{"id":14453,"date":"2015-08-28T13:30:13","date_gmt":"2015-08-28T08:30:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14453"},"modified":"2015-08-28T16:37:07","modified_gmt":"2015-08-28T11:37:07","slug":"m%c9%99n-ol%c9%99nd%c9%99-aglamayin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14453","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011flamay\u0131n\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"

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V\u0259siyy\u0259t edir\u0259m bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011flamay\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

Atam a\u011flama, q\u0131z\u0131m a\u011flama\u2026 Anam onsuz da a\u011flamaz, qarda\u015f\u0131m da ki, \u00f6ls\u0259m d\u0259, x\u0259b\u0259r tutmaz\u2026<\/p>\n

Sabiq sevgilim, \u0259rim sevin\u0259r ki, can\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n qurtar\u0131b\u2026<\/p>\n

Onsuz da m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m bir g\u00fcn\u2026 \u00d6l\u00fcm haqqd\u0131r\u2026 A\u011flayan\u0131m \u00e7\u0259tin olar, bilir\u0259m, \u0259min\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259ni s\u00f6zd\u0259 sev\u0259nl\u0259r \u00e7oxdur, amma q\u0259lb\u0259n sev\u0259nl\u0259r yoxdur, \u00e7oxunu q\u0259lb\u0259n sevs\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259n\u2026 Dost sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m insanlar bel\u0259 s\u0259mimi, a\u00e7\u0131q s\u00f6zl\u00fc, c\u0259sur ola bilmirl\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259yus olursan, pe\u015fiman olursan, susursan, i\u00e7in\u0259 sal\u0131rsan, \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n, t\u0259klikd\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan\u2026 M\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r bu?! \u018fsla!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 \u015f\u0259ri\u0259t qanunlar\u0131 il\u0259 basd\u0131rmay\u0131n m\u0259ni\u2026 Dua oxumay\u0131n q\u0259brimin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259\u2026 Ruhumu dualar xilas etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k\u2026 G\u00fcnahlar\u0131m savablar\u0131mdan \u00e7oxdur, yerim c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259mdir, onsuz da bilir\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

Yaradan\u0131 aldatmaq olmaz, insanlar\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc aldada bils\u0259k d\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259, dan\u0131\u015fmay\u0131n arxamca, n\u0259 pisliy\u0259 do\u011fru, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011fa, ad\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yin, yad etm\u0259yin m\u0259ni\u2026 Kim\u0259 laz\u0131mam ax\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

T\u0259m-t\u0259raql\u0131 yas verm\u0259yin, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmay\u0131n kim\u0259s\u0259, yas m\u0259rasimi olmas\u0131n, y\u0131\u011fmay\u0131n camaat\u0131, g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin onsuz da ya\u015fayan zaman tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131m, m\u0259rsiy\u0259 dem\u0259yin, g\u0259lm\u0259sin molla, oxumas\u0131n yasda, salavat \u00e7evirm\u0259yin\u2026 Ruhumu aldatmay\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyada itirilmi\u015f insanlar\u0131 o d\u00fcnyada bunlar xilas ed\u0259n deyil\u2026<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fama\u011fa davam edin, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra\u2026 Yas saxlamay\u0131n \u0259sla\u2026 Layiq deyil\u0259m\u2026 G\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 bat\u0131b gedir\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

A\u011flama q\u0131z\u0131m, s\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 balaca u\u015faqsan, m\u0259n olmasam da, ya\u015faya bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, nec\u0259 ki, m\u0259nsiz ya\u015fay\u0131rsan\u2026 Onsuz da yoxam 1 ildir h\u0259yat\u0131nda\u2026 N\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k var olsam, yox olsam? He\u00e7 n\u0259!<\/p>\n

Sirr deyil h\u0259yat\u0131m, sirr deyil kimliyim, yaz\u0131lar\u0131m, fikirl\u0259rim\u2026 M\u0259nd\u0259n sizl\u0259r\u0259 ancaq m\u0259niml\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r ola bil\u0259r\u2026 Bir d\u0259 pe\u015fiman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q, m\u0259yusluq ki, vaxt\u0131nda m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r ver\u0259 bilm\u0259diniz\u2026<\/p>\n

Sa\u011f olanda qiym\u0259t verm\u0259dinizs\u0259, sa\u011fk\u0259n qiym\u0259t verm\u0259yiniz siz\u0259 laz\u0131m deyildirs\u0259, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonrak\u0131 qiym\u0259tiniz m\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131m olmayacaq\u2026<\/p>\n

Sa\u011fk\u0259n xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259dinizs\u0259, xo\u015f v\u0259 dar g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 yan\u0131mda olmad\u0131n\u0131zsa, n\u0259y\u0259 laz\u0131m m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 bax\u0131b, xat\u0131rlamaq, pe\u015fiman olmaq?!<\/p>\n

Vaxt\u0131nda sevdiyinizi m\u0259ni dem\u0259mi\u015fdinizs\u0259, torpa\u011fa basd\u0131r\u0131lan zaman \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131 atan zaman sevdiyinizi m\u0259ni dem\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil\u2026 Riyakar olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bezdirdi m\u0259ni\u2026 \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m ki, q\u0259br \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259siniz, \u018fl Fatih\u0259 deyib, dan\u0131\u015fas\u0131n\u0131z m\u0259nl\u0259, ruhumu narahat ed\u0259siniz\u2026 Qoyun \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcm yerd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u2026 He\u00e7 olmazsa. q\u0259brimd\u0259, ruhumu rahat burax\u0131n!<\/p>\n

Yas saxlamay\u0131n, a\u011flamay\u0131n, dua oxumay\u0131n\u2026 M\u00fcs\u0259lman kimi m\u00fcs\u0259lman deyilsiniz\u2026 Bu c\u00fcr qondarma qanunlar, ad\u0259tl\u0259r laz\u0131m deyil m\u0259n\u0259\u2026 \u0130nsan kimi insan olmad\u0131n\u0131zsa, \u0259sl m\u00fcs\u0259lman, xristian, y\u0259hudi ola bilm\u0259dinizs\u0259, he\u00e7 olmazsa, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 insan olun, m\u00fcs\u0259lman, dindar olun\u2026 \u00d6l\u00fcm haqqd\u0131r, bu g\u00fcn m\u0259ni apard\u0131 o d\u00fcnyaya, n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 kim var \u018fzrailin siyas\u0131nda, \u0259c\u0259l kimi aparacaq n\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259f\u0259 kim bilir ax\u0131?!<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, xatir\u0259l\u0259riml\u0259, x\u0259yallar\u0131mla ya\u015famay\u0131n!<\/p>\n

\u00d6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fay\u0131n, riyakar olmay\u0131n, sevirsinizs\u0259, susmay\u0131n\u2026 N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, gec deyil, sa\u011fd\u0131r sevdiyiniz insan!<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnel F\u0259rhadq\u0131z\u0131 Emin<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

V\u0259siyy\u0259t edir\u0259m bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n\u2026 M\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011flamay\u0131n\u2026 Atam a\u011flama, q\u0131z\u0131m a\u011flama\u2026 Anam onsuz da a\u011flamaz, qarda\u015f\u0131m da ki, \u00f6ls\u0259m d\u0259, x\u0259b\u0259r tutmaz\u2026 Sabiq sevgilim, \u0259rim sevin\u0259r ki, can\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n qurtar\u0131b\u2026 Onsuz da m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m bir g\u00fcn\u2026 \u00d6l\u00fcm haqqd\u0131r\u2026 A\u011flayan\u0131m \u00e7\u0259tin olar, bilir\u0259m, \u0259min\u0259m\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259ni s\u00f6zd\u0259 sev\u0259nl\u0259r \u00e7oxdur, amma q\u0259lb\u0259n sev\u0259nl\u0259r yoxdur, \u00e7oxunu q\u0259lb\u0259n sevs\u0259m […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14453","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14453","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14453"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14453\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14454,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14453\/revisions\/14454"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14453"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14453"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14453"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}