{"id":14370,"date":"2015-08-28T09:15:38","date_gmt":"2015-08-28T04:15:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14370"},"modified":"2015-08-28T15:20:01","modified_gmt":"2015-08-28T10:20:01","slug":"cinar%c9%99-omray-akif-s%c9%99m%c9%99d%c9%99-m%c9%99ktub","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14370","title":{"rendered":"\u00c7inar\u0259 \u00d6MRAY.”Akif S\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259ktub…”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Salam Akif b\u0259y. Nec\u0259siniz? Siz\u0259 taa uzaqdan yaz\u0131ram.
\nBir zaman insanlar\u0131n sizi incitdiyi, dostlar\u0131n \u0259sil dost olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z h\u0259min o \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n yaz\u0131ram. Siz\u0259 sevdikl\u0259rinizin yan\u0131ndan yaz\u0131ram b\u0259y. Burda h\u0259r \u015fey qoyub getdiyiniz kimidir. Biraz insanlar b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, biraz \u015f\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259i\u015fib. \u018fksin\u0259 olsayd\u0131 n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olard\u0131. H\u0259? \u015e\u0259h\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, insanlar d\u0259yi\u015fib olsayyd\u0131? Amma t\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, insanlar d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bilmirl\u0259r b\u0259y. Yax\u015f\u0131lar da \u00e7ox qalm\u0131r. Ham\u0131s\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259sirmi\u015f kimi siz olan \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rlar. \u201cdahi adil\u0259\u015f\u0259r nadan yan\u0131nda, nadan dahil\u0259\u015f\u0259r insan yan\u0131nda\u201d.
\nYax\u015f\u0131lar\u0131n siz olan t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 qa\u00e7mas\u0131 bundan olsa g\u0259r\u0259k . \u0130lk bu \u015ferinizi oxumu\u015fdum.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcld\u0259n soru\u015fan tap\u0131lm\u0131r,
\nSoru\u015furlar xardan m\u0259ni.
\n\u018fkilm\u0259mi\u015f a\u011facda nar,
\nAs\u0131n h\u0259min nardan m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131n\u0131 f\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r yaz\u0131r,
\nM\u0259zar\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r qaz\u0131r,
\nK\u0259tilim, k\u0259ndirim haz\u0131r,
\nEl\u0259m\u0259yin dardan m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Sonra sizin haqq\u0131n\u0131zda maraqlanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. M\u0259n\u0259 maraql\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259n m\u0259qamlardan biri d\u0259 o oldu ki,ham\u0131 el\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgiyl\u0259, q\u0259rib\u0259 bir g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, sizd\u0259n. \u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259li is\u0259 odur ki, kimd\u0259n soru\u015fdumsa ham\u0131 bir a\u011f\u0131zdan \u201cM\u0259rd adam olub!\u201d dedil\u0259r. Nadir adamlar olur ki, ham\u0131n\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131nda eyni c\u00fcr qala bilir. C\u00fcnki insanlar ham\u0131n\u0131 eyni c\u00fcr q\u0259bul etmirl\u0259r. Biri yax\u015f\u0131, biri pis, biri m\u0259rd, biri d\u00fcr\u00fcst kimi tan\u0131y\u0131rlar. Dem\u0259k ki, nec\u0259 var imi\u015fsinizs\u0259 el\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn\u00fcz . N\u0259 kim\u0259s\u0259 xo\u015f getsin dey\u0259 d\u00fcr\u00fcst ola bilmisiniz, n\u0259 kim\u0259s\u0259 xo\u015f olsun dey\u0259 m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259dli g\u00f6rs\u0259nibsiniz. El\u0259 ham\u0131yla oldu\u011funuz kimi olmusunuz \u2013 M\u0259rd. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu g\u00fcn ham\u0131 sizi bu s\u00f6zl\u0259 xatrl\u0131y\u0131r \u201cM\u0259rd adam olub!\u201d
\nBu yax\u0131nlarda \u0130brahim ilyasl\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 sizin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259n sonra \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f bir kitab\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etdi. M\u0259n onda daha yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131d\u0131m sizi. \u015eeirl\u0259rinizin \u00e7oxunu oxudum v\u0259 oxuduqca anlad\u0131m ki, b\u0259zi insanlar \u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259yatda olmasa da s\u00f6zl\u0259ri bel\u0259 bir k\u00fcl\u0259k kimidil\u0259r. B\u0259z\u0259n meh olurlar, s\u0259nin ruhunu dinc\u0259ldirl\u0259r, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 d\u0259li k\u00fcl\u0259k olub d\u00fcnyan\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7evr\u0259 bilirl\u0259r. S\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 ya\u015fayarlar y\u0259ni. Sizin kimi. M\u0259nc\u0259 v\u00fccud ruhun geyimidir. Allah b\u0259z\u0259n ruhumuzu el\u0259 geyindir\u0259r ki, baxarsan c\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131ndan cin \u00fcrk\u0259r, amma ruhun z\u0259nginliyini g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n v\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259rs\u0259n. B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 geyim ruhu tamamlayar ya da tam \u0259ksi. Ruhunzla, geyiminizl\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259ti xarakteriza ed\u0259n sizin o balaca insan \u00fcr\u0259yinizin prizmas\u0131ndan b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u00fcnyaya baxmaq c\u0259hdiniz\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndim.
\n\u015eeirl\u0259riniz bir da\u011f\u0131 xatrlatd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259. H\u0259r zaman varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb bel\u0259 qorxmadan ya\u015famaq olar.
\nSizin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z h\u0259m d\u0259 yazmaq ist\u0259diyiniz h\u0259sr\u0259tin ya\u015f\u0131 \u00e7oxdur, lap \u00e7ox\u2026
\nY\u00fcz ill\u0259rin o ba\u015f\u0131ndan boy g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tin \u015f\u0259klini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yir bu yaz\u0131lar.
\nB\u0259y burda h\u0259r \u015fey qoyub getdiyiniz kimidir. Bilir\u0259m narahat oldu\u011funuz bir d\u0259 Ulucay var. Bayaq dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q onla. Siz\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir o da. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi g\u00f6rs\u0259dir. \u201cYax\u015f\u0131yam\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yamay\u0131b dilin\u0259. \u018fslin\u0259 i\u00e7i s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r bilir\u0259m. N\u0259 vaxtsa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yiniz\u0259 inan\u0131r. Bu bir na\u011f\u0131l kimidir. Ger\u00e7\u0259k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilir, amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 inanmaq ona xo\u015f olur. Sizinl\u0259 d\u0259 f\u0259xr edir. El\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki, sizd\u0259n. Adam el\u0259 hey sizi ondan dinl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Rahat olun. Siz ona \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l miras\u0131 \u2013 insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 qoyub getmisiniz.
\nBu g\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn sizi sev\u0259nl\u0259r p\u0259ri\u015fand\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu g\u00fcn tam 11 il \u00f6t\u00fcr. 11il \u00f6nc\u0259 t\u0259rk etdiniz bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri d\u0259, bu insanlar\u0131 da. B\u00fct\u00fcn dostlar\u0131n\u0131z bikefdir bu g\u00fcn. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259, a\u011fclar da, otlar, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r, yamaclar da q\u0259mlidiir bu g\u00fcn. H\u0259r birinin h\u0259min g\u00fcnl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 \u00f6z xatir\u0259si var. Hani bir s\u00f6z var deyerl\u0259r ki, \u201cb\u0259z\u0259n el\u0259 yanarsan ki, i\u00e7d\u0259n. \u00f6zd\u0259 t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259-t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259\u201d . Bax\u0131n bu g\u00fcn sizin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 dostunuz g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259 el\u0259 yan\u0131r. H\u0259tta istisi bizi d\u0259 qars\u0131r. Sizin yoxlu\u011funuza g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f q\u0259d\u0259r yan\u0131b istisini i\u00e7l\u0259rin\u0259 udan insanlar da var.
\nBu g\u00fcn sizi sev\u0259nl\u0259r ham\u0131 sizd\u0259n yaz\u0131r b\u0259y. Ham\u0131 bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r yaz\u0131lar\u0131nda da olsa sizi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. Amma bilmirl\u0259r ki, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yla \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259km\u0259zl\u0259r! G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n r\u0259ngi olmur.
\nM\u0259ktubumu burda tamaml\u0131y\u0131ram. B\u0259y m\u0259n inan\u0131ram sizl\u0259rin bizi g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259. H\u0259rd\u0259n babama da bel\u0259 m\u0259ktub yaz\u0131ram. Burda olanlardan, o ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n. M\u0259n m\u0259ktublar\u0131mda babama \u201cDa\u015fla\u015fm\u0131\u015f sevgim\u201d dey\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t edir\u0259m. siz\u0259 d\u0259 da\u015fla\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u015fairim des\u0259m olarm\u0131 b\u0259y?
\nAllah s\u0259n\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin da\u015fla\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u015fairim!<\/p>\n

\u00c7inar\u0259 \u00d6mray<\/p>\n

\u00c7atacaq: Akif S\u0259m\u0259d\u0259<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Salam Akif b\u0259y. Nec\u0259siniz? Siz\u0259 taa uzaqdan yaz\u0131ram. Bir zaman insanlar\u0131n sizi incitdiyi, dostlar\u0131n \u0259sil dost olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z h\u0259min o \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n yaz\u0131ram. Siz\u0259 sevdikl\u0259rinizin yan\u0131ndan yaz\u0131ram b\u0259y. Burda h\u0259r \u015fey qoyub getdiyiniz kimidir. Biraz insanlar b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, biraz \u015f\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259i\u015fib. \u018fksin\u0259 olsayd\u0131 n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olard\u0131. H\u0259? \u015e\u0259h\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, insanlar d\u0259yi\u015fib olsayyd\u0131? Amma t\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, insanlar d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":984,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14370","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14370","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/984"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14370"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14370\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14418,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14370\/revisions\/14418"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14370"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14370"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14370"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}