{"id":13074,"date":"2015-07-06T11:40:21","date_gmt":"2015-07-06T06:40:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13074"},"modified":"2015-07-06T11:49:31","modified_gmt":"2015-07-06T06:49:31","slug":"tural-sahab-yalquzaq-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13074","title":{"rendered":"Tural SAHAB.”Yalquzaq” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u00dcmidsiz add\u0131mlarla gec\u0259d\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlay\u0131r, \u00e7ox da uzaqdan g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n qurd s\u0259sl\u0259rind\u0259n qorxsa da yoluna davam edirdi. Hardan g\u0259lir, hara gedirdi? He\u00e7 bir fikri yoxdu. Sad\u0259c\u0259 add\u0131mlay\u0131r, ayaqlar\u0131 il\u0259 beynini \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcsyan edirdi. Ya\u011fan ilk qar h\u0259l\u0259 yer\u0259 tam hopmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan h\u0259rd\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda x\u0131\u015f\u0131lday\u0131b, ona \u00f6l\u00fcm an\u0131nda olan bir b\u0259st\u0259kar\u0131n son b\u0259st\u0259sini xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 a\u011faclar- gec\u0259nin ayaz\u0131nda qurdlar kimi a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 tutub, ancaq canavarlardan f\u0259rqli olaraq s\u0259ssizc\u0259 ulayan a\u011faclar. B\u0259z\u0259n bir x\u0259yal kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t edib, s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 uzaqla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130nsan bir yerd\u0259 durma\u011fa m\u0259hkum deyil, ancaq a\u011faclar \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu- b\u0259lk\u0259 y\u00fcz ill\u0259rc\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 dayan\u0131r. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n dar\u0131x\u0131rm\u0131, onlar da uzaqlara- daha g\u00f6z\u0259l yerl\u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirmi?! Q\u0131\u015f olsa da, g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131. Ulduzlar v\u0259 ay yoluna i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7\u0131r. Qara v\u0259 soyu\u011fa b\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f yarpaqlar ayaqlar\u0131na dola\u015fd\u0131qca, h\u0259rd\u0259n rast\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan qar \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 en\u0259n ulduzlar g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qama\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131qca daha b\u0259rk gedir, daha tez uzaqla\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Yax\u0131nlarda s\u0259sini duydu\u011fu canavarlar\u0131 arabir k\u00f6lg\u0259 \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t dolu qorxuya \u0259ng\u0259l olmaqda \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kirdi. \u0130ndi o canavarlardan biri ona yax\u0131nla\u015fsa, n\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi ki? \u2013 he\u00e7 n\u0259. Sakitc\u0259 ona yax\u0131nla\u015far, y\u0259qin el\u0259 ilk h\u0259ml\u0259d\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b, \u015fah damar\u0131n\u0131 qoparard\u0131. B\u0259s, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n \u00e7ox ac\u0131 duyard\u0131m\u0131, h\u0259yat damar\u0131n bir y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n di\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259ik\u0259n insan n\u0259 hiss ed\u0259r?! Bir an o hissi duymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn canavara yem olmaq ist\u0259di, ancaq \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 olan \u00fcmid q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 tezlikl\u0259 onu fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 bir nifr\u0259t oyand\u0131, bu an y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fsa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n onun bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 par\u00e7alayard\u0131. El\u0259 bu an yen\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qorxdu. Daha tan\u0131ya bilmirdi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc. B\u0259z\u0259n bir balaca dov\u015fan\u0131 incits\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rc\u0259 yata bilm\u0259z, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 nifr\u0259t ed\u0259rdi, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 bir canavar\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259rdi, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 haqs\u0131zl\u0131qlara, \u0259clafl\u0131qlara olan \u00fcsyan\u0131 idi bu qa\u00e7\u0131\u015f. \u0130nsanlardan, yalanlardan qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131, ancaq hara, hara q\u0259d\u0259r qa\u00e7a bil\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bir insand\u0131. Insan \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n duyqu v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n qa\u00e7a bil\u0259rmi? Getdiyi h\u0259r yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 insanlar\u0131 da aparacaqd\u0131- o bezdiyi, nifr\u0259t etdiyi insanlar\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259 bayaq hal\u0131na ac\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011faclardan el\u0259 d\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nmirdi. B\u0259d\u0259ni d\u00f6vr ets\u0259 d\u0259, ruhu aid oldu\u011fu yerd\u0259n bir add\u0131m uzaqla\u015fma\u011fa qadir deyildi. \u0130ndi canavarlar\u0131 q\u0131sqand\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n onlar\u0131 pis insanlara ox\u015fad\u0131b nifr\u0259t ets\u0259 d\u0259, el\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. Nec\u0259 azadd\u0131 bu canl\u0131lar. Azad v\u0259 c\u0259sur. Onlar\u0131n qorxdu\u011funu he\u00e7 e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Azadl\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sava\u015fma\u011f\u0131 nec\u0259 sevirl\u0259r. Onlarca itin aras\u0131na t\u0259kc\u0259 daxil olur, \u00e7ox zaman da sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 bu canl\u0131lar. \u00d6zg\u0259 zamanlar\u0131 gec\u0259l\u0259r it s\u0259sl\u0259ri oban\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr, ancaq canavar ova g\u0259ldiyi gec\u0259 he\u00e7 bir it s\u0259si duya bilm\u0259zsiniz. Canavarlar obaya daxil olar, ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri q\u0259d\u0259r qoyun quzunu \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb ged\u0259rl\u0259r. \u0130tl\u0259rs\u0259 qorxular\u0131ndan gizl\u0259ndikl\u0259ri de\u015fikd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259z, titr\u0259y\u0259- titr\u0259y\u0259 sabah\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r. El\u0259 bu an yax\u0131nl\u0131qadk\u0131 qayalardan canavar s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. Gec\u0259ni v\u0259 ayaz\u0131 bo\u011faraq g\u00f6y\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259lirdi ulamaq s\u0259si v\u0259 onun \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu\u011f. O an b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00e7ox ist\u0259di bir canavar olma\u011f\u0131. Onlar kimi azad, qorxusuz bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dola\u015fma\u011f\u0131, ulama\u011f\u0131. Sabaha q\u0259d\u0259r ulayard\u0131 indi, canavar olsayd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn ac\u0131lar\u0131, nifr\u0259ti, kini bu qaranl\u0131qda g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 do\u011fru yola salard\u0131. Di g\u0259l ki, insand\u0131- d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n, qorxan v\u0259 hissl\u0259ri olan bir insan. Bu insandan xilas ola bilm\u0259zdi, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00f6hk\u0259m gets\u0259 d\u0259, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uza\u011fa yol alsa da xeyri yoxdu. Qurtulu\u015f g\u00f6rs\u0259nmir bu insandan. Gec\u0259l\u0259r hava n\u0259d\u0259n bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259miz olur, n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn insan ruhu bu q\u0259d\u0259r dinc\u0259lir? Y\u0259qin ki, cavab insanlar olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Bax bu me\u015f\u0259 insanlardan \u00e7ox uzaqda yerl\u0259\u015fir, ancaq nec\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259mizdir. \u0130nsan yoxdu dey\u0259 bir d\u0259n\u0259 zibil yoxdu. V\u0259h\u015fi, y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 dediyimiz heyvanlar nec\u0259 t\u0259miz saxlay\u0131rlar evl\u0259rini….<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259s\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131nd\u0131. Bunu ayaz\u0131n artma\u011f\u0131ndan anlad\u0131. Sabaha yax\u0131n soyuq v\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u015fidd\u0259tini art\u0131r\u0131r, son h\u0259ml\u0259l\u0259rini edirdi. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyirdl\u0259r gec\u0259nin \u0259n qaranl\u0131q an\u0131 sabaha yax\u0131n olan vaxt\u0131d\u0131r. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin do\u011fma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 ist\u0259mirdi. \u0130\u015f\u0131q ona g\u00f6rm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxdu\u011fu \u015feyl\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k, yen\u0259 ruhundak\u0131 o bo\u015flu\u011fa yuvarlanacaqd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Uzun ill\u0259r d\u00f6vl\u0259ti \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, \u0259n gizli v\u0259 t\u0259hll\u00fck\u0259li g\u00f6r\u0259vl\u0259ri ba\u015far\u0131 il\u0259 yerin\u0259 yetirmi\u015fdi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259ki yolculu\u011fu da balaca bir k\u0259ndd\u0259 m\u0259mur \u00f6zba\u015f\u0131nal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ara\u015fd\u0131rmaqd\u0131. K\u0259ndd\u0259n olan \u00e7oxsayl\u0131 \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n sonra d\u00f6vl\u0259t onu, ora g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu qorxular\u0131 orada g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri idi. N\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259dir ki, insanlara xidm\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6nd\u0259ril\u0259n m\u0259murlardan b\u0259zil\u0259ri q\u0131sa zamanda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Tanr\u0131 hesab edir, he\u00e7 kiml\u0259 hesabla\u015fm\u0131r, daima o v\u0259zif\u0259d\u0259 qalacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 ki, \u201c tanr\u0131\u201d da k\u0259ndin k\u0259ndxudas\u0131 \u0130van adl\u0131 bir m\u0259murdu. Art\u0131q k\u0259nd\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Da\u011flar\u0131n qoynunda olan bu k\u0259nd el\u0259 d\u0259 yek\u0259 deyildi. Sanki da\u011flar\u0131n sin\u0259sini yar\u0131b, ora balaca- balaca evl\u0259r tikmi\u015fdil\u0259r. H\u0259r evin yan\u0131nda \u00e7oxlu a\u011faclar oldu\u011fundan ilk ba\u015fda adama el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bu k\u0259nd me\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fir, ancaq el\u0259 deyilldi. O g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n a\u011faclar\u0131n h\u0259r biri bar ver\u0259n meyv\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131 idi. K\u0259ndin gir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259 onu qar\u015f\u0131layan itl\u0259r oldu. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 it h\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k ona t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259lirdi, ancaq gec\u0259 me\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n biri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu \u00e7ox da qorxulu bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 deyildi. \u0130tl\u0259r canavarlar q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0259sar\u0259tli ola bilm\u0259zdil\u0259r h\u0259r halda… \u018fhval\u0131n\u0131 pozamadan v\u0259 add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 l\u0259ngitm\u0259d\u0259n k\u0259nd\u0259 daxil oldu. \u0130tl\u0259r qa\u00e7a- qa\u00e7a ona t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259ls\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fma\u011fa c\u0259sar\u0259t etm\u0259dil\u0259r. El\u0259 g\u0259ldikl\u0259ri kimi d\u0259 h\u00fcr\u0259– h\u00fcr\u0259 oradan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131lar. \u0130nsanlar t\u0259z\u0259- t\u0259z\u0259 yuxudan oyan\u0131rd\u0131. Sabah\u0131n bu vaxt\u0131nda he\u00e7 kimi narahat etm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 k\u0259ndi dola\u015fmaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. K\u0259nd\u0259 daxil olark\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn u\u00e7du\u011funu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bayaqdan el\u0259 onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, camaat q\u0131\u015f\u0131n bu vaxt\u0131nda n\u0259 edir k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fcz?! G\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rind\u0259n anlay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, k\u0259ndi m\u0259rk\u0259zl\u0259 ba\u011flayan \u0259sas yolun \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fir k\u00f6rp\u00fc. Insanlar hans\u0131sa i\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259rk\u0259z\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan istifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n kimins\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259si olsa \u00e7iynind\u0259 u\u00e7a- u\u00e7a bu d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7irm\u0259li idi. V\u0259ziyy\u0259ti g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259tirdikc\u0259 t\u00fckl\u0259ri biz- biz olur, \u0259s\u0259bind\u0259n dodalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eyn\u0259yirdi. Ha\u00e7andan u\u00e7mu\u015fdu bu k\u00f6rp\u00fc, niy\u0259 indiy\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r edilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ax\u0131 d\u00f6vl\u0259\u0259tin x\u0259b\u0259ri olsayd\u0131 \u00e7oxdan t\u0259mir edilmi\u015fdi. K\u0259ndi g\u0259z\u0259rk\u0259n diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir m\u0259qam is\u0259 evl\u0259rd\u0259n he\u00e7 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259si idi. Ilk \u00f6nc\u0259 insanlar\u0131n h\u0259l\u0259 yatd\u0131\u011fn\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, ancaq k\u0259nd camaat\u0131 bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r yata bilm\u0259zdi. Tezd\u0259n oyanan z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015f k\u0259ndli \u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k yem\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 heyvanlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259yir, ot- alaf\u0131n\u0131 verirdi. Burada insanlar\u0131n \u0259sas g\u0259lir m\u0259nb\u0259yi heyvanlar\u0131 v\u0259 yazda \u0259kdikl\u0259ri \u0259kinl\u0259ridi. K\u0259ndi bir az daha g\u0259zm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00f6hk\u0259ml\u0259ndirdi. Buradak\u0131 evl\u0259r \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck olmasa da s\u0259liq\u0259li evl\u0259rdi. B\u0259lli ki, insanlar \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259- d\u00f6y\u0259, al\u0131n t\u0259rl\u0259ri hesablar\u0131na \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yuva qurmu\u015fdular. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r getdikd\u0259n sonra k\u0259ndd\u0259ki evl\u0259rd\u0259n bir az aral\u0131da b\u00f6y\u00fck bir ev g\u00f6rd\u00fc. H\u00fcnd\u00fcr hasarl\u0131, g\u00f6z qama\u015fd\u0131ran b\u00f6y\u00fck bir ev. Evin \u0259traf\u0131nda is\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7- d\u00f6rd it o t\u0259r\u0259f bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259zir, evi ola bil\u0259c\u0259k t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n qoruyurdu. Bir dig\u0259r evl\u0259r\u0259, bir d\u0259 bu ev\u0259 baxanda evin sahibinin kimliyi ayd\u0131n olurdu. K\u0259ndd\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dola\u015fmaq insanlar\u0131 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndir\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259zintini dayand\u0131r\u0131b, bir evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259li- qonaq olmal\u0131yd\u0131. K\u0259nd insan\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n, gec\u0259 qaranl\u0131qda g\u0259l\u0259n qona\u011fa da pis baxm\u0131rd\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259yi il\u0259 qona\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b, evind\u0259 olan \u0259n d\u0259y\u0259rli \u015feyl\u0259rini ikram edirdi. Qonaq olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u0259ndin \u0259n kas\u0131b, sad\u0259 evl\u0259rind\u0259n birinin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. Bir az sonra g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz, nurani bir qoca qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, onu i\u00e7\u0259ri d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. I\u00e7\u0259ri daxil olanda evin ortas\u0131nda yanan soba ona \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn soyu\u011f oldu\u011funu xat\u0131rlat\u0131- soyu\u011fu indi hiss etdi. Evin i\u00e7in\u0259 xal\u00e7a s\u0259rilmi\u015fdi. Xal\u00e7an\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 is\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn r\u0259ngli- r\u0259ngli yast\u0131qlar. Soban\u0131n yan\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. \u0130ki otaql\u0131 bu balaca ev indi onu qar\u015f\u0131layan Murad baba v\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131 Liza n\u0259n\u0259y\u0259 aiddi. Ya\u015f\u0131 altm\u0131\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7mi\u015f bu insanlar onu b\u00f6y\u00fck mehribanl\u0131qla qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131lar. O, dan\u0131\u015fmadan he\u00e7 bir sual verilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Onlara n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259li oldu\u011funa borclu hiss etdi bir an v\u0259 \u201c \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259zm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259ldiyini, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 qalmaq ist\u0259diyini\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Murad baba bu m\u00fcdd\u0259ti onlarda qala bil\u0259c\u0259yini sevincl\u0259 bildirdi. He\u00e7 kimi olmayan bu qocalar onlara qonaq g\u0259ldiyin\u0259, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn d\u0259 olsa yaln\u0131zl\u0131qalar\u0131n\u0131 unudacaqlar\u0131na \u00e7ox sevinirdil\u0259r. Liza n\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6nc\u0259 qona\u011fa isti bir \u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fc v\u0259 pay\u0131zda haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n ikram etdi. O, \u00e7ay\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259rk\u0259n, sabah yem\u0259yi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z heyvanlar\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259hsulu olan ya\u011f, xama, qaymaq kimi t\u0259amlar da yer s\u00fcfr\u0259sin\u0259 qoyuldu. Uzun zamand\u0131r bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l bir yem\u0259k yem\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sad\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yi t\u0259miz bu insanlar\u0131n halal s\u00fcfr\u0259sind\u0259 ruhunun da doydu\u011funu hiss etdi. F\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 edib, k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini soru\u015fdu. Dem\u0259li k\u00f6rp\u00fc yayda ya\u011fan g\u00fccl\u00fc leysanlardan sonra da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b v\u0259 odu, budu d\u00fcz\u0259lmir. K\u0259ndxudaya deyildikd\u0259 is\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini deyir, naraz\u0131l\u0131q ed\u0259n olsa o d\u0259qiq\u0259 t\u0259hqir ed\u0259r\u0259k bu k\u0259ndd\u0259n did\u0259rgin salaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259tta h\u0259ps etdir\u0259c\u0259yini deyir. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kims\u0259 qorxusundan dill\u0259nmir. B\u0259s i\u015f\u0131qlar?- \u0131\u015f\u0131qlar da bir g\u00fcn yan\u0131r, be\u015f g\u00fcn yanm\u0131r. I\u015f\u0131q dir\u0259kl\u0259ri s\u0131radan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. \u0259n sad\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259t hadis\u0259si bel\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rc\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131n s\u00f6nm\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olur. \u00d6z evin\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir mator al\u0131b, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yan\u0131r. Olansa biz\u0259 olur. Duyduqlar\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n dad\u0131n\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Bir insan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qudura, \u00f6z h\u0259mv\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r laqeyid ola bil\u0259rdi. Bu uzaq da\u011f k\u0259ndinin unuduldu\u011funu, ona tap\u015f\u0131l\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131b, bu \u0259bl\u0259h<\/p>\n

Liza n\u0259n\u0259nin bi\u015firdiyi t\u0259ndir \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yinin qoxusu ona \u00e7ox uzaqlara- uzaq ill\u0259r\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131. U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u2013 \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, onun n\u0259n\u0259si d\u0259 t\u0259ndir \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi bi\u015fir\u0259rdi. Ail\u0259sind\u0259n xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259k \u015fey n\u0259n\u0259si v\u0259 onun haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259rin \u0259tri idi. Sonras\u0131na aid he\u00e7 bir \u015fey yoxdu a\u011fl\u0131nda. U\u015faqlar evind\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n bir u\u015faql\u0131q, on be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndan sonra h\u0259rbi m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259r v\u0259 v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259r, v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259r…. yaln\u0131zl\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt bir q\u0131z\u0131n sevgisi f\u0259th etm\u0259mi\u015fdi q\u0259lbini, he\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015fdi bir qad\u0131nla ya\u015flanma\u011f\u0131. Indi Murad baba v\u0259 Liza n\u0259n\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ruhu q\u0131sa da olsa \u00fcsyan etdi bu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa, ancaq buna izn ver\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. O, bu d\u00fcnyaya yaln\u0131z ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Eyni il\u0259 bir yalquzaq kimi. Canavar s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259n ayr\u0131lan yalquzaq t\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na ya\u015fay\u0131r, ovlan\u0131r v\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n onun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc nec\u0259 olacaqd\u0131?! Bu suallardan xilas olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259diyini s\u00f6yl\u0259di v\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n axan buz kimi soyuq su il\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, \u0259ll\u0259rini doyunca yudu. Soyuq su onu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. Rahata- ail\u0259 istiliyin\u0259 al\u0131\u015fmayan Afiq buzlu su il\u0259 \u0259slin\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Murad babadan izn al\u0131b, bir az k\u0259ndi g\u0259zm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam ona t\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259zm\u0259m\u0259sini s\u00f6yl\u0259di. \u201c bala buras\u0131 k\u0259nd yeridi. H\u0259r k\u0259s bir- birini tan\u0131y\u0131r. Birlikd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaq g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 kim oldu\u011funu soru\u015fan olsa, qohumumdu- uzaq qohumum \u015fh\u0259rd\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 biz\u0259 qonaq g\u0259lib dey\u0259r\u0259m. Sonra kimins\u0259 n\u0259yis\u0259 it\u0259r s\u0259nd\u0259n bil\u0259rl\u0259r\u201d- dedi Murad baba. Bu g\u00f6z\u0259l insanla raz\u0131la\u015fmamaq g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259, h\u0259yata qar\u015f\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259k olard\u0131. Bir az sonra birlikd\u0259 k\u0259ndi g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Indi saat on bir olard\u0131 t\u0259xmin\u0259n. H\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 insanlar g\u00f6rs\u0259nir, toyuq- c\u00fcc\u0259ni yeml\u0259y\u0259n qad\u0131nlar\u0131n s\u0259si k\u0259ndin s\u00fckutunu pozurdu. G\u0259zinti s\u0131ras\u0131nda Afiqin diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259si idi. El\u0259 bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sini ayd\u0131nlatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, m\u0259kt\u0259bin yerini soru\u015fdu Murad babadan. Bir az sonra el\u0259 d\u0259 pis olmayan binan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131lar. Qap\u0131da b\u00f6y\u00fck bir kilid vard\u0131. Niy\u0259, m\u0259kt\u0259bin ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011funu soru\u015fanda \u201c k\u0259ndimiz balaca oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259kt\u0259b ancaq d\u00f6rd illikdi. Ondan sonra oxumaq ist\u0259y\u0259n qon\u015fu k\u0259ndl\u0259r\u0259 v\u0259 m\u0259rk\u0259z\u0259 gedir. Ancaq indi m\u00fc\u0259llim yoxdu m\u0259kt\u0259bimizd\u0259. Kims\u0259 bu da\u011f k\u0259ndind\u0259 g\u0259lib i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259mir. \u0259n son Tina ad\u0131nda bir q\u0131z g\u0259lmi\u015fdi i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. B\u00f6y\u00fck qay\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faqlar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131…\u201d<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s nec\u0259 oldu Tina, indi hardad\u0131, niy\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mir?<\/p>\n

– Bilirs\u0259n o\u011flum, bu \u00e7ox uzun m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259di. Burada dan\u0131\u015fmay\u0131m. Ev\u0259 qay\u0131daq s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi dey\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

O an \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u00e7ox pis ac\u0131 duydu. Ayaqlar\u0131 titr\u0259di v\u0259 onu saxlaya bilm\u0259di bir an. Murad baba olmasayd\u0131 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lard\u0131. Ya\u015fl\u0131 insan bir t\u0259h\u0259r onun qoluna girib, ev\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. Yolda qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 insanlara Afiqin kim oldu\u011funu dey\u0259- dey\u0259 t\u0259bii ki..<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t ki, ev\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Liza n\u0259n\u0259 yen\u0259 o g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259si il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131 onu. Soban\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi . Murad baba da onun yan\u0131nda oturdu. Bir az sonra Liza n\u0259n\u0259nin s\u00fczd\u00fcy\u00fc \u00e7aylar\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259rk\u0259n dayana bilm\u0259yib, Tinan\u0131n hekay\u0259sini soru\u015fdu.. Qoca d\u0259rin bir ah \u00e7\u0259kib, dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. O\u011flum \u2013 Tina \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bir q\u0131zd\u0131. Uzun boylu, ya\u015f\u0131l g\u00f6zl\u00fc v\u0259 sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n. \u00dcz\u00fc q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olan bu q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz iki il\u0259 yax\u0131n m\u0259kt\u0259bimizd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259di. T\u0259k ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dedik ki, el\u0259 bizim evd\u0259 qals\u0131n. H\u0259m o, yaln\u0131zl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sin, h\u0259m d\u0259 biz el\u0259 bil\u0259k bu qoca vaxt\u0131m\u0131zda bir q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z var. Q\u0131sa zamanda h\u0259r k\u0259sin sevgisini, h\u00f6rm\u0259tini qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. U\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131za el\u0259 can yand\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 ki, el\u0259 bil \u00f6z qarda\u015f\u0131, bac\u0131s\u0131d\u0131. Bizl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 qulaq, \u00fcr\u0259k h\u0259yan\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. Ata , ana dey\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t ed\u0259rdi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259. Bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 k\u0259ndin cavan o\u011flanlar\u0131 bigan\u0259 qala bilm\u0259zdi, bilm\u0259di d\u0259… onunla evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 \u0130van\u0131n ortanc\u0131l o\u011flu Oleqdi. Oleq Tinan\u0131 sev\u0259n dig\u0259r g\u0259ncl\u0259ri h\u0259d\u0259- qorxu il\u0259 ondan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rsa da Tinan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini qazana bilm\u0259di. \u00c7ox \u0259ll\u0259\u015fdi olmad\u0131. \u0130\u015f o yer\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131 ki, \u0130van q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b t\u0259hdid etdi ki, burada i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259, o\u011flumla evl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Yoxsa s\u0259ni gec\u0259 il\u0259 buradan itir\u0259r\u0259m. O g\u00fcn a\u011flaya- a\u011flaya ev\u0259 g\u0259ldi Tina. \u00c7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck ki, n\u0259 ed\u0259k?- v\u0259 q\u0259rara g\u0259ldik ki, \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 Tinan\u0131n \u00f6z ail\u0259sinin yan\u0131na qay\u0131tmas\u0131d\u0131. Yoxsa bunlar onu rahat buraxmayacaqlar. Bel\u0259 al\u00e7aq insandansa h\u0259r c\u00fcr \u0259clafl\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k olard\u0131. Sabah\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc Tinan\u0131 apar\u0131b, m\u0259rk\u0259zd\u0259n \u00f6z evl\u0259rin\u0259 yola sald\u0131m. Bax o g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra bir daha m\u0259kt\u0259bimiz\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim g\u0259lm\u0259di. Bu da bizim Tinan\u0131n hekay\u0259si…<\/p>\n

Afiq g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na \u0259ng\u0259l ola bilm\u0259di art\u0131q. Bir az sonra is\u0259 bu d\u0259mir irad\u0259li g\u0259nc u\u015faq kimi h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u0259- h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259m Murad baba, h\u0259m d\u0259 Liza n\u0259n\u0259 Afiqi sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. V\u0259 o, s\u0259hvini anlay\u0131b, aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 yen\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n axan bula\u011fa \u00fcz tutdu. Buzlu su onu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tidi. Sudan bir xeyli beynin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi, q\u0131zaran g\u00f6zl\u0259rini d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 yudu. Art\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. I\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Murad baban\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 iti bir b\u0131\u00e7aqla \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bu g\u00f6z\u0259l insanlar \u00f6z qonaqlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 minbir \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 saxlad\u0131qlar\u0131 quzulardan birini k\u0259sm\u0259yi q\u0259rarla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Etiraz\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131z oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb, he\u00e7 bir \u015fey dem\u0259di. Murad baba \u0259n k\u00f6k quzunu qarlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 k\u0259sdi v\u0259 q\u0131sa zamanda d\u0259risini soydu. Afiq\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n is\u0259 manqal\u0131 haz\u0131rlamaq oldu. Pay\u0131zdan g\u0259tirilmi\u015f- \u00e7arda\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda quruyan odundan bir az k\u0259sib, manqal\u0131 al\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Soyuq havada manqal\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259l\u0259n \u0259tin qoxusu x\u00fcsusi z\u00f6vq verirdi. Kabab\u0131 oturaraq yem\u0259yi sevmirdi. Onun sevdiyi kabab bi\u015f\u0259rk\u0259n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qanl\u0131- qanl\u0131 yem\u0259kdi. Bu zaman n\u0259 yedis\u0259, yedi. Yen\u0259 \u00f6z verdi\u015fini pozmad\u0131. Ev sahibl\u0259ri d\u0259 qonaq rahat olsun dey\u0259 ona yolda\u015fl\u0131q etdil\u0259r. \u00dcz\u00fc g\u00fcls\u0259 d\u0259 indi Afiqin \u00fcr\u0259yi o manaqaldak\u0131 \u0259td\u0259n b\u0259rk yan\u0131rd\u0131. Ivan\u0131n el\u0259dikl\u0259ri onu b\u0259rk sars\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, Tinan\u0131 is\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xara bilmirdi. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n o, indi haradad\u0131r?! O, bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 bo\u011fu\u015fark\u0259n Murad baba yoldan ke\u00e7\u0259n on- onbe\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131nda bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yem\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. U\u015faq utana- utana da olsa bu d\u0259v\u0259ti geri \u00e7evirm\u0259di. Birlikd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259rini yedil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Yem\u0259kd\u0259n sonra evd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib, \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259rk\u0259n Murad baba bayaqk\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n da hekay\u0259sini dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259di. Afiqin \u00fcr\u0259yi \u0259sdi yen\u0259, yeni bir ac\u0131 daha g\u0259lirdi. Dem\u0259li bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n atas\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259lak olub, anas\u0131 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259tin onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ay\u0131rd\u0131 torpa\u011f\u0131 \u0259kib, bec\u0259rm\u0259kl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bir g\u00fcn bu \u0130van\u0131n qohumlar\u0131ndan birinin g\u00f6z\u00fc bunlar\u0131n torpa\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Uzun haqq- hesabdan sonra n\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131m torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7d\u0259, ikisni bu q\u0259ribl\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131b verdi \u00f6z qohumuna. Indi bu yaz\u0131qlar da yar\u0131 ac- yar\u0131 tox ya\u015fay\u0131rlar. O an aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b, bir ba\u015fa \u0130van\u0131n evin\u0259 getm\u0259k v\u0259 onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 oradaca k\u0259sm\u0259k ist\u0259di, ancaq \u201c l\u0259n\u0259t \u015feytana\u201d deyib, yerin\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Dem\u0259k ki, \u0130van haqq\u0131nda deyil\u0259nl\u0259rin hams\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259t imi\u015f. Burada daha art\u0131q qalmaq, onun el\u0259dikl\u0259rini dinl\u0259m\u0259k m\u0259nas\u0131z idi. Bir an \u00f6nc\u0259 geri d\u00f6nm\u0259liydi ki, \u0130van da \u00f6z c\u0259zas\u0131na \u00e7ats\u0131n. Ev sahibl\u0259rin\u0259 ax\u015fam yola \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dedi- g\u0259ldiyi kimi gec\u0259 kims\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n getm\u0259liydi. Murad baban\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn etirazlar\u0131 m\u0259nas\u0131zd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 olub, qaranl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc zaman o, yenid\u0259n yollara d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Indi onun add\u0131mlar\u0131 daha m\u00f6hk\u0259m, daha iti idi. Bir an \u00f6nc\u0259 m\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Indi qulaqlar\u0131 n\u0259 canavar s\u0259si e\u015fidir, n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7irdi. Bu an sanki a\u011faclar\u0131n da h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etdiyini duydu. B\u0259li, yan\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131. Indi a\u011faclar da onunla birg\u0259 yol gedirdi. Dem\u0259li o, da xilas ola bil\u0259c\u0259kdi bu yaln\u0131zl\u0131qdan, indi getdiyi yerl\u0259r\u0259 ruhunu da \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 aparacaqd\u0131. V\u0259 Tina n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bu ad\u0131 unuda bilmirdi. \u00dcr\u0259yi Tina… tina… tina… dey\u0259 vururdu. Q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hal i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi. Qar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n ulduzlar g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k ona g\u00f6z vurdu.<\/p>\n

Sabah tezd\u0259n \u0130van h\u0259ps edildi. K\u0259nd camaat\u0131 bu i\u015fin nec\u0259 oldu\u011funu anlamasa da, anlayan iki n\u0259f\u0259r vard\u0131- Murad baba v\u0259 Liza n\u0259n\u0259. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn sonra is\u0259 daha q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hadis\u0259 oldu. Tina k\u0259nd\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131 v\u0259 \u0130van\u0131n bo\u015f qalm\u0131\u015f v\u0259zif\u0259si ona verildi. H\u0259m d\u0259 o, m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 yeni m\u00fc\u0259llim g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r u\u015faqlarla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Afiq s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00fcfiq dem\u0259kmi\u015f, daha do\u011frusu \u00fcfiql\u0259r. Sonsuzluq, t\u0259klik , ucal\u0131q dem\u0259kmi\u015f ad\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131. Ad\u0131n\u0131n haqq\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n

B\u0259s Tina?!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00dcmidsiz add\u0131mlarla gec\u0259d\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlay\u0131r, \u00e7ox da uzaqdan g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n qurd s\u0259sl\u0259rind\u0259n qorxsa da yoluna davam edirdi. Hardan g\u0259lir, hara gedirdi? He\u00e7 bir fikri yoxdu. Sad\u0259c\u0259 add\u0131mlay\u0131r, ayaqlar\u0131 il\u0259 beynini \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcsyan edirdi. Ya\u011fan ilk qar h\u0259l\u0259 yer\u0259 tam hopmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan h\u0259rd\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda x\u0131\u015f\u0131lday\u0131b, ona \u00f6l\u00fcm an\u0131nda olan bir b\u0259st\u0259kar\u0131n son b\u0259st\u0259sini xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13074","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13074","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13074"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13074\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13077,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13074\/revisions\/13077"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13074"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13074"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13074"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}