{"id":14224,"date":"2015-08-24T17:15:38","date_gmt":"2015-08-24T12:15:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14224"},"modified":"2015-08-24T17:46:10","modified_gmt":"2015-08-24T12:46:10","slug":"gunel-%c9%99jd%c9%99rqizi-h%c9%99yat-esqi-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14224","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel \u018fJD\u018fRQIZI.&#8221;H\u0259yat e\u015fqi&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/gunelxanim.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/gunelxanim-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"gunelxanim\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12663\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/gunelxanim-225x300.jpg 225w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/gunelxanim.jpg 500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259mada u\u00e7an qaranqu\u015flar bahar\u0131n g\u0259li\u015find\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi. A\u011faclar q\u0131\u015f yuxusundan oyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018ftrafda sakitlik h\u00f6km s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00dc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131na yenic\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259m qoymu\u015f Ayxan oyuncaqlar\u0131yla ba\u011f\u00e7ada oynay\u0131rd\u0131. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m 2 ayl\u0131q k\u00f6rp\u0259sini yat\u0131rdaraq h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 Ayxan\u0131 ev\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259di.  U\u015faq y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k balaca yumru \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlad\u0131 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n  as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fard\u0131. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc: \u201cYa r\u0259bb, bu iki k\u00f6rp\u0259nin taleyi nec\u0259 olacaq? Onlar\u0131 ata-ana sevgisind\u0259n m\u0259hrum etm\u0259. M\u0259ni onlardan ay\u0131rma.\u201d<br \/>\nBu an h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 yor\u011fun halda i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. \u0130lham onun ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyat olunmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn laz\u0131m olan pulu toplamaqdan \u00f6tr\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 Bak\u0131ya satma\u011fa aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.  Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sat\u0131b qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m tez \u0259l-aya\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u0130lham o\u011flunu quca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b \u00fcmid dolu s\u0259sl\u0259 \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m\u0259 dedi: \u201c\u018fzizim, haz\u0131rla\u015f, sabah Bak\u0131ya gedirik. U\u015faqlara anam baxacaq. Atam, s\u0259nin valideynl\u0259rin sabah tezden yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck. Allah \u00f6z\u00fc imdad\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7ats\u0131n\u201d.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259bn\u0259m n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259di, astadan dill\u0259ndi: \u201cS\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdin.  Nahaq yer\u0259 satd\u0131n. Onsuz da &#8230;&#8230;\u201d. \u0130lham onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131nda qoydu. \u201cM\u0259n\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n deyil, s\u0259n laz\u0131msan. Ma\u015f\u0131n s\u0259nin h\u0259yat\u0131ndan \u00f6n\u0259mlidirmi? Fikir el\u0259m\u0259, h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq\u201d.<br \/>\nErt\u0259si g\u00fcn \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m ham\u0131dan tez oyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yola d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l son d\u0259f\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcb, ox\u015famaq ist\u0259yirdi. O, s\u00fcd iyi g\u0259l\u0259n balaca Arifin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc. Doda\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 ondan ay\u0131rmad\u0131. El\u0259 bildi ki, c\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259dir. Var- g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 ana \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259v\u0259zedilm\u0259z olan bu qoxunu  i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Sonra da Ayxan\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rini ovcunun i\u00e7in\u0259 alaraq ox\u015fad\u0131, yuxudan oyanmas\u0131n dey\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc. \u00dcr\u0259yi el\u0259 \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kimd\u0259ns\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. U\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 vaxtsa \u00f6gey ana \u0259lin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sini, ana sevgisind\u0259n m\u0259hrum olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mirdi. \u018fll\u0259rini g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cM\u0259ni onlara ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, tanr\u0131m. H\u0259r \u015fey, h\u0259r m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259xsusdur. Can\u0131 ver\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ns\u0259n, alan da s\u0259n. Onlar\u0131 ana sevgisind\u0259n m\u0259hrum edib, boynu b\u00fck\u00fck b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259\u201d.<br \/>\nX\u0259st\u0259xanaya \u00e7atanda ba\u015f h\u0259kim onu g\u00f6r\u00fcb v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini soru\u015fdu. Onlar bir az g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li oldular. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 ist\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015f h\u0259kimin \u0130lhamla s\u00f6hb\u0259tin\u0259 qulaq m\u00fcsafiri oldu. H\u0259kim ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 onu \u00fcr\u0259k \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131na salma\u011f\u0131n \u0259leyhin\u0259 idi.<br \/>\n-\u0130lham,  m\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 siz\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m, indi d\u0259 deyir\u0259m. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z bu \u0259m\u0259liyyatdan \u00e7\u0131xmayacaq. Onun v\u00fccudu z\u0259if v\u0259 ar\u0131qd\u0131r. Sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131 yaln\u0131z allah\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si ola bil\u0259r. O da ki, z\u0259nnimc\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 el\u0259 q\u00fcsur var ki, onun h\u0259l\u0259 birinci \u0259m\u0259liyyatdan \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131 q\u0259rib\u0259 idi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fc var qoyun ya\u015fas\u0131n. \u0130kinci d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyata salmay\u0131n, yaz\u0131qd\u0131r. \u0130lham doluxsunmu\u015f halda son s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u0259di: \u201c\u015e\u0259bn\u0259m bu \u0259m\u0259liyyata ged\u0259c\u0259k. \u0130ki k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131m var. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259msiz biz n\u0259 ed\u0259rik. Allahdan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim\u0259 \u00fcmidim yoxdur. Yaln\u0131z allah biz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bil\u0259r. \u00dcmidimi \u00fcz\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m\u201d.<br \/>\n\u0130lham\u0131n \u015e\u0259bn\u0259min bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri e\u015fitm\u0259sind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi. Art\u0131q o \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn bir add\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131nda oldu\u011funu bilirdi. U\u015faq kimi a\u011flay\u0131b onu \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 qoymamalar\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259di. \u00d6vladlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yirdi. H\u0259yat e\u015fqi co\u015fub da\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u00fcrurlu apard\u0131. \u018fm\u0259liyyat ota\u011f\u0131na ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 \u0130lhama sar\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 ona \u0259man\u0259t etdi.<br \/>\nS\u0259kkiz saat davam ed\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r c\u0259rrahiyy\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131 \u0130lham \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259kkiz il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r oldu. Dilind\u0259 allah\u0131n ad\u0131,  g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qap\u0131da \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131n bitm\u0259sini    g\u00f6zl\u0259di. H\u0259r k\u0259s mat\u0259m i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259min \u0259m\u0259liyyat x\u0259b\u0259rini e\u015fidib ora g\u0259l\u0259n qohum-\u0259qrabalar\u0131 a\u011fla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. N\u0259hay\u0259t \u0259m\u0259liyyat ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131.<br \/>\nBa\u015f h\u0259kimin yor\u011fun v\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb dolu  simas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n \u0130lham h\u0259kimin ona qara x\u0259b\u0259ri nec\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc z\u0259nn ed\u0259r\u0259k dizl\u0259rini yer\u0259 at\u0131b h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flad\u0131. \u201cYa r\u0259bbim, m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr, onu ya\u015fat\u201d. Ax\u0131 Ayxana n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kdi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n yoxlu\u011funu nec\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259c\u0259kdi.<br \/>\nH\u0259kim aln\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259rini sil\u0259r\u0259k g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di: -\u0130lham, siz dey\u0259n oldu. Allah\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si ba\u015f verdi. Bel\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k q\u00fcsuru il\u0259 he\u00e7 kim \u0259m\u0259liyyatdan sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131xmay\u0131b. Tanr\u0131 \u015e\u0259bn\u0259mi qorudu v\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131na ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131. Bu x\u0259b\u0259r \u0130lham\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l x\u0259b\u0259r idi. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u0259nas\u0131, sevinci h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik onunla olacaqd\u0131. O, h\u0259kimin \u0259ll\u0259rini s\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6z t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc bildirdi. Tanr\u0131 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131 qorumu\u015f, ona yenid\u0259n h\u0259yat e\u015fqi vermi\u015fdi. Uca yaradana \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun&#8230;. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u0259mada u\u00e7an qaranqu\u015flar bahar\u0131n g\u0259li\u015find\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi. A\u011faclar q\u0131\u015f yuxusundan oyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018ftrafda sakitlik h\u00f6km s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00dc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131na yenic\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259m qoymu\u015f Ayxan oyuncaqlar\u0131yla ba\u011f\u00e7ada oynay\u0131rd\u0131. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m 2 ayl\u0131q k\u00f6rp\u0259sini yat\u0131rdaraq h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 Ayxan\u0131 ev\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259di. U\u015faq y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k balaca yumru \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131. \u015e\u0259bn\u0259m \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlad\u0131 ki, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fard\u0131. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14224","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14224","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14224"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14224\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14225,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14224\/revisions\/14225"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14224"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14224"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14224"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}