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Fatma \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi Nahid\u0259nin k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. O g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ana kimi xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss el\u0259di. Ki\u015fi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmayan qad\u0131nlar y\u0259qin \u00f6vlad t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n qad\u0131n kimi d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik n\u0259dir, bilirl\u0259r!…\u00d6vlad\u0131 v\u0259 ona qad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss el\u0259tdir\u0259n bir insan olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu hissl\u0259ri he\u00e7 c\u00fcr bir-birind\u0259n ay\u0131ra bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Fatman\u0131 daha \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi \u0259rinin onu u\u015faq \u00fcst\u0259 bo\u015famas\u0131 yand\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. Gec\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 a\u011flama\u011f\u0131 \u00e7oxdan unutmu\u015fdu. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k yeddi ya\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atanda Fatma onu evin\u0259 yax\u0131n m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131rd\u0131. Deyirl\u0259r xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259kmir. Ya q\u0131sa-q\u0131sa fasil\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 geri qay\u0131dar, ya da tilsim\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kimi qay\u0131tmaq bilmir.
\nFatman\u0131n da h\u0259yat\u0131nda xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyinin b\u00fcdr\u0259diyi vaxt \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yin onunla Nahid\u0259nin s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rini qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda e\u015fitm\u0259si oldu. H\u0259qiq\u0259ti onsuzda bir az b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 Fatma dey\u0259c\u0259kdi. Fidan buna g\u00f6r\u0259 anas\u0131ndan bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t incidi, Fatmaya \u201cana\u201d dem\u0259di. Fatma q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 tez-tez i\u015fl\u0259diyi u\u015faq evin\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, h\u0259m u\u015faqlarla qaynay\u0131b qar\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, h\u0259m d\u0259 nec\u0259 \u015fansl\u0131 u\u015faq oldu\u011funu d\u0259rk el\u0259sin. T\u0259siri olmu\u015fdu, zamanla \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi Fatmaya \u201cana\u201d dem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7di, \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k on s\u0259kkiz ya\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131, g\u00f6z\u0259l-g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k q\u0131z oldu. U\u015faq evind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fc\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131 da g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 heyran qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bundan ba\u015fqa, m\u00fclayim xasiyy\u0259ti d\u0259 onu u\u015faq evinin \u0259n yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 o\u011flan\u0131na \u2013 Arif\u0259 sevdirmi\u015fdi. Arifin \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi sevdiyini Fatma xala da bilirdi, susurdu. Arifl\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 yara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi g\u00fcc-b\u0259layla qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, oxumaqla aras\u0131 yoxuydu. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, t\u0259rbiy\u0259li o\u011flanla ail\u0259 qursa, o\u011ful-q\u0131z sahibi olar. Arif is\u0259, h\u0259r \u015feyin yerini, b\u00f6y\u00fck-ki\u00e7ik yeri bilirdi.
\nNahid\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n da m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259ti il\u0259 Arifl\u0259 \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k ni\u015fanland\u0131lar. El\u0259 ni\u015fan u\u015faq evin\u0259 ke\u00e7irildi…<\/p>\n

Arif \u0259sg\u0259r gedir <\/p>\n

Ni\u015fandan iki ay sonra h\u0259rbi komissarl\u0131qdan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259si g\u0259ldi. Arif , dostlar\u0131 M\u00fcrv\u0259t v\u0259 Ramiz , onlarla b\u0259rab\u0259r bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tamamlam\u0131\u015f o\u011flanlar h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 getdil\u0259r. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra Arifi Nax\u00e7\u0131vana apard\u0131lar. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259ti orda ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259kdi.
\n\u0130lk aylar sevgilil\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xd\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Sonradan bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevgi m\u0259ktublar\u0131 onlar\u0131 dar\u0131xma\u011fa qoymad\u0131. Sevgil\u0259rinin mesaj\u0131, s\u00fcbutu olan m\u0259ktublar bir il alt\u0131 ay\u0131n nec\u0259 ke\u00e7diyini onlara hiss el\u0259tdirm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Arifin qay\u0131tmas\u0131<\/p>\n

Fevral ay\u0131n\u0131n ortalar\u0131 idi. Bak\u0131ya ya\u011fan qar ona ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u0259llik verirdi. El\u0259 bil \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u0259ynin\u0259 a\u011f paltar geyinmi\u015fdi. Qar adam\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259n kim, qartopu haz\u0131rlay\u0131b bir-birin\u0259 atan kim… U\u015faqlara qo\u015fulan g\u0259nclik d\u0259 g\u0259ncliyin unudulmaz anlar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bu sevincd\u0259n u\u015faq evind\u0259kil\u0259r d\u0259 \u00f6z paylar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.Vay o g\u00fcnd\u0259n ki, qar \u0259riy\u0259…\u0259sl probleml\u0259r ondan sonra ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Vaxt\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259dbirl\u0259r h\u0259r k\u0259sin eyni c\u00fcml\u0259ni dem\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olurdu ; bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qar yara\u015fm\u0131r…
\nH\u0259rbi xidm\u0259ti layiqli yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 dost u\u015faq evinin darvazas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259\u015fib birlikd\u0259 yumruqlad\u0131lar. Qap\u0131n\u0131 orda i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n U\u011fur day\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Sevinc s\u0259sl\u0259ri qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bir birin\u0259. \u00c7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259di bu sevinc\u0259 dig\u0259r u\u015faqlar da qo\u015fuldu. Arifgili ham\u0131 d\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Onlara sual ard\u0131nca sual verirdil\u0259r.
\nSonunda Nahid\u0259 xan\u0131m g\u0259ncl\u0259ri otaqlar\u0131na apard\u0131. Fatma da ordayd\u0131.
\nNahid\u0259: – \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ki, sa\u011f-salamat h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259ti ba\u015fa vurub qay\u0131tm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Sa\u011f olun ki, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc qara el\u0259m\u0259diniz. Yax\u015f\u0131, deyin g\u00f6r\u0259k bundan sonra n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcz?
\nArif: – \u018fsg\u0259rlikd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259r halda s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.
\nRamiz: – M\u0259n d\u0259 usta.
\nM\u00fcrv\u0259t: – M\u0259n d\u0259 d\u0259rziliyi el\u0259-bel\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki!… <\/p>\n

H\u0259r k\u0259s g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nFatma: – B\u0259s, harda qalacaqs\u0131z?
\nM\u00fcrv\u0259t: – \u018fvv\u0259l qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerd\u0259. \u018fsg\u0259r getm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n qabaq ev sahibi demi\u015fdi ki, g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r edin. Ona m\u0259ktub yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Bizi g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259t \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di. Arif Fatman\u0131 k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\n–\tFatma ana, \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k hardad\u0131r?
\n–\tEvd\u0259dir, el\u0259 bilirdi sabah g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Get, onu da g\u0259tir bura.
\n–\t\u00c7ox sa\u011f olun.<\/p>\n

Arif otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k evd\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 daray\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 karanda\u015f s\u00fcrt\u00fcrd\u00fc, dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 boyay\u0131rd\u0131.. \u018fynind\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ngd\u0259 toxunulmu\u015f kofta, dizind\u0259n bir az yuxar\u0131 pal\u0131d\u0131 r\u0259ngd\u0259 geyinmi\u015f yubka onu f\u00fcsunkar g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131yla sevincd\u0259n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 bir oldu. Bir-biril\u0259rini qucaqlad\u0131lar. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k sevincind\u0259n bilmirdi neyl\u0259sin.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k: – S\u0259ni sabah g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim.
\nArif: – Bir g\u00fcn tez g\u0259lm\u0259yimin d\u0259 ziyan\u0131 yoxdur.<\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k Arifi yen\u0259 qucaqlad\u0131.
\n–\tKe\u00e7 i\u00e7\u0259ri, acsan, yem\u0259k d\u0259 haz\u0131rd\u0131r.
\n–\tNarahat olma, yolda yemi\u015fik. Haz\u0131rla\u015f, gedirik u\u015faq evin\u0259. Bizi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirl\u0259r.
\n–\tG\u00f6zl\u0259 onda.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k paltosunu g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 Arif geyimin\u0259 fikir verdi. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ifad\u0259si d\u0259yi\u015fildi. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k paltosunu geyin\u0259-geyin\u0259 Arifin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi.
\n–\tM\u0259n haz\u0131ram.
\n–\tG\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m haz\u0131rsan. Yubkandan bilinir.
\n–\t\u00c7ox g\u00f6d\u0259k deyil. Dizimd\u0259n bir az yuxar\u0131d\u0131r.
\n–\tEl\u0259 dizd\u0259n yuxar\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ad\u0131 g\u00f6d\u0259kdird\u0259. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, \u0259ynini d\u0259yi\u015f.<\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. Ota\u011f\u0131na getdi. Bir az ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u0259ynind\u0259 uzun qara yubkayla qay\u0131td\u0131. Arifin \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fc.
\n–\tBu ba\u015fqa m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259. O birisi n\u0259dir? Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxumursan ki, deyim uzun geyin.
\nNi\u015fanl\u0131lar evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Yol boyu \u015firin-\u015firin s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r edirdil\u0259r. Arif zarafat m\u0259qs\u0259dil\u0259r yan\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7dikl\u0259ri ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n birinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n qar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 atd\u0131. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Yolda zarafatla\u015fa-zarafatla\u015fa, g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 u\u015faq evin\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259 Arifin toyu <\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131n son ay\u0131 idi.Arifl\u0259 toy \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn haz\u0131rl\u0131qlar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Evl\u0259ndikd\u0259n sonra ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Fatmadan \u00e7oxda uzaq olmayan kiray\u0259 ev d\u0259 tutmu\u015fdu. Fatma \u00e7ox \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, toydan sonra Arif onlarla birlikd\u0259 ya\u015fas\u0131n, al\u0131nmad\u0131. Arif q\u00fcrur m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Arifin b\u0259y kostyumunu da dostu M\u00fcrv\u0259t tikdi. \u00dc\u00e7 dost otaqda olanda kostyumu Arifin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoydu.
\n–\tT\u0259brikl\u0259r b\u0259y. Baxmayaraq ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 tez q\u0131yd\u0131n, yen\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259tlik arzulay\u0131ram.
\nArif: – S\u0259n la\u011f el\u0259, tez evl\u0259n\u0259n uduzmaz. \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol. \u018flin-qolun var olsun. Borcum n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259rdi?
\n–\tAy\u0131b olsun, n\u0259 borcu? Dostluq, qarda\u015fl\u0131q n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr? Daha s\u0259ns\u0259n, o\u011flun olsa ad\u0131m\u0131 qoyarsan, olar\u0131q \u0259v\u0259z-\u0259v\u0259z.
\nRamiz q\u0259\u015f\u015f edib g\u00fcld\u00fc.
\n–\tBunada \u0259lini ver\u0259n qolunu itirir. M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 paltar tikdirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.
\nM\u00fcrv\u0259t \u2013 Aha, dey\u0259s\u0259n torbada pi\u015fik var. Toy toy dal\u0131nca olacaq?
\nRamiz \u2013 Yoox, el\u0259-bel\u0259 dedim.
\nArif \u2013 El\u0259-bel\u0259 dey\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131rsan. Utanma, burda yad adam var?
\nRamiz \u2013 Biz sad\u0259c\u0259 dostuq.
\nM\u00fcrv\u0259t \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcm \u0259d\u0259, q\u0131zla o\u011flan\u0131n n\u0259 dostlu\u011fu? \u0259vv\u0259l-ax\u0131r ya o bunu sevir, ya da bu onu. Kim\u0259 g\u0259lirs\u0259n?
\nRamiz \u2013 M\u00fcrv\u0259t s\u0259ninl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq olmur.<\/p>\n

Ramiz evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.
\nArif \u2013 Niy\u0259 x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\nM\u00fcrv\u0259t \u2013 Sevird\u0259, daha niy\u0259 gizl\u0259dir?
\nArif \u2013 Bilmirs\u0259n q\u0131z utancaql\u0131\u011f\u0131 var?
\nM\u00fcrv\u0259t g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir \u2013 Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin o\u011flu ola.
\nArif g\u00fcl\u00fcr, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n Ramizin yan\u0131na g\u0259lir.
\nArif \u2013 ona fikir verm\u0259. Zarafat edirdi.
\n–\tEl\u0259 gic-gic zarafatlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq olmurda. N\u0259 is\u0259… \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m.
\n–\tS\u0259n niy\u0259 narahatsan?
\n–\tAnas\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rimiz\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Deyirmi\u015f yetimdir, n\u0259 bilim qan\u0131 n\u0259dir, s\u00fcd\u00fc n\u0259dir? C\u00fcml\u0259y\u0259 bax ha! Camaat s\u00fcd s\u00f6hb\u0259ti edir.
\n–\t\u0130ndi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n niy\u0259 tez evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m? D\u00f6rd divar ars\u0131nda ail\u0259nin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\n–\tM\u0259ns\u0259 qorxuram. Atam anam kimi m\u0259suliyy\u0259tsiz olmaqdan qorxuram.
\n–\tFikir verm\u0259. D\u0259rdimiz dan\u0131\u015fmaqla qurtarsayd\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc d\u0259 q\u0131rpmazd\u0131q. Ke\u00e7\u0259k i\u00e7\u0259ri. O q\u0131zla da d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259r \u015fey.
\n–\tAyr\u0131lacam. \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u00fc anas\u0131n\u0131n dedikl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m ki, q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131 yoxdur. Tutaq ki, evl\u0259ndik. Sonra o qad\u0131nla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k var, ax\u0131!
\nRamiz daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. <\/p>\n

H\u0259r k\u0259s h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yd\u0131. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k g\u0259linlik paltar\u0131nda b\u0259yin g\u0259lm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259rman da atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n–\tAna, h\u0259y\u0259candan birt\u0259h\u0259r\u0259m. El\u0259 bil qarn\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r.
\n–\tCan q\u0131z\u0131m, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m, b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259. G\u00f6zl\u0259 d\u0259rman g\u0259tirim.
\n–\t\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc birt\u0259h\u0259r hiss edir\u0259m.
\nOta\u011fa \u00c7ki\u00e7\u0259yin r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n ikisi girir.
\n–\tO\u011flan t\u0259r\u0259fi g\u0259ldil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Va\u011fzal\u0131 s\u0259dalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda b\u0259y d\u0259, dostlar\u0131 da ev\u0259 daxil oldular. G\u0259linin q\u0131z\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 Nahid\u0259 taxd\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r xeyir-dua ver\u0259nd\u0259n sonra c\u00fctl\u00fckl\u0259r va\u011fzal\u0131 s\u0259das\u0131 alt\u0131nda evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 oyun havas\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. B\u0259yin dostlar\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259ri, Fatma, Nahid\u0259 qabaq-qaba\u011fa oynad\u0131lar. Fatman\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259di. Nahid\u0259 onu qucaqlad\u0131.Fatma Nahid\u0259nin qula\u011f\u0131na dedi:
\n–\t\u00c7ox sa\u011f ol. \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol
\n–\tAy q\u0131z, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l, q\u0131z\u0131 da a\u011flad\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

B\u0259yl\u0259 g\u0259lin ma\u015f\u0131na mindil\u0259r.
\nKa\u015f, insan\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi daima olard\u0131… Dan\u0131lmaz bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t d\u0259 var… \u00c7ox vaxt q\u0131zlar\u0131n taleyi analar\u0131n\u0131n taleyin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

II hiss\u0259nin sonu…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Fatma \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi Nahid\u0259nin k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. O g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ana kimi xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss el\u0259di. Ki\u015fi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmayan qad\u0131nlar y\u0259qin \u00f6vlad t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n qad\u0131n kimi d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik n\u0259dir, bilirl\u0259r!…\u00d6vlad\u0131 v\u0259 ona qad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss el\u0259tdir\u0259n bir insan olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu hissl\u0259ri he\u00e7 c\u00fcr bir-birind\u0259n ay\u0131ra bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Fatman\u0131 daha \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi \u0259rinin onu u\u015faq \u00fcst\u0259 bo\u015famas\u0131 yand\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13978","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13978","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13978"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13978\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13979,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13978\/revisions\/13979"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13978"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13978"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13978"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}