{"id":14444,"date":"2015-08-28T15:25:22","date_gmt":"2015-08-28T10:25:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14444"},"modified":"2015-08-28T17:17:07","modified_gmt":"2015-08-28T12:17:07","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-ayiriliq-g%c9%99lir%c9%99m-dey%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14444","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”Ay\u0131r\u0131l\u0131q g\u0259lir\u0259m dey\u0259r…”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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AYB, DGTYB v\u0259 \u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin \u00fczv\u00fc,
\nAz\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc<\/p>\n

\u201cT\u00fcrkl\u0259rd\u0259 bel\u0259 bir s\u00f6z var: \u201cA\u015fk geliyorum demez, ama gidiyorum der\u201d. M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu s\u00f6z\u00fc xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, n\u0259s\u0259 d\u00fcz deyil. O d\u00fcz olmayan is\u0259 budur: \u201d Ayr\u0131l\u0131q g\u0259lir\u0259m dey\u0259r\u201d. H\u0259\u2026 dey\u0259r\u2026 Vallah, dey\u0259r\u2026 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259n b\u0259rk sev\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 dey\u0259r ha! H\u0259r adama da yox! O b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk sevdiyimizi sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z da b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z boyu yaln\u0131z bir n\u0259f\u0259r olar\u2026 Ondan \u0259vv\u0259lkil\u0259ri na\u011f\u0131l, ondan sonrak\u0131lar\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259lli bilirik. Bil\u0259-bil\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q. B\u0259s neyniy\u0259k?! Ax\u0131 \u00e7ar\u0259 varm\u0131 ki?! Ax\u0131 o ilahi sevgi c\u0259mi bir d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259lir \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259, bir meh kimi sad\u0259c\u0259 xo\u015fhalland\u0131r\u0131r, bir sel kimi qaba\u011f\u0131na qat\u0131b apar\u0131r, da\u011fa-da\u015fa \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131r, a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da sevirik, bir ocaq kimi \u201ciki da\u015f\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u201d yand\u0131r\u0131r, yand\u0131r\u0131r\u2026 v\u0259 bird\u0259n\u2026 Biz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, q\u0259fil g\u0259ldiyi kimi d\u0259 q\u0259fil gedir. Yox! Gedi\u015fin\u0259 haz\u0131rlay\u0131r bizi\u2026 Qram-qram dadd\u0131r\u0131r \u201cO\u201dnsuzlu\u011fu\u2026 Dada-dada doymuruq h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n. Yap\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n \u201cb\u0259lk\u0259\u201dli \u00fcmidl\u0259rin. S\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr bizi, heyy\u2026 V\u0259 bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu gedi\u015fi unutmuruq. Unutmaq n\u0259di ey, \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n bu gedi\u015fi ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q\u2026\u201d \u00c7oxdand\u0131 yazmaq ist\u0259yirdim ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259li\u015find\u0259n. \u00c7oxdand\u0131 beynimd\u0259di. \u00d6t\u0259n ilin noyabr\u0131n 5-d\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Onda Bak\u0131ya yen\u0259 G\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 getmi\u015fdim. Onda R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin \u201c\u00c7iy\u0259l\u0259k qad\u0131n\u201d kitab\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259qdimat\u0131 idi. Onda o kitab\u0131 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 \u0259lim\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. D\u00fcz G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259d\u0259k oxumu\u015fdum. D\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 oxudu\u011fum da \u201d Bir d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k\u201d \u015feiri olmu\u015fdu. Xo\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m\u2026 \u201cBu \u201cxo\u015flamaq\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lir b\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259. Xo\u015flad\u0131qlar\u0131m da bu d\u00fcnyaya aid olmur. M\u0259nim kimi bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n q\u0259ribi, q\u0259rib\u0259si olur\u2026 Qon\u015fu qad\u0131nlar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan \u201csalam\u201d verm\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 arxamca gicgahlar\u0131na qald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0259had\u0259t barma\u011f\u0131 kimi xo\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m he\u00e7 bir \u015fey yoxdu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259mizd\u0259\u2026 V\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 bildiyim c\u0259mi iki n\u0259f\u0259t var ucunu-buca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259diyim k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259\u2026 O iki n\u0259f\u0259rin birind\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00e7iy\u0259l\u0259k \u0259tri g\u0259lir. \u00c7\u00fcnki, \u0259tir sat\u0131r. V\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyir\u0259m:-Ay xala, \u0259tirl\u0259rin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259lini \u00f6z\u00fcn se\u00e7irs\u0259n ki! V\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt da ondan \u0259tir alm\u0131ram. Adam \u0259tird\u0259n tan\u0131yar adam\u0131. Iki adam eyni qoxuludursa, vay o g\u00fcn\u0259!!! Dem\u0259k ki, \u00e7ox \u015fey m\u0259nas\u0131zla\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u2026 Dem\u0259k ki, n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 hardasa adil\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcz tutmu\u015f\u2026 Dem\u0259k ki, \u201cayr\u0131l\u0131q g\u0259lir\u0259m deyir\u201d\u2026 R\u0259\u015fad m\u00fc\u0259llimin bir \u201d \u018ftir\u201d \u015feiri var:\u201dIfsenloren\u201d qar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n \u201cHermes\u201d\u0259,B\u0259nz\u0259r olan \u0259tirl\u0259ri d\u0259yi\u015fdir.Mesajlar\u0131 eyni yolla h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259,Cavablar\u0131 y\u0131\u011fan yeri d\u0259yi\u015fdir\u2026Ox\u015far olan h\u0259r m\u0259kandan uzaqla\u015f,H\u0259r ki\u015fini \u00f6z \u0259triyl\u0259 qoxla s\u0259n.B\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259ri, sif\u0259tl\u0259ri qar\u0131\u015fsa,Yadda\u015f\u0131nda \u0259tirl\u0259rl\u0259 saxla s\u0259n! Oturub uzun-uzun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr adam\u2026 Kimin qoxusu qal\u0131b burnunda? Kimin \u0259tri hopub xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259? O q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259nin qaba\u011f\u0131nda tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m el\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 cavab idi ki\u2026 \u201cU\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ke\u00e7diyi o da\u011f k\u0259ndind\u0259 balaca bir q\u0131z vard\u0131. Qapqara\u2026 Anadan olanda n\u0259n\u0259si demi\u015fdi:-Nec\u0259 d\u0259 balacad\u0131! Bundan u\u015faq olmaz! Bax, o \u201cu\u015faq olma\u011f\u0131na\u201d \u00fcmid edilm\u0259y\u0259n balaca q\u0131z u\u015faq olmad\u0131 da\u2026 El\u0259 tez b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc ki\u2026 Onu d\u0259rdl\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc. Onu \u00e7atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 arzular\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc. Onu itirdiyi \u00fcmidl\u0259r \u201cqocaltd\u0131\u201d\u2026 Sa\u00e7\u0131 a\u011farmad\u0131, yox!! Beli d\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fclm\u0259di. \u00dcmidl\u0259ri q\u0131r\u0131\u015fd\u0131, xatir\u0259l\u0259ri \u0259sa ald\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259. O balaca qara q\u0131z\u0131n sevdiyi bir m\u0259\u015f\u011fuliyy\u0259ti vard\u0131.
\nQ\u0131\u015f gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 neft lampas\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131 qaralm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 baxmaq\u2026 Baxa-baxa da yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b o lampadan g\u0259l\u0259n yan\u0131q qoxusunu ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k\u2026 Burnumda t\u00fctd\u00fcy\u00fcm bu qoxu idi R\u0259\u015fad m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u015feirini oxuyandan sonra. V\u0259 o yan\u0131q qoxusu sad\u0259c\u0259, lampadan g\u0259lmirdi. Uzaqda, \u00e7ox uzaqda qalan u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan g\u0259lirdi. \u201cU\u015faq olmayan\u201d balaca, qaraca q\u0131z\u0131n qoxusu idi\u2026\u201d \u0130ndi yayd\u0131\u2026 \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn el\u0259 bir an\u0131ndayam ki\u2026K\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259y\u0259m kimi g\u0259lir m\u0259n\u0259. Bu k\u00f6rp\u00fcy\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlara bax\u0131ram. Orda dola\u015f\u0131q izl\u0259r d\u0259 var\u2026 Muncuq kimi d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri d\u0259\u2026 V\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u00fcyl\u0259 yolun qov\u015fa\u011f\u0131nda ki\u00e7ik bir kitab var. \u201c\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn xatir\u0259 kitab\u0131\u201d hesab el\u0259yir\u0259m onu. Orda 2014-c\u00fc ilin 5 noyabr\u0131nda \u201c\u00c7iy\u0259l\u0259k qad\u0131n\u201d adl\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131l \u00fczl\u00fc bir kitab var\u2026 I\u00e7in\u0259 d\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid yaz\u0131b:\u201d\u015e\u0259fa V\u0259liy\u0259 u\u011furlar arzusuyla\u2026\u201d Bu s\u0259hif\u0259d\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc bu yana bir arzu as\u0131l\u0131b add\u0131mlar\u0131mdan. Ka\u015f ki, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti ad g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 Bak\u0131da olayd\u0131m. R\u0259\u015fad m\u00fc\u0259llim m\u0259n\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir kitab h\u0259diyy\u0259 edib yazayd\u0131:\u201d\u015e\u0259fa V\u0259linin ad g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fcbar\u0259k!\u201d Ama, g\u0259lmir\u0259m Bak\u0131ya. O ba\u015f\u0131 dumanl\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 x\u0259yall\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n yen\u0259 k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m\u2026 Bar\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131m da k\u00fcsd\u00fcy\u00fcm kimi olacaq, bilir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc\u2026 Q\u0259fil k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m Bak\u0131dan\u2026 Q\u0259fil d\u0259 bar\u0131\u015faca\u011fam\u2026 Ama, bu arzumun yerin\u0259 yetm\u0259sini d\u0259 ist\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259ni t\u0259brik edin, R\u0259\u015fad m\u00fc\u0259llim! \u00c7\u00fcnki, m\u0259n d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt \u201cBak\u0131ya g\u0259lir\u0259m!\u201d-demir\u0259m. \u201cBak\u0131dan gedir\u0259m!-dey\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259\u2026 \u201cG\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m!\u201d-deyir\u0259m!
\n\u015e\u0259fa V\u0259li (G\u0259nc\u0259)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

AYB, DGTYB v\u0259 \u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc \u201cT\u00fcrkl\u0259rd\u0259 bel\u0259 bir s\u00f6z var: \u201cA\u015fk geliyorum demez, ama gidiyorum der\u201d. M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu s\u00f6z\u00fc xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, n\u0259s\u0259 d\u00fcz deyil. O d\u00fcz olmayan is\u0259 budur: \u201d Ayr\u0131l\u0131q g\u0259lir\u0259m dey\u0259r\u201d. H\u0259\u2026 dey\u0259r\u2026 Vallah, dey\u0259r\u2026 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259n b\u0259rk […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14444","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14444","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14444"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14444\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14449,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14444\/revisions\/14449"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14444"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14444"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14444"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}