{"id":13199,"date":"2015-07-10T15:00:27","date_gmt":"2015-07-10T10:00:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13199"},"modified":"2015-07-10T15:12:08","modified_gmt":"2015-07-10T10:12:08","slug":"s%c9%99hriyy%c9%99-q%c9%99z%c9%99nf%c9%99rqizi-kimdir-bu-s%c9%99hra","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13199","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259hriyy\u0259 Q\u018fZ\u018fNF\u018fRQIZI.”Kimdir bu \u015e\u0259hra?”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Yen\u0259 ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6z a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259. Yatmaq vaxt\u0131d\u0131r. H\u0259r gec\u0259 eyni t\u0259la\u015f, \u0259s\u0259b, h\u0259y\u0259can. Ancaq \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc qoruma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131r\u0131q art\u0131q. Ist\u0259m\u0259diyimiz n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 etmirik. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir g\u00fcc tapm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Daha c\u0259sur, daha qorxmaz olmu\u015fuq. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00f6z al\u0259mimizd\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyimiz biri var. Ancaq \u00f6z al\u0259mimizd\u0259. Bir g\u00fcn gec\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xsaq, g\u00fcv\u0259nc yerimiz bizi darda qoymayacaq, biz\u0259 qucaq a\u00e7acaq, qol-qanad g\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k, bizi arxas\u0131nca arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z onlu g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 aparacaq. Insan \u00f6vlad\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yan\u0131larm\u0131\u015f.Yan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bil\u0259r\u0259k yalanlarla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ovudarm\u0131\u015f. \u201cO, m\u0259ni t\u0259k qoymaz, arxamd\u0131, daya\u011f\u0131md\u0131, sabaha ged\u0259n yolumdu\u201d dey\u0259r.
\n OXUCU, s\u0259n insanlara inanma, g\u00fcv\u0259nm\u0259 d\u0259. H\u0259r zaman s\u0259ni yolda qoyacaqlar\u0131na \u0259min ol. M\u00fctl\u0259q bel\u0259 olacaq. G\u00fcv\u0259ncin sarsacaq, h\u0259yatdan k\u00fcs\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Insanlar g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bir b\u00f6c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259y\u0259rli olmayacaqlar. Iyr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ham\u0131s\u0131ndan. Diksin\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. H\u0259r k\u0259s eyni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259d\u0259dir. Dem\u0259di dem\u0259. B\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar eyni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb, eynic\u00fcr h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirl\u0259r. F\u0259rqli g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259l\u0259r bel\u0259. H\u0259r biri g\u00f6st\u0259ricidir, inanma he\u00e7 birin\u0259. \u00d6zl\u0259ri olma\u011f\u0131 bacarmad\u0131lar he\u00e7 vaxt. Yalan v\u0259dl\u0259r, g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015fl\u0259r qanlar\u0131ndad\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rind\u0259 damarlarla s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr yalanlar.
\n OXUCU,bilir\u0259m s\u0259n ona inan\u0131rsan. S\u0259n\u0259 \u201c s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m\u201d deyir- sevmir.\u201dS\u0259nsiz \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m\u201d deyir -\u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259nsiz. Halbuki g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qaras\u0131na -f\u0259rq etm\u0259z h\u0259r haras\u0131na- \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi r\u0259smini.H\u0259r yerd\u0259 s\u0259n vard\u0131n, s\u0259nsizlik yoxdu. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan b\u00f6y\u00fck bir darvazadan \u0259l- \u0259l\u0259 tutub ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259kdiz. El\u0259 demi\u015fdi, el\u0259mi? Inanma, yalan deyir. Onun \u00e7iyinl\u0259ri s\u0259nin kimi y\u00fck\u00fc da\u015f\u0131ya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259rifdi.
\n Indi s\u0259n gec\u0259d\u0259n s\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k tavanda bir n\u00f6qt\u0259 tutarsan, i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir bo\u015fluq yaradarsan, o bo\u015fluqda olar b\u00fct\u00fcn onlu, onsuz h\u0259yat\u0131n. Yerin el\u0259 tez dolar ki. S\u0259nin bir yalan\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamayacaq. Ancaq \u00f6z\u00fc rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s sand\u0131qlar\u0131na yalan andlar i\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k. Inanma ona. Kims\u0259y\u0259. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 bo\u015f yer saxla. H\u0259r zaman unutma\u011fa haz\u0131r ol. V\u0259 yeni qap\u0131lar a\u00e7 \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u0259hif\u0259nd\u0259. Dem\u0259di dem\u0259.<\/p>\n

B\u0259s o n\u0259 etdi? M\u0259nim q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m \u015e\u018fHRA. Bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn qad\u0131n q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131m \u015e\u018fHRAd\u0131r. Ad\u0131nda da bir do\u011fmal\u0131q var. Bir anla\u015fma, bir birl\u0259\u015fm\u0259 var. Ad\u0131nda bir yara var. El\u0259 bu ad yaralad\u0131 onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131. Yaralar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131qca a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, qanad\u0131qca qanad\u0131. Oldu qaysaqlanmam\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131q yara. Budur m\u0259nim q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox duyacaqs\u0131n\u0131z bu ad\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck- b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259, ki\u00e7ik hekay\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259. Kimdir bu \u015e\u0259hra? Tan\u0131ma\u011fa haz\u0131r olun. H\u0259yat t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n zorlanm\u0131\u015f qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Yen\u0259 ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6z a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259. Yatmaq vaxt\u0131d\u0131r. H\u0259r gec\u0259 eyni t\u0259la\u015f, \u0259s\u0259b, h\u0259y\u0259can. Ancaq \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc qoruma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131r\u0131q art\u0131q. Ist\u0259m\u0259diyimiz n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 etmirik. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir g\u00fcc tapm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Daha c\u0259sur, daha qorxmaz olmu\u015fuq. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00f6z al\u0259mimizd\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259ndiyimiz biri var. Ancaq \u00f6z al\u0259mimizd\u0259. Bir g\u00fcn gec\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xsaq, g\u00fcv\u0259nc yerimiz bizi darda qoymayacaq, biz\u0259 qucaq a\u00e7acaq, qol-qanad […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13199","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13199","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13199"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13199\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13201,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13199\/revisions\/13201"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13199"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13199"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13199"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}