{"id":13231,"date":"2015-07-11T19:46:52","date_gmt":"2015-07-11T14:46:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13231"},"modified":"2015-07-11T19:46:52","modified_gmt":"2015-07-11T14:46:52","slug":"gunel-emin-f%c9%99rhadqizi-bilirs%c9%99n-n%c9%99-ist%c9%99yir%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13231","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel Emin F\u0259rhadq\u0131z\u0131.&#8221;Bilirs\u0259n, n\u0259 ist\u0259yir\u0259m?!&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-13058\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n-300x300.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n-150x150.jpg 150w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n.jpg 475w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bilmirs\u0259ns\u0259, yaz\u0131m, s\u0259n bil&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, bu d\u00fcnyada insanlardan uzaq olmaq, yaln\u0131z qalmaq, s\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259n, ikimiz. N\u0259 mobil telefon olsun, n\u0259 plan\u015fet, noutbuk, internet, unutsun bizi bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u00fck ham\u0131&#8230; Yada d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259k az m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259 olsa bel\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, t\u0259bi\u0259ti, me\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri, \u015f\u0259lal\u0259ni, \u00e7aya tullanmaq, \u015f\u0259lal\u0259nin alt\u0131nda dayanmaq, su yuyub apars\u0131n m\u0259ni ayd\u0131nl\u0131q d\u00fcnyas\u0131na, a\u011faca \u00e7\u0131xmaq, ordan meyv\u0259 d\u0259rib yem\u0259k, s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya atmaq, gur s\u0259sl\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmaq, sonra a\u011flamaq, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m bitinc\u0259, i\u00e7d\u0259n d\u0259rin bir ah \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k, sonra he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi s\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxmaq, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259k&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, da\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xmaq, zirv\u0259y\u0259 qalxmaq, yuxar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya bax\u0131b, yax\u015f\u0131 insan olma\u011f\u0131ma v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131mda olanlara \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr etm\u0259k, d\u00fcz zirv\u0259d\u0259 oturub qu\u015flar\u0131n u\u00e7u\u015funu izl\u0259m\u0259k v\u0259 onlara azad u\u00e7u\u015flar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 qibt\u0259 etm\u0259k&#8230; Da\u011fdak\u0131 m\u00fcalic\u0259vi otlardan d\u0259rm\u0259k, qurutmaq, \u00e7ay d\u0259ml\u0259yib i\u00e7m\u0259k&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, sad\u0259c\u0259 susaq, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rimiz, t\u0259bi\u0259tin t\u0259bii s\u0259sl\u0259rini qulaq asaq, h\u0259zz alaq, sonra m\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b dey\u0259s\u0259n ki, &#8220;Bu yuxu deyil, yan\u0131mdasan&#8230;&#8221;<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259 insanlardan, h\u0259yatdan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b m\u0259ni t\u0259nqid ed\u0259s\u0259n, t\u0259rifl\u0259y\u0259nim \u00e7ox olub, t\u0259nqid ed\u0259nim az&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, h\u0259yat yolumdak\u0131 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m, mayak\u0131m s\u0259n olasan&#8230; F\u0259xr ed\u0259s\u0259n u\u011furlar\u0131ma, ir\u0259li getdikc\u0259, zirv\u0259y\u0259 getdikc\u0259 m\u0259n, \u0259limd\u0259n b\u0259rk tutasan, buraxmayasan, y\u0131x\u0131lma\u011fa, b\u00fcdr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 qoymayasan&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, keyfim olmayanda, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 m\u0259sum bax\u0131\u015f v\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcnl\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n, dey\u0259s\u0259n ki, &#8220;\u00dcz\u00fclm\u0259, s\u0259ninl\u0259y\u0259m&#8230; Bu da \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k, s\u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fcs\u0259n&#8230; Fikir verm\u0259&#8230;&#8221;<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ad\u0131r quraq, od qalayaq, odun \u0259traf\u0131nda oturub, istisind\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131naq, i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir-birimiz\u0259 baxmaqdan doymayaq, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoyub s\u0259n\u0259 deyim: &#8220;M\u0259ni buraxma, m\u0259ni t\u0259k qoyma, s\u0259n\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m var&#8230; \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol ki, h\u0259yat\u0131mdasan&#8230;&#8221;<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m kimi s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 inanasan, q\u0131sqancl\u0131q olmadan, m\u00fcbahis\u0259 etm\u0259d\u0259n, dava-dala\u015f salmadan, \u015f\u0259r atmadan, ittiham etm\u0259d\u0259n, v\u0259dl\u0259r verm\u0259d\u0259n, maraql\u0131, \u015f\u0259n, real bir m\u00fcnasib\u0259timiz olsun&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, d\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda olaq, yal\u0131n ayaqla qum \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259zim, b\u0259rab\u0259rimd\u0259 -yan\u0131mda g\u0259z\u0259s\u0259n s\u0259n d\u0259, k\u00fcl\u0259k a\u00e7\u0131q qoydu\u011fum sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 da\u011f\u0131ts\u0131n, s\u0259ns\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ma \u0259linl\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kib, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 v\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rasan&#8230; Sonra bir yerd\u0259 barda\u015f qurub oturmaq v\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6n\u00fcmd\u0259 duran v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 baxan simana baxmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;Sonra birlikd\u0259 d\u0259niz\u0259 baxmaq, i\u00e7d\u0259n rahatlanmaq, d\u0259niz havas\u0131n\u0131 udmaq v\u0259 d\u0259nizin dal\u011falar\u0131na baxmaq&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, pis g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u0259 yan\u0131mda olasan, h\u0259r x\u0259b\u0259ri s\u0259nl\u0259 payla\u015f\u0131m, s\u0259ns\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 &#8220;Af\u0259rin v\u0259 ya olar, olmaz&#8221; dey\u0259s\u0259n&#8230;.<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, s\u0259nin olmaq v\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 tabe olmaq, azad ruhumu itirm\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259nl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 azad olmaq&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bilmirs\u0259ns\u0259, yaz\u0131m, s\u0259n bil&#8230; \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, bu d\u00fcnyada insanlardan uzaq olmaq, yaln\u0131z qalmaq, s\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259n, ikimiz. N\u0259 mobil telefon olsun, n\u0259 plan\u015fet, noutbuk, internet, unutsun bizi bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u00fck ham\u0131&#8230; Yada d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259k az m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259 olsa bel\u0259&#8230; \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, t\u0259bi\u0259ti, me\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri, \u015f\u0259lal\u0259ni, \u00e7aya tullanmaq, \u015f\u0259lal\u0259nin alt\u0131nda dayanmaq, su yuyub apars\u0131n m\u0259ni ayd\u0131nl\u0131q d\u00fcnyas\u0131na, a\u011faca \u00e7\u0131xmaq, ordan meyv\u0259 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13231","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13231","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13231"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13231\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13232,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13231\/revisions\/13232"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13231"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13231"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13231"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}