{"id":14783,"date":"2015-09-09T10:00:15","date_gmt":"2015-09-09T05:00:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14783"},"modified":"2015-09-09T22:22:32","modified_gmt":"2015-09-09T17:22:32","slug":"s%c9%99hriyy%c9%99-q%c9%99z%c9%99nf%c9%99rqizi-bu-da-bizim-mal-qara","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14783","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259hriyy\u0259 Q\u018fZ\u018fNF\u018fRQIZI.”Bu da bizim mal- qara”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Nar\u0131n, h\u0259zin ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r. Q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n g\u00fccl\u0259nir, sonra yen\u0259 d\u0259 yava\u015f\u0131y\u0131r. H\u0259rd\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damc\u0131lar\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r qar d\u0259n\u0259cikl\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259yir. Havada u\u00e7u\u015furlar. Nec\u0259 d\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r. H\u0259zin meh onlar\u0131 qonmaq ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri yerd\u0259n uza\u011fa at\u0131r. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 insanlar tez-tez ora- bura qa\u00e7\u0131rlar. Kimi evin\u0259, kimi ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na t\u0259l\u0259sir.Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir yolla \u00f6zl\u0259rini qoruma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan yaman qorxurlar.
\n Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin \u00e7irkab\u0131n\u0131 tam yumam\u0131\u015f sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. Ondan bel\u0259 qorxub qa\u00e7an insanlardan incidi o da. Az da olsa a\u011faclar\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri, evl\u0259rin dam\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259di bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f. N\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259dir. Toyuqlar ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan qorxmurdular. Sevindikl\u0259rind\u0259n oynay\u0131r, qanad a\u00e7\u0131b u\u00e7ma\u011fa can at\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\n Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f alt\u0131nda dayan\u0131b t\u0259bi\u0259ti seyr etm\u0259k z\u00f6vqvericidir. Insanlar niy\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131r ax\u0131? Bu sual m\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 maraqland\u0131r\u0131b. M\u0259n anama s\u00f6z vermi\u015f\u0259m, ata oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rk etm\u0259r\u0259m. M\u0259g\u0259r k\u0259ndd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b t\u0259hsil almaq olmazm\u0131? K\u0259ndd\u0259 d\u0259bl\u0259 geyinm\u0259k olmazm\u0131? Olar. M\u0259n k\u0259ndd\u0259 d\u0259 ham\u0131dan se\u00e7ilir\u0259m. Bel\u0259 deyirl\u0259r. Yox, m\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259timiz\u0259, evimiz\u0259, h\u0259tta toyuq-c\u00fcc\u0259miz\u0259 \u00e7ox ba\u011fl\u0131yam. Qon\u015fudak\u0131 o balaca ke\u00e7i balas\u0131n\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131 \u0259mm\u0259yin\u0259 baxmaq m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259sl z\u00f6vqd\u00fcr. H\u0259l\u0259 peyinin iyi… Onu niy\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259nmirl\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 anlam\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Anam m\u0259n u\u015faq olanda m\u0259ni \u00e7ox h\u0259kiml\u0259rd\u0259 g\u0259zdirib. Ham\u0131s\u0131 da normal u\u015faq oldu\u011fumu deyibl\u0259r. Anam da hirsind\u0259n:
\n -Budur normal? Peyin, qaz, n\u00f6y\u00fct iyin b\u0259y\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n normal u\u015faq olar? Yox, balam\u0131n n\u0259 d\u0259rdi varsa , tapa bilmirl\u0259r. Ay Allah hara apar\u0131m bunu g\u00f6r\u0259n? Kim\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rim?- \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00fcsyan edirdi.
\n M\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 anama bax\u0131b:- ax\u0131 peyinin g\u00f6z\u0259l iyi var. Anam niy\u0259 m\u0259ni x\u0259st\u0259 hesab edir? – deyirdim. El\u0259 indi d\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn peyinin iyi \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l iyl\u0259rd\u0259n biridir. N\u0259 is\u0259. Yen\u0259 qon\u015fu Tamara xala g\u0259ldi.
\n-Salam, bala. Anan evd\u0259?- Tamara xala m\u0259ni t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n d\u0131rna\u011fa el\u0259 s\u00fczd\u00fc ki, el\u0259 bil birinci d\u0259f\u0259dir m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcr.
\n– Salam, Tamara xala. Yox, anam \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 gedib , bac\u0131mgil\u0259. Iki-\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn\u0259 ancaq g\u0259l\u0259r.
\n-Boy, b\u0259s s\u0259n t\u0259k qalm\u0131san? Bu mal- qaraya kim baxacaq? – Tamara xalan\u0131n \u00fcz ifad\u0259sini tam oxuya bilm\u0259dim. Sevindimi, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndimi? Dey\u0259s\u0259n, sevindi. Amma o \u00f6z\u00fcnu t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259n\u0259n kimi g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.
\n-Ay Tamara xala , el\u0259 d\u0259 mal-qara deyirs\u0259n ki, guya n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r heyvan\u0131m\u0131z var. C\u0259mi alt\u0131 hindu\u015fkad\u0131, bir d\u0259 toyuq-c\u00fcc\u0259. Onlara da ki… M\u0259n b\u0259s burda n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u0259m? Baxacam da. Qon\u015fu \u0259lini \u00e7iynim\u0259 vurub- S\u0259n haa- deyib el\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc ki, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndim. ” Y\u0259ni m\u0259n bunu bacarmaram?” dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259mi Tamara xala k\u0259sdi. Sanki bunu m\u0259n g\u00fccl\u0259 saxlam\u0131\u015fam kimi:
\n -Yax\u015f\u0131, ala-ala bu qutab\u0131. M\u0259ni s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 tutma. Dedim bi\u015firir\u0259m, \u0259tri ged\u0259r siz\u0259 d\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 deyil. Tez bo\u015fqab\u0131m\u0131 qaytar amma -deyib m\u0259ni t\u0259l\u0259sdirdi. Tez m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7ib qutablar\u0131 ba\u015fqa bo\u015fqaba qoyub onun bo\u015fqab\u0131n\u0131 qaytard\u0131m. Hec yumad\u0131m da. Tamara xala da bo\u015fqaba bax\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131b getdi. Arxas\u0131nca deyinm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015fladim:
\n– N\u0259di? Bo\u015fqab\u0131 yuyub qaytarmazlar. Aman h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 deyib -Sonra i\u00e7imd\u0259ki bir s\u0259s m\u0259n\u0259 dedi: ” anam deyib ki, halva bo\u015fqab\u0131n\u0131 yumam\u0131\u015f qaytararlar. Y\u0259qin, yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259si idi. N\u0259 is\u0259 \u0259\u015fi. Yumad\u0131m yumad\u0131m da.
\n \u018fyl\u0259\u015fib qutablar\u0131 ya\u011flad\u0131m. Q\u0131rxbu\u011fum qutab\u0131yd\u0131. Amma \u00e7ox l\u0259zz\u0259tli idi. Lap yerin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yoxsa durub yem\u0259k bi\u015fir\u0259c\u0259kdim. Ancaq anam\u0131n evd\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 Tamara xalan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ifad\u0259 he\u00e7 beynimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131.
\n \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r atam sa\u011f olanda h\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259 mal-qara \u00e7ox olard\u0131. Atam satmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn saxlam\u0131rd\u0131. Toyda, yasda k\u0259s\u0259rdi. Evimiz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qonaq- qaral\u0131 olard\u0131. H\u0259r qonaq g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bir qoyun k\u0259sil\u0259rdi. Israf\u00e7\u0131yd\u0131 m\u0259nim atam. O heyvanlar\u0131 satsayd\u0131q, indi evimiz- e\u015fiyimiz k\u0259ndd\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131nk\u0131ndan g\u00f6z\u0259l olard\u0131. Ancaq indi ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda d\u0259hliz\u0259 vedr\u0259, m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 l\u0259y\u0259n qoyuruq ki, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f onun i\u00e7in\u0259 ya\u011fs\u0131n. Eh n\u0259 bilim e.
\n Atam \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra o heyvanlar\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 k\u0259sildi yasda bi\u015firildi, yar\u0131s\u0131 sat\u0131ld\u0131 ba\u015f da\u015fi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Qoyunlar\u0131n da \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tin qonum- qon\u015fu gec\u0259l\u0259r bir- bir o\u011furlad\u0131lar. Anam\u0131n da ba\u015f\u0131 yasa el\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, he\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qoyun- quzu g\u00f6rs\u0259nmirdi. Ondan sonra c\u0259mi alt\u0131 hindu\u015fkam\u0131z qal\u0131b.
\n Hindu\u015fkalara anam el\u0259 baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, hindu\u015fkadan \u00e7ox quzuya ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r\u0259si bir quzu \u00e7\u0259kid\u0259ydi. D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 Tamara xala hindu\u015fkalar\u0131 ona satma\u011f\u0131 ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Anamsa, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 deyirdi:
\n– R\u0259hm\u0259tlik ki\u015fi o q\u0259d\u0259r mal- heyvan\u0131 satmad\u0131, m\u0259n hindu\u015fka satacam? Onlar m\u0259nim q\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131nd\u0131. H\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131ma iki hindu\u015fkad\u0131. Biri C\u0259nan\u0259min, biri C\u0259mal\u0259min, biri K\u0259mal\u0259mindir.
\n Ilk d\u0259f\u0259 Tamara xala hindu\u015fkan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ” Ay aman , s\u0259n bir bunun d\u00fcmb\u0259yind\u0259ki ya\u011fa bax” deyib t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini el\u0259 b\u0259r\u0259ltmi\u015fdi ki, el\u0259 bil h\u0259d\u0259q\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131.
\n” D\u00fcmb\u0259k” s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 Tamara xalan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 yenid\u0259n yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm.
\n Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f yen\u0259 ya\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Darvazan\u0131 ba\u011flamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Qay\u0131danda hindu\u015fkalara da, toyuqlara da baxd\u0131m. \u00d6z- \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 dedim: \u201cBu gec\u0259 yatmayacam. S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131landa gedib \u0259mimi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131racam , bizd\u0259 qals\u0131n”
\n Qutab\u0131 yey\u0259nd\u0259n sonra i\u00e7im\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. El\u0259 oturdu\u011fum yerd\u0259 yuxu m\u0259ni apard\u0131. Ki\u00e7ik \u00f6l\u00fcm m\u0259ni buraxmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Xoruzun s\u0259sin\u0259 yuxudan ay\u0131ld\u0131m.
\n Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f b\u0259rq vururdu. G\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fc t\u0259r-t\u0259miz idi. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131 art\u0131q q\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131r\u0131i. Yerd\u0259ki sular yava\u015f- yava\u015f buxarlan\u0131rd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. H\u0259y\u0259tin da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q olmas\u0131 ilk olaraq diqq\u0259timi c\u0259lb etdi. N\u0259rdivan\u0131n yeri d\u0259yi\u015filmi\u015fdi. Tez hindu\u015fkalar\u0131n yan\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131m.Yoxdular. Yer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r l\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r, a\u015fm\u0131\u015f l\u0259y\u0259n, l\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n a\u015f\u0131b ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f su m\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Dizl\u0259rim taq\u0259tini itirdi. Bu da bizim mal- qara.
\n Anam art\u0131q yolda idi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Nar\u0131n, h\u0259zin ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r. Q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n g\u00fccl\u0259nir, sonra yen\u0259 d\u0259 yava\u015f\u0131y\u0131r. H\u0259rd\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damc\u0131lar\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r qar d\u0259n\u0259cikl\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259yir. Havada u\u00e7u\u015furlar. Nec\u0259 d\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r. H\u0259zin meh onlar\u0131 qonmaq ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri yerd\u0259n uza\u011fa at\u0131r. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 insanlar tez-tez ora- bura qa\u00e7\u0131rlar. Kimi evin\u0259, kimi ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na t\u0259l\u0259sir.Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir yolla \u00f6zl\u0259rini qoruma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan yaman qorxurlar. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14783","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14783","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14783"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14783\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14790,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14783\/revisions\/14790"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14783"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14783"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14783"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}