{"id":13293,"date":"2015-07-14T17:00:14","date_gmt":"2015-07-14T12:00:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13293"},"modified":"2015-07-15T10:33:36","modified_gmt":"2015-07-15T05:33:36","slug":"t%c9%99ran%c9%99-turan-r%c9%99himli-susanin-daglari-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13293","title":{"rendered":"T\u0259ran\u0259 TURAN R\u018fH\u0130ML\u0130.”\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131…” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Asfalt yolun h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 \u0259kilmi\u015f meyv\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131 sanki s\u0131raya d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r kimi \u00abfara\u011fat\u00bb v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti al\u0131b bizim bu c\u0259nn\u0259t m\u0259kana g\u0259li\u015fimizi salamlay\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011faclar\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nliyin s\u0131xl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bir ovuc da torpaq g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. M\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na yeti\u015fdikd\u0259n sonra ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcnasib bir yerd\u0259 saxlayan atam: \u00abH\u0259, u\u015faqlar, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, \u00e7\u0259kin ciy\u0259riniz\u0259 bu havan\u0131. D\u00fcnyada tay\u0131-b\u0259rab\u0259ri yoxdu bu yerin.\u00bb \u2013 dedi. Ham\u0131m\u0131z bir him\u0259 b\u0259nd imi\u015f kimi c\u0259ld \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 atd\u0131q. D\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131 maraqla s\u00fczm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q. <\/p>\n

Eni\u015fli-yoxu\u015flu me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259n\u00f6v meyv\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131 d\u0259r\u0259 boyunca el\u0259 c\u0259rg\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi ki, k\u0259nardan baxanda el\u0259 bilirdin onlar\u0131 \u2013 bir-birinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259kibl\u0259r. A\u011faclar\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n \u0259lvan r\u0259ngli ki\u00e7ik istirah\u0259t evcikl\u0259ri olmasayd\u0131, el\u0259 z\u0259nn etm\u0259k olard\u0131 ki, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bu gu\u015f\u0259si yamya\u015f\u0131l \u00f6rt\u00fckd\u0259n ibar\u0259tdir. H\u00fcnd\u00fcr a\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n ayd\u0131n s\u0259man\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131 yer\u0259 \u00absalam\u00bb g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdi. Lap a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan, d\u0259r\u0259nin dibind\u0259n axan iti \u00e7ay\u0131n q\u0131j\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 e\u015fidilir, axar suyun qulaq ox\u015fayan s\u0259si il\u0259 me\u015f\u0259nin valehedici g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi birl\u0259\u015fib t\u0259bi\u0259tin \u0259srar\u0259ngiz m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259sinin unudulmaz t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat\u0131n\u0131 yarad\u0131rd\u0131.
\nNadir hallarda heyr\u0259tini bildir\u0259n anam da q\u0259rib\u0259 bir t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi: \u2013 Ax\u0131 niy\u0259 biz buran\u0131 indiy\u0259d\u0259k g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fik? Vallah, g\u00fcnahd\u0131r. Uzaq yollar\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 qat\u0131b Yessentukiy\u0259, Kislovodska ged\u0259s\u0259n, Kr\u0131ma, Qara d\u0259niz\u0259 can atasan, burdan-bura \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n? \u2013 sonra atama \u00fcz tutub gileyl\u0259ndi: \u2013 Bilirs\u0259n niy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0131nay\u0131ram? Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 olasan, bel\u0259 c\u0259nn\u0259t yeri otuz be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n?!
\nAil\u0259nin b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z\u0131 oldu\u011fumdan bu g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131mdan daha b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259ssasl\u0131qla duya bil\u0259c\u0259k ya\u015fda idim. Romantik t\u0259bi\u0259tli, sonsuz duy\u011fular\u0131, hissl\u0259ri i\u00e7in\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmayan on alt\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z idim. \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131nda az qala h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131, c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131, \u00e7ay\u0131n torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yuyub apard\u0131\u011f\u0131, sa\u00e7aq-sa\u00e7aq a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya do\u011fru sallanan q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131mt\u0131l-sar\u0131 a\u011fac k\u00f6kl\u0259rini, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 x\u0131rdaca \u015feh tumurcuqlanan sar\u0131 qaymaq\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rinin b\u0259nz\u0259rsiz rahiy\u0259sini, uzaqdan \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ya\u015f\u0131l topa buludlar kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n s\u0131x-s\u0131x budaqlar\u0131n bir-birin\u0259 ili\u015fmi\u015f yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6v z\u0259nginliyi il\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm, sehrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ngin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7alarlar\u0131n\u0131 yadda\u015f\u0131na k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim.
\nAtam \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib istirah\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259yimiz yeri d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirdi. Yem\u0259k t\u0259dar\u00fck\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259rzaqlar\u0131 yerb\u0259yer etdil\u0259r. Basd\u0131rma \u0259ti kabab\u00e7\u0131ya verdikd\u0259n sonra bulaq ba\u015f\u0131na endil\u0259r. \u018ffsan\u0259vi \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qonaq-qaras\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00e7ox idi. Ziyar\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259r qarp\u0131z-yemi\u015fi s\u0259rinl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bula\u011f\u0131n soyuqlu\u011fu il\u0259 di\u015f qama\u015fd\u0131ran axar suyu alt\u0131na qoymu\u015fdular. H\u0259r k\u0259s bu \u015f\u0259fal\u0131 sudan doyunca i\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, lakin di\u015fl\u0259ri \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u0259n buz soyuqlu\u011fu bu sudan doymaq h\u0259zzin\u0259 imkan vermirdi.
\nBird\u0259n hay-k\u00fcy qopdu. Bulaq ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 da\u015f s\u0259kinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n yerli cavanlar aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b: \u2013 M\u00fcrs\u0259l ki\u015fi g\u0259ldi \u2013 dey\u0259, ham\u0131n\u0131 bu g\u0259l\u0259nin kim oldu\u011fu il\u0259 maraqland\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018flind\u0259 qaval tutmu\u015f, ar\u0131q, \u00e7\u0259limsiz, ortaboylu, nurani bir a\u011fsaqqal ki\u015fi ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 kepkan\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc geri it\u0259l\u0259yib \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259yi yerin yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259di. Barda\u015f qurub oturdu. Onunla birlikd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n tosqun, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 yanaql\u0131 qocaman ki\u015fi d\u0259 eyni qaydada \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib kaman\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 rahlad\u0131. Bu yeni g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131na uzun bir m\u0259saf\u0259ni piyada g\u0259lib burada b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131b-oxuyan el s\u0259n\u0259tkar\u0131, doxsan be\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 xan\u0259nd\u0259 M\u00fcrs\u0259l ki\u015fi v\u0259 kaman\u00e7a\u00e7\u0131 erm\u0259ni Qriqor oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r. Camaat bir anda onlar\u0131 d\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259 ald\u0131. M\u00fcrs\u0259l ki\u015fiy\u0259 xalq mahn\u0131lar\u0131 sifari\u015f etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259zimi\u015f, beli b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f xan\u0259nd\u0259nin \u00e7evik h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131na, z\u0259if v\u00fccuduna \u0259sla uy\u011fun g\u0259lmirdi. O, qaval\u0131 el\u0259 \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131r, el\u0259 \u015fadyanal\u0131qla oxuyurdu ki, dinl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r eyni mahn\u0131n\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 sifari\u015f edirdil\u0259r. M\u00fcrs\u0259l ki\u015finin \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259yat\u0131ml\u0131 s\u0259si, bam\u0259z\u0259 mahn\u0131s\u0131 \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n\u2013 M\u0259nim toyu\u011fum \u00e7il-\u00e7il idi,
\nQanadlar\u0131 mil-mil idi,
\nToyuq deyil, lap fil idi,
\nS\u0259ni yanasan toyuq tutan,
\nOdlanasan toyuq tutan.
\nYa\u015fl\u0131 bir ki\u015fi \u0259lind\u0259 tutdu\u011fu onlu\u011fu qaval\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub: \u2013 M\u00fcrs\u0259l ki\u015fi, s\u0259n allah, \u00ab\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131\u00bbn\u0131 oxu! \u2013 dedi. M\u00fcrs\u0259l ki\u015fi onlu\u011fu erm\u0259ni Qriqorun kaman\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n kis\u0259sin\u0259 qoydu (pulu n\u00f6vb\u0259 il\u0259 gah kaman\u00e7an\u0131n kis\u0259sin\u0259, gah da \u00f6z penc\u0259yinin cibin\u0259 qoyurdu). Qoca xan\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7uxura d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini uzaqlara dikib \u00ab\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131\u00bbn\u0131 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Doxsan be\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 xan\u0259nd\u0259nin \u015firin s\u0259sind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fc \u015eu\u015faya, \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131na dil\u0259g\u0259lm\u0259z m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, sonsuz vur\u011funluq duyulurdu:
\n\u2013 \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131 dumanl\u0131\u2026
\nQ\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 qoftal\u0131, ya\u015f\u0131l tumanl\u0131,
\nD\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7oxdur g\u00fcmanl\u0131,
\nAy q\u0131z, bu n\u0259 qa\u015f-g\u00f6z, bu n\u0259 tel?!
\n\u00d6l\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259rdind\u0259n, balam, bunu bil,
\nDan\u0131\u015fmasan da, balam, bar\u0131 g\u00fcl\u2026
\n\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131 yol boyu s\u0131ralanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131ndan \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131danda ax\u015fam\u0131n ala-qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bu da\u011flar bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. S\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda duman g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdik. Al g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri da\u011flar\u0131 el\u0259 parlaq nura boyam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131 h\u0259r\u0259si bir g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Atam\u0131n hamar, asfalt yolla \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u0259n \u00abVolqa\u00bbs\u0131 \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 bir-bir arxada qoyurdu.
\n\u2013 Ata, \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda duman yoxdu ax\u0131, \u2013 bunu da evimizin sonbe\u015fiyi Orxan ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n da\u011flara baxa-baxa dedi.
\n\u2013 T\u0259ki olmas\u0131n, o\u011flum. Y\u0259qin ha\u00e7ansa olub. Xalq g\u00f6rm\u0259diyini dem\u0259z.
\nAradan b\u00f6y\u00fck bir zaman ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. \u0130ndi \u015eu\u015fa da, onun da\u011flar\u0131 da \u0259l\u00e7atmaz bir x\u0259yal kimi uzaqlarda idi. Bak\u0131n\u0131n bu q\u0131zmar yay\u0131n\u0131n istisind\u0259, asfaltdan bu\u011f qalxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir vaxtda beton evin havas\u0131z divarlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131m. Q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hissin t\u0259siril\u0259 foto\u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri t\u00f6k\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrd\u00fcm, \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259 qalan m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131m, baxd\u0131m… G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi \u0259lind\u0259ki \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 zill\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 fikrim, x\u0259yal\u0131m uzaqlara, o \u0259l\u00e7atmaz ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 u\u00e7ub getmi\u015fdi. \u0130yirmi il bundan \u0259vv\u0259lki na\u011f\u0131la b\u0259nz\u0259r o f\u0259r\u0259hli g\u00fcnl\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n kino lenti kimi ke\u00e7irdi. \u018fslind\u0259 bu k\u00f6hn\u0259, h\u0259r \u015feyin a\u011f-qara g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc sol\u011fun foto\u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259b\u0259dil\u0259\u015f\u0259n \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131n\u0131, orada ya\u015fanan m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s anlar\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131 laz\u0131m\u0131nca \u0259ks etdir\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u015eu\u015fal\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin h\u0259r an\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259si, \u0259tri, qoxusu m\u0259nim yadda\u015f\u0131mda, xatir\u0259 saxlanc\u0131mda t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259riydi, canl\u0131yd\u0131. El\u0259 bu t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259r d\u00fcnyadan, indi \u0259l\u00e7atmaz olan o g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n xan\u0259nd\u0259 M\u00fcrs\u0259l ki\u015finin s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi qula\u011f\u0131ma: \u2013 \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131 dumanl\u0131\u2026
\nO da\u011flar \u00e7ox uzaqda idi. Amma m\u0259n o da\u011flar\u0131 da, onun ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 duman\u0131 da indi apayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Lap h\u0259qiq\u0259td\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi. Sanki atam da fikir-x\u0259yal al\u0259mind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rimi, duyduqlar\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259niml\u0259 birg\u0259 hiss edirmi\u015f kimi: \u2013 Heyif o da\u011flardan! \u2013 dey\u0259, sin\u0259sini yand\u0131ran d\u0259rin bir k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu an Orxan televizoru yand\u0131rd\u0131: M\u0259lah\u0259tli s\u0259sil\u0259 hava haqq\u0131nda m\u0259lumat\u0131 bildir\u0259n q\u0131z \u015eu\u015fada havan\u0131n ya\u011fmurlu ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259yini, duman, \u00e7\u0259n olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Asfalt yolun h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 \u0259kilmi\u015f meyv\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131 sanki s\u0131raya d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r kimi \u00abfara\u011fat\u00bb v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti al\u0131b bizim bu c\u0259nn\u0259t m\u0259kana g\u0259li\u015fimizi salamlay\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011faclar\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nliyin s\u0131xl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bir ovuc da torpaq g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. M\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na yeti\u015fdikd\u0259n sonra ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcnasib bir yerd\u0259 saxlayan atam: \u00abH\u0259, u\u015faqlar, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, \u00e7\u0259kin ciy\u0259riniz\u0259 bu havan\u0131. D\u00fcnyada tay\u0131-b\u0259rab\u0259ri yoxdu bu yerin.\u00bb \u2013 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13293","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13293","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13293"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13293\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13329,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13293\/revisions\/13329"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13293"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13293"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13293"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}