{"id":14607,"date":"2015-09-02T20:30:04","date_gmt":"2015-09-02T15:30:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14607"},"modified":"2015-09-02T22:13:40","modified_gmt":"2015-09-02T17:13:40","slug":"nadir-ziyadli-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14607","title":{"rendered":"Nadir Z\u0130YADLI.\u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Qad\u0131n\u0131m m\u0259nim<\/p>\n

Qon\u015fular\u0131n
\np\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 .
\ndostlar\u0131n t\u0259s\u0259llil\u0259ri
\ntan\u0131\u015flar\u0131n soyuq bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda
\nbac\u0131m ..qarda\u015f\u0131m
\nd\u00fcm a\u011f par\u00e7aya b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f
\ntabutumun \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259
\ng\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131dacaqlar..
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131dacaqlar
\ntabutum
\nh\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xana q\u0259d\u0259r…
\nSonra
\nh\u0259r biri ba\u015f al\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259k
\n\u00f6z i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259..
\n\u00f6z i\u00e7l\u0259rin\u0259…
\nv\u0259
\n\u00f6z i\u00e7l\u0259rind\u0259 axtaracaqlar m\u0259ni..<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259
\nhe\u00e7 k\u0259sin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m yad\u0131na..
\nU\u015faqlar\u0131m da \u00f6z sevgil\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r
\naxtaracaqlar m\u0259ni….
\nBirc\u0259
\nh\u0259r an
\nm\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flayan
\ns\u0259n qalacaqsan<\/p>\n

16.08.2015<\/p>\n

\u00d6T\u00dcR BU QATAR<\/p>\n

S\u0259n oxu q\u0259lbimi, oxu bu ax\u015fam
\nQoy s\u0259sin, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc qaytars\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259.
\nM\u0259n el\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259m, bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259sinl\u0259 g\u0259ldim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l ist\u0259r\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 var -d\u00f6vl\u0259t
\nBir \u015firin t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm, t\u0259\u015fn\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n.
\nBu pay\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 , son yarpaq kimi,
\nS\u0259nin bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nla, \u00f6l\u0259siy\u0259m M\u018fN…<\/p>\n

S\u0259nimi ox\u015fay\u0131m, k\u00f6vr\u0259k \u00e7ic\u0259yim
\nM\u0259n qoca pay\u0131zam, s\u0259ns\u0259 ilk bahar.
\nS\u0259ni ox\u015fama\u011f\u0131m, bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil
\nEl\u0259 bizli, bizsiz \u00f6t\u00fcr bu qatar..<\/p>\n

27.09.2014.<\/p>\n

XATIRLA M\u018fN\u0130\u2026<\/p>\n

M\u0259nsizliyin, g\u00fcl\u00fcm, s\u0259ni s\u0131xanda
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n yana\u011f\u0131ndan axanda,
\nQ\u0259mli duran s\u00f6y\u00fcdl\u0259r\u0259 baxanda \u2013
\nXat\u0131rla m\u0259ni…<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 yada g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin h\u0259sr\u0259ti,
\nUnsuf g\u0259zs\u0259n bu at\u0259\u015fi, n\u0259f\u0259si
\nS\u0259n e\u015fits\u0259n nal\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n qu s\u0259si \u2013
\nXat\u0131rla m\u0259ni…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y gurlasa, \u015fim\u015f\u0259k \u00e7axsa q\u0259fild\u0259n,
\nT\u0259s\u0259llisiz nida qopsa q\u0259lbind\u0259n,
\nSoru\u015fsalar itkin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f sevgind\u0259n
\nXat\u0131rla m\u0259ni…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n qa\u00e7aq d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 yuxular,
\nYata\u011f\u0131na dolsa soyuq, \u015faxta, qar,
\nO i\u015f\u0131qdqa g\u00f6rs\u0259n t\u0259nha k\u00f6lg\u0259 var \u2013
\nXat\u0131rla m\u0259ni…
\nXat\u0131rla m\u0259ni…<\/p>\n

30.08.1984.<\/p>\n

GEC\u018f N\u018f\u011eM\u018fS\u0130<\/p>\n

Axar bulaqlar\u0131n \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131nda,
\nGec\u0259 qu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131nda,
\n\u00dcrk\u0259k ulduzlar\u0131n par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131nda,
\nBu gec\u0259 bahara qay\u0131tmaq olmur,
\nBu gec\u0259 gec\u0259ni ay\u0131ltmaq olmur.<\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7\u0131nda bir isti n\u0259f\u0259sin yad\u0131,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 mas-mavi d\u0259nizin ad\u0131,
\nBu gec\u0259 yol al\u0131r pay\u0131za sar\u0131,
\nBugec\u0259 n\u0259m dad\u0131r pay\u0131z\u0131n dad\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 pay\u0131zdan ayr\u0131lmaq \u00e7\u0259tin,
\nBu gec\u0259 bahara qay\u0131tmaq olmur.
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n giziltil\u0259rimd\u0259n,
\nQa\u015f\u0131mda donacaq ilk heyr\u0259timd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259n,
\nBir sar\u0131 gec\u0259ni soraqlar gec\u0259,
\nQaranl\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 say\u0131qlargec\u0259,
\n\u018flimin i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar,<\/p>\n

\u018flimi bahara \u00e7atd\u0131ra bilmir,
\nBu gec\u0259 bahara qay\u0131tmaq olmur,
\nBu gec\u0259 ba\u011flan\u0131b bahara yollar,
\nBu gec\u0259 yuxumda bir g\u00f6z\u0259l a\u011flar,
\nDuyumlar i\u00e7ind\u0259, hissl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nBu gec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 pay\u0131z bay\u0131lar,<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131z\u0131n sap-sar\u0131 qollar\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259,
\nBahara t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n yollar\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259,
\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131lar n\u0259s\u0259..
\nBu gec\u0259 na\u011fillar \u00fcnvan ist\u0259y\u0259r,
\nBir \u00fcr\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259r g\u00fcman ist\u0259y\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Hardasa, hardasa xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259,
\n\u015e\u0259bn\u0259m\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f otlar g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259r,
\nBu gec\u0259 buludlar q\u0259mimd\u0259n doymur,
\nBu gec\u0259 o \u00fcr\u0259k, o g\u00fcman han\u0131,
\nBu gec\u0259 bahara qay\u0131tmaq olmur.<\/p>\n

29.11.1982.Bak\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Qad\u0131n\u0131m m\u0259nim Qon\u015fular\u0131n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 . dostlar\u0131n t\u0259s\u0259llil\u0259ri tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131n soyuq bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 alt\u0131nda bac\u0131m ..qarda\u015f\u0131m d\u00fcm a\u011f par\u00e7aya b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f tabutumun \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131dacaqlar.. G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131dacaqlar tabutum h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xana q\u0259d\u0259r… Sonra h\u0259r biri ba\u015f al\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259k \u00f6z i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259.. \u00f6z i\u00e7l\u0259rin\u0259… v\u0259 \u00f6z i\u00e7l\u0259rind\u0259 axtaracaqlar m\u0259ni..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14607","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14607","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14607"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14607\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14617,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14607\/revisions\/14617"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14607"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14607"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14607"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}