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Siqaret \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n qad\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259t toplay\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxanda t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. H\u0259y\u0259candan dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z tapmad\u0131, el\u0259 bil dili tutulmu\u015fdu, k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259yirdi. Mahmud p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131.Fidan\u0131n b\u0259xti g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Binan\u0131n alt\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n yum\u015faq torbalar da\u015f\u0131yan y\u00fck ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nMahmud – Qanc\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u0259xti varm\u0131\u015f. Birc\u0259 bu \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131.
\nFidan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n ona baxan Mahmuda bax\u0131b i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flad\u0131. D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin \u015fokundan h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirdi. \u018fn pisi, \u00e7antas\u0131 da qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o evd\u0259. Y\u00fck ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 binadan \u00e7ox uzaqla\u015fd\u0131qdan sonra saxlad\u0131. \u018ftrafdak\u0131 insanlar Fidana q\u0259rib\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. Fidan c\u0259ld y\u00fck yerind\u0259n tulland\u0131, geriy\u0259 baxmadan qa\u00e7d\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fczg\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259n bunu g\u00f6r\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc t\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018ftrafdak\u0131 taksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\nS\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc – Bu q\u0131z ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ydi ki?
\nTaksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcl\u0259rind\u0259n biri – H\u0259, n\u0259t\u0259r minib?
\nS\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc – Vallah, n\u0259 is\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hiss el\u0259dim, fikir verm\u0259dim.
\nFidan qorxudan n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi. Parka yax\u0131nla\u015fanda bir az dincini almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dayand\u0131. H\u00f6nk\u00fcr- h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flad\u0131.
\n– \u0130ndi m\u0259n n\u0259 edim? H\u0259r \u015feyim o \u0259claflar\u0131n evinnd\u0259 qald\u0131. Ay allah, m\u0259n indi v\u0259siq\u0259mi onlardan nec\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m?
\n***
\nS\u0259f\u0259r oteld\u0259 i\u015f yerini n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r y\u0131\u011f\u0131r cavab ver\u0259n olmur. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc d\u0259f\u0259 y\u0131\u011fanda bir ki\u015fi cavab verir.
\n– Allo.
\n– Salam Cavid. M\u0259n\u0259m S\u0259f\u0259r.
\n– S\u0259f\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259llim, nec\u0259siz?
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131yam. Siz nec\u0259siz? Fidan hardad\u0131r?
\n– Fidan xan\u0131m bug\u00fcn i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yib. X\u0259b\u0259rimiz yoxdur.
\n– Ayd\u0131nd\u0131r, sabah g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. Fidan xan\u0131ma dey\u0259rsiniz. Sa\u011f ol.
\n– Sa\u011f olun S\u0259f\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259llim.
\nK\u0259rim d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nir.
\n– N\u0259ys\u0259 olmay\u0131b?
\n– Bilmir\u0259m. Biletl\u0259ri alm\u0131\u015fam. Sabah bil\u0259c\u0259yik. H\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 dem\u0259din niy\u0259 q\u0259fild\u0259n qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259din?
\n– \u0130\u015fl\u0259rim var, ona g\u00f6r\u0259.
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Fidan ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 anas\u0131 evd\u0259 yoxuydu. Anas\u0131n\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na sevinmi\u015fdi el\u0259 bil. Paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib yerin\u0259 girdi, sakitc\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, anas\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259sini e\u015fitm\u0259sin. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 maraqla soru\u015fdu.
\n– N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 tez g\u0259lmis\u0259n? N\u0259ys\u0259 olub?
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k yata\u011fa yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, \u0259dyal\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\n– Niy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan? N\u0259 olub?
\nFidan anas\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131, h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcyl\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k nigaran qald\u0131.
\n– N\u0259 olub s\u0259n\u0259? Kim x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259yib?
\nFidan a\u011flaya- a\u011flaya ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri anas\u0131na dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n***
\nK\u0259rimgili g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Rafiq ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 sald\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 Rafiq\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Hara gedirs\u0259n Rafiq?
\n– K\u0259rim m\u00fc\u0259llimin tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131 vard\u0131, onlar\u0131 yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259liy\u0259m.
\n– N\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131?
\n– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, bunu siz\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m.
\nRafiq ma\u015f\u0131na oturdu, s\u00fcr\u00fcb h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. Rafiq C\u0259mil\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn asan adam deyildi. C\u0259mil\u0259 bunu son vaxtlar anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n***
\nFidan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca anas\u0131 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k – O qad\u0131n\u0131n i\u015fidir ham\u0131s\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259nin i\u015fl\u0259ridir.
\n– \u015eeytand\u0131r, \u015f\u0259kilimi \u00e7\u0259kibl\u0259r.S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. H\u0259r \u015feyim orda qald\u0131.V\u0259siq\u0259md\u0259.
\n– Birc\u0259 yolu var, polis\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r verm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r.
\n– Olmaz, S\u0259f\u0259rgilin ad\u0131 ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z hallanacaq. B\u00f6y\u00fck biab\u0131r\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q olacaq. ist\u0259mir\u0259m. M\u0259g\u0259r S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 atas\u0131 m\u0259ni tan\u0131m\u0131r?
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k – He\u00e7 n\u0259 demir\u0259m, bu i\u015fd\u0259 do\u011frudan C\u0259mil\u0259nin \u0259li varsa, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n qalmas\u0131n.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131.
\n– Sabah i\u015f\u0259 get, S\u0259f\u0259r z\u0259ng el\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r.C\u0259mil\u0259ni qabaqla, h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015f.
\n– D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n. S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 ni\u015fanl\u0131 olsam da anas\u0131na nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m. O qad\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u0259md\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim soyumaz.
\n– H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259qiq bilmirik odur ya yox.
\n– Bizi ondan ba\u015fqa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n bil\u0259n yoxdur.
\nFidan anas\u0131na dey\u0259 bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 , \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 dedi.
\n– K\u0259rim day\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259ni se\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259 d\u00fcz i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcbd\u00fcr.
\n***
\nRafiq K\u0259rimgili aeroportda qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. \u00e7antalar\u0131n\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n baqaj\u0131na qoydu. K\u0259rim qabaqda oturmu\u015fdu. K\u0259rim S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259
\n– M\u0259nim Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 evd\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 dem\u0259yin.
\n– Niy\u0259?
\n– S\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015fma.Dey\u0259rs\u0259n iki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra qay\u0131dacaq.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259yl\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. C\u0259mil\u0259 o\u011fluna xo\u015fg\u0259ldim el\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n birba\u015fa suallar verdi.
\n– G\u0259ldiyinizi niy\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r verm\u0259diniz? Atan hardad\u0131r?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r anas\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n– N\u0259f\u0259s al, ay ana. Atam qald\u0131 t\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259. \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. imkan ver ham\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r bac\u0131s\u0131yla v\u0259 qonaqlar\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nLamiy\u0259 – \u0130stirah\u0259t nec\u0259 ke\u00e7di?
\n– H\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 idi, adam g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Qal\u0131b dinc\u0259l\u0259rdin, niy\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131n? Atan\u0131da t\u0259k qoydun.
\n– Ax\u0131, m\u0259nim d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259rim t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb qal\u0131bd\u0131r.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li-\u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li soru\u015fdu.
\n– Atan t\u0259k qald\u0131?
\nAynur – C\u0259mil\u0259 u\u015faq dincini almam\u0131\u015f n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sual-cavab el\u0259din? Dinc\u0259lsin, sonra n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259s\u0259z dan\u0131\u015fars\u0131z.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r Aynurun dedikl\u0259rini t\u0259sdiql\u0259di.
\n– Ay sa\u011f ol, ana imkan ver paltar\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fim, yoldan g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 su d\u0259ysin.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r pill\u0259kanlarla ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 Aynura yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, q\u0131zlar\u0131n e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi t\u0259rzd\u0259 dedi.
\n– O l\u0259\u00e7\u0259rl\u0259 birlikd\u0259dir.
\n– \u0130nanm\u0131ram, o\u011flun q\u0259bul el\u0259m\u0259z.
\n– Niy\u0259 el\u0259mir, el\u0259y\u0259r. Atas\u0131n\u0131n o\u011fludur. El\u00e7iliyi, ni\u015fan\u0131 m\u0259nsiz el\u0259m\u0259dil\u0259r?
\nAynur bu d\u0259f\u0259 susdu. C\u0259mil\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 haql\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

Qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda C\u0259mil\u0259yl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdil\u0259r. Lamiy\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259nin ona verdiyi \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– El\u0259 bu?
\n– Ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr imkan olmay\u0131b. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n at\u0131b.
\nLamiy\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n– Nec\u0259? Yoxsa…
\n– Narahat olma, \u00f6lm\u0259yibdi.
\nLamiy\u0259 el\u0259 bil rahatl\u0131q tapd\u0131.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – B\u0259xti q\u0131z\u0131ldanm\u0131\u015f, y\u00fck ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc.
\n– \u0130nanm\u0131ram S\u0259f\u0259r bu t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259.
\n– \u0130nanacaq. \u015e\u0259xsiyy\u0259t v\u0259siq\u0259si Mahmuddad\u0131r.
\nLamiy\u0259yl\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259dil\u0259r.
\nLamiy\u0259 – Sabah g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259ksiz?
\n– Bir azdan.
\n– Onda yatmam\u0131\u015f g\u00f6st\u0259rin. M\u0259n yatma\u011fa gedir\u0259m. Gec\u0259niz xeyr\u0259.
\n– Gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259.
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\nS\u0259f\u0259r yerin\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 girmi\u015fdi, qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Yatm\u0131rd\u0131n?
\n– Haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Bilir\u0259m , \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qal\u0131bd\u0131 ki, atam niy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yib. Vallah i\u015fi vard\u0131, ona g\u00f6r\u0259.
\n– Atana g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Do\u011frudanda d\u00fcnya bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 imi\u015f, bax\u0131r\u0131q, gedirik.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r anas\u0131n\u0131n dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131 c\u00fcml\u0259dir. Xeyir ola bird\u0259n-bir\u0259?
\n– N\u0259 bilim, a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259ldi. Bilir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nd\u0259n incimis\u0259n. S\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n inciy\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nim s\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259, atandan da q\u0259lbim q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Atandan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa d\u0259ym\u0259z. Onsuzda ondan umaca\u011f\u0131m he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur.
\n– S\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lmir ki, h\u0259r \u015feyi korlayan s\u0259n oldun? Fidan imkanl\u0131 ail\u0259nin q\u0131z\u0131 olsayd\u0131, q\u0259bul ed\u0259rdin. Bir aydan sonra toy olacaq, s\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z dediyini deyirs\u0259n.
\n– Toy? G\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rimd\u0259n sonra o q\u0131z\u0131 q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r getdikc\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fir.
\n– N\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n? O q\u0131z\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 ay izl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130ndiy\u0259c\u0259n bir o\u011flanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259ki \u015f\u0259kili o\u011fluna uzatd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r diqq\u0259tl\u0259 anas\u0131na bax\u0131r, \u015f\u0259kili \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131r. \u015e\u0259kild\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131. \u015e\u0259kili anas\u0131na uzatd\u0131.
\n– Bu \u015f\u0259kil s\u0259n\u0259 hardand\u0131? \u0130ndi m\u0259n hardan bilim ki, bu s\u0259nin i\u015fin deyil?
\n– Bilirdim ki, bel\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Fidana he\u00e7 vaxt inanmam\u0131\u015fam. \u0130nanmaramda. O\u011flumu, \u0259rimi \u0259limd\u0259n alana niy\u0259 inanmal\u0131yam? izl\u0259tdirdim. \u015e\u0259kild\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn ki\u015finin ad\u0131 Mahmuddur. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 narkotik \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 tutulubdur. \u0130ndi evind\u0259 q\u0131zlar saxlay\u0131r.\u015e\u0259kild\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn q\u0131zlar\u0131. Fidan da onlardan biri.
\n– B\u0259sdi, \u015f\u0259r atma.
\n– \u0130nanm\u0131rsansa, \u015f\u0259kilin arxas\u0131nda Mahmudun ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin \u00fcnvan\u0131 var. \u0130zl\u0259tdir\u0259nd\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m.
\n– \u015e\u0259kili yoxlatd\u0131racam. \u0259g\u0259r yalan olsa ana, s\u0259ni, m\u0259ni yaradana and olsun s\u0259ni \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu anal\u0131qdan sil\u0259c\u0259m.
\n– Yalan olsa sil\u0259rs\u0259n. Yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xartma, analar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Sabahdan \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n.
\n– Sabah laz\u0131m deyil, bu gec\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259m. \u00c7\u0131x indi ota\u011f\u0131mdan, paltar\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259liy\u0259m.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 art\u0131q he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. O\u011flunun ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xanda qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc, bir az aral\u0131da lamiy\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi. Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, ax\u0131r biz dey\u0259n olacaq.
\n***
\nK\u0259rim T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evd\u0259 idi. Yataq ota\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 uzan\u0131b fikr\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259ni q\u0131naya bilmirdi, g\u00fcnah\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu, d\u0259li kimi a\u011flamaq ist\u0259yirdi.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. \u018flind\u0259 K\u0259riml\u0259 birg\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdirdiyi \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 bax\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. K\u0259rimd\u0259n ayr\u0131lmaq onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tin idi.
\n***
\nS\u0259f\u0259rin \u00fcr\u0259yi az qala partlay\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri hirsind\u0259n q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259rin ma\u015f\u0131nda oturma\u011f\u0131yla s\u00fcrm\u0259si bir oldu. \u015e\u0259kilin arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00fcnvana s\u00fcrd\u00fc, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 be\u015fm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259nin qaba\u011f\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, binaya baxd\u0131. \u0130kinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u015e\u0259kilin arxas\u0131na yenid\u0259n baxd\u0131,qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qap\u0131ya dir\u0259di. Qad\u0131n-ki\u015fi g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131 hirsl\u0259, m\u00f6hk\u0259m d\u00f6yd\u00fc.
\nQap\u0131n\u0131 Mahmud \u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7d\u0131.
\n– Bu n\u0259 c\u00fcr qap\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259kdi? Qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngini g\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r Mahmudun yaxas\u0131ndan tutub ba\u015f\u0131yla burnuna z\u0259rb\u0259 vurdu. Mahmud i\u00e7\u0259ri yer\u0259 s\u0259rildi. S\u0259f\u0259r ev\u0259 girdi, qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Otaqda iki ki\u015fi, yar\u0131\u00e7\u0131lpaq q\u0131zlar vard\u0131. Q\u0131zlar S\u0259f\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 qorxdu. S\u0259f\u0259r dig\u0259r otaqlara da baxd\u0131, otaqlar\u0131n birind\u0259 soyunmu\u015f qad\u0131n vard\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131, Mahmudun yaxas\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n– De gpr\u00fcm Fidan\u0131 hardan tan\u0131y\u0131rsan?
\nMahmud anlad\u0131 ki, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 C\u0259mil\u0259nin o\u011fludur.
\n– Fidan kimdir? – dedi.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n cibind\u0259n birg\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdirdikl\u0259ri \u015f\u0259kili \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b Mahmuda g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. mahmud \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131b dedi.
\n– S\u0259n bizim Sevan\u0131 deyirs\u0259n ki. N\u0259di? M\u00fc\u015ft\u0259risis\u0259n?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r mahmudun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 yumruq vurdu.
\n– Sual\u0131ma cavab ver, o\u011fra\u015f
\n– Bizim q\u0131zlardan biridir. Bug\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 hiss etm\u0259di, g\u0259lm\u0259di. Sabah g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n. Y\u0259qin i\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar.
\nQan el\u0259 bil S\u0259f\u0259rin beynin\u0259 vurdu.
\n– N\u0259 vaxtdan burdad\u0131?
\n– \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn olar.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. B\u0259yaqda bir ki\u015fi soru\u015furdu.
\n– Harda tan\u0131\u015f oldun?
\n– Avtobusda, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc. Baxmada ki\u015fiy\u0259m…
\nS\u0259f\u0259r Mahmudun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n– Binamus o\u011fra\u015f, \u015f\u0259r\u0259fsiz.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Otaqdak\u0131 m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259rd\u0259n biri dill\u0259nm\u0259li oldu.
\n– Bu kimdi? \u0130mkan verm\u0259di z\u00f6vq alaq.
\nMahmud – Sevdiyi q\u0131z biziml\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir. Cavand\u0131da, \u00f6yr\u0259nib, bilmir ac\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n.
\n***
\nS\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 birba\u015fa i\u015f\u0259 s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sexinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 rola s\u00f6yk\u0259yib h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r saat s\u0259kkiz olard\u0131. Fidan evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b T\u0259hmin\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. T\u0259hmin\u0259 yuxulu-yuxulu qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131.
\n– Sabah\u0131n xeyir. S\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 d\u00f6yd\u00fcn ki…
\nFidan T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etm\u0259mi\u015f i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi.
\n– Ba\u015f\u0131ma el\u0259 i\u015f g\u0259lib ki, sakit ola bilmir\u0259m. Bilmir\u0259m kimdi, d\u00fcn\u0259n \u0259g\u0259r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc atmasayd\u0131m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259ni zorlayacaqd\u0131lar.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovu\u015fdurdu.
\n– Nec\u0259? N\u0259 zorlama\u011f\u0131? Dayan, \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yuyum dan\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 olub.
\n***
\nC\u0259mil\u0259gil s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu. He\u00e7 kim dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 gec\u0259d\u0259n o\u011fluna g\u00f6r\u0259 narahat idi, Ayb\u0259niz is\u0259 \u00f6z al\u0259mind\u0259ydi.
\nAynur s\u00fckutu pozdu.
\n– S\u0259f\u0259r gec\u0259 hara getdi? Qap\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131 ki, vallah, yerimd\u0259n dik at\u0131ld\u0131m.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Dey\u0259s\u0259n T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 olanda Fidan\u0131 izl\u0259tdirib. Tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 adam o ilan\u0131 ba\u015fqa adamla g\u00f6r\u00fcb S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131b.
\nLamiy\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015fqa Ayb\u0259niz d\u0259 , anas\u0131 da t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.
\nAyb\u0259niz – Fidan S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t edib? \u0130nanma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lmir. \u0130nana bilmir\u0259m ki, o bel\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131q ed\u0259. S\u0259f\u0259r onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259sl ya\u011fl\u0131 tik\u0259dir.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs q\u0131z\u0131na baxd\u0131.
\n– Camaat\u0131n q\u0131zlar\u0131 f\u0259r\u0259s\u0259tlidir. Axmaqlar ac\u0131ndan \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259 ili\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar g\u00fcld\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259 qonurlar.
\nAyb\u0259niz dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131z oldu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Lamiy\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Ayb\u0259niz\u0259 baxd\u0131, C\u0259mil\u0259d\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq t\u0259mkinliydi.
\nH\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n tan\u0131\u015f qad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidildi – C\u0259mil\u0259. \u00c7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x C\u0259mil\u0259. C\u0259mil\u0259.
\nAynur – C\u0259mil\u0259, el\u0259 bil s\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rlar.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – L\u0259n\u0259t \u015feytana. Odur.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131r, onunla birg\u0259 Aynurgild\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131rlar.
\nH\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 Rafiq \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r.
\n– \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k xala, fikir verm\u0259, get xahi\u015f edir\u0259m.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k – Getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Hardasan ay ilan?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259gil \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. C\u0259mil\u0259 \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc cilovlaya bilm\u0259di.
\n– Qap\u0131dan qovmaqla deyil ki. Z\u0259li olub bo\u011faz\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k – Z\u0259li s\u0259ns\u0259n ki, q\u0131z\u0131mdan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmirs\u0259n? N\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n bizd\u0259n, ay vicdans\u0131z? Pisliyind\u0259n geri qalm\u0131rsan.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Uzaq durun ail\u0259md\u0259n, o\u00f6lumdan , yolda\u015f\u0131mdan.
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k – O adamlar kimdir bilmir\u0259m q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 sald\u0131n, \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259m. Bird\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131ma ili\u015fs\u0259n s\u0259ni b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya r\u00fcsvay ed\u0259c\u0259m. K\u0259rim m\u00fc\u0259llim g\u0259lsin, b\u00fct\u00fcn zibill\u0259rini dey\u0259c\u0259m. S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 edir, haqq edir.Yax\u015f\u0131 ki\u015fidir ki, indiy\u0259c\u0259n s\u0259ni saxlay\u0131b.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – N\u0259?
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, Aynur C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r.
\n– Fikir verm\u0259, ke\u00e7\u0259k i\u00e7\u0259ri.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 astaca deyir: – D\u00fcz bilmi\u015f\u0259m, o qad\u0131n\u0131 K\u0259rim\u0259 ana-bala ili\u015fdirib.
\nAynur – O adamlar\u0131 dey\u0259nd\u0259 kiml\u0259ri n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tuturdu?
\n– M\u0259n n\u0259 bilim? Poz\u011fun q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259ridir ham\u0131s\u0131. Bunlar\u0131n f\u0131r\u0131lda\u011f\u0131ndan ba\u015f a\u00e7maq olur ki?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Rafiq\u0259 baxd\u0131. Rafiq ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, n\u0259 is\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n***
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan\u0131 dinl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra anlad\u0131 ki, bunu zorlayanlarla Fidan\u0131 aldadanlar eyni adamd\u0131.
\nFidan – \u015e\u0259xsiyy\u0259t v\u0259siq\u0259m onlarda qal\u0131bd\u0131r. M\u0259n neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m indi?
\n– Birc\u0259 yolun var, polis\u0259 getm\u0259lis\u0259n, h\u0259r \u015feyi oldu\u011fu kimi dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131san.
\n– Bird\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 dursalar ki, bura k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc g\u0259libdir. H\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259nim ni\u015fanl\u0131m var. Tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f n\u0259sildil\u0259r.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nir – Tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f n\u0259sil dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, S\u0259f\u0259r kiml\u0259rd\u0259ndir?
\nFidan diqq\u0259tl\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131, h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri dem\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kirdi.
\n– T\u0259hmin\u0259, bilmir\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 deyim. M\u0259ni d\u00fczg\u00fcn ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259m\u0259yind\u0259n qorxuram.
\n– S\u0259ni niy\u0259 d\u00fczg\u00fcn ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yim ki?
\n– S\u0259nin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn K\u0259rim S\u0259f\u0259rin atas\u0131 K\u0259rimdir.
\n– Nec\u0259?
\n– S\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7antan\u0131 g\u0259tirdiyim g\u00fcn s\u0259ni K\u0259rim day\u0131yla binan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, bilirdik K\u0259rim day\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda qad\u0131n var. S\u0259n oldu\u011funu o g\u00fcn \u00f6yr\u0259ndik.
\n– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. B\u0259s, S\u0259f\u0259r pis olmad\u0131.
\n– Atas\u0131 n\u0259 i\u015f tutur tutsun, S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 onun yan\u0131ndad\u0131r. M\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rinizi d\u0259 normal qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Anas\u0131n\u0131n xasiyy\u0259tin\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259diydi.
\n– S\u0259f\u0259r siz\u0259 qon\u015fu…
\n– Bilmir.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 divanda oturub Fidan\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutdu.
\n– Qurban olum bilm\u0259sind\u0259. K\u0259rimd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm qa\u00e7d\u0131m, bir-birimizin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxa bilm\u0259dik.
\n– Niy\u0259?
\n– S\u0259ni qa\u00e7\u0131ran adamlar m\u0259ni d\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Eyni \u00fcnvand\u0131.
\n– N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131: – M\u0259nim s\u0259nin kimi b\u0259xtim g\u0259tirm\u0259di, iki- \u00fc\u00e7 ki\u015fi zorlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fidan qorxusundan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131, a\u011flad\u0131. dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirdi.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirdi – S\u0259n q\u0131zsan. Polis\u0259 gets\u0259n , o \u0259claflar n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 dursalar da inanmayacaqlar.
\n– Polis\u0259 ged\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. S\u0259n niy\u0259 getm\u0259din?
\n– M\u0259ni h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259dil\u0259r. Gets\u0259ydim, yen\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131b \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. K\u0259rimi d\u0259 al\u0259m\u0259 yayacaqd\u0131lar. \u0130ndi d\u0259qiq bilirik, o adamlar C\u0259mil\u0259nin i\u015fidir. S\u0259n bel\u0259 el\u0259, get i\u015f\u0259. Demirs\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259r g\u00fcn z\u0259ng edir.
\n– Aha…
\n– Get i\u015f\u0259, yen\u0259 z\u0259ng ets\u0259, h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015f. \u0130mkan verm\u0259 anas\u0131 s\u0259ni qabaqlas\u0131n.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259nin dedikl\u0259ri Fidan\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na batm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lakin a\u011flamaya da bilmirdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259ni qucaqlad\u0131, ikisi d\u0259 u\u015faq kimi a\u011flad\u0131lar.
\n***
\nFidan sexin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rin ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ma\u015f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n– S\u0259f\u0259r.
\nSexin qap\u0131s\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fanda qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131q oldu\u011funu hiss el\u0259di. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. \u0130kinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxanda S\u0259f\u0259rin oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259 oturub, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bir anl\u0131q sevindi, ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u018fliyl\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rin ba\u015f\u0131na s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kdi, astaca oyand\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n– S\u0259f\u0259r, sevgilim.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Fidan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Fidan onu qucaqlamaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 imkan verm\u0259di. Fidan \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131, udqundu. S\u0259f\u0259r var g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 Fidana \u015fill\u0259 vurdu. Fidan masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rildi. S\u0259f\u0259rin hirsi soyumad\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutdu, Fidana yen\u0259 \u015fill\u0259 vurdu.
\n– \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn d\u00f6zm\u0259din? M\u0259n olmayan kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ki\u015fi tapd\u0131n.
\n– Qurban olum S\u0259f\u0259r, vurma m\u0259ni. Dedikl\u0259rimi e\u015fit, sonra ist\u0259yirs\u0259n lap \u00f6ld\u00fcr.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r Fidan\u0131 dinl\u0259mirdi, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n z\u0259if sevgilisini ancaq d\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n– Yalanlar\u0131n ortaya \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, l\u0259\u00e7\u0259r. Niy\u0259? Niy\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etdin m\u0259n\u0259?
\nFidan\u0131n d\u00f6y\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n hal\u0131 pisl\u0259\u015firdi, S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 el\u0259 vurduqca vururdu. Sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 nec\u0259 vurdusa Fidan pill\u0259kandan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131raraq y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r tutmaq ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 bacarmad\u0131. Fidan yer\u0259 s\u0259rildi, t\u0259rp\u0259nmirdi. S\u0259f\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu…<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131 var…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Siqaret \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n qad\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259t toplay\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxanda t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. H\u0259y\u0259candan dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z tapmad\u0131, el\u0259 bil dili tutulmu\u015fdu, k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259yirdi. Mahmud p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131.Fidan\u0131n b\u0259xti g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Binan\u0131n alt\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n yum\u015faq torbalar da\u015f\u0131yan y\u00fck ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Mahmud – Qanc\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u0259xti varm\u0131\u015f. Birc\u0259 bu \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n ona baxan Mahmuda bax\u0131b i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flad\u0131. D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin \u015fokundan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15018","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15018","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15018"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15018\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15021,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15018\/revisions\/15021"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15018"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15018"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15018"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}