{"id":14532,"date":"2015-08-30T17:30:57","date_gmt":"2015-08-30T12:30:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14532"},"modified":"2015-08-30T18:04:09","modified_gmt":"2015-08-30T13:04:09","slug":"v%c9%99fa-murs%c9%99lqizi-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14532","title":{"rendered":"V\u0259fa M\u00dcRS\u018fLQIZI.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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C\u00dcC\u018fR\u0130R!<\/p>\n

N\u0259 \u0259kir\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259,
\nK\u0259d\u0259rin ta\u011f\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rir,
\nD\u0259rdi n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259md\u0259,
\nBa\u015f\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rir!<\/p>\n

\u00dcmidl\u0259ri b\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n,
\nG\u0259li\u015fini ist\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n,
\nYollar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rir.<\/p>\n

Yuxu tapmayan \u015fairin,
\nD\u0259rdin atmayan \u015fairin,
\nGec\u0259 yatmayan \u015fairin,
\nS\u0259h\u0259r vara\u011f\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rir,<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259sini da\u011flamaqdan,
\nGed\u0259nl\u0259ri saxlamaqdan,
\nBu qad\u0131n\u0131n a\u011flamaqdan,
\nBa\u015f\u0131, aya\u011f\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rir.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcv\u0259ndiyim da\u011flar<\/p>\n

Bu h\u0259sr\u0259tin \u015faxtas\u0131ndan,
\nSa\u00e7\u0131m a\u011fappaqd\u0131r g\u00fcl\u00fcm.
\nS\u0259n g\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259n da\u011f deyil\u0259m,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 qar ya\u011fd\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcm!<\/p>\n

Viran\u0259d\u0259n ba\u011fm\u0131 olar?
\nRuhsuz candan, sa\u011fm\u0131 olar?
\nDa\u011f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259n da\u011fm\u0131 olar?
\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 qar ya\u011fd\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

“Su g\u0259ldi arxa dolmad\u0131”
\nD\u0259rdimiz xalxa qalmad\u0131,
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 arxa olmad\u0131,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 qar ya\u011fd\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcm!<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 <\/p>\n

Yolunda bir qara da\u015fa d\u00f6n\u0259r\u0259m,
\nK\u00fcs\u0259r\u0259m, ged\u0259r\u0259m, ba\u015fa d\u00f6n\u0259r\u0259m,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qa\u015fa d\u00f6n\u0259r\u0259m,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259 qa\u015f\u0131n, var dem\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259!<\/p>\n

Harda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcbd\u00fcr bel\u0259 od-ocaq?
\nBir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyunca \u00fcr\u0259k yanacaq,
\nAt\u0259\u015fim oz\u00fcm\u00fc yand\u0131r\u0131r ancaq,
\nM\u0259n od par\u00e7as\u0131yam, qor dem\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259!<\/p>\n

Daha qovu\u015fama\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ar\u0259simi var?
\nHardasa qurtar\u0131r ba\u015flayan yollar,
\nS\u0259n ki, \u00f6zg\u0259sinin h\u0259md\u0259mis\u0259n yar,
\nM\u0259ni yaralay\u0131b, yar dem\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259!<\/p>\n

M\u018fN EL\u018f H\u018fM\u0130N\u018fM <\/p>\n

M\u0259n el\u0259 h\u0259min\u0259m,ay d\u0259li adam,
\nQa\u015f\u0131m g\u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 o , g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm d\u0259 o,
\nS\u0259n qoyub ged\u0259nd\u0259n he\u00e7 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259dim,
\n\u0130\u015fim g\u00fcc\u00fcm d\u0259 o, v\u0259rdi\u015fim d\u0259 o.<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x birc\u0259 k\u0259r\u0259,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ordad\u0131r ayaq izl\u0259rim,
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 dilim\u0259 yalan g\u0259lm\u0259yir,
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 u\u015faq t\u0259k safd\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 inan\u0131ram yalan dey\u0259nd\u0259,
\nYen\u0259 boylan\u0131ram yolara tez -tez,
\nYen\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131ram ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda,
\n\u00c7\u0259kilib bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 s\u0259ssiz -s\u0259mirsiz.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259ri yata bilmir\u0259m.
\nS\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k oya\u011fam d\u00fcz\u00fcn bilirs\u0259n,
\nYen\u0259 o \u00fcr\u0259yi da\u015f\u0131y\u0131ram m\u0259n ,
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn bilirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

O s\u0259ns\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fib g\u0259l\u0259n b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r,
\nSin\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n boyda da\u015f g\u0259zdirirs\u0259n,
\nM\u0259ni itir\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bir ovuc ya\u015f g\u0259zdirirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Yaman s\u0131n\u0131xm\u0131san, \u0259zik-\u0259ziks\u0259n.
\nM\u0259n susdum, q\u0131naya bilm\u0259dim s\u0259ni,
\nM\u0259n el\u0259 h\u0259min\u0259m , s\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fmis\u0259n,
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla tan\u0131ya bilm\u0259dim s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra!<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00e7ox \u015feyi bildim.
\nS\u0259n bunlar\u0131 dem\u0259mi\u015fdin m\u0259n\u0259.
\nAdamlar\u0131n adlar\u0131n\u0131n \u018fli, V\u0259li, Fatma, Sona yox,
\nX\u0259yan\u0259t, sevgi, q\u00fcrur, k\u0259d\u0259r, qorxu oldu\u011funu.
\n\u018fslind\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259tir sa\u00e7m\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, sad\u0259c\u0259 ar\u0131lar\u0131 yoldan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.
\nAdamlar \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc aldatmaqla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurmu\u015f v\u0259
\n\u00f6l\u00fcm an\u0131nda ancaq \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nhalall\u0131q almal\u0131ym\u0131\u015f.
\nS\u0259n bunlar\u0131 dem\u0259mi\u015fdin.
\nA\u011f\u0131n qara, sevincin k\u0259d\u0259r, h\u0259yat\u0131n bir ad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm olu\u011funu.
\nQad\u0131nlar\u0131n ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259n daha g\u00fccl\u00fc oldu\u011funu v\u0259
\nki\u015fil\u0259rin yetimliyini da\u015f\u0131ya bildiyini, dem\u0259mi\u015fdin.
\nDem\u0259mi\u015fdin \u018fn g\u00fccl\u00fc insanlar\u0131n
\nh\u0259yatda iki \u015feyd\u0259n qorxdu\u011funu
\nX\u018fYAN\u018fTD\u018fN v\u0259 T\u018fNHALIQDAN.
\n\u018fn h\u00fcnd\u00fcr boylu ki\u015fil\u0259rin \u0259n c\u0131l\u0131z qad\u0131nlar\u0131n arxas\u0131nda t\u0259klikd\u0259n gizl\u0259n\u0259 bildiyini.
\nTikan batan balaca \u0259ll\u0259rimi \u00f6p\u0259nd\u0259
\nqanamayan yaralar\u0131n daha \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da dem\u0259mi\u015fdin.
\n\u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259rin g\u00fcl, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi yazda c\u00fcc\u0259rdiyini,
\nd\u00fcnyada xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n daha insafs\u0131z he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.
\nS\u0259n \u00e7ox \u015feyi dem\u0259din.
\nBir d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki dem\u0259din……
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00e7ox \u015feyi \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259liydim, ata!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

C\u00dcC\u018fR\u0130R! N\u0259 \u0259kir\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259, K\u0259d\u0259rin ta\u011f\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rir, D\u0259rdi n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259md\u0259, Ba\u015f\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rir! \u00dcmidl\u0259ri b\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n, G\u0259li\u015fini ist\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n, Yollar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n, G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rir. Yuxu tapmayan \u015fairin, D\u0259rdin atmayan \u015fairin, Gec\u0259 yatmayan \u015fairin, S\u0259h\u0259r vara\u011f\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rir,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14532","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14532","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14532"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14532\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14535,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14532\/revisions\/14535"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14532"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14532"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14532"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}