{"id":13491,"date":"2015-07-24T11:30:45","date_gmt":"2015-07-24T06:30:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13491"},"modified":"2015-07-24T11:49:05","modified_gmt":"2015-07-24T06:49:05","slug":"gunduz-sevindiyi-dogum-gunu-munasib%c9%99til%c9%99-t%c9%99brik-edirik-24-iyul-1978-ci-il","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=13491","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnd\u00fcz Sevindiyi do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 t\u0259brik edirik! (24 iyul 1978-ci il)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/5f7ccfdb87f0c47b4ffb151a4f84cea0.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/5f7ccfdb87f0c47b4ffb151a4f84cea0.jpeg\" alt=\"5f7ccfdb87f0c47b4ffb151a4f84cea0\" width=\"200\" height=\"200\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-6152\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/5f7ccfdb87f0c47b4ffb151a4f84cea0.jpeg 200w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/5f7ccfdb87f0c47b4ffb151a4f84cea0-150x150.jpeg 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 200px) 100vw, 200px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnd\u0259lik \u0130nformasiya Agentliyinin R\u0259hb\u0259rliyi Sizi, \u00c7a\u011fda\u015f Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6rk\u0259mli n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sini, istedadl\u0131 q\u0259dim sahibini, G\u00fcnd\u0259lik \u0130nformasiya Agentlikl\u0259ri v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n MM\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n &#8220;Qaraba\u011f b\u00f6lg\u0259sinin \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131&#8221; b\u00f6lm\u0259sinin Ba\u015f redaktorunu, Redaksiya hey\u0259tinin \u00fczv\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 s\u0259mimi q\u0259lbd\u0259n t\u0259brik , Siz\u0259 uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr, m\u00f6hk\u0259m cansa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, i\u015fl\u0259rinizd\u0259 u\u011furlar dil\u0259yir!<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259tbuat xidm\u0259ti<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnd\u00fcz Sevindik 1978-ci il iyul ay\u0131n\u0131n 24-d\u0259 A\u011fcab\u0259di rayonunda anadan olub.\u015eeirl\u0259ri m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u0259tbu orqanlarda d\u0259rc olunub.Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fcd\u00fcr.<br \/>\n2012-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131n\u0131n Prezidenti yan\u0131nda Qeyri-H\u00f6k\u00fcm\u0259t T\u0259\u015fkilatlar\u0131na D\u00f6vl\u0259t D\u0259st\u0259yi \u015euras\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n maliyy\u0259l\u0259\u015fdirlil\u0259n v\u0259 D\u00fcnya G\u0259nc T\u00fcrk Yazarlar Birliyi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n h\u0259yata ke\u00e7iril\u0259n \u201dB\u00f6lg\u0259 yazarlar\u0131na d\u0259st\u0259k\u201d layih\u0259si \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 \u201cB\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r\u201d kitab\u0131nda \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259rc olunaraq ilk d\u0259f\u0259 olaraq Respublika s\u0259viyy\u0259sind\u0259 ictiamiyy\u0259tin n\u0259z\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>F\u0259l\u0259stinli u\u015faq v\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n sonudu bura b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259,<br \/>\nBurda m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259 g\u00fcnah axtar\u0131r.<br \/>\nBu qara u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n u\u015faq d\u00fcnyas\u0131,<br \/>\nBu qara \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 Allah axtar\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Yem\u0259yin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q durub,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 qarp\u0131zt\u0259k k\u0259sib yey\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nVerm\u0259yin Anaya siz bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nBu u\u015faq anas\u0131n bas\u0131b yey\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Ox\u015famaz \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259h\u0259rin mehi,<br \/>\nCan\u0131nda tikanlar ulduz say\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn yetiml\u0259rin u\u015faq taleyi,<br \/>\nN\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 eynidi, \u0259kiztay\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259sir v\u00fccudunu q\u0131\u015f\u0131n saza\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nYatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259c\u0259 donur az qala.<br \/>\nHardasa g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m m\u0259n bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u2013<\/p>\n<p>\u2026XOCALI\u2026<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n s\u0259ni tan\u0131d\u0131m, bala!!!<br \/>\nO q\u0131za bax\u2026<br \/>\nDo\u011fma baland\u0131 \u00f6z yolun,<br \/>\nQoydu\u011fun iz iz deyilmi?<br \/>\nBu yolda yorulub \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259n,<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131yan diz diz deyilmi?<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi y\u00fckd\u00fc, b\u0259xtin qapan,<br \/>\nB\u0259s hardad\u0131r o s\u0259n tapan?..<br \/>\nBir q\u0131z doda\u011f\u0131ndan qopan,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259diyin s\u00f6z deyilmi?<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7oxu neynirs\u0259n, aza bax,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbin boyda d\u0259niz\u0259 bax.<br \/>\nBir d\u00f6n o ged\u0259n q\u0131za bax,<br \/>\nYuxundak\u0131 q\u0131z deyilmi?<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131q, qadas\u0131<\/p>\n<p>Bu h\u0259yat tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 biz\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya bir qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 biz\u0259,<br \/>\nQ\u0131zmar yay da q\u0131\u015fd\u0131 biz\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 saza\u011f\u0131q, qadas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n zirv\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259,<br \/>\nDayanma, get\u2026 v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259, meyv\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 yarpa\u011f\u0131q, qadas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcr od \u00fcst\u0259 bi\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259\u2026<br \/>\nQ\u0259fil d\u00f6n\u00fcb d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259.<br \/>\nDill\u0259\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259, deyi\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 qo\u00e7a\u011f\u0131q, qadas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7ilm\u0259mi\u015f bula\u011f\u0131q biz,<br \/>\nYaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f vara\u011f\u0131q biz,<br \/>\nVallah, h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131q biz,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131q, qadas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Xo\u015fuma g\u0259lm\u0259di<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini,<br \/>\nOvun, xo\u015fuma g\u0259lm\u0259di.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni \u00f6z i\u00e7imd\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259,<br \/>\nQovun, xo\u015fuma g\u0259lm\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f q\u0259lb\u0259 q\u0259sd n\u0259di?<br \/>\nDo\u011fulan g\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259di.<br \/>\nU\u015faq oyuncaq ist\u0259di,<br \/>\nCibim xo\u015fuma g\u0259lm\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm yetm\u0259di s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.<br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ni t\u0259pdim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,<br \/>\nEvim xo\u015fuma g\u0259lm\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>Yor\u011fun k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259<\/p>\n<p>Di g\u0259l bu n\u0259f\u0259ssiz k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n,<br \/>\nAx\u0131 n\u0259 vecin\u0259 varl\u0131 bir q\u0131z\u0131n?!<br \/>\nN\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131 \u2013 g\u00f6yd\u0259 ulduzun,<br \/>\nAz\u0131 g\u00f6yd\u0259 qal\u0131r, \u00e7oxu t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>Ay Allah, n\u0259f\u0259s ver, qoyma ki, s\u00f6n\u0259m,<br \/>\nQ\u0259rib k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259m.<br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259dir, bir d\u0259 ki, m\u0259n\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin ah\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin qona\u011f\u0131 lal bir gec\u0259di,<br \/>\nBu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 h\u0259m\u0259nki yor\u011fun k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259di.<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m, bilmir\u0259m saat ne\u00e7\u0259di,<br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yuxu t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr\u2026<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259sm\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ngim\u0259z bu \u00f6mr\u00fcn amans\u0131z q\u0131\u015f\u0131,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259m g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn perikmi\u015f qu\u015fu.<br \/>\n\u0130m\u0259kl\u0259yib \u00e7\u0131xacam bu yoxu\u015fu,<br \/>\nDizimi k\u0259sm\u0259, Allah!<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n salamatd\u0131, soldayam,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 qalxan \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259y\u0259m, qoldayam.<br \/>\n\u201cKamilliy\u0259 Salam\u201d adl\u0131 yoldayam,<br \/>\n\u0130zimi k\u0259sm\u0259, Allah!<br \/>\nVerdiyin bu s\u0259br\u0259, d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0131yma,<br \/>\nBu ki\u00e7ik, qaralan k\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0131yma.<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 S\u00f6z vermis\u0259n, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0131yma,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259sm\u0259, Allah!<\/p>\n<p>35 ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n astanas\u0131nda<\/p>\n<p>35 ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n astanas\u0131nda,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 deyim \u201cxo\u015f g\u0259ldin\u201d, g\u00fcl\u00fcm?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn t\u0259n ortas\u0131nda,<br \/>\nBu t\u0259z\u0259 z\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u00fc, t\u0259z\u0259 bir \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l baxaq g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259, susaq, dinm\u0259y\u0259k,<br \/>\nG\u0259l indi z\u00f6vq alaq d\u0259rd-s\u0259rimizd\u0259n.<br \/>\nBiz ayr\u0131 d\u00fcnyada, ayr\u0131 bir yerd\u0259,<br \/>\nX\u0259b\u0259rsiz do\u011fulduq bir-birimizd\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259limd\u0259n sal\u0131b itirdim,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc budad\u0131m, talad\u0131m, \u00e7apd\u0131m.<br \/>\nK\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k \u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fc ya\u015fad\u0131m dem\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni tapanda n\u0259yimi tapd\u0131m?<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flasam, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc silm\u0259, s\u0259n Allah,<br \/>\nBel\u0259 qism\u0259t olmaz, bel\u0259 b\u0259xt olmaz.<br \/>\nG\u0259l m\u0259ni q\u0131nama, g\u00fclm\u0259, s\u0259n Allah,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rsan \u00fczd\u0259n d\u0259 bir az.<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fq adl\u0131 bu y\u00fck\u00fc da\u015f\u0131maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bu yuxulu b\u0259xti oyadaq?<br \/>\nBu \u00f6mr\u00fc t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<br \/>\n18 ya\u015f\u0131na nec\u0259 qay\u0131daq?<\/p>\n<p>Bu sevda yolunda b\u00fcdr\u0259y\u0259n b\u0259xtim,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni aldatmad\u0131, d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dedi.<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni axtar\u0131b tapana kimi,<br \/>\nSa\u00e7\u0131m-saqqal\u0131m da s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259yik, bu s\u0259n, bu da m\u0259n,<br \/>\nH\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6z evi, odu, oca\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nYazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu \u015feirin birc\u0259 b\u0259ndini,<br \/>\nBalama s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m ax\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u202635 ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n astanas\u0131nda,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 deyim \u201cxo\u015f g\u0259ldin\u201d, g\u00fcl\u00fcm?<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn t\u0259n ortas\u0131nda,<br \/>\nBu t\u0259z\u0259 z\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u00fc, t\u0259z\u0259 bir \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>\u2026bu q\u0131z<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ill\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259rdi,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y\u0259rdi \u201cVa\u011fzal\u0131\u201d d\u0259rdi..<br \/>\n\u018fyilib tikan\u0131 d\u0259rdi,<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi d\u0259rm\u0259di bu q\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>U\u00e7urtdu Allah pay\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nSar\u0131dimdik qa\u011fay\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nQism\u0259tinin saray\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nTikm\u0259di, h\u00f6rm\u0259di bu q\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>Bitdi na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131,<br \/>\nGetdi a\u011f\u0131l\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nA\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 b\u0259xtin qap\u0131s\u0131,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259di bu q\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n,<br \/>\nE\u015fqin b\u0259l\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259di bu q\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259n sonra<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259n sonra hicran yolun,<br \/>\nBa\u011fla, ba\u011flaya bildikc\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn boyu a\u011f b\u0259xtini,<br \/>\nHaqla, haqlaya bildikc\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Qorumad\u0131n bu \u00fcr\u0259yi\u2026<br \/>\nB\u0259rk saxla, olar g\u0259r\u0259yin \u2013<br \/>\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi<br \/>\nSaxla, saxlaya bildikc\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Co\u015fdurmad\u0131 s\u00f6z sin\u0259ni,<br \/>\nYand\u0131rmad\u0131 k\u00f6z sin\u0259ni.<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00f6z sin\u0259ni,<br \/>\nDa\u011fla, da\u011flaya bildikc\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6y\u0259rtdins\u0259 d\u0259rd da\u015f\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nAxtarma it\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nA\u011fla, silim g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nA\u011fla, a\u011flaya bildikc\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>b\u0259xtimi<\/p>\n<p>Bu m\u0259n, bu b\u0259xtim, bu da s\u0259n,<br \/>\nYa danla, ya s\u00f6y b\u0259xtimi.<br \/>\n\u201c\u015eair b\u0259xti, oyan!\u201d \u2013 deyib,<br \/>\nTut silk\u0259l\u0259, d\u00f6y b\u0259xtimi.<\/p>\n<p>Bildikl\u0259rim ki, sirr deyil,<br \/>\nH\u0259r yanan ocaq pir deyil.<br \/>\nH\u0259yat be\u015f-on \u015feir deyil,<br \/>\nT\u0259rifl\u0259m\u0259 hey b\u0259xtimi.<\/p>\n<p>Tale m\u0259ni qap\u0131b yordu,<br \/>\nN\u0259 tez bel\u0259 tap\u0131b yordu?<br \/>\nF\u0259l\u0259k harda \u00e7ap\u0131b yordu,<br \/>\nBu la\u00e7\u0131n, b\u0259d\u00f6y b\u0259xtimi?!<\/p>\n<p>Qalanda yolsuz yollarda,<br \/>\nBaxd\u0131 ke\u00e7di dost da, yar da.<br \/>\nAllah bilir Allah harda,<br \/>\nYaz\u0131bd\u0131 \u201ck\u00f6nt\u00f6y\u201d b\u0259xtimi.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ikdi d\u00fcnya<\/p>\n<p>O q\u0131z bu b\u0259xt\u0259 g\u00fcl \u0259km\u0259z,<br \/>\nBurda bir kims\u0259 ev tikm\u0259z..<br \/>\nBir ev h\u0259sr\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259z,<br \/>\nAxtarmaz, itirm\u0259z m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Bu da s\u0259h\u0259r, bu da sabah,<br \/>\nN\u0259yi d\u0259yi\u015fdi ki, bu ah?!<br \/>\nSevdiyim, sevdiyim Allah,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdimd\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259z m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Dem\u0259 qand\u0131, \u00e7irkdi d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\nOyuncaq-evcikdi d\u00fcnya.<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ikdi d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\nG\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259z, g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259z m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rd yol azd\u0131<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rd yol azd\u0131 d\u0259rd k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259n,<br \/>\nHans\u0131 d\u0259rddi bu bi\u00e7imd\u0259?<br \/>\nSalamlad\u0131m \u00f6z i\u00e7imd\u0259,<br \/>\nUzaqdan g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm d\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p>Bilmir\u0259m, bil\u0259 bilmir\u0259m,<br \/>\nAd\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcmn\u0259n ala bilmir\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u018fliml\u0259 verdiyim d\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p>Ay anam, tablamaz \u00fcr\u0259k,<br \/>\nBu d\u0259rd iblisdi, gah m\u0259l\u0259k.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259km\u0259liy\u0259m ax\u0131rad\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u0259 h\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm d\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u2026 bu yolda<\/p>\n<p>Toz oldum, da\u015f oldum, d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, itdim ki,<br \/>\n\u018fyildi, ox\u015fad\u0131 yola q\u0259ddim ki.<br \/>\nO q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib-getdim ki,<br \/>\nBu yola yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259ldi bu yolda.<\/p>\n<p>Sil al\u0131n yaz\u0131n\u0131, sil var\u0131yd\u0131sa,<br \/>\nB\u0259s han\u0131, bu yolda g\u00fcl var\u0131yd\u0131sa?<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyada n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yol var\u0131yd\u0131sa,<br \/>\nG\u0259lib burdan ke\u00e7di, \u00f6ld\u00fc bu YOLDA!<\/p>\n<p>Yol\u00e7usu kim oldu sonda d\u00fcz yolun?!<br \/>\nG\u00f6r harda azd\u0131rd\u0131 s\u0259ni S\u00d6Z yolun?..<br \/>\nBu da \u00f6m\u00fcr yolun, bu da \u00f6z yolun,<br \/>\nDi a\u011fla bu yolda, g\u00fcl di bu yolda<br \/>\nSomalid\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faqlar h\u0259r gec\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc aldad\u0131rlar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Somalid\u0259 ac bir u\u015faq,<br \/>\nBu gec\u0259ni d\u0259 ac yatd\u0131.<br \/>\nB\u0259rk-b\u0259rk yumub g\u00f6zl\u0259rini,<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc aldatd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>A\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, a\u00e7, balaca,<br \/>\nKimi aldad\u0131rsan bel\u0259?!<br \/>\nAy bir ya\u015fl\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259 qoca,<br \/>\nN\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131n, g\u00f6rd\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n qurumaz,<br \/>\nM\u0259nims\u0259 duam, dil\u0259yim.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc doyurmaz,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim bu yavan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yim.<\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00fcn ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259n b\u0259l\u0259kd\u0259yk\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131n.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim da\u015f\u0131d\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fclm\u0259 bu ya\u015fda a\u011fl\u0131ma,<br \/>\nD\u00f6n qu\u015fa, u\u00e7, g\u0259l bel\u0259c\u0259.<br \/>\nQo\u015ful balaca o\u011fluma,<br \/>\nQuca\u011f\u0131mda yat bu gec\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2026Somalid\u0259 ac bir u\u015faq,<br \/>\nBu gec\u0259ni d\u0259 ac yatd\u0131.<br \/>\nB\u0259rk-b\u0259rk yumub g\u00f6zl\u0259rini,<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc aldatd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yalanlar bal dad\u0131b ke\u00e7di<\/p>\n<p>Yalanlar bla dad\u0131b ke\u00e7di,<br \/>\nKe\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r aldad\u0131b ke\u00e7di.<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcmd\u0259n adlad\u0131 ke\u00e7di,<br \/>\nB\u00f6yr\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259dikl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>Yol bilib ke\u00e7dil\u0259r m\u0259ni,<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00e7d\u00fcl\u0259r, bi\u00e7dil\u0259r m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nF\u0259rq qoyub se\u00e7dil\u0259r m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nF\u0259rq qoyub se\u00e7m\u0259dikl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz, bu qa\u015f\u0131n\u0131z,<br \/>\nBu ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z, bu da\u015f\u0131n\u0131z.<br \/>\nN\u0259yim var, halal xo\u015funuz \u2013<br \/>\nAy suyun i\u00e7m\u0259dikl\u0259rim<\/p>\n<p>Nola, m\u0259n dey\u0259n G\u00fcn do\u011fa&#8230;<br \/>\nDo\u011fa, z\u00fclm\u0259tl\u0259ri bo\u011fa!<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fc boyda sevgi ya\u011fa,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259m, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Lap unudam \u00f6z ad\u0131m\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nPay ver\u0259m \u00f6mr\u00fcn dad\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nBir qu\u015f olam \u2013 qanad\u0131m\u0131<br \/>\nG\u0259r\u0259m d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Olam bir sehrin hakimi,<br \/>\nQ\u0131ram D\u0259rd adl\u0131 tilsimi&#8230;<br \/>\nBuludlar\u0131 yor\u011fan kimi,<br \/>\nS\u0259r\u0259m d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00fcnd\u0259lik \u0130nformasiya Agentliyinin R\u0259hb\u0259rliyi Sizi, 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