{"id":15023,"date":"2015-09-21T09:00:13","date_gmt":"2015-09-21T04:00:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15023"},"modified":"2015-09-21T11:21:22","modified_gmt":"2015-09-21T06:21:22","slug":"ceyhun%c9%99-mehmanqizi-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15023","title":{"rendered":"Ceyhun\u0259 MEHMANQIZI.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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S\u0259nid\u0259 itirdim bir payiz g\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259ri itirdiyim t\u0259k.
\nVuruldu q\u0259lbim\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nDaha arzular\u0131m bar verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Daha saymayacam \u00f6t\u0259n h\u0259r an\u0131,
\nN\u0259 f\u0259rqi var axi saat ne\u00e7\u0259dir.
\nD\u00fcnya i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u0259hrum olana,
\nN\u0259 f\u0259rqi s\u0259h\u0259rdir, yoxsa gec\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

Bilir\u0259m, bilir\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259m g\u00fcnahkar,
\nSu\u00e7u \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r, bir b\u0259nd\u0259ciy\u0259m,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 “d\u00f6n” des\u0259m, d\u00f6nm\u0259 n\u0259 olar,
\nBu d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259n g\u0259ls\u0259n, m\u0259n ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m…<\/p>\n

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M\u0259cbur bir q\u0259rari almi\u015fam bu g\u00fcn,
\nS\u0259nin h\u0259yatindan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedir\u0259m.
\nS\u00f6n\u00fcr oca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, evimiz \u00fczg\u00fcn,
\nYuvam\u0131 \u0259liml\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131b gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ayriliq yeti\u015fib, bo\u015fdu n\u0259 des\u0259n,
\nF\u0259q\u0259t e\u015fqim d\u0259 s\u0259n, \u00fcr\u0259yim d\u0259 s\u0259n.
\nB\u0259yaz g\u0259linlikd\u0259 g\u0259ldiyim evd\u0259n,
\nGeyib q\u0259m libasi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fayinca niy\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259dim?
\nRuhum \u0259r\u015f\u0259 qalxdi, yandim inl\u0259dim.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim,
\nBu d\u0259rdi q\u0259lbim\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Daha sual etm\u0259, soru\u015fma niy\u0259,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 yadlar kimi baxib gedir\u0259m.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin yollarda qalmas\u0131n dey\u0259,
\nYollari arxamca y\u0131\u011f\u0131b gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 bird\u0259,
\nGedib, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn se\u00e7mis\u0259n.
\nHardasa qalm\u0131san xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259,
\nF\u0259q\u0259t, taleyim\u0259 \u00e7ox gecikmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Get s\u0259ni bir daha g\u00f6rm\u0259sin g\u00f6z\u00fcm.
\nSus! birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn olmas\u0131n.
\nM\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 qalmay\u0131b d\u00f6z\u00fcm,
\nS\u0259nin d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn olmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Atd\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rinl\u0259 m\u0259ni odlara,
\nOdumu sovurdun, k\u00fcl\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259.
\nM\u0259ni diri-diri qoydun m\u0259zara,
\nCan\u0131m\u0131 alm\u0131san, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

* * * S\u0259nid\u0259 itirdim bir payiz g\u00fcn\u00fc, B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259ri itirdiyim t\u0259k. Vuruldu q\u0259lbim\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, Daha arzular\u0131m bar verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Daha saymayacam \u00f6t\u0259n h\u0259r an\u0131, N\u0259 f\u0259rqi var axi saat ne\u00e7\u0259dir. D\u00fcnya i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u0259hrum olana, N\u0259 f\u0259rqi s\u0259h\u0259rdir, yoxsa gec\u0259dir. Bilir\u0259m, bilir\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259m g\u00fcnahkar, Su\u00e7u \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r, bir b\u0259nd\u0259ciy\u0259m, S\u0259n\u0259 “d\u00f6n” des\u0259m, d\u00f6nm\u0259 n\u0259 olar, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15023","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15023","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15023"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15023\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15025,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15023\/revisions\/15025"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15023"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15023"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15023"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}