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S\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Hiss etdi ki, Fidana qar\u015f\u0131 etdiyi h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259n utand\u0131. Siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131b i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Fidanda o biri t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, asta add\u0131mlarla S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. He\u00e7 n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmadan sevgilisinin qoluna girdi, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 onun \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoydu.
\n – Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla.
\n– \u018fksin\u0259, s\u0259n ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni. Hissl\u0259rim\u0259 z\u0259if d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.
\n– M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 haz\u0131r deyil\u0259m.
\n– Toydan \u0259vv\u0259l ya\u015famaq olmaz. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m.
\n – S\u0259n\u0259 vurmaq ist\u0259mirdim.
\n – Onda k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc al.
\n– Nec\u0259?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r zarafata ke\u00e7di.
\n– \u00d6z\u00fcn fikirl\u0259\u015f.
\nFidan S\u0259f\u0259rin dama\u011f\u0131na qoydu\u011fu siqareti yer\u0259 atd\u0131, S\u0259f\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259di.
\n– Bug\u00fcn \u015f\u0131ltaq g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u00fcr dey\u0259s\u0259n.
\nFidan dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131na birl\u0259\u015fdirdi. S\u0259f\u0259r qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131q verdi. Birlikd\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n arxa olturaca\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7dil\u0259r.
\n***
\nS\u0259f\u0259r Fidan\u0131 m\u0259hl\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259tirdi.
\nFidan – Anamla salamla\u015fmayacaqsan?
\n– Ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131zdan sonra utan\u0131ram.
\nFidan g\u00fcl\u00fcr – D\u0259lis\u0259n vallah.
\n– Sa\u011f ol ki, m\u0259n\u0259 etibar el\u0259din. S\u00f6z verir\u0259m, bir aya toyumuzu ed\u0259c\u0259m. O g\u00fcn\u00fc sebrsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m.
\n– \u0130n\u015fallah.
\nFidan ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. <\/p>\n

***
\nAx\u015fam S\u0259f\u0259r ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\n– Ax\u015fam\u0131n xeyir ata.
\nK\u0259rimin kefi yox idi.
\n– Ax\u015fam\u0131n xeyir. \u00c7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcm?
\n– Pis olmaz.
\nK\u0259rim o\u011fluna da \u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fc. Qabaq – qaba\u011fa oturdular. \u0130kisi d\u0259 susurdu. S\u0259f\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc toplad\u0131, s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 giri\u015f verdi
\n– Son g\u00fcnl\u0259r yaman fikirlis\u0259n. D\u0259rdin n\u0259di ata?
\n– Bac\u0131nla d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 qorxum \u0259n \u00e7ox s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259ydi. Qorxurdum s\u0259ni \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259r\u0259m, sirda\u015fdan \u00e7ox ata-o\u011ful qalma\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan qorxurdum.
\n– S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u0259n yax\u0131n sirda\u015f\u0131msan ata. S\u0259n olmasayd\u0131n, Fidanla ni\u015fanlana bilm\u0259zdim. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, aram\u0131zda sirda\u015f olan t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259m.
\n– Vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atanda s\u0259n\u0259 bug\u00fcn utan\u0131b deye bilm\u0259dikl\u0259rimi dey\u0259c\u0259m. \u00dcmid edir\u0259m, m\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, m\u0259n\u0259 haqq ver\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. M\u0259n\u0259 bir az vaxt ver.
\n– Ata, haqq\u0131nda kim n\u0259 deyir desin, hans\u0131 s\u0259hvi edirs\u0259n et, m\u0259n s\u0259nin yan\u0131nda olacam.
\n– Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, yava\u015f – yava\u015f haz\u0131rla\u015f. Avqustdan sonra toy el\u0259m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131. \u00c7ox ni\u015fanl\u0131 qalmaq el\u0259 bilirs\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r?
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131 ata. Biz evl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n sonra burda ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131q?
\n– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 yox! Birg\u0259 ev d\u0259 axtar\u0131n tap\u0131n. Tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z evi almaq m\u0259nim boynuma. N\u0259 is\u0259 o\u011flum, gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259 qals\u0131n. S\u0259h\u0259r tez durmal\u0131yam.
\n– Gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259 ata.
\n***
\nS\u0259h\u0259r K\u0259rimgil s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131nda bir-biril\u0259rini salamlamaqdan ba\u015fqa bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259smirdil\u0259r.
\nHe\u00e7 kimin dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa hal\u0131 yox idi. K\u0259rim arada C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li aparm\u0131rd\u0131. Daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 vecin\u0259 deyildi. Arada bez\u0259nd\u0259 ipl\u0259rin tamam k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirdi. Ev telefonuna g\u0259l\u0259n z\u0259ng Ayb\u0259nizin qorxmas\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b oldu, \u0259lini qarn\u0131na qoydu. C\u0259mil\u0259 t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs q\u0131z\u0131na baxd\u0131. Xadim\u0259 qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lir, telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr
\n– Allo… B\u0259li… Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259…
\nXadim\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 tutur
\n– Sizi ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Aynur xan\u0131md\u0131.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi xadim\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131r. Xadim\u0259 otaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Aynur, nec\u0259s\u0259n? N\u0259 vaxt g\u0259lmis\u0259n? \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, oteld\u0259n g\u0259lib g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259m. Naraha olma, 10 d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacam evd\u0259n. Nec\u0259 sevindirdin m\u0259ni. Yax\u015f\u0131, yax\u015f\u0131. Sa\u011f ol.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoydu.
\n– Almaniyada ya\u015fayan refiqem Aynur qay\u0131d\u0131bd\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – R\u0259hm\u0259tlik \u018fl\u00f6vs\u0259t day\u0131n\u0131n arvad\u0131 Aynur xala?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Aha,
\nK\u0259rim – Rafiq\u0259 dey\u0259r\u0259m aparar s\u0259ni.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – B\u0259lk\u0259 bir-iki h\u0259ft\u0259 qald\u0131lar bizd\u0259.
\nK\u0259rim – Qald\u0131lar dey\u0259nd\u0259, kim-kim g\u0259lir?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Q\u0131z\u0131 Lamiy\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.
\nK\u0259rim – Qals\u0131nlar. Aynur \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 insand\u0131.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Atan\u0131zla t\u0259z\u0259 evl\u0259nmi\u015fdik. Bal ay\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 onlarda ke\u00e7irdik. Onlar bizd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l evl\u0259nmi\u015fdil\u0259r. \u0130ki il u\u015faqlar\u0131 olmad\u0131. \u0130ndi Lamiy\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n bir ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fc.
\nK\u0259rim – \u018fl\u00f6vs\u0259t indi ist\u0259m\u0259sin, m\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdi.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Ruhu \u015fad olsun.
\nK\u0259rim aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131 – Amin. Yax\u015f\u0131, m\u0259n getdim i\u015f\u0259.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, K\u0259rimi qap\u0131yacan yola sald\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nca \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, ayaqqablar\u0131n\u0131 geyinirdi.
\n– H\u0259l\u0259lik, i\u015f\u0259 gecikm\u0259yim.
\n– El\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131n ki, guya m\u00fcdir yox, i\u015f\u00e7is\u0259n. Guya bilmir\u0259m, o ifrit\u0259ni h\u0259r g\u00fcn evd\u0259n i\u015f\u0259, i\u015fd\u0259n ev\u0259 apar\u0131rsan.
\n– Bir aydan sonra g\u0259linin olacaq. Onda da q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?
\n– \u00d6l\u0259r\u0259m, yiy\u0259sizi q\u0259bul etm\u0259r\u0259m. S\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r qan\u0131m\u0131 qaraltma.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r susdu, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nAtas\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259kirdi. S\u0259f\u0259r Fidan\u0131n ona T\u0259hmin\u0259 haqq\u0131nda dedikl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131.
\n***
\nFidan – T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 K\u0259rim day\u0131 il\u0259 an\u0131\u015f olmam\u0131\u015fdan \u0259vv\u0259l restoranda r\u0259qqas\u0259lik edirmi\u015f. Indi i\u015fl\u0259mir.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Bu T\u0259hmin\u0259nin ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131 var?
\nFidan – S\u0259ninl\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131dd\u0131r, iyirmi be\u015f.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Bilmir\u0259m atama n\u0259 deyim. Atama he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. \u00d6z h\u0259yat\u0131d\u0131r. Anam\u0131n da rolu az olmad\u0131 burda. N\u0259 is\u0259… He\u00e7 qar\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131m da d\u00fczg\u00fcn \u00e7ixmaz. Aram\u0131zdak\u0131 p\u0259rd\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m.
\n***
\nS\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Ata, s\u0259ni i\u015f\u0259 apara bil\u0259r\u0259m.
\n– D\u00fcz\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131n s\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sim yoxdur.
\nAta-o\u011ful ma\u015f\u0131na oturdular. S\u0259f\u0259r yolda atas\u0131ndan he\u00e7 n\u0259 soru\u015fmad\u0131. K\u0259rim \u00e7ox fikirliydi. K\u0259rim i\u015f yerinin qaba\u011f\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O\u011fluyla he\u00e7 sa\u011folla\u015fmad\u0131da. S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n\u0259 kimi atas\u0131na baxd\u0131.
\nSonra Fidan\u0131 evl\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, birlikd\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r.
\n***
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 Rafiql\u0259 r\u0259fiq\u0259si Aynurun qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 otel\u0259 gedirdil\u0259r. Yolda t\u0131xac oldu, g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li oldular. C\u0259mil\u0259 Rafiqi s\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, Rafiq Ayb\u0259niz\u0259 uy\u011fun namiz\u0259ddir. Onlar\u0131 r\u00fcsvay\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan ancaq Rafiq qurtara bil\u0259rdi.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 Rafiqi qurtulu\u015f kimi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 Ayb\u0259nizd\u0259 El\u00e7inl\u0259 onun kiray\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ev\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.
\nEl\u00e7in Ayb\u0259nizin qolundan tutub qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nacan dartd\u0131.
\n– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f, s\u0259ni sevmir\u0259m. H\u0259v\u0259s idi, yatd\u0131m qurtard\u0131 getdi.
\n– Ay \u0259claf, b\u0259tnimd\u0259ki s\u0259nin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131nd\u0131.
\n– Hmm… \u0130nand\u0131m. M\u0259nim yata\u011f\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ne\u00e7\u0259sinin yata\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7mis\u0259n, allah bilir.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131, bird\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Amma bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 da do\u011facam.
\n – Atanla qarda\u015f\u0131na n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259, s\u0259ni d\u0259 u\u015fa\u011fa qatacaqlar.
\n– El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n s\u0259ni sa\u011f qoyacaqlar? He\u00e7 x\u0259b\u0259rin d\u0259 yoxdur kimin q\u0131z\u0131yam.
\n– Ay z\u0259li, ax\u015fam k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259m. M\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259tin tapas\u0131z.
\n– Dem\u0259li k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrs\u0259n? S\u0259ni t\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 arvad vidin\u0259 salmaq atam\u0131n borcu olsun. Bu gec\u0259 atama h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015facam. M\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259ms\u0259, s\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yalvaracaqsan.
\nAyb\u0259niz qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131.
\n– Onda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n icra ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131na sata\u015fmaq n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir.
\nAyb\u0259niz evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131. El\u00e7in t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbd\u0259n yerind\u0259 quruyub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dem\u0259li, yata\u011f\u0131na sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131z imkanl\u0131 ail\u0259nin q\u0131z\u0131ym\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Rafiq C\u0259mil\u0259ni, Aynuru v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 Lamiy\u0259ni ev\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 Ayb\u0259niz evd\u0259 yoxuydu. Xadim\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Ayb\u0259niz d\u0259mir qap\u0131dan h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 gir\u0259n kimi a\u011flad\u0131. Rafiq Ayb\u0259niz\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Siz\u0259 n\u0259 olub Ayb\u0259niz xan\u0131m?
\nAyb\u0259niz Rafiq\u0259 cavab ver\u0259 bilmirdi. A\u011f\u0131r add\u0131mlarla ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f gedirdi. Rafiq: – Evd\u0259 qonaqlar var.
\nAyb\u0259niz \u0259traf\u0131na baxd\u0131, bir vaxtlar Fidangilin qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi, i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi, h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flad\u0131. Rafiq d\u0259 onun arxas\u0131nca \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nXadim\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Xadim\u0259nin ya\u015f\u0131 otuzu ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, ya\u015f\u0131ndan g\u0259nc g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, qula\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131qca C\u0259mil\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ifad\u0259si d\u0259yi\u015firdi. C\u0259mil\u0259 Aynura – Siz rahat olmay\u0131n, m\u0259n bir azdan g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259yl\u0259 xadim\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar, \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kgilin qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdil\u0259r.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda Ayb\u0259nizin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Rafiqin sin\u0259sin\u0259 qoyub a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Siz burda neynirsiz?
\nAyb\u0259niz Rafiqd\u0259n arala\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Ana, fikirl\u0259\u015fdiyin kimi deyil.
\n– S\u0259n ill\u0259rc\u0259 evimizin \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini yedin ki, q\u0131z\u0131ma sata\u015fasan?
\nRafiq – Siz n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m. Sad\u0259c\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, m\u0259n…
\n– K\u0259s s\u0259sini. Cavab\u0131n\u0131 K\u0259rim\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 Ayb\u0259nizin qolundan dartd\u0131
\n – D\u00fc\u015f qaba\u011f\u0131ma, sevm\u0259y\u0259 o\u011flan tapmad\u0131n?
\n– Onun gunah\u0131 yoxdu. S\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 Ayb\u0259nizin qolundan tutur, ev\u0259 girirl\u0259r. Ayb\u0259nizin h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flamas\u0131na Aynurla q\u0131z\u0131 Lamiy\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259lirl\u0259r.
\nAynur – N\u0259 olub? Niy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan Ayb\u0259niz?
\nAyb\u0259niz a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, C\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 divara it\u0259l\u0259di
\n – G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fczd\u00fcrm\u0259. C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m ol ota\u011f\u0131na, g\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259sin.
\nAyb\u0259niz pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 qa\u00e7araq qalxd\u0131, Lamiy\u0259d\u0259 onun arxas\u0131nca getdi. Aynurla C\u0259mil\u0259 qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7dil\u0259r.
\n– S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 bir- biril\u0259rini sevirl\u0259rmi\u015f. Bunun \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n ancaq atas\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r.
\n– Sevgidir bu C\u0259mil\u0259. Nahaq q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 p\u0259rt el\u0259din. O\u011flan da pis o\u011flana ox\u015fam\u0131r.
\n– Harda ac\u0131ndan \u00f6l\u0259n var g\u0259lib bizi tap\u0131r. Qarda\u015f\u0131 qulluq\u00e7u q\u0131z\u0131na ili\u015fdi, bu da…
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmad\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.
\n– B\u0259db\u0259xt qad\u0131nam, b\u0259db\u0259xt. H\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259fli b\u0259db\u0259xt.
\nAynur C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verirdi.
\n– Ay C\u0259mil\u0259, b\u0259sdir g\u00f6r\u00fcm. B\u0259db\u0259xt niy\u0259 olursan? Dan\u0131\u015f, \u00fcr\u0259yini bo\u015falt.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nAyb\u0259niz ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Lamiy\u0259nin dizl\u0259rin\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu. Lamiy\u0259 a\u011flamamas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sakitl\u0259\u015fdirirdi.
\n– Nahaq a\u011flay\u0131rsan. Zamanla anan ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259ni. Rafiq pis o\u011flana ox\u015fam\u0131r. Bir-biriniz\u0259 dem\u0259k olar yara\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z.
\nAyb\u0259niz ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131
\n– S\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan Lamiy\u0259. Rafiql\u0259 aramda he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur. Anam\u0131n plan\u0131 n\u0259dir bilmir\u0259m, amma Rafiql\u0259 aramda sevgi adl\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur
\nLamiy\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 soru\u015fur
\n– C\u0259mil\u0259 xalan\u0131n n\u0259 mara\u011f\u0131 ola bil\u0259r? \u00d6z\u00fcd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fczl\u0259.
\nAyb\u0259niz diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131. Hiss edirdi ki, Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nm\u0259k olar.
\n– S\u0259n\u0259 bir sirr a\u00e7acam. And i\u00e7 ki, aram\u0131zda qalacaq.
\n– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 \u0259zizim, g\u00fcv\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259.
\n– Lamiy\u0259, m\u0259n hamil\u0259y\u0259m. Ba\u015fqa adamdan. O adam m\u0259ni q\u0259bul etmir. Sevmir m\u0259ni.
\nLamiy\u0259 e\u015fitdikl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmirdi. A\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131… <\/p>\n

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S\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Hiss etdi ki, Fidana qar\u015f\u0131 etdiyi h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259n utand\u0131. Siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131b i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Fidanda o biri t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, asta add\u0131mlarla S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. He\u00e7 n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmadan sevgilisinin qoluna girdi, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 onun \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoydu. – Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla. – \u018fksin\u0259, s\u0259n ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni. Hissl\u0259rim\u0259 z\u0259if d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. – M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 haz\u0131r deyil\u0259m. – Toydan \u0259vv\u0259l ya\u015famaq olmaz. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14909","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14909","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14909"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14909\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14911,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14909\/revisions\/14911"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14909"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14909"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14909"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}