{"id":12915,"date":"2015-06-25T11:36:57","date_gmt":"2015-06-25T06:36:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=12915"},"modified":"2015-06-25T11:36:57","modified_gmt":"2015-06-25T06:36:57","slug":"hikm%c9%99t-m%c9%99likzad%c9%99-serl%c9%99riulduz-jurnali-aprel-buraxilisi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=12915","title":{"rendered":"Hikm\u0259t M\u018fL\u0130KZAD\u018f \u015eerl\u0259ri(Ulduz jurnal\u0131 aprel burax\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"1409287493_10304351_268609333324646_7910328543693681828_n-218x300\"<\/a>
\nAz\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalistl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc,
\nAz\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc<\/p>\n

S\u018fN EL\u018f B\u0130LD\u0130N K\u0130, E\u015eQ S\u018fLT\u018fN\u018fTD\u0130R…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n el\u0259 bildin ki, e\u015fq s\u0259lt\u0259n\u0259tdir,
\nH\u0259r ax\u015fam \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 qap\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131n.
\nQon\u015fu el\u00e7i g\u0259ldi, ba\u015f barma\u011f\u0131na
\nM\u0259nim r\u0259ngl\u0259diyim sap\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb itib ni\u015fan \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn,
\nBilir\u0259m, d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259lin \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr.
\n…M\u0259nim d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n nigaran
\nBir ruhu haval\u0131 g\u0259lin \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcl v\u0259sf el\u0259mir s\u0259n dey\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fc,
\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr n\u0259yin varsa, can\u0131mdan gen dur.
\n…Tanr\u0131, insaf el\u0259, k\u00f6\u00e7 v\u0259d\u0259sidir,
\nBu g\u00fcn bu x\u0131nal\u0131 xan\u0131mdan gen dur!
\nS\u00d6Z TA M\u018fN\u0130M \u00dc\u00c7\u00dcN SAPAND DA\u015eIDIR<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z ta m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sapand da\u015f\u0131d\u0131r,
\nRuhum k\u00f6vr\u0259k olur \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn h\u0259rd\u0259n.
\nN\u0259d\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck G\u00f6yl\u0259 Yer kimi?!
\n\u018ft\u0259yin su bas\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn h\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Daha bu arzunun duva\u011f\u0131n dartma, –
\nV\u00fcsal kal bax\u0131\u015f\u00e7un duru t\u0259m\u0259nna.
\nKa\u015f he\u00e7 bilm\u0259y\u0259ydik m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t n\u0259dir,
\nSevdik, n\u0259 qazand\u0131q: quru t\u0259m\u0259nna…<\/p>\n

Bir \u00e7evr\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 iki k\u00f6lg\u0259yik,
\nH\u0259yat \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b q\u0131ra\u011fa s\u0259ni.
\nS\u0259nin atan \u00f6ls\u00fcn, m\u0259nim qaynatam,
\nKims\u0259 dolamas\u0131n \u00e7\u0131ra\u011fa s\u0259ni…
\n…G\u00d6Z YA\u015eINI A\u011e-QARA \u00c7AP EL\u018f…<\/p>\n

…G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011f-qara \u00e7ap el\u0259…
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimi r\u0259ngli sevdalara
\nal\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m…
\nBilirs\u0259n, sevgi –
\nqoxusu tez da\u011f\u0131lan \u0259tir kimidi.
\nAc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dam\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6km\u0259,
\nruhumu \u00fcrk\u00fcd\u00fcr bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n.
\nBir d\u0259, hicran\u0131n oduna d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259tir kimidi…
\nYad sevgil\u0259r d\u0259 ya\u011fl\u0131 f\u0259tir kimidi –
\ntez ovulur…
\nD\u018fRD M\u018fN\u0130 \u00dc\u015e\u00dcD\u00dcR YAZ QARI K\u0130M\u0130<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd m\u0259ni \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr yaz qar\u0131 kimi,
\nBir yandan q\u0259m sal\u0131r tuza\u011fa, tez g\u0259l.
\nQurtarm\u0131r f\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259 haqq-hesab\u0131m, q\u0131z,
\nBir k\u00f6\u00e7 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam uza\u011fa, tez g\u0259l.<\/p>\n

Yuxu duza qoyub g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc sanki,
\nAcg\u00f6z quzu kimi bax\u0131r bulud da.
\nHardan e\u015fidib ki, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz var?
\nM\u0259nim ac\u0131\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7ax\u0131r bulud da…\u2026<\/p>\n

Yaman k\u00f6vr\u0259k olub \u00f6zg\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar,
\nHicran ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0259lbd\u0259 z\u0259lidi, vallah…\u2026
\nTa k\u00f6\u00e7 uzaqla\u015f\u0131r, m\u0259n getm\u0259liy\u0259m,
\nO q\u0131za deyin ki, d\u0259lidi, vallah.
\nQ\u018fF\u0130L BALTALAMA, ADAM, K\u00d6T\u00dcY\u00dc<\/p>\n

B\u0259sdir g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi q\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kdin,
\nBu lal p\u0259rvan\u0259l\u0259r \u015famdan y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b.
\nQon\u015fu q\u0131z k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnc\u0259, bir Allah bilir,
\nRuhum ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u0259r\u0259 damdan y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259tiri islan\u0131b tind\u0259ki q\u0131z\u0131n,
\nBir qap\u0131 a\u00e7an yox, \u00fcst\u00fcn quruda.
\nYaz\u0131q bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan qurtula bilmir,
\nGed\u0259, yalq\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcst\u00fcn quruda.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259fil baltalama, adam, k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fc…
\nTanr\u0131 ruzusudur k\u00f6m\u00fcr adam\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nQopur yuxular\u0131n qara laylar\u0131,
\nKe\u00e7mi\u015f xatir\u0259di \u00f6m\u00fcr adam\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Yuxular \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn u\u015faq formas\u0131,
\nF\u0259l\u0259k he\u00e7 durmur ki, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259.
\n…Qa\u015flar\u0131n a\u011fappaq a\u011far\u0131b, g\u00f6z\u0259l,
\n\u0130ki verg\u00fcl qoynan g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259.
\nALLAH, BU \u018fZABIN YOLUNU UZAT!<\/p>\n

Bir az yax\u0131n otur can\u0131ma bu g\u00fcn,
\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259m\u0259 batm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn qap\u0131 deyil, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 \u00f6rtm\u0259,
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n el\u0259 bil\u0259r q\u0259m\u0259 batm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Ruhun yarpaq kimi y\u00fcz r\u0259ng\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131r,
\nNolar, ay insafs\u0131z, qolunu uzat…
\nM\u0259n vaxts\u0131z g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259,
\nAllah, bu \u0259zab\u0131n yolunu uzat!<\/p>\n

Uza\u011fa apar\u0131r bir k\u00f6lg\u0259 m\u0259ni,
\n\u0130ndi bu l\u0259piri silim ki, yadsan?!
\nA\u00e7 o g\u00fcl a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131, bir k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z de,
\nBar\u0131 he\u00e7 olmasa bilim ki, yadsan.
\nE\u015eQ D\u018fRD\u0130N SONUNCU M\u018fRT\u018fB\u018fS\u0130D\u0130…<\/p>\n

E\u015fq d\u0259rdin sonuncu m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sidi…
\nQ\u0259lb ora adam\u0131 dill\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131r.
\nYuxuda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm alag\u00f6z g\u0259lin
\nG\u00f6z yummur, el\u0259 bil \u00e7ill\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim d\u0259 i\u00e7imd\u0259 e\u015fq odu s\u00f6n\u00fcb,
\n…Eh, m\u0259n\u0259 bu k\u0259ndin havas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr.
\nAnam ocaq \u00e7at\u0131r, k\u00fcl\u0259k s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcr,
\nAnamla k\u00fcl\u0259yin davas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015ftah\u0131 \u00e7oxal\u0131r qon\u015fu q\u0131z\u0131n da,
\nAz qal\u0131r \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rd\u0259n tullan\u0131b g\u0259lsin.
\n…Ruhuma deyin ki, \u00fcr\u0259k tab etmir,
\nGetsin, yad \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 pullan\u0131b g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n

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Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalistl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc S\u018fN EL\u018f B\u0130LD\u0130N K\u0130, E\u015eQ S\u018fLT\u018fN\u018fTD\u0130R… S\u0259n el\u0259 bildin ki, e\u015fq s\u0259lt\u0259n\u0259tdir, H\u0259r ax\u015fam \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 qap\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131n. Qon\u015fu el\u00e7i g\u0259ldi, ba\u015f barma\u011f\u0131na M\u0259nim r\u0259ngl\u0259diyim sap\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131n. D\u00fcn\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb itib ni\u015fan \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn, Bilir\u0259m, d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259lin \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr. …M\u0259nim d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n nigaran Bir ruhu haval\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":984,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12915","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-home"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12915","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/984"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12915"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12915\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12916,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12915\/revisions\/12916"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12915"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12915"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12915"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}