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Lamiy\u0259 bilmirdi n\u0259 desin. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.Ayb\u0259niz a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 dayanm\u0131rd\u0131.
\nLamiy\u0259: – A\u011flama Ayb\u0259niz, a\u011flama\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur.
\nAyb\u0259niz – Atama h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015facam.
\n– N\u0259yi dan\u0131\u015facaqsan?
\n– H\u0259r \u015feyi.
\n– Ba\u015f\u0131n xarabd\u0131r? \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u0259r s\u0259ni. S\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur…anan\u0131n dedikl\u0259rini el\u0259. Rafiql\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f evl\u0259n.
\n– Bunu bacarmaram.
\n– S\u0259n atan haqq\u0131nda o \u0259clafa dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131san?
\n– Bug\u00fcn dedim.
\n– Reaksiyas\u0131 nec\u0259 oldu? Y\u0259ni arxanca g\u0259ldimi?
\n– Yox g\u0259lm\u0259di.
\n– Onda bu \u0259claf ya s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259k, ya da aradan \u00e7\u0131xacaq. Bir sual da verim. Qay\u0131tsa q\u0259bul ed\u0259rs\u0259n?
\n– Q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cburam.
\n– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.
\n***
\nK\u0259rim s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259r\u0259 qol \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc, katib\u0259si \u0259lind\u0259 z\u0259rf i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi.
\n– K\u0259rim m\u00fc\u0259llim, po\u00e7tdan bu z\u0259rfi siz\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259ribl\u0259r.
\nK\u0259rim z\u0259rfi katib\u0259sind\u0259n ald\u0131, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n– G\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259nin ad\u0131 yaz\u0131lmay\u0131b. Yax\u015f\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131m, ged\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n
\nK\u0259rim z\u0259rfi a\u00e7anda h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri yava\u015flad\u0131. Z\u0259rfd\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r vard\u0131. K\u0259rim \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 baxd\u0131qca \u0259ll\u0259ri \u0259sdi. Gpzl\u0259ri doldu. \u015e\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259 l\u00fct yataqda, h\u0259r iki yan\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131lpaq ki\u015fil\u0259r vard\u0131. K\u0259rim \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri topayla iki yer\u0259 c\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fll\u0259riyl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tutdu, a\u011flad\u0131.
\n***
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 televizora bax\u0131rd\u0131. Qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. Qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Kimdi?
\nQap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan qad\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259ldi.
\n– Po\u00e7tdand\u0131, siz\u0259 m\u0259ktub var.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Qad\u0131n:
\n– T\u0259tmin\u0259 M\u00fcrs\u0259lov?
\n– B\u0259li.
\nQad\u0131n T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259rf uzatd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 qol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb ba\u011flad\u0131. Z\u0259rfi a\u00e7anda i\u00e7ind\u0259 ona yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f v\u0259r\u0259q g\u00f6rd\u00fc. T\u0259hmin\u0259 v\u0259r\u0259qi oxuyanda g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.
\n” \u015e\u0259kill\u0259r indi sevgilinin \u0259lind\u0259dir. S\u0259nd\u0259n doymad\u0131q.”
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 bir-bir \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n– \u018fclaflar – deyib q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri yer\u0259 atd\u0131. Ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259k q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\nS\u0259f\u0259r Fidan\u0131 ev\u0259 yola salandan sonra ev\u0259 g\u0259ldi. qonaqlarla , anas\u0131, bac\u0131s\u0131 \u015fam yem\u0259yini yeyirdil\u0259r. S\u0259f\u0259r Aynurla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qucaqla\u015fd\u0131lar. Lamiy\u0259 il\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259ln\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n– Xo\u015f g\u0259lmisiz.
\nLamiy\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc.
\n– Xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r utand\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7di.
\n– Atam g\u0259lm\u0259yib h\u0259l\u0259?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Yox g\u0259lm\u0259yib.
\n– Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, m\u0259n d\u0259 z\u0259ng etdim, telefona cavab verm\u0259di. \u0130ndi lap narahat oldum.
\nLamiy\u0259 – \u0130\u015f yerin\u0259 z\u0259ng etmisiz?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – \u018fl telefonuna z\u0259ng etmi\u015fdim, cavab verm\u0259di.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – bir azda g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259k.X\u0259b\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xmasa i\u015f yerin\u0259 ged\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nQap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, k\u0259rim i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di.
\nK\u0259rim – Ax\u015fam\u0131n\u0131z xeyir. Xo\u015f g\u0259lmisiz Aynur xan\u0131m.
\nAynur aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, K\u0259rim\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck
\n\u018fl-\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Lamiy\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, K\u0259rim\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Salam K\u0259r\u0259m day\u0131, nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\nK\u0259riml\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 qucaqla\u015f\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.
\n– Q\u0131z, s\u0259n nec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n? Ma\u015fallah, boyun m\u0259ni ke\u00e7ibdi.
\n– Siz d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259misiz. Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m cavan K\u0259rim day\u0131s\u0131z.
\nK\u0259rim s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7ir. Xadim\u0259 ona da bo\u015fqab g\u0259tirir.
\nAynur \u0259slind\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259diyini deyir. M\u0259qs\u0259di bir d\u0259f\u0259lik Az\u0259rbaycana k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259k, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 burda uy\u011fun adam tapsa \u0259r\u0259 verm\u0259kdir.
\n– Birc\u0259 q\u0131zd\u0131. \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131 ail\u0259y\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7s\u00fcn. S\u0259n d\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r, anan dedi ni\u015fanlanm\u0131san. Xo.b\u0259xt ol o\u011flum.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol Aynur xala. Lamiy\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n.
\nLamiy\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. N\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdis\u0259, bir Ayb\u0259niz\u0259, bir d\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 baxd\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\nK\u0259rim S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 – Bir h\u0259ft\u0259lik m\u0259niml\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Niy\u0259? N\u0259ys\u0259 olubdur?
\nK\u0259rim – Dinc\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. T\u0259k getm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Ged\u0259r\u0259m. \u0130ki ildir istirah\u0259t el\u0259mirs\u0259n. Hara getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\nK\u0259rim – F\u0259rqi yoxdur, yeri \u00f6z\u00fcn se\u00e7.
\nK\u0259rim aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131 – \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 hiss el\u0259mir\u0259m. Tez getm\u0259yimi h\u00f6rm\u0259tsizlik kimi q\u0259bul el\u0259m\u0259yin Aynur xan\u0131m. G\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259trafl\u0131 dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q sizinl\u0259.
\nAynur – \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sizi narahat etm\u0259li olaca\u011f\u0131q.
\nK\u0259rim – Narahat n\u0259di? Xo\u015fdur. Gec\u0259niz xeyr\u0259 qals\u0131n.
\nS\u00fcfr\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131nda oturanlar – Gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259, xeyr\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 -dedil\u0259r.
\n***
\nS\u0259f\u0259r Fidanla i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Fidan\u0131n qa\u015f-qaba\u011f\u0131 yer s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc el\u0259 bil.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Qa\u015f-qaba\u011fa bax. Bir h\u0259ft\u0259 qalacam, illik getmir\u0259m.
\nFidan – T\u0259hmin\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 t\u0259k qalacaq.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir – G\u00f6r n\u0259yi fikirl\u0259\u015fir. B\u0259lk\u0259 dala\u015f\u0131blar?
\nFidan – Bilmir\u0259m.
\n– G\u00fcnorta z\u0259ng el\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131.
\n***
\nAyb\u0259niz ota\u011f\u0131nda lamiy\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdil\u0259r.
\nLamiy\u0259 – \u0130ndi s\u0259n evd\u0259 dustaqsan?
\n– Yox
\n– Onda haz\u0131rla\u015f, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 paltar almaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u015e\u0259h\u0259ri d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131ram.
\n– Ax\u0131, gec\u0259 Aynur xala dedi ki, tez-tez Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lmis\u0259n. \u018fvv\u0259l niy\u0259 biz\u0259 g\u0259lmirdin? \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 harada qal\u0131rd\u0131n?
\n– N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sual verdin? Oteld\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131m. R\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259riml\u0259 g\u0259lirdim. Bir h\u0259ft\u0259 qal\u0131b gedirdim. Haz\u0131rla\u015f, C\u0259mil\u0259 xalaya deyim ged\u0259k.
\nLamiy\u0259 otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 Aynurla Fidan\u0131 S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n ay\u0131rmaq ist\u0259diyini dey\u0259nd\u0259 e\u015fitdi. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib anas\u0131gilin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldil\u0259r.
\n– Ana, Ayb\u0259nizl\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yirik. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 paltar almaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Bizd\u0259 sizinl\u0259 g\u0259lirik. D\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n evd\u0259yik.
\nAynur – G\u0259r\u0259k paltar\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fim.
\nAynur qonaq ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131,pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 qalx\u0131rd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259 oturdu.
\n– C\u0259mil\u0259 xala, Fidan\u0131 niy\u0259 q\u0259bul el\u0259mirsiz?
\n– \u00c7\u00fcnki d\u0259qiq bilir\u0259m o\u011flumu sevib el\u0259mir. Ona bizim \u015fan\u0131m\u0131z, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259timiz laz\u0131md\u0131r. Qoy desinl\u0259r ki, filank\u0259sin g\u0259linidir.
\n– Bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zd\u0131r, ya nec\u0259?
\n– He\u00e7 at\u0131lan d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131n da deyil. Ma\u015fallah, s\u0259nin d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn ev q\u0131z\u0131ld\u0131r. d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6z qoyuram, ka\u015f bir az tez g\u0259l\u0259rdin.
\n– Dey\u0259s\u0259n onlar\u0131 ay\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirsiniz?
\n– Bacarsayd\u0131m, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xti olard\u0131m.
\n– Ba\u015fqa o\u011flanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u0259ydi, \u015f\u0259kilini \u00e7\u0259kib S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259rdiz.
\n– S\u0259f\u0259r kimi a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z\u0131 cayna\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ir\u0259n q\u0131z ona x\u0259yan\u0259t ed\u0259r?
\nLamiy\u0259 daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Gedim m\u0259n d\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131m.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 qalxa-qalxa Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131r. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 ” Bu q\u0131z\u0131n dey\u0259s\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fcr”
\n***
\nK\u0259rim a\u00e7arla qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131r, T\u0259hmin\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259yir. Hamamda \u00e7im\u0259n T\u0259hmin\u0259 cavab verir.
\n– Burdayam, \u015f\u0131xacam bir azdan.
\nK\u0259rim m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7ir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcr, qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lir. T\u0259hmin\u0259 \u0259ynind\u0259 hamam xalat\u0131 g\u0259lir. Bir-biril\u0259rinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131rlar.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\nK\u0259rim T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, \u0259liyl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxunur.
\n– Yor\u011funam. S\u0259n nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\n– \u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259 bilmir\u0259m nec\u0259y\u0259m. H\u0259r halda n\u0259f\u0259sim gedib g\u0259lir.
\n\u0130kisi d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Paltar\u0131m\u0131 geyinim g\u0259lir\u0259m.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 yataq ota\u011f\u0131na getdi. K\u0259rim divanda oturub \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7irdi.
\n***
\nC\u0259mil\u0259gil \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri g\u0259zir, bir-bir paltar d\u00fckanlar\u0131na girirl\u0259r, Lamiy\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif paltarlar\u0131 \u0259ynind\u0259 yoxlay\u0131r, bir azda sat\u0131c\u0131lara naz edirdi.
\n***
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 K\u0259rimin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi, divanda yan\u0131na oturdu.
\n– D\u00fcn\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 po\u015ftdan…
\nK\u0259rim s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi.
\n– Bilir\u0259m. Bu haqda dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, o\u011flumla T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259 gedir\u0259m. bir h\u0259ft\u0259 qalacam.
\n– Qa\u00e7\u0131rsan.
\n– Q\u0259tiyy\u0259n.
\nK\u0259rim T\u0259hmin\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131.
\n– \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259, m\u0259ni d\u0259 aldatma. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsaq da \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi ola bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik.
\nK\u0259rim aya\u011fa qaxd\u0131, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi.
\n– \u0130kimiz\u0259 d\u0259 zaman laz\u0131md\u0131r. El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 asand\u0131r? M\u0259nim ucbat\u0131mdan oldu h\u0259r \u015fey.
\n– Qad\u0131n\u0131na toxundular. S\u0259ni h\u0259d\u0259f g\u00f6st\u0259rib m\u0259ni vurdular. S\u0259nd\u0259 susursan, qa\u015f\u0131rsan.
\n– Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m , dan\u0131\u015fma.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 K\u0259rimin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi, qolundan \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\n– Niy\u0259? Polis\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r verm\u0259dik. Niy\u0259? Ax\u0131 K\u0259rim K\u0259rimovun ad\u0131 hallanacaq. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259.
\n– S\u0259n\u0259 olan hissl\u0259rimi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mis\u0259n. indiy\u0259c\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mis\u0259n. Ad\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n olsayd\u0131m… n\u0259 is\u0259…
\n– Rahat ol, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri de. O z\u0259ngd\u0259n sonra oldu h\u0259r \u015fey. O qad\u0131n, o l\u0259\u015f\u0259r kimdirs\u0259 ondan sonra oldu. O qad\u0131n s\u0259nin arvad\u0131n idi K\u0259rim. Yalandan and i\u00e7m\u0259kl\u0259 deyil, m\u0259mur arvad\u0131 olmaqla deyil. S\u0259nin arvad\u0131n \u0259sl \u0259xlaqs\u0131zd\u0131. Bu i\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan qad\u0131n \u0259xlaql\u0131 ola bilm\u0259z.
\nK\u0259rim T\u0259hmin\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r.
\n– B\u0259sdi!… C\u0259mil\u0259 m\u0259nim qorxumdan bu c\u00fcr iyr\u0259nc h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z.
\n– C\u0259mil\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n qorxur? \u0130nanm\u0131ram.
\nK\u0259rim T\u0259hmin\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u015fill\u0259 vurdu, pe\u015fman oldu. T\u0259hmin\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni.
\n– \u00c7\u0131x get.
\n– S\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131la bilm\u0259r\u0259m.
\n– He\u00e7 vaxt toxuna da bilm\u0259rs\u0259n. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t bir-birimizi g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259k ikimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olar.
\n– N\u0259 laz\u0131m olsa Rafiq\u0259 dey\u0259rs\u0259n. H\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k.
\n– Laz\u0131m deyil, t\u0259k qalmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. get xahi\u015f edir\u0259m.
\n– Bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. Ax\u015fam yola \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.
\nK\u0259rimin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n T\u0259hmin\u0259ni \u00f6pm\u0259k ke\u00e7irdi, bacarmad\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.
\n– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni
\nK\u0259rim otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 baxanda g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silirdi. K\u0259rim ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 asta \u00f6rtd\u00fc.
\n***
\nS\u0259f\u0259r Fidan\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131nla evin\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k yax\u015f\u0131 s\u00fcfr\u0259 haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131nda \u015firin-\u015firin s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdil\u0259r.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – atamla qay\u0131dandan sonra birlikd\u0259 ged\u0259rik ev tapar\u0131q. F\u0259r\u0259s\u0259tin varsa, m\u0259nsiz d\u0259 tapa bil\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nFidan – Yaz\u0131q can\u0131m, indi m\u0259n i\u015f\u0259 n\u0259zar\u0259t edim, ya ev tap\u0131m.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 – \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k xala, bu q\u0131z bacarmayacaq. Q\u0259zet elanlar\u0131na baxa bil\u0259rs\u0259n?
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k g\u00fcl\u00fcr – Ya\u015fayan siz olacaqs\u0131n\u0131z o\u011flum. Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bir tapars\u0131n\u0131z.
\nFidan – H\u0259y\u0259t evi olsun, ba\u011f\u0131 olsun.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r zarafatyana – H\u0259, toyuq-c\u00fcc\u0259d\u0259 saxlayar\u0131q. B\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tdir.
\n\u00dc\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r.
\n***
\nK\u0259rim ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n kimi \u00e7\u0259m\u0259dan\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259ldi, h\u0259r k\u0259sl\u0259 salamla\u015fd\u0131, ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. \u00c7\u0259m\u0259dan\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlay\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Atas\u0131 da qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda onu ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.
\n– Ged\u0259 bil\u0259rik, haz\u0131ram.
\nQonaq ota\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 qonaqlar aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131lar.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Sa\u011f-salamat gedin. \u00c7atanda x\u0259b\u0259r edin.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – M\u00fctl\u0259q. Gec\u0259niz xeyr\u0259.
\nAyb\u0259niz qarda\u015f\u0131yla atas\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. K\u0259rimgil evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131 aeroporta Rafiq apard\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131ndan atas\u0131ndan \u0259vv\u0259l d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. K\u0259rim Rafiq\u0259 – H\u0259r g\u00fcn T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n. C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m hara gedir m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ed\u0259rs\u0259n. S\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259m.
\n– Ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259 K\u0259rim b\u0259y.
\nK\u0259rim ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n***
\nS\u0259h\u0259r C\u0259mil\u0259 tezd\u0259n evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Taksiyl\u0259 o\u011frun-o\u011frun h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 evin\u0259 g\u0259ldiyi r\u0259fiq\u0259sini ziyar\u0259t el\u0259di. Mahmud da C\u0259mil\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Mahmudun bac\u0131s\u0131 sevil qarda\u015f\u0131yla r\u0259fiq\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fc. C\u0259mil\u0259 Fidan\u0131n \u015f\u0259kilini v\u0259 o\u011flunun i\u015f yeri yaz\u0131lan v\u0259r\u0259qi Mahmuda uzatd\u0131.
\n– Neynirs\u0259n el\u0259, bu q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 sal. T\u0259ki o\u011flumun g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn.
\n– \u00c7\u0259tin q\u0131za ox\u015fay\u0131r.
\nSevil – \u018fslind\u0259, m\u0259nim bir plan\u0131m var. Bu q\u0131z he\u00e7 vaxt S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t ed\u0259n deyil. Mahmudun q\u0131zlar\u0131ndan biri onu asanl\u0131qla aldada bil\u0259r. U\u015faq oyunca\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.
\nMahmud – Nec\u0259?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259yl\u0259 Mahmud maraqla Sevil\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. Sevil dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca ikisinin d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki ifad\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015filirdi. C\u0259mil\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fc, Mahmud is\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n plan\u0131na heyran qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 K\u0259rimin uzaqlarda olmas\u0131 C\u0259mil\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fans, Fidan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn is\u0259, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck u\u011fursuzlu\u011fu idi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Lamiy\u0259 bilmirdi n\u0259 desin. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.Ayb\u0259niz a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 dayanm\u0131rd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259: – A\u011flama Ayb\u0259niz, a\u011flama\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur. Ayb\u0259niz – Atama h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015facam. – N\u0259yi dan\u0131\u015facaqsan? – H\u0259r \u015feyi. – Ba\u015f\u0131n xarabd\u0131r? \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u0259r s\u0259ni. S\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur…anan\u0131n dedikl\u0259rini el\u0259. Rafiql\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f evl\u0259n. – Bunu bacarmaram. – S\u0259n atan haqq\u0131nda o \u0259clafa dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131san? – […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14930","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14930","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14930"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14930\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14950,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14930\/revisions\/14950"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14930"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14930"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14930"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}