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S\u0259f\u0259r \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kgilin getdiyini bil\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilmirdi. Qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda \u0259lind\u0259ki st\u0259kan\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131 yer\u0259. St\u0259kan \u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik oldu:
\n–\tAx\u0131 niy\u0259? O ana-bala siz\u0259 neyl\u0259mi\u015fdi? Yetim q\u0131z idi, ay ana. N\u0259 vermi\u015fdiz ala bilm\u0259diniz?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 o\u011flunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmasa da s\u0259sinin tonunu qald\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

–\t H\u0259ddini bil, qar\u015f\u0131nda yad qad\u0131n yoxdu. Ananla bac\u0131n var. Poz\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 co\u015fmusan? B\u0259lk\u0259 bizi d\u00f6y\u0259s\u0259n? <\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bac\u0131s\u0131na tutur:
\n–\tS\u0259n nec\u0259 q\u0131zsan? Biz Fidanla bir yerd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 pisliyi ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi?<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259niz: – Pisliyi o idi ki, ad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bat\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nacan o\u011flan g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r stulu \u0259liyl\u0259 a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131: – Yaland\u0131, \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 inanmaram. \u015e\u0259r at\u0131rs\u0131z. M\u0259n onlar\u0131 tapacam. Tapanda is\u0259 ana, s\u0259n\u0259 and i\u00e7ir\u0259m, Fidan menim arvad\u0131m olacaq. Bug\u00fcn harda olsa axtar\u0131b tapacam.
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C\u0259mil\u0259: – H\u0259ddini bil S\u0259f\u0259r. O q\u0131z\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 yerl\u0259-yeksan ed\u0259r\u0259m, amma imkan verm\u0259r\u0259m arvad\u0131n olsun. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r cavab qaytarma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131z oldu\u011funu yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. Evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na oturdu, d\u0259li kimi s\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018ftrafa baxa-baxa ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 g\u0259ldi s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00dcmid edirdi ki, Fidangili g\u00f6r\u0259r, geri qaytarar. Tapa bilm\u0259di, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 rola s\u00f6yk\u0259yib s\u0259ssizc\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259nizl\u0259 anas\u0131 divanda oturmu\u015fdular, ikisi d\u0259 susurdu. Sakit\u00e7iliyi Ayb\u0259niz pozdu:
\n–\tS\u0259f\u0259ri he\u00e7 vaxt bel\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim. Fidan\u0131 do\u011frudan sevirmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259: – Ka\u015f \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n qovard\u0131m onlar\u0131, ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n. Heyf, \u00e7ox heyf…
\nAyb\u0259niz: Atama n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yik?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Qarda\u015f\u0131na n\u0259 demi\u015fiks\u0259 onu. Ufff, lap yorulub \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. El\u0259 bil bu boyda \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ondan ba\u015fqa q\u0131z yoxuydu. Getdi kimi sevdi.
\nAyb\u0259niz : Zamanla unudacaq. Bu boyda \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 hardan tapacaq onlar\u0131?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – T\u0259ki…\u0130lk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc olur. T\u0259ki dediyin kimi olsun q\u0131z\u0131m.
\nAyb\u0259niz maraql\u0131 bax\u0131\u015flarla anas\u0131na baxd\u0131, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ydi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r kor-pe\u015fman ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. He\u00e7 n\u0259 yem\u0259di, yata\u011f\u0131na \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc atd\u0131. Birc\u0259 \u00fcmid yeri vard\u0131, o da Fidan m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kdi. Onda \u00fcr\u0259yini a\u00e7maq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi, evl\u0259nm\u0259k t\u0259klifi ed\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u018fmin idi, Fidans\u0131z h\u0259yat ona b\u0259db\u0259xtlikd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yor\u011funlu\u011fu \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n oxunurdu. G\u0259nc s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcl\u0259ri olan Rafiq\u0259 bir-birinin ard\u0131nca suallar verirdi:
\n–\t M\u0259n olmayanda evd\u0259 n\u0259 yenilik olub? <\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n Rafiq\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kgil bar\u0259d\u0259 ciddi t\u0259nbeh etmi\u015fdi. Rafiq iyirmi ild\u0259n \u00e7oxdur K\u0259rimgild\u0259 ba\u011fban i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f Hac\u0131 H\u00fcseynin o\u011fludur. Atas\u0131n\u0131n xahi\u015fi il\u0259 Rafiqi K\u0259rim i\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 Rafiqin \u0259d\u0259b-\u0259rkanl\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n da b\u00f6y\u00fck rolu vard\u0131.
\n–\tH\u0259r \u015fey siz qoydu\u011funuz kimidir, yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. – Lap yax\u015f\u0131.
\n–\tYaman yorulmu\u015fam, \u00f6z\u00fcd\u0259 b\u0259rk acm\u0131\u015fam. Ged\u0259k g\u00f6r\u0259k xan\u0131mlar n\u0259 i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rimi evd\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015fqa ham\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 mebel sexini b\u0259han\u0259 etdi ki, i\u015fini qurandan ev\u0259 gec-gec g\u0259lir. K\u0259rim ac oldu\u011fundan hamama ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259di. S\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n bir qad\u0131n plovu qoydu. K\u0259rim qad\u0131n ged\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259d\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 soru\u015fmad\u0131. Qad\u0131n getdi. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim – Bu kimdi?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – T\u0259z\u0259 a\u015fpaz\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131. T\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259si b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr. D\u00fcnya m\u0259tb\u0259xini d\u0259 \u0259zb\u0259r bilir.
\n–\tLap yax\u015f\u0131,Adil\u0259 xan\u0131m han\u0131?
\n–\tAdil\u0259 xan\u0131m s\u0259h\u0259tiyl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 icaz\u0259 ist\u0259di.
\n–\tB\u0259s \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k?
\n–\t\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k h\u0259r halda Lidya q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li deyildi.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fm\u0259sin. – \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kgili qovmusan C\u0259mil\u0259, h\u0259? C\u0259mil\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 gizl\u0259tm\u0259yin m\u0259nas\u0131z oldu\u011funu anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131: – M\u0259cbur qald\u0131m. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yin \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 problemim yoxdur. Q\u0131z\u0131 Fidan m\u0259ni buna m\u0259cbur etdi.
\nAyb\u0259niz anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259t verdi: – Vallah ata, o s\u0259nin g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn kimi q\u0131z deyil. K\u0259rim – S\u0259sini k\u0259s, ota\u011f\u0131na get. Ayb\u0259niz aya\u011fa qalxanda K\u0259rim stola yumruq vurdu, C\u0259mil\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131 :
\n–\tS\u0259n\u0259 kim dedi onlar\u0131 qov? Bu evd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xan\u0131m kimi niy\u0259 aparm\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 – S\u0259sini qald\u0131rma K\u0259rim. H\u0259l\u0259 bir yiy\u0259siz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ail\u0259mizd\u0259 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t yaratma. Unutma, s\u0259nin ail\u0259n bizik.
\n–\t Bir saat vaxt\u0131n var, bu rusu r\u0259dd el\u0259din el\u0259din, el\u0259m\u0259din g\u0259lib qolundan tutub atacam bay\u0131ra. O ki qald\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259, aram\u0131zda u\u00e7urumlar yarad\u0131rsan. Daha do\u011frusu, \u00e7oxdan yaratm\u0131san.
\nK\u0259rim penc\u0259yini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Rafiq\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r: – M\u0259ni otel\u0259 apar Rafiq. He\u00e7 olmasa, ba\u015f\u0131m dinc\u0259l\u0259r. C\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rimin arxas\u0131nca qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, dedikl\u0259rini e\u015fidir. Art\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 anlay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, aralar\u0131nda u\u00e7urum var. K\u0259rimin \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. C\u0259mil bunu a\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015fkar hiss edirdi.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r 2 g\u00fcn m\u0259kt\u0259bin qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, Fidandan x\u0259b\u0259r-\u0259t\u0259r yox idi. Dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilmirdi. O ki, qald\u0131 Fidanla anas\u0131na, taleh onlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 gah g\u00fcl\u00fcr, gah da \u00fcz \u00e7evirir.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259nin \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kgili qovdu\u011fu g\u00fcn kiray\u0259 ev tapmaq niyy\u0259ti il\u0259 k\u00f6\u015fkd\u0259n q\u0259zet ald\u0131lar. Evl\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 elanlar\u0131 oxudular. Kiray\u0259 veril\u0259n evl\u0259rin qiym\u0259ti qan\u0131 qiym\u0259tin\u0259 idi. Ana-bala parkda oturdular. Orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n da onlardan bir az k\u0259narda oturmu\u015fdu. <\/p>\n

Fidan: – El\u0259 bil d\u0259d\u0259l\u0259rinin qiym\u0259tini yaz\u0131blar. \u0130ndi n\u0259 ed\u0259k?
\n \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k – Bir az t\u0259mkinli ol. Allah b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fc.
\n–\t Vallah ana, Allah da el\u0259 bil bizim kimil\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcz d\u00f6nd\u0259rib.
\n–\tH\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faqsan, n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131 k\u0259narda dinl\u0259y\u0259n qad\u0131n dill\u0259ndi : – Anan d\u00fcz deyir q\u0131z\u0131m. Allah\u0131n a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 kim a\u00e7a bilmir. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, qalma\u011fa yer axtar\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? S\u00f6hb\u0259tinizi e\u015fitm\u0259li oldum. Qon\u015fumuz Rusiyaya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr, yax\u015f\u0131 adam axtar\u0131rlar ki, evl\u0259rini versinl\u0259r.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 sevinc\u0259k bir-biril\u0259rinin \u00fczl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k: – Ne\u00e7\u0259 otaqd\u0131?
\n–\t2 otaqd\u0131. Otaqlar deyim b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr, yalan dey\u0259r\u0259m. \u00c7ox baha da vermir. Pis insana ox\u015fam\u0131rs\u0131z bac\u0131, amma indid\u0259n deyim, hamam-tualet \u00fcmumidir.
\n \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k – Problem yoxdur. Ad\u0131n\u0131z n\u0259dir?
\n–\t C\u0259mil\u0259di.
\nFidan qad\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259n kimi x\u0259fifc\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc. Qad\u0131n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\n–\tBizi evind\u0259n qovan xan\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 C\u0259mil\u0259ydi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fck. ( \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131z\u0131na tutur) g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n? C\u0259mil\u0259nin d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131lar\u0131 olur.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259 onlara qo\u015fuldu, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259yib g\u00fcld\u00fc: – Ada\u015f\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kgili qon\u015fular\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015f etdi. Qon\u015funun \u0259ri Cavad 3 ay\u0131n pulunu \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n ist\u0259di, \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k verdi. Do\u011frudan evin otaqlar\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck deyildi, lakin s\u0259liq\u0259li t\u0259mir olunmu\u015fdu. \u018f\u015fyalar\u0131 da vard\u0131. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr edirdi, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131z\u0131na tutdu:
\n–\t Allah bir qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flayanda, bir qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131r deyir\u0259m, inanm\u0131rsan.
\n–\t\u0130nand\u0131m, inand\u0131m. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, bu gec\u0259 rahat yatacam. Birc\u0259 i\u015f tapmaq qald\u0131.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k: – M\u0259kt\u0259bi qurtarmam\u0131\u015f i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259yi yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xart. N\u0259di? Deyirs\u0259n, bu boyda \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 i\u015f tap\u0131lmayacaq?
\nFidan – Onsuzda m\u0259kt\u0259bi qurtarma\u011f\u0131ma az qal\u0131b. Onda i\u015f tapacam, s\u0259n evd\u0259 oturarsan.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k – Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa bax, el\u0259 bil dan\u0131\u015fan evin ki\u015fisidir.
\n Ana-bala g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r bug\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bin qaba\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7ox g\u00f6zl\u0259di, Fidan\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz i\u015f\u0259 sald\u0131, s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Fidan da ara m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 girdi.
\nBir-biril\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259dil\u0259r.
\nSon z\u0259ng oldu. S\u0259f\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259di, yen\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259yus oldu. Fidan son z\u0259ngin\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sonradan bac\u0131s\u0131 Ayb\u0259niz anas\u0131n\u0131n tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Guya Fidan m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n \u00e7oxdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131bd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259rin utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u0259kt\u0259b direktorundan Fidan\u0131 soru\u015fmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdil\u0259r.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r inan\u0131rd\u0131 bir g\u00fcn Fidan\u0131 tapacaq, sad\u0259c\u0259, zaman\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259kan\u0131 m\u0259chul idi.
\nK\u0259rim son vaxtlar ev\u0259 ya he\u00e7 g\u0259lm\u0259zdi, ya da gec g\u0259l\u0259rdi. C\u0259mil\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259sind\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nirdi, indi is\u0259 qad\u0131n hissl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nib \u0259min idi. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim oteld\u0259ydi. Bu oteld\u0259 K\u0259rim\u0259 x\u00fcsusi h\u00f6rm\u0259t vard\u0131. Qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc, K\u0259rim qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n bir az g\u0259nc qad\u0131n f\u00fcsunkar geyimi il\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil oldu.
\nK\u0259rim ” xo\u015f g\u0259ldin ” deyib qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Be\u015f deqiqeden sonra ota\u011f\u0131n telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. K\u0259rim qad\u0131na dedi: – Sifari\u015f vermi\u015fdim, cavab ver.
\nQad\u0131n d\u0259st\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc: – Allo, allo…
\n D\u0259st\u0259yin o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n cavab ver\u0259n olmad\u0131, adboy verildi:
\n–\tAdboy verdil\u0259r. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim d\u0259st\u0259yi qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131, n\u00f6mr\u0259ni y\u0131\u011fd\u0131:
\n–\t Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 bundan \u0259vv\u0259l ota\u011f\u0131ma z\u0259ng g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Kim idi?
\n D\u0259st\u0259yin o bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n o\u011flan cavab verdi. – Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n K\u0259rim b\u0259y, i\u015f\u00e7i t\u0259z\u0259dir, qaydalar\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilmir.
\n–\tBa\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, kim idi?
\n–\tBir xan\u0131m idi.
\nK\u0259rim diqq\u0259tl\u0259 yan\u0131ndak\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131. Qad\u0131n da dey\u0259s\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nK\u0259rim ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 be\u015f m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li binan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. Qad\u0131n K\u0259rimin \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu:
\n–\tS\u0259nc\u0259, arvad\u0131nd\u0131?
\n–\tBilmir\u0259m, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nir\u0259m.
\n–\t\u018fg\u0259r evind\u0259 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t olsa, aradan \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m.
\nK\u0259rim qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc: – Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259rn\u0259n yorma. G\u00f6z\u0259lliyini qoru.
\nQad\u0131n K\u0259rimin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc: – Gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259.
\n–\tXeyir\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcm z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259m, nigaran qalma.
\nQad\u0131n ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. K\u0259rim blokun qaranlq olu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcr.
\nK\u0259rim – G\u00f6zl\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m. Blok qaranl\u0131qd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir. K\u0259rim qad\u0131nla ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259c\u0259n qalx\u0131r, qap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, sonra geri qay\u0131d\u0131r.
\nEv\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259 qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda onu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. K\u0259rimi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. – Xo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n.
\nK\u0259rim art\u0131q \u0259min idi, z\u0259ng ed\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259ydi: – Niy\u0259 yatmam\u0131san?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 K\u0259rimi s\u00fczd\u00fc: – R\u0259hm\u0259tlik n\u0259n\u0259m dey\u0259rdi ki, bizim qad\u0131nlar do\u011fuldu\u011fu g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259db\u0259xtdil\u0259r. Bug\u00fcn r\u0259hm\u0259tliyin dedikl\u0259rini daha yax\u015fi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m.
\nK\u0259rim susdu, dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fc yoxuydu, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini C\u0259mil\u0259d\u0259n gizl\u0259dirdi.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259: – S\u0259n yatacaqsan, ya i\u015fin var?
\n–\tYatacam.
\n–\t Lap yax\u015f\u0131, gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259 qals\u0131n. Qism\u0259t…
\n C\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, K\u0259rimin yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di, ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259ni asta-asta qalxd\u0131. K\u0259rim g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yer\u0259 dikmi\u015fdi, n\u0259 is\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r k\u0259s yayda dinc\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, kas\u0131blar rayona qohum-\u0259qrabas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na ged\u0259nd\u0259, imkanl\u0131lar da xarici \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259ri g\u0259zirdi. K\u0259riml\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259 aras\u0131ndak\u0131 soyuqluq h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qalmaqdayd\u0131, S\u0259f\u0259r is\u0259, a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 mebel sexin\u0259 gedib-g\u0259lirdi. Tez-tez ma\u015f\u0131nla \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri g\u0259zirdi ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 Fidanla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015far.
\nBu \u0259r\u0259f\u0259d\u0259 Ayb\u0259niz d\u0259 yolda bir o\u011flanla tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015fdu, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. O\u011flandan kimin q\u0131z\u0131 oldu\u011funu gizl\u0259tmi\u015fdi. \u00c7ox ist\u0259yirdi, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 onu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 sevsin.<\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yin sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131nda son vaxtlar probleml\u0259r yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yi s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, a\u011fz\u0131 sulan\u0131rd\u0131, deyirdi ki, el\u0259 bil a\u011fz\u0131ma z\u0259h\u0259r qoyublar. Arada q\u0131z\u0131yla zarafatlar da edirdi: – Bax ha, bird\u0259n \u0259c\u0259l m\u0259ni h\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259r, anas\u0131z qalarsan.
\n Fidan anas\u0131n\u0131n zarafatlar\u0131n\u0131 ciddi q\u0259bul el\u0259y\u0259rdi, anas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlay\u0131b u\u015faq kimi a\u011flayard\u0131. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259rdi.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yin qan analizl\u0259rini bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra Fidan g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259liydi. \u00c7ox nigaran idi anas\u0131ndan. H\u0259r g\u00fcn dua ed\u0259rdi, anas\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131 buna g\u0259lsin. Anas\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 i\u015f\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 qoymazd\u0131.Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc gedirdi, anasn\u0131 \u0259v\u0259z edirdi. <\/p>\n

Fidan ofisi silib-s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259r, g\u00fcnorta i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rin yem\u0259yini haz\u0131rlayar, g\u0259nc m\u00fcdiri \u018fl\u00f6vs\u0259tin bir fincan kofesini g\u0259l\u0259n kimi haz\u0131rlayar, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoyard\u0131.
\nBug\u00fcn d\u0259 Fidan i\u015fd\u0259ydi. Ofisin m\u0259tb\u0259xind\u0259 \u018fl\u00f6vs\u0259t\u0259 kofe haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Fincan \u0259lind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, kofe yer\u0259 da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. Fidan i\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259r m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 girdi. Fidan qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 adam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi: – S\u0259f\u0259r, s\u0259n burda neynirs\u0259n?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r Fidan\u0131 tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevincd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirdi, u\u015faq kimi a\u011flamaq ist\u0259yirdi. Birc\u0259 – tapd\u0131m – dey\u0259 bildi. Fidanla S\u0259f\u0259r bir-biril\u0259rinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Fidan t\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259, qeyri-ixtiyari olaraq el\u0259 bil S\u0259f\u0259ri g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 sevinirdi.<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131 var\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u0259f\u0259r \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kgilin getdiyini bil\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilmirdi. Qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda \u0259lind\u0259ki st\u0259kan\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131 yer\u0259. St\u0259kan \u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik oldu: – Ax\u0131 niy\u0259? O ana-bala siz\u0259 neyl\u0259mi\u015fdi? Yetim q\u0131z idi, ay ana. N\u0259 vermi\u015fdiz ala bilm\u0259diniz? C\u0259mil\u0259 o\u011flunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmasa da s\u0259sinin tonunu qald\u0131rd\u0131: – H\u0259ddini bil, qar\u015f\u0131nda yad qad\u0131n yoxdu. Ananla bac\u0131n var. Poz\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 co\u015fmusan? […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14614","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14614","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14614"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14614\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14616,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14614\/revisions\/14616"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14614"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14614"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14614"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}