{"id":14037,"date":"2015-08-21T10:45:08","date_gmt":"2015-08-21T05:45:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14037"},"modified":"2015-08-21T11:19:45","modified_gmt":"2015-08-21T06:19:45","slug":"gunel-%c9%99jd%c9%99rqizi-namus-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14037","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel \u018fJD\u018fRQIZI.”Namus” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"gunelxanim\"<\/a><\/p>\n

R\u0259hman\u0131n q\u0259fil v\u0259 vaxts\u0131z v\u0259fat\u0131 \u015e\u0259fiq\u0259ni el\u0259 sars\u0131td\u0131 ki, o, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yoxlu\u011funa inana bilmirdi. H\u0259r qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131landa R\u0259hman\u0131n i\u015fd\u0259n ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259nn edir, sonra yan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlayaraq i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. 32 ya\u015f\u0131nda 4 u\u015faqla ba\u015fs\u0131z qalmaq \u00e7\u0259tin idi. Ail\u0259ni doland\u0131rmaq, \u00f6vladlar\u0131na h\u0259m ata, h\u0259m d\u0259 ana olmal\u0131 idi. U\u015faqlar\u0131ndan yaln\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z\u0131 Zeyn\u0259b doqquzuncu sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdu. O\u011flanlar\u0131 Osman be\u015finci, Bayram 6-c\u0131, ki\u00e7ik q\u0131z\u0131 Asim\u0259 is\u0259 4-c\u00fc sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdu. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn he\u00e7 bir ali savad\u0131 yox idi. Valideynl\u0259ri onu erk\u0259n \u0259r\u0259 vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. R\u0259hman ondan on be\u015f ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck olsa da, ail\u0259sini ovcunun i\u00e7ind\u0259 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. Zavodda m\u00fcdir i\u015fl\u0259diyind\u0259n rayonda ham\u0131 onu yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q h\u0259r \u015fey ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015e\u0259fiq\u0259 ail\u0259sini saxlamaqdan \u00f6tr\u00fc n\u0259s\u0259 etm\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n

Zeyn\u0259b atas\u0131n\u0131n yoxlu\u011fu il\u0259 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr bar\u0131\u015fa bilmirdi. Ax\u0131 atas\u0131 ona s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi ki, ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 q\u0259bula ged\u0259nd\u0259 onu Q\u0131z qalas\u0131na, \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259, \u015eirvan\u015fahlar saray\u0131na aparacaqd\u0131. Atas\u0131 v\u0259fat etdiyi g\u00fcnd\u0259n anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 qon\u015fular\u0131 Leylan\u0131n anas\u0131na dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n sonra. O, \u015e\u0259fiq\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 atma\u011f\u0131, yeni h\u0259yat qurma\u011f\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

-\u015e\u0259fiq\u0259, \u0259zizim cavansan, s\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n. U\u015faqlar\u0131 apar Bak\u0131ya, qoy u\u015faq evin\u0259, qay\u0131t g\u0259l. D\u00f6rd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 nec\u0259 saxlayacaqsan?<\/p>\n

Zeyn\u0259b anas\u0131n\u0131n ona n\u0259 cavab verdiyini e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki qa\u00e7araq \u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7mi\u015f, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na salaraq h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259fiq\u0259 tezd\u0259n yuxudan erk\u0259n oyan\u0131b g\u00fcnorta yem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn u\u015faqlar\u0131na nahar haz\u0131rlad\u0131. Sonra Zeyn\u0259bin ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib onu yuxudan oyatd\u0131 v\u0259 astadan p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Siz\u0259 g\u00fcnortaya da yem\u0259k bi\u015firmi\u015f\u0259m. Yem\u0259yinizi yey\u0259nd\u0259n sonra yatars\u0131n\u0131z. Qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n olsa he\u00e7 kim\u0259 a\u00e7may\u0131n. Bir yer var, oraya getm\u0259liy\u0259m. Zeyn\u0259bi sanki ilan \u00e7ald\u0131. O, c\u0259ld aya\u011fa qalxaraq anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu. \u201cAna, n\u0259 olar, m\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 apar. Burada qoyma\u201d-deyib a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ana q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n bel\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259ndirib ona \u00fcr\u0259k – dir\u0259k verdi v\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u0130\u015f soraqlaya-soraqlaya g\u0259lib bir binan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131. Dedil\u0259r ki, m\u00fcdir\u0259 katib\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131.O, pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 yuxar\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 m\u00fcdirin ota\u011f\u0131na girdi. D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck ehtiyac\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259di. M\u00fcdir ota\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u015e\u0259fiq\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmirdi. Ac g\u00f6z qurd kimi onu yem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Bir az ke\u00e7dikd\u0259n sonra n\u0259hay\u0259t m\u00fcdir dill\u0259ndi: \u201cXan\u0131m, el\u0259 bir z\u0259man\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q ki, h\u0259r \u015feyin ba\u015f\u0131nda pul dayan\u0131r. \u0130\u015f\u0259 girm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u0259lin cibind\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Pulun yoxdursa ba\u015fqa \u015fey olmal\u0131d\u0131r….\u201d-deyib eyhamla \u0259lini onun \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoydu.\u201d G\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nsan. \u0130\u015f\u0259 q\u0259bul olunma\u011f\u0131n dilinin ucundan \u00e7\u0131xan h\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r. N\u0259inki katib\u0259, tez bir zamanda \u015f\u00f6b\u0259 m\u00fcdiri v\u0259zif\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n\u201d.<\/p>\n

Otaq \u015e\u0259fiq\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131na f\u0131rland\u0131. O, aya\u011fa qalxaraq m\u00fcdirin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 sill\u0259 vurdu v\u0259 \u00fcsyankarcas\u0131na q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cM\u0259nim namusum oyuncaq deyil, siz d\u0259 onu sat\u0131n alan market sahibi. \u0130\u015finiz\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za \u00e7al\u0131n. Can\u0131n\u0131z da c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m olsun\u201d. Ota\u011fdan nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131sa \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259di, ma\u015f\u0131n yolunu bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda ke\u00e7di. \u018fli-aya\u011f\u0131 \u0259sirdi. Bird\u0259n tan\u0131\u015f s\u0259s e\u015fidib dayand\u0131. Kim is\u0259 onu s\u0259sl\u0259yirdi. Arxaya \u00e7evril\u0259nd\u0259 bir zamanlar \u0259rinin s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f K\u0259rim day\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Hal-\u0259hval tutdu\u011fdan sonra \u015e\u0259fiq\u0259 ona v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 i\u015f axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259di. K\u0259rim day\u0131 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 s\u00f6z verdi.<\/p>\n

Hava qaralmaq \u00fczr\u0259 idi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmamas\u0131 Zeyn\u0259bi narahat edirdi. A\u011flama\u011fdan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259n u\u015faqlar qap\u0131ya y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Qon\u015fu Leyla idi. Zeyn\u0259b anas\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n harasa getdiyini v\u0259 kims\u0259y\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mama\u011f\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259di. El\u0259 o an anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi v\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Anas\u0131 Leyla il\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018flind\u0259ki z\u0259nbild\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 var idi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n isti \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k qoxusu g\u0259lirdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri anas\u0131n\u0131n yanm\u0131\u015f barma\u011f\u0131na sata\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Leyla \u015e\u0259fiq\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259da il\u0259 \u0259zib b\u00fczd\u00fc. \u201cHarada idin, ay q\u0131z. Bu n\u0259dir, \u0259rsiz qad\u0131nsan, tezd\u0259n evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131san ev\u0259 indi g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131san. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, y\u0259qin u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n bezib, evd\u0259n ba\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7m\u0131san. Onsuz da indi moddur, g\u0259linl\u0259r 2-3 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u0259rini evd\u0259 qoyub arvad\u0131, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olan ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fulub qa\u00e7\u0131rlar\u201d.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259fiq\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n qula\u011f\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259-e\u015fid\u0259 ona bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dey\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131 bir d\u0259f\u0259lik yerind\u0259 otuzdurma\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rara ald\u0131. Leylan\u0131n qolundan tutaraq qap\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131na it\u0259l\u0259di.<\/p>\n

-E\u015fidirs\u0259n m\u0259ni. Bir daha qap\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259. \u00d6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 atan qad\u0131na ana deyilmir. M\u0259n \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini kef\u0259, h\u0259zz\u0259 satanlardan deyil\u0259m. N\u0259 namusumu sataram, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131 ataram. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k bi\u015firil\u0259n sexd\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 girmi\u015f\u0259m. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k bi\u015firib aln\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q, \u00fcz\u00fc a\u011f, namusla \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131 saxlayaca\u011fam. <\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259fiq\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 Leylan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u011flay\u0131b \u00f6vladlar\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 daxil oldu. Zeyn\u0259b anas\u0131n\u0131n yanm\u0131\u015f barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ovcunun i\u00e7in\u0259 al\u0131b doda\u011flar\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6vlad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ona \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259lh\u0259m oldu.<\/p>\n

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R\u0259hman\u0131n q\u0259fil v\u0259 vaxts\u0131z v\u0259fat\u0131 \u015e\u0259fiq\u0259ni el\u0259 sars\u0131td\u0131 ki, o, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yoxlu\u011funa inana bilmirdi. H\u0259r qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131landa R\u0259hman\u0131n i\u015fd\u0259n ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259nn edir, sonra yan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlayaraq i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. 32 ya\u015f\u0131nda 4 u\u015faqla ba\u015fs\u0131z qalmaq \u00e7\u0259tin idi. Ail\u0259ni doland\u0131rmaq, \u00f6vladlar\u0131na h\u0259m ata, h\u0259m d\u0259 ana olmal\u0131 idi. U\u015faqlar\u0131ndan yaln\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z\u0131 Zeyn\u0259b doqquzuncu sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdu. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14037","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14037","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14037"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14037\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14038,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14037\/revisions\/14038"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14037"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14037"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14037"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}