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K\u0259rim indi el\u0259 bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, bilmirdi o\u011fluna n\u0259 desin. C\u0259mil\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 K\u0259rim\u0259 Aynurla birlikd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini \u0259rin\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda K\u0259rim utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan Aynurun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xa bilmirdi.
\n–\tS\u0259f\u0259rin boyunu yer\u0259 soxum. Ax\u0131, o q\u0131z\u0131 sevmirdi, n\u0259 m\u0259cbur idi?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rimi sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n–\tNiy\u0259 yalan deyim,m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim. S\u0259f\u0259r i\u00e7kili olub, q\u0131z\u0131 zorlamay\u0131b. Q\u0131z\u0131n da can\u0131nda az olmay\u0131bda. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, Lamiy\u0259ni S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 yara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m, amma bel\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim. \u00c7oxbilmi\u015f q\u0131z imi\u015f.
\n–\tFikrin n\u0259dir?
\n–\tNec\u0259 y\u0259ni n\u0259dir? O\u011flunu evl\u0259ndir. Birinci q\u0131z\u0131n toyunu el\u0259m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r.
\nK\u0259rim \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdi, C\u0259mil\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ac\u0131qland\u0131.
\n–\tBir d\u0259qiq\u0259, n\u0259 olub? Bu n\u0259 qa\u00e7aqa\u015fd\u0131r? H\u0259l\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 kim ist\u0259yir bilmirik. O\u011flanla maraqlanmal\u0131yam. B\u0259lk\u0259 narkoman\u0131n biridir.
\n–\tAyb\u0259niz deyir ki, ata-anas\u0131 rayonda qal\u0131r.
\nK\u0259rim h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.
\n–\tAyd\u0131nd\u0131r, o\u011flan ya t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259dir, ya da f\u0259hl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n biridir. \u0130ndid\u0259n deyim ki, f\u0259hl\u0259y\u0259 q\u0131z verm\u0259r\u0259m.
\n–\tAli t\u0259hsilli o\u011fland\u0131r. Kiray\u0259 qal\u0131r Bak\u0131da.
\n–\t\u0130xtisas\u0131 n\u0259dir?
\n–\tAx\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 kursda oxuyur. \u0130mkan yarad\u0131lsa yax\u015f\u0131 m\u00fch\u0259ndis ola bil\u0259r.
\n–\tAyb\u0259nizin d\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fc varsa, raz\u0131yam. G\u0259lsinl\u0259r. Birc\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xt el\u0259sin, n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131rsa k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259r\u0259m. \u0130ndi getm\u0259liy\u0259m, i\u015fim var.
\n–\tHara gedirs\u0259n gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131?
\n–\t\u0130\u015fim var. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim o\u011flunun ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcb i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. S\u0259f\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n utan\u0131rd\u0131.
\n–\tQar\u015f\u0131nda x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m ata. Vicdan\u0131ma and olsun…
\n–\tAnd i\u00e7m\u0259, inan\u0131ram s\u0259n\u0259. \u0130ndi nec\u0259 ed\u0259k?
\n–\tM\u0259cburam ata, evl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cburam.
\n–\tB\u0259s Fidan?
\n<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 tutdu.
\n–\tBizi bug\u00fcn\u0259 Fidan salmad\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim o\u011fluna h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, art\u0131q gec idi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, Fidan bakir\u0259dir, ist\u0259diyi o\u011flanla ail\u0259 qursa da olar. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 o q\u0131z\u0131n arxas\u0131nda dayanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bilirdi. Bunu h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 etm\u0259liydi. C\u0259mil\u0259nin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 borclu hesab edirdi.
\n–\tYax\u015f\u0131, s\u0259n dey\u0259n olsun. Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 evl\u0259n\u0259rs\u0259n. Evl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n sonra biziml\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Lamiy\u0259 \u0259n yax\u0131n dostumun q\u0131z\u0131 olsa da g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 ev tap\u0131n. Bac\u0131na da el\u00e7i g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. \u00dcmid edir\u0259m, bu q\u0131zla evl\u0259nm\u0259yin\u0259 pe\u015fman olmayacaqsan.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r diqq\u0259tl\u0259 atas\u0131na baxd\u0131. K\u0259rim otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 ev\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fan Rafiq\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n–\tS\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 Fidan\u0131n g\u00fcnahs\u0131z olma\u011f\u0131yla ba\u011fl\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259.
\nRafiq t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.
\n–\t\u00dczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m. S\u0259b\u0259bini \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m?
\n–\tBiz\u0259 qonaq g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0131zla evl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k. \u00d6z q\u0259rar\u0131d\u0131r. O \u0259clafdan \u2013 Mahmuddan n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r var?
\n–\tU\u015faqlar onu u\u00e7uq-s\u00f6k\u00fck bir evd\u0259 gizl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 tap\u0131blar. Lakin…<\/p>\n

Rafiqin adamlar\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcl\u0259r. Mahmud qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an kimi \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 cumdular. Sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n qad\u0131n imkan tap\u0131b qa\u00e7a bilmi\u015fdi. O\u011flanlar Mahmudun qolunu burub yola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Mahmud o\u011flanlardan biri taksi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ged\u0259nd\u0259, o biri o\u011flan\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131ndan di\u015fl\u0259di. O\u011flan\u0131n atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yumruq bo\u015f \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, dig\u0259r \u0259liyl\u0259 di\u015fl\u0259nil\u0259n bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 tutdu. Mahmud g\u00f6zd\u0259n it\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131. O\u011flan Mahmudun arxas\u0131nca qa\u00e7sa da tuta bilm\u0259di. Mahmud yolun sa\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 adamlar\u0131n aras\u0131na qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b it-bat olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim Rafiqin dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 hirsl\u0259nmi\u015fdi.
\n–\tTap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 ver\u0259n \u0259claf kimdirs\u0259, b\u0259xti var. He\u00e7 c\u00fcr ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bilmirik.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim hirsl\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na oturdu. Fidanla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi.
\nMa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259nin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 binan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb binaya girdi, qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. Qap\u0131n\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131. \u0130kisi d\u0259 bir-birini \u00f6pd\u00fc, qucaqla\u015fd\u0131lar.
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 S\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n xarabd\u0131. Sakitc\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k hardan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Utand\u0131m. \u0130ndid\u0259 utan\u0131ram.
\n–\tGic-gic dan\u0131\u015fma. <\/p>\n

K\u0259rim T\u0259hmin\u0259nin burnundan \u00f6pd\u00fc.
\n–\tFidan neynir?
\n–\tYat\u0131bd\u0131r. Bug\u00fcn h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz idi. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7irs\u0259n, ya nec\u0259?
\n–\tHaz\u0131rsansa \u00e7\u0131xaq. Q\u0131zda yat\u0131bd\u0131r. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259yimin m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb K\u0259riml\u0259 birlikd\u0259 binadan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar, ma\u015f\u0131na oturdular.
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Birc\u0259 sual\u0131ma cavab ver g\u00f6r\u00fcm, hans\u0131 a\u011f\u0131lnan o \u0259claf\u0131n evin\u0259 getmi\u015fdiniz?
\n–\t\u018fzizim, m\u0259cbur idik. Fidan\u0131n v\u0259siq\u0259sini g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.
\n–\tT\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirs\u0259n ki, Rafiqgil orda olmasayd\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rdi?
\n–\tBa\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m, a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131q el\u0259dik. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla.
\n–\t\u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, siz qad\u0131nlar niy\u0259 ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259 deyib h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bildiyinizi edirsiz? Etibars\u0131z mill\u0259tsiniz, etibars\u0131z.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc. K\u0259rim d\u0259 ona qo\u015fuldu.
\nK\u0259rim T\u0259hmin\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 restorana apard\u0131. Birlikd\u0259 \u015fam yem\u0259yi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sifari\u015f verdil\u0259r.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – El\u0259 bilirdim o\u011flunla g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\n–\tAy\u0131b olmazd\u0131? Atas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259…<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q k\u0259sdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 K\u0259rim\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n–\tD\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n, atas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259sinin evind\u0259 n\u0259 i\u015fi var?
\n–\tEl\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259mirdim. Y\u0259ni pis m\u0259nada demirdim.
\n–\tH\u0259qiq\u0259tin n\u0259yi pisdir? M\u0259\u015fuq\u0259n\u0259m d\u0259… Arvad\u0131n ki, deyil\u0259m…
\nK\u0259rim T\u0259hmin\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu.
\n–\tD\u00fczd\u00fcr, k\u0259nardan el\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Tanr\u0131 \u015fahidimdir, sevdiyim yegan\u0259 qad\u0131nsan. Bird\u0259 ki m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bizimkil\u0259r pis m\u0259naya yozurlar. \u018fslind\u0259 sevil\u0259n, ist\u0259nil\u0259n, n\u0259 bilim, arzu olunan qad\u0131n dem\u0259kdir.
\n–\tY\u0259ni?
\n–\tS\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u0259n. Bir ki\u015fi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevdiyi qad\u0131n anas\u0131ndan, bac\u0131s\u0131ndan sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn qad\u0131nlardan d\u0259y\u0259rlidir.
\n–\t\u015eirin dilin olmayada…<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259nin incikliyi ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi.
\n–\tMahmuddan he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259din. N\u0259 oldu? O \u0259claf\u0131 tuta bildiniz?
\n–\tU\u015faqlar tutdu, lakin \u0259claf \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n qa\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131b.
\n–\tQ\u0259rib\u0259dir, Fidan\u0131 da, m\u0259ni d\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131ran adamlar eynidir.
\n–\tQurban olum, ba\u015flama yen\u0259. Qan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qaraltmayaq.
\n–\tBa\u015flam\u0131ram. Fidan o\u011flunun ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131, m\u0259n sevgilin\u0259m. N\u0259 oldu el\u0259 sizin ail\u0259nin ki\u015fil\u0259rinin qad\u0131nlar\u0131na ili\u015fdil\u0259r. Kim n\u0259 deyir desin, bunda arvad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259li var.
\n–\tBunda arvad\u0131m\u0131n \u0259li olsa, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131n toyunu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259r\u0259m.Bo\u015fayaram… Ba\u011flayaq s\u00f6hb\u0259ti.
\n–\tYax\u015f\u0131. <\/p>\n

\u0130ki h\u0259ft\u0259 ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 K\u0259rimd\u0259n, N\u0259 d\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0259s-soraq yox idi. Fidan da, T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259 bu i\u015f\u0259 mat-m\u0259\u0259t\u0259l qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Fidan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilmirdi.
\n–\tBunlar ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259\u015fibl\u0259r? He\u00e7 birind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r yoxdur.
\n–\tM\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin kimi Fidan, bu i\u015f\u0259 m\u0259\u0259t\u0259l qalm\u0131\u015fam. K\u0259rimin d\u0259 i\u015f yerin\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng vurmu\u015fam, x\u0259b\u0259r yoxdur. Dem\u0259k olar, i\u015f\u0259 getmir.
\n–\tB\u0259lk\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 olub? G\u00fcnahs\u0131z oldu\u011fumu bils\u0259ydi, \u00e7oxdan g\u0259l\u0259rdi.
\n–\tBilmir\u0259m, vallah bilmir\u0259m. G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259k g\u00f6r\u0259k n\u0259 olur.
\n–\tG\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259k… Qalx aya\u011fa, bel\u0259 oturmaqla da he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmaz. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 i\u015f tapaq. He\u00e7 olmasa dar\u0131xmar\u0131q, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qatar\u0131q.
\n–\tD\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n, bu d\u0259f\u0259 K\u0259rimin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b evd\u0259 oturmaq fikrim yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Fidanla T\u0259hmin\u0259 paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 geyinib evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. K\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcn yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259 sat\u0131c\u0131dan soru\u015fdu.
\n–\tBiz\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 q\u0259zet ver\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz?
\nSat\u0131c\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259zet ver\u0259nd\u0259, Fidan dig\u0259r q\u0259zetl\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131rd\u0131, bir-bir bax\u0131rd\u0131. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 q\u0259zetin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxanda dayand\u0131. Sakitc\u0259 \u201c ola bilm\u0259z\u201d dedi, T\u0259hmin\u0259 e\u015fitdi. Q\u0259zeti Fidan\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131b baxd\u0131. Fidan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, q\u0259zetin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259nin toy \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri vurulmu\u015fdu. Ba\u015fl\u0131q olaraq \u201c Bak\u0131 \u0130cra Hakimiyy\u0259ti o\u011fluna adl\u0131-sanl\u0131 toy etdi \u201c yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 q\u0259zetl\u0259rin pulunu \u00f6d\u0259yib Fidan\u0131n qoluna girdi.
\n–\tNahaq a\u011flay\u0131rsan…<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr r\u0259fiq\u0259sini sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilmirdi.Bilmirdi n\u0259 desin ki, q\u0131za t\u0259s\u0259lli versin. \u00d6z\u00fcd\u0259 p\u0259rt olmu\u015fdu. K\u0259rim Fidan\u0131n g\u00fcnahs\u0131z oldu\u011funa inan\u0131rd\u0131.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Daha a\u011flamaqdan ke\u00e7ibdir. \u0130ni bildik bizi niy\u0259 axtarm\u0131rlarm\u0131\u015f.
\nFidan \u2013 Bu al\u00e7aql\u0131qd\u0131r, m\u0259nim ki g\u00fcnahs\u0131z oldu\u011fum s\u00fcbut olundu. S\u0259f\u0259r birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun, m\u0259ni axtar\u0131b aramad\u0131. Maraqlanmad\u0131.K\u0259rim day\u0131dan he\u00e7 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259zdim. Bu n\u0259 iki\u00fczl\u00fcl\u00fckd\u00fcr?
\n–\tM\u0259n d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m. He\u00e7 n\u0259… Sakitl\u0259\u015f, a\u011flama\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur. Amma sakit onlardan x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259 bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131xan deyil.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 q\u0259zeti g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb Fidana bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u0130cra hakimiyy\u0259tinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda avtobusdan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n Rafiqi qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc, s\u0259sl\u0259di.
\n–\tRafiq.<\/p>\n

Rafiq T\u0259hmin\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.
\n–\tSiz burda neynirsiniz?
\n–\tK\u0259rim b\u0259yi g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Burdad\u0131?
\n–\tBurda olma\u011f\u0131na burdad\u0131, lakin i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7m\u0259yinizi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u0259zdim.
\n–\tS\u0259nd\u0259n m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t ist\u0259y\u0259n yoxdur. \u00c7\u0259kil qar\u015f\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 Rafiqi it\u0259l\u0259di. Rafiq qolundan tutdu.
\n–\tT\u0259hmin\u0259 xan\u0131m, xahi\u015f edir\u0259m. Onsuzda \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n ad\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 yazd\u0131rmam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131zsa sizi yan\u0131na buraxmayacaqlar.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 q\u0259zeti Rafiq\u0259 uzatd\u0131 \u2013 Siz nec\u0259 adams\u0131n\u0131z? M\u0259g\u0259r S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 Fidan\u0131n g\u00fcnahs\u0131z oldu\u011funu dem\u0259misiniz? Ya o al\u00e7aq q\u0131z\u0131 yoldan \u00e7\u0131xardandan sonra h\u0259v\u0259sini ald\u0131?<\/p>\n

Rafiq e\u015fitdikl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmirdi. Dem\u0259li, S\u0259f\u0259r Fidan\u0131n b\u0259kar\u0259tini pozubmu\u015f.
\n–\tBu \u00e7ox pis oldu.
\n–\tS\u0259nin yan\u0131nda o qad\u0131n dedi ki, q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 sal\u0131blar. D\u00fczd\u00fcrm\u00fc?
\n–\tD\u00fczd\u00fcr. \u00d6z\u00fcm e\u015fitdim, bunu K\u0259rim b\u0259y d\u0259 bilir.
\n–\tOnda bu evl\u0259nm\u0259k hardan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131? Bu \u015f\u0259r\u0259fsiz \u0259slind\u0259 Fidanla evl\u0259nm\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n

–\tD\u00fcz\u00fc, S\u0259f\u0259rin ba\u015fqa q\u0131zla evl\u0259nm\u0259si m\u0259ni d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirdi. M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim.<\/p>\n

–\tK\u0259rim\u0259 de ki, m\u0259n\u0259 ev\u0259 z\u0259ng vursun. Ail\u0259 deyil, artistl\u0259r c\u0259miyy\u0259tidir el\u0259 bil. \u0130n\u015falah, xo\u015fb\u0259xt d\u0259 olmazlar.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 q\u0259zeti Rafiqd\u0259n almad\u0131. Dayanaca\u011fa \u00e7atma\u011f\u0131yla saxlayan avtobusa minm\u0259yi bir oldu.<\/p>\n

Rafiq K\u0259rim\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259nin v\u0259 Fidan\u0131n S\u0259f\u0259rin toyundan x\u0259b\u0259rdar oldu\u011funu, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn T\u0259hmin\u0259ni binaya bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n buraxmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dedi. Sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b dedi.
\n–\tSual\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n m\u0259ni. Ax\u0131, o\u011flunuz niy\u0259 Fidanla evl\u0259nm\u0259di.
\n–\tM\u0259cbur idi. \u0130\u00e7kili olanda evim\u0259 qonaq g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0131z istifad\u0259 el\u0259di. Neyl\u0259m\u0259liydi? \u00d6z\u00fcm q\u0259sd\u0259n Fidan\u0131n g\u00fcnahs\u0131z oldu\u011funu dem\u0259dim. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, kim\u0259 gets\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fca\u011f olacaq. Guya bilmirs\u0259n, bizim c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n bakir\u0259liyi n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir?<\/p>\n

–\tBilm\u0259li oldu\u011funuz vacib bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 var. T\u0259hmin\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 ki, Fidan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ni\u015fanl\u0131 olanda S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259slim edib.<\/p>\n

–\tN\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan \u2013 K\u0259rim e\u015fitdikl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmirdi. Otaqda divarlar el\u0259 bil \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lirdi, g\u00f6z\u00fc qarald\u0131, \u0259liyl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tutdu.<\/p>\n

–\tHeyf!… \u00c7ox heyf!…\u0130ndi o q\u0131z neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k? Bu i\u015fi el\u0259-bel\u0259 qoymaq olmaz. H\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 bilm\u0259lidir.<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131 var…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

K\u0259rim indi el\u0259 bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, bilmirdi o\u011fluna n\u0259 desin. C\u0259mil\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 K\u0259rim\u0259 Aynurla birlikd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini \u0259rin\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda K\u0259rim utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan Aynurun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xa bilmirdi. – S\u0259f\u0259rin boyunu yer\u0259 soxum. Ax\u0131, o q\u0131z\u0131 sevmirdi, n\u0259 m\u0259cbur idi? C\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rimi sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. – Niy\u0259 yalan deyim,m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim. S\u0259f\u0259r i\u00e7kili olub, q\u0131z\u0131 zorlamay\u0131b. Q\u0131z\u0131n da can\u0131nda […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15129","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15129","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15129"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15129\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15131,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15129\/revisions\/15131"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15129"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15129"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15129"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}