{"id":14916,"date":"2015-09-13T17:00:06","date_gmt":"2015-09-13T12:00:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14916"},"modified":"2015-09-13T17:30:15","modified_gmt":"2015-09-13T12:30:15","slug":"%c9%99zildikc%c9%99-danildiqca-cabir-novruza-n%c9%99zir%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=14916","title":{"rendered":"\u018fzildikc\u0259, dan\u0131ld\u0131qca\u2026 (Cabir Novruza n\u0259zir\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-13058\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n-300x300.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n-150x150.jpg 150w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/11041661_10205003020335559_6794674678892182115_n.jpg 475w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u018fzildikc\u0259, dan\u0131ld\u0131qca,<br \/>\nCo\u015fub da\u015f\u0131ram \u00e7ay, sel kimi\u2026<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259mi al\u0131ram \u0259lim\u0259,<br \/>\nTufanlar qopur i\u00e7imd\u0259,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7 d\u00fcnyamda ba\u015f qald\u0131r\u0131r qiyam,<br \/>\nDaha k\u0259skin yazma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131ram\u2026<br \/>\nDil\u0259 g\u0259lir b\u00fct\u00fcn hissl\u0259r, fikirl\u0259rim\u2026<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u015fair\u0259m, m\u0259n yazaram,<br \/>\nq\u0131nam\u0131ram he\u00e7 k\u0259si m\u0259n,<br \/>\nb\u0259xtim, al\u0131n yaz\u0131m, qism\u0259timdir y\u0259qin bunlar\u2026<br \/>\nPaydan art\u0131q yem\u0259k olmaz\u2026<br \/>\nS\u00f6y\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz, al\u00e7ald\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, yazd\u0131qca m\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u0259rh, ismar\u0131c,<br \/>\nYazd\u0131qlar\u0131m toxunduqca, siman\u0131za,<br \/>\noxuduqca yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz\u2026<br \/>\nQ\u0259hr\u0259mans\u0131n\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, pis obrazs\u0131n\u0131z m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026<br \/>\n\u018fzin m\u0259ni, dan\u0131n m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nS\u00f6y\u00fcn m\u0259ni, t\u0259hqir edin\u2026<br \/>\nEdin \u0259xlaqs\u0131z t\u0259klifl\u0259r\u2026<br \/>\n\u00d6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m art\u0131q siz\u0259, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259\u2026<br \/>\nBo\u015f-bo\u015f yaz\u0131b, dan\u0131\u015fmaqd\u0131r i\u015f-g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcz\u2026<br \/>\n\u018flinizd\u0259n bir \u015fey g\u0259lm\u0259z!<br \/>\n\u0130nsans\u0131n\u0131z guya ki, Siz?!<br \/>\n\u015eeytans\u0131n\u0131z, \u0130blissiniz m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026<br \/>\nSiz s\u00f6yd\u00fckc\u0259, al\u00e7altd\u0131qca,<br \/>\nA\u011f yuyub qara s\u0259rdikc\u0259,<br \/>\nDal\u0131mca deyinib, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca,<br \/>\n\u0130lham, m\u00f6vzu verirsiniz\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7oxald\u0131qca, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131m, yaralar\u0131m,<br \/>\nAx\u0131td\u0131qca g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nBo\u015fald\u0131ram s\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m il\u0259\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7ax\u0131r \u015fim\u015f\u0259k, ya\u011f\u0131r ya\u011f\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nSonra is\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f,<br \/>\nsiz\u0259 qal\u0131r yolunuzda \u00e7am\u0131r, pal\u00e7\u0131q,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim yolumda bitir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, \u0259sir s\u0259rin k\u00fcl\u0259k\u2026<br \/>\nQollar\u0131ma g\u0259lir q\u00fcvv\u0259t,<br \/>\n\u018fzdikc\u0259 Siz, s\u0131xd\u0131qca Siz,<br \/>\n\u018fzilm\u0259kd\u0259n, s\u0131x\u0131lmaqdan,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lir yeni h\u0259yat, yeni n\u0259f\u0259s\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130ncimir\u0259m s\u00f6y\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n\u2026<br \/>\nT\u0259hqir, \u015f\u0259ri, b\u00f6htan\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 dey\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n\u2026<br \/>\nM\u0259n onlar\u0131n s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n, b\u00f6htan\u0131ndan g\u00fcc al\u0131ram,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcml\u0259, sevinciml\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131ram, m\u00f6hk\u0259m olub g\u00fccl\u0259nir\u0259m,<br \/>\nZirv\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fru m\u0259n add\u0131m at\u0131r, zirv\u0259y\u0259 qalx\u0131ram\u2026<br \/>\nOnlar m\u0259n\u0259 nifr\u0259t edir,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n sayar \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259\u2026<br \/>\nM\u0259ns\u0259 ancaq, \u201cminn\u0259tdaram\u201d h\u0259r birin\u0259\u2026<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131lardan daha da \u00e7ox \u201cminn\u0259tdaram\u201d yamanlara\u2026<br \/>\nR\u0259qibl\u0259rim, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rim,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yiniz ist\u0259dikc\u0259, y\u0131x\u0131n, vurun, s\u00f6y\u00fcn m\u0259ni, edin t\u0259hqir,<br \/>\nOnda daha k\u0259skin olur<br \/>\nFikirl\u0259rim, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u00f6zl\u0259r, t\u0259nqidim\u2026<br \/>\nBu \u201cxeyirxah\u201d i\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259,<br \/>\n\u201cMinn\u0259tdaram\u201d, \u201ck\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7il\u0259r\u201d!<br \/>\nDan\u0131ld\u0131qca, \u0259zildikc\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00fcc\u00fcm art\u0131r,<br \/>\nM\u00fcbariz\u0259 \u0259zmim art\u0131r,<br \/>\nG\u00fccl\u0259nir\u0259m insan kimi, yazar kimi,<br \/>\n\u015eair kimi, qad\u0131n kimi, m\u0259n \u0259slind\u0259!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u018fzildikc\u0259, dan\u0131ld\u0131qca, Co\u015fub da\u015f\u0131ram \u00e7ay, sel kimi\u2026 Q\u0259l\u0259mi al\u0131ram \u0259lim\u0259, Tufanlar qopur i\u00e7imd\u0259, \u0130\u00e7 d\u00fcnyamda ba\u015f qald\u0131r\u0131r qiyam, Daha k\u0259skin yazma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131ram\u2026 Dil\u0259 g\u0259lir b\u00fct\u00fcn hissl\u0259r, fikirl\u0259rim\u2026 M\u0259n \u015fair\u0259m, m\u0259n yazaram, q\u0131nam\u0131ram he\u00e7 k\u0259si m\u0259n, b\u0259xtim, al\u0131n yaz\u0131m, qism\u0259timdir y\u0259qin bunlar\u2026 Paydan art\u0131q yem\u0259k olmaz\u2026 S\u00f6y\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz, al\u00e7ald\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, yazd\u0131qca m\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u0259rh, ismar\u0131c, Yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m toxunduqca, siman\u0131za, oxuduqca 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