{"id":13054,"date":"2015-07-06T10:09:30","date_gmt":"2015-07-06T05:09:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13054"},"modified":"2015-07-06T11:37:39","modified_gmt":"2015-07-06T06:37:39","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirli-hekay%c9%99apriori","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13054","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t Cavan\u015firli (hekay\u0259)Apriori"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Apriori<\/strong><\/p>\n

Al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131na, qism\u0259t\u0259 inanm\u0131rd\u0131. \u201c \u0130nsan yaln\u0131z z\u00f6vq almaq, xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaran\u0131bd\u0131r \u201d \u2013 deyirdi, \u00fcr\u0259yi hans\u0131 qad\u0131na, q\u0131za isindis\u0259, onlara qar\u015f\u0131 f\u0259rqli niyy\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 add\u0131mlar atd\u0131. Atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r add\u0131mda sonsuz \u00fcmidl\u0259ri vard\u0131. S\u0259may\u0259 xan\u0131m o\u011flunun da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n utan\u0131rd\u0131. Zamana tez vaxtda yax\u015f\u0131 q\u0131z tap\u0131b evl\u0259ndirm\u0259s\u0259, o\u011flunun arxas\u0131nca t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ziyar\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259k g\u00fcnl\u0259r uzaqda deyildi, \u0259n pis halda is\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yi yaral\u0131, par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f ana kimi q\u0259brinin \u00fcst\u0259 g\u00fcl qoymaq ehtimal\u0131 da var idi. D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 o\u011flundan \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259r bir-birinin ard\u0131nca g\u0259lirdi: ya o\u011flunu r\u0259dd el\u0259 buralardan, ya da k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn gedin…<\/p>\n

Zaman a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131yd\u0131 ( qorxaqlar \u00f6zl\u0259rini ad\u0259t\u0259n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rirl\u0259r ), evind\u0259 ki\u015fi olmayan qad\u0131nlarla, qarda\u015f\u0131 olmayan q\u0131zlarla g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 xat\u0131rlayaca\u011f\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcnl\u0259r ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Yeni-yeni qad\u0131n qoxular\u0131n\u0131 onlar marketin qap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259mi\u015f duyurdu. Qad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti dar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 formala\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131naqlar\u0131ndan ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Al\u0259mind\u0259 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirilm\u0259si d\u00fczg\u00fcn olmayan m\u00fcxt\u0259lif adlar, dam\u011falar qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131 S\u0259may\u0259 bir gec\u0259 \u00e7ox dad el\u0259di, f\u0259ryad qopartd\u0131. Yorulub yola g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi o\u011fluna x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q etdi; – bir g\u00fcn bezib ged\u0259c\u0259m. S\u0259nid\u0259 \u00f6vladl\u0131qdan sil\u0259c\u0259m \u2013 dedi, dizl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0131rpa-\u00e7\u0131rpa yer\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flad\u0131. Zaman\u0131 anas\u0131 \u00e7ox danlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, lakin bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 utand\u0131. Anas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, qucaqlad\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259lik s\u00fckutdan sonra dil\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Anas\u0131n\u0131 sevindirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc borclu hiss etm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7ox, m\u0259cbur qalan adam kimi dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131; – ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla qurban olum. B\u0259sdir e, m\u0259n d\u0259 bezdim avara\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan. Get, kimi ist\u0259yirs\u0259n al. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi qurtaran q\u0131z olsa yax\u015f\u0131 olar. G\u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f q\u0131z ist\u0259mir\u0259m, ev q\u0131z\u0131 olsun.<\/p>\n

S\u0259may\u0259 xan\u0131m sevindi; – B\u0259s nec\u0259? N\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n o poz\u011funlarda? Sinif yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 var. M\u0259kt\u0259bi bu il qurtar\u0131b. H\u0259r telefonda dan\u0131\u015fanda anas\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z at\u0131r ki, onsuzda oxumur, yax\u015f\u0131 qism\u0259t olsayd\u0131 ver\u0259rdik. Q\u0131z \u00e7\u00f6l n\u0259dir bilmir he\u00e7.<\/p>\n

Zaman\u0131 fikir g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc; – Q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n? He\u00e7 olmasa, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 yara\u015fs\u0131n. Bu q\u0131zla sabah \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259-bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xmaq var.<\/p>\n

S\u0259may\u0259 xan\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di; – G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259kdi. Bir suyu s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

Zaman sevindi; – Daha de d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u0259lidird\u0259.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259may\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fckl\u0259 sinif yolda\u015f\u0131, ne\u00e7\u0259 illik r\u0259fiq\u0259si Ruhan\u0259gil\u0259 getdi. \u018frsiz olan iki qad\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259ti \u00e7ox uzatmad\u0131lar, aralar\u0131nda raz\u0131l\u0131\u011fa g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Ni\u015fan etm\u0259mi\u015f bir ba\u015fa toyun olaca\u011f\u0131 ay\u0131 d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirdil\u0259r. Ruhan\u0259nin \u0259ri bir il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l \u015f\u0259k\u0259rd\u0259n haqq d\u00fcnyas\u0131na qovu\u015fmu\u015fdu. Arvad\u0131na v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na miras qoydu\u011fu iki obyektd\u0259n h\u0259r ay yax\u015f\u0131 pul g\u0259lirdi ev\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259may\u0259gilin d\u0259 qazanc\u0131 pis deyildi. H\u0259r iki ail\u0259nin toyu uzatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 bir s\u0259b\u0259bi yoxuydu.<\/p>\n

S\u0259may\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyi \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k g\u0259lininin barma\u011f\u0131na taxd\u0131, aln\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcb xeyir duas\u0131n\u0131 verdi. G\u0259lin olacaq Sevil on s\u0259kkiz ya\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc otuz\u00a0 ilin arvad\u0131 kimi haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Zamana is\u0259, evd\u0259 arxay\u0131n ola bil\u0259c\u0259k qad\u0131n laz\u0131md\u0131r. G\u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f, anas\u0131na qulluq ed\u0259c\u0259k qad\u0131n!…<\/p>\n

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Pay\u0131z\u0131n ilk o\u011flan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rladacaq ay \u2013 Sentyabr.<\/p>\n

Toyuna on be\u015f g\u00fcn qalm\u0131z Zaman m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 ildi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc dul qad\u0131ndan \u2013 \u015e\u0259bn\u0259md\u0259n ba\u015fqa, telefonundan dig\u0259r q\u0131zlar\u0131n,qad\u0131nlar\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259rini silmi\u015fdi. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n on ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck olan \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m o biri g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc qad\u0131nlar kimi onun cibini g\u00fcdm\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018fksin\u0259, yeri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, xeyri d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259r verirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n Zaman heyfsl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k bildirmi\u015fdi ki, aralar\u0131ndak\u0131 ya\u015f f\u0259rqin\u0259 baxmayaraq, h\u0259yat\u0131ndak\u0131 ilk ki\u015fisi olsayd\u0131, ail\u0259 quraca\u011f\u0131 qad\u0131n m\u00fctl\u0259q \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m olard\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259may\u0259 o\u011fluyla \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m aras\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6z iradlar\u0131n\u0131 bildirmi\u015fdi. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259md\u0259n ayr\u0131lma\u011fa Zaman\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi g\u0259lmirdi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc ayr\u0131l\u0131b, t\u0259krar yen\u0259 \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox insanla \u00fcns\u00fcyy\u0259t qursan, d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 sevs\u0259n, sonunda yen\u0259 do\u011fmal\u0131q hiss etdiyin, ba\u011fland\u0131\u011f\u0131n insana geri qay\u0131d\u0131rsan. Zamanla \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m aras\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t ilk aylardan uzaq, sonradan is\u0259, izah oluna bilinm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131q, f\u0259rqli hissl\u0259rdir.<\/p>\n

S\u0259may\u0259 raz\u0131 deyildi \u2013 o\u011flu \u015e\u0259bn\u0259mi toyuna \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rs\u0131n. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fc toyda i\u015ftirak etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Saat alt\u0131d\u0131r. Q\u0131z t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259, o\u011flan t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qonaqlar \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 n\u00f6mr\u0259si yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yerl\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m b\u0259y-g\u0259lin stoluna yax\u0131n, qon\u015fular\u0131n aras\u0131nda yox, Zaman\u0131n qohumlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu. S\u0259may\u0259 q\u0259sd\u0259n o yeri g\u00f6st\u0259rmi\u015fdi, o\u011flunun xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini g\u00f6rs\u00fcn, qad\u0131nl\u0131q q\u00fcruruna toxunsun, toydan sonra h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 n\u00f6qt\u0259 qoysun.<\/p>\n

B\u0259yl\u0259 g\u0259lin g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m S\u0259may\u0259nin h\u0259kim olan bibisi q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oldu. Vaxt ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 h\u0259kiml\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti s\u0259mimi, a\u00e7\u0131q olurdu. H\u0259kim q\u0131zlar\u0131n d\u00fczg\u00fcn t\u0259rbiy\u0259 olunmamas\u0131ndan gileyl\u0259nirdi. Evin\u0259 gizli \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0259rpa etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0131zlardan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m is\u0259, \u0259lini \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sinin alt\u0131na qoyub, sad\u0259l\u00f6vh u\u015faq kimi dinl\u0259yirdi. M\u0259clisd\u0259ki b\u0259zi qonaqlar s\u0259birsiz idi, yeyib-i\u00e7m\u0259k \u00e7oxdan ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Budur, va\u011fzal\u0131 s\u0259dalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda g\u0259lin b\u0259yin qoluna giribdir, ikisi d\u0259 asta-asta pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 qalx\u0131rlar. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m divara vurulmu\u015f televizora bax\u0131r, Zaman\u0131n qoluna girmi\u015f g\u0259linin yerind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirdi. B\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 istilik g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 p\u0259rt olmas\u0131 xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z hissl\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7n\u0259 deyil. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r. Di\u015finin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na vuran kimi, inciy\u0259n ruhunda b\u0259d\u0259nini s\u0131z\u0131ldad\u0131r,\u00a0 a\u011fr\u0131 verir. El\u0259 bir g\u00fcn g\u0259lir ki,a\u00e7\u0131lan b\u00fct\u00fcn yaralar qab\u0131q ba\u011flay\u0131r, b\u0259z\u0259n unudulur, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00fczl\u0259r al\u0131r.<\/p>\n

B\u0259y-g\u0259lin zala daxil olanda qonaqlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu aya\u011fa qalx\u0131r, \u0259l \u00e7al\u0131rlar. S\u0259may\u0259nin h\u0259kim qohumunun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f adamlar\u0131n ifad\u0259si vard\u0131:<\/p>\n