131nmaz hala d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycana qay\u0131dan Nur\u0259ddin A\u011fayev Yard\u0131ml\u0131ya g\u0259tirilir, dostluqda birlikd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bir olan Yard\u0131ml\u0131lar f\u0259xrl\u0259 Nur\u0259ddini qar\u015f\u0131lama\u011fa Masall\u0131 rayonuna onlarla ma\u015f\u0131nlarla gedirl\u0259r, h\u0259min g\u00fcn Yard\u0131ml\u0131da x\u00fcsus\u0259nd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259sl bayram idi, \u00e7\u00fcnki he\u00e7 kim onun sa\u011f salamat geri d\u00f6nm\u0259sin\u0259 inanm\u0131rd\u0131, evl\u0259rin\u0259 minl\u0259rl\u0259 insan ziyar\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lirdi&#8221;.<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131qdan sonra Az\u0259rbaycan ordusunda xidm\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Az\u0259rbaycan Silahl\u0131 Q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 xidm\u0259t ed\u0259n Nur\u0259ddin A\u011fayev m\u00fcxt\u0259lif h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 mayor r\u00fctb\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259lir. Lakin 2006-ci ild\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyi a\u011f\u0131r avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131ndan sonra t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Ba\u015f\u0131 b\u0259ladan qurtulmayan Nur\u0259ddin m\u00fcxt\u0259lif vaxtlarda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Sonuncu q\u0259za is\u0259 onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n itirilm\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olur, \u00e7oxlu qan itirdiyind\u0259n onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 xilas etm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmur, 14 dekabr 2013-c\u00fc ild\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanada v\u0259fat edir. 2 \u00f6vlad atas\u0131 olan Nur\u0259ddin A\u011fayev Yard\u0131ml\u0131da v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Ordusunda m\u0259rd, v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259r dosta sadiq bir kimi tan\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131. Nur\u0259ddin A\u011fayev \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn bahar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn n\u0259slin \u00fcmidl\u0259rinin ona k\u00f6kl\u0259ndiyi bir vaxtda h\u0259yatdan k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc. Onun vaxts\u0131z, gedi\u015fi bir ail\u0259nin, bir n\u0259slin k\u0259d\u0259ridir. H\u0259m d\u0259 f\u0259xridir !<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan ordusunun zabiti, ke\u00e7mi\u015f d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc, Qaraba\u011f qazisi Nur\u0259ddin Ya\u015far o\u011flu A\u011fayev.<br \/>\n1974 c\u00fc il fevral ay\u0131n\u0131n 23-d\u0259 Yard\u0131ml\u0131 rayonunda anadan olmu\u015fdur. O, 1980-ci ild\u0259 Yard\u0131ml\u0131 rayon M.F.Axundov ad\u0131na 1 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015fdur. 1988-1991 ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 C\u0259m\u015fid Nax\u00e7\u0131vanski ad\u0131na H\u0259rbi Litseyd\u0259, 1991-1993 c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Sverdlovsk (Yekaterinburq) Ali H\u0259rbi-Siyasi Tank v\u0259 Artilleriya \u0130nstitutda t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Lakin SSSR-nin s\u00fcquta u\u011framas\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259sg\u0259r v\u0259 zabitl\u0259ri postsovet m\u0259kan\u0131ndan geri ca\u011f\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r.<br \/>\nNur\u0259ddin A\u011fayevin xatir\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n: \u201cU\u015faql\u0131qdan h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olma\u011f\u0131 arzulam\u0131\u015fam. Y\u0259qin ki, bu h\u0259v\u0259s m\u0259n\u0259 qanla ke\u00e7ib. Babam Q\u0259l\u0259mirz\u0259 A\u011fayev 2-ci d\u00fcnya m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259rb\u00e7i olub 1941-1945-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f zaman\u0131 qolundan, ba\u015f\u0131ndan v\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131ndan yaralan\u0131b. Bilmir\u0259m t\u0259sad\u00fcfd\u00fcr ya n\u0259dir h\u0259min \u00e7ap\u0131qlardan eyn\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259d\u0259 var. Rusiyan\u0131n Yekaterinburg \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin h\u0259rbi m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 q\u0259bul olunmu\u015fdum. T\u0259hsilimi davam etdirirdim, b\u0259zi s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259hsilimi Bak\u0131da d\u0259vam etdirm\u0259li oldum. 1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fck komandiri kimi T\u0259rt\u0259r rayonuna d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rildim\u201d.<br \/>\n1993-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan ordusuna \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131lan Nur\u0259ddin A\u011fayev T\u0259rt\u0259r rayonunun m\u00fcdafi\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rilir. Bir ild\u0259n sonra 1994-c\u00fc ilin may ay\u0131nda Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259 \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. \u018fsirlik vaxtlar\u0131nda m\u00fcxt\u0259lif i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ruz qal\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nNur\u0259ddin A\u011fayevin xatir\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n:<br \/>\n\u201cH\u0259min anlar\u0131 yenid\u0259n xat\u0131rlamaq m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tdir. H\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r. H\u0259rbi hiss\u0259y\u0259 Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259ndin erm\u0259nil\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n al\u0131nmas\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259lumat g\u0259ldi. D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n q\u00fcvv\u0259si bar\u0259d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rsiz idik. Buna baxmayaraq t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259d\u0259n k\u0259nd\u0259 daxil olduq. Q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f gedirdi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin 35 canl\u0131 q\u00fcvv\u0259sini m\u0259hv etdik sonra is\u0259 m\u00fcasir\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, 21-n\u0259f\u0259rimiz \u015f\u0259hid oldu. \u00d6z\u00fcm is\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r yaraland\u0131m. Yan\u0131mdak\u0131 iki \u0259sg\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015faraq k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k ist\u0259di. El\u0259 bu zaman tankdan at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7d\u0131lar. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131q. Hu\u015fumu itirdim. Ay\u0131landa yan\u0131mdak\u0131lar\u0131n \u015f\u0259hid olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7ox d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 idi. M\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r yan\u0131mda \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015fdular. O an el\u0259 bildim ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015fam. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vaxt ke\u00e7diyini bilmir\u0259m, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7anda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, x\u0259st\u0259xanadayam. Otaqda h\u0259kiml\u0259r g\u0259zi\u015firdi kantuziya oldu\u011fumdan \u0259trafdak\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 e\u015fitmirdim. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 hans\u0131 dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 anlam\u0131rd\u0131m, a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, erm\u0259nil\u0259rin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 olaram. Ota\u011fa daxil olan h\u0259kiml\u0259rd\u0259n birinin bo\u011faz\u0131nda xa\u00e7 as\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 bildim ki, \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra yan\u0131ma x\u00fcsusi zabitl\u0259r g\u0259ldil\u0259r. H\u0259rbi r\u00fctb\u0259ml\u0259 maraqland\u0131lar. Zabit olma\u011f\u0131ma baxmayaraq d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 r\u00fctb\u0259 taxm\u0131rd\u0131m. M\u0259nd\u0259n qo\u015funlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n harada olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131, minalanm\u0131\u015f sah\u0259l\u0259rin yerini soru\u015furdular. M\u0259n is\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 bilm\u0259diyimi deyirdim. Zabit oldu\u011fumu bils\u0259ydil\u0259r h\u0259min anda m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259rdil\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00f6vl\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n zabitl\u0259r\u0259 bir m\u0259nal\u0131 baxm\u0131rlar. \u00c7oxlu qan itirdiyimd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc olduqca z\u0259if hiss edirdim. Tez-tez hu\u015fumu itirirdim. \u018fsirl\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 xaricd\u0259n bir qrup jurnalistl\u0259r g\u0259lm\u0259li idi. M\u0259ni m\u0259cbur edirdil\u0259r ki, K\u0130V n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n muzdlu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc oldu\u011fumu deyim. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131 kimi t\u0259qdim etm\u0259yimi ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Bunun m\u00fcqabilind\u0259 m\u0259ni azad ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini s\u00f6z verirdil\u0259r. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t ordu s\u0131ralar\u0131nda oldu\u011fumdan bel\u0259 f\u0259nl\u0259ri yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdim. Odur ki dedikl\u0259ri il\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131m. 3-4 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259n jurnalistl\u0259r\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131 kimi t\u0259qdim edildim. Qonaqlar T\u00fcrkiy\u0259nin hans\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259n oldu\u011fumu soru\u015fanda Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n Yard\u0131ml\u0131 rayonundan oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6yl\u0259dim. \u00c7a\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131lar. Jurnalistl\u0259rl\u0259 birg\u0259 Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 Xa\u00e7 \u00c7\u0259miyy\u0259tinin \u00fczvl\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Onlar \u0259sirl\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 qeydiyyat apar\u0131rd\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131n siyah\u0131s\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u0259sirin n\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r incidir, n\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r&#8230;.<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131qdan sonra Az\u0259rbaycan ordusunda xidm\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Az\u0259rbaycan Silahl\u0131 Q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 xidm\u0259t ed\u0259n Nur\u0259ddin A\u011fayev m\u00fcxt\u0259lif h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 mayor r\u00fctb\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259lir. Lakin 2006-ci ild\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyi a\u011f\u0131r avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131ndan sonra t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Ba\u015f\u0131 b\u0259ladan qurtulmayan Nur\u0259ddin m\u00fcxt\u0259lif vaxtlarda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Sonuncu q\u0259za is\u0259 onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n itirilm\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olur, \u00e7oxlu qan itirdiyind\u0259n onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 xilas etm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmur, 14 dekabr 2013-c\u00fc ild\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanada v\u0259fat edir. 2 \u00f6vlad atas\u0131 olan Nur\u0259ddin A\u011fayev Yard\u0131ml\u0131da v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Ordusunda m\u0259rd, v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259r dosta sadiq bir kimi tan\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131. Nur\u0259ddin A\u011fayev \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn bahar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn n\u0259slin \u00fcmidl\u0259rinin ona k\u00f6kl\u0259ndiyi bir vaxtda h\u0259yatdan k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc. Onun vaxts\u0131z, gedi\u015fi bir ail\u0259nin, bir n\u0259slin k\u0259d\u0259ridir. H\u0259m d\u0259 f\u0259xridir!<br \/>\nAllah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Mayis\u0259 \u018fS\u018fDULLQIZI,<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalistl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc,<br \/>\n\u201c\u0130ctimaiyy\u0259t v\u0259 t\u0259hsil\u201d q\u0259zetinin t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 ba\u015f redaktoru<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1974 c\u00fc il fevral ay\u0131n\u0131n 23-d\u0259 Yard\u0131ml\u0131 rayonunda anadan olmu\u015fdur. O, 1980-ci ild\u0259 Yard\u0131ml\u0131 rayon M.F.Axundov ad\u0131na 1 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015fdur. 1988-1991 ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 C\u0259m\u015fid Nax\u00e7\u0131vanski ad\u0131na H\u0259rbi Litseyd\u0259, 1991-1993 c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Sverdlovsk (Yekaterinburq) Ali H\u0259rbi-Siyasi Tank v\u0259 Artilleriya \u0130nstitutda t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Lakin SSSR-nin s\u00fcquta u\u011framas\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259sg\u0259r v\u0259 zabitl\u0259ri postsovet m\u0259kan\u0131ndan [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12215","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12215","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12215"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12215\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12218,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12215\/revisions\/12218"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12215"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12215"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12215"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}