{"id":12465,"date":"2015-06-02T09:54:09","date_gmt":"2015-06-02T04:54:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=12465"},"modified":"2015-06-12T23:51:42","modified_gmt":"2015-06-12T18:51:42","slug":"gunel-%c9%99jd%c9%99rqizi-esse-sirinlik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=12465","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel \u018fjd\u0259rq\u0131z\u0131 (Esse) \u015eirinlik"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Hardasan, ey m\u0259nim sevincli, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z, h\u0259yat dolu u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rim….Ka\u015f bir anl\u0131q ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b u\u015faq olayd\u0131m. D\u0259rdimi, probleml\u0259rimi unudub \u0259ziz atam\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n \u201c\u015firinlik\u201d pay\u0131m\u0131 alayd\u0131m. Amma t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki , n\u0259 atam h\u0259yatdad\u0131r, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, zaman\u0131 geriy\u0259 qaytarmaq olur. Bir zamanlar \u2013 y\u0259ni avropaya inteqrasiya etm\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l \u201c\u015firinlik\u201d dey\u0259nd\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin \u00fczl\u0259rind\u0259 sanki g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f, t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7ard\u0131. Onlar\u0131 sevindirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qohum, \u0259qrabalar konfet, saqq\u0131z, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif formal\u0131 \u015firniyyatlar alard\u0131lar. Do\u011fma dilimizd\u0259 bu onlar\u0131n \u201c\u015firinliyi\u201d hesab olunurdu. Onda \u201c\u015firinlik\u201d axar sular kimi saf v\u0259 t\u0259miz idi. U\u015faqlar onu \u0259ld\u0259 ed\u0259nd\u0259 \u015firinlik onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 m\u0259nal\u0131 v\u0259 sevincli olurdu ki, bunu s\u00f6z il\u0259 t\u0259svir etm\u0259k olmaz. Amma ill\u0259r ke\u00e7di, u\u015faqlar b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc, sonradan d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lib, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k u\u015faqlara \u201c\u015firinlik\u201d pay\u0131 qalmad\u0131. Bird\u0259n- bir\u0259 n\u0259 oldusa u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u201c\u015firinliyi\u201d vaxt\u0131ndan \u0259vv\u0259l boy at\u0131b b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rin \u201c\u015firinliyi\u201dn\u0259 \u00e7evrildi. Bundan sonra n\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015fayacaq b\u0259lli deyil. Tanr\u0131 pisind\u0259n saxlas\u0131n. Biz n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u201c\u015firinlik \u201calma\u011fdan \u00e7ox onu kiml\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259 ad\u0259t etmi\u015fik. \u201c\u015eirinlik\u201d ad\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimizin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 manatlar, dollarlar, yevrolar v\u0259 s.. u\u00e7u\u015fur. Deyir\u0259m ya r\u0259bb, m\u00fcasirl\u0259\u015fdik, avropala\u015fd\u0131q, day dem\u0259dik ki, \u015firinliyimiz bu g\u00fcn\u0259 qals\u0131n. Bu bir h\u0259qiq\u0259tdir ki, b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rin \u201c\u015firinliyi\u201d bahal\u0131 v\u0259 qiym\u0259tlidir. Lakin dadl\u0131 v\u0259 \u015firin olmas\u0131 bax\u0131m\u0131ndan u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u015firinliyin\u0259 \u00e7ata bilm\u0259z.Onda n\u0259 qorxu, n\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259m\u0259nna var. Bu g\u00fcn \u015firinlik alanlarla ver\u0259nl\u0259r b\u0259rab\u0259rlik t\u0259\u015fkil etdiyind\u0259n biz\u0259 d\u0259 onlara \u201ca\u011fz\u0131n\u0131z \u015firin olsun\u201d dem\u0259k d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r. San\u0131ram, k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rimiz, n\u0259 vaxtsa, h\u0259qiq\u0259ti d\u0259rk ed\u0259nd\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131zdan: \u201cToxunmay\u0131n bizim \u015firinliyimiz\u0259, almay\u0131n onu \u0259limizd\u0259n, qaytar\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259!\u201d- deyib sizl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/div>\n

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Hardasan, ey m\u0259nim sevincli, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z, h\u0259yat dolu u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rim….Ka\u015f bir anl\u0131q ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b u\u015faq olayd\u0131m. D\u0259rdimi, probleml\u0259rimi unudub \u0259ziz atam\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n \u201c\u015firinlik\u201d pay\u0131m\u0131 alayd\u0131m. Amma t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki , n\u0259 atam h\u0259yatdad\u0131r, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, zaman\u0131 geriy\u0259 qaytarmaq olur. Bir zamanlar \u2013 y\u0259ni avropaya inteqrasiya etm\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l \u201c\u015firinlik\u201d dey\u0259nd\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin \u00fczl\u0259rind\u0259 sanki g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f, t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7ard\u0131. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":984,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12465","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12465","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/984"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12465"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12465\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12467,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12465\/revisions\/12467"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12465"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12465"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12465"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}