{"id":15185,"date":"2015-09-30T20:00:44","date_gmt":"2015-09-30T15:00:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15185"},"modified":"2015-09-30T21:00:41","modified_gmt":"2015-09-30T16:00:41","slug":"eldar-n%c9%99sibli-sibirel-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15185","title":{"rendered":"Eldar N\u0259sibli Sibirel.\u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Q\u018fR\u0130BSAM\u0130\u015e\u018fM-1972<\/p>\n

Bu ax\u015fam n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 yaman k\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259m
\nK\u00f6z\u0259rib od al\u0131r fikrim, x\u0259yal\u0131m.
\nBu ax\u015fam h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 vuran \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259m.
\nDa\u011f\u0131l\u0131b, p\u0259ri\u015fan olubdur hal\u0131m,
\nS\u0259ns\u0259n, do\u011fma yurdum, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n,
\nBu g\u00fcn s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc q\u0259ribs\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Han\u0131 bir mahn\u0131n\u0131n tilsimiyl\u0259 m\u0259n,
\nBir ya\u015f\u0131l \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 yat\u0131b qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m?
\nQa\u00e7an c\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259rin \u00e7\u0259hrimiyl\u0259 m\u0259n,
\nYorub yollar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ld\u0259n sald\u0131\u011f\u0131m,
\nAy dam\u011fac\u0131 d\u00fcz\u00fcm, ay yan\u0131q me\u015f\u0259m,
\nBu g\u00fcn s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc q\u0259ribs\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Han\u0131 dal\u011fa-dal\u011fa co\u015fub-k\u00fckr\u0259y\u0259n
\nSevgi f\u0259r\u0259himin u\u00e7an g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc?
\nZal\u0131m qarda\u015f\u0131ndan qorxub titr\u0259y\u0259n
\nBir q\u0131z doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qa\u00e7an g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc?
\nG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 gecik\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u00fc-b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259m,
\nBu g\u00fcn s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc q\u0259ribs\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, fikrind\u0259n ke\u00e7irir n\u0259l\u0259r?
\nG\u00f6z\u00fc yolmu \u00e7\u0259kir anam\u0131n indi?
\nBe\u015fiyim ba\u015f\u0131nda uzun gec\u0259l\u0259r
\nYuxuma da layla \u00e7alan\u0131m indi.
\n\u0130st\u0259r\u0259m bu d\u0259rdi s\u0259nl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nAna, s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc q\u0259ribs\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

YIXILMAZ DEY\u0130RD\u0130N…<\/p>\n

Y\u0131x\u0131lmaz deyirdin, haqq\u0131n
\nYerd\u0259dir k\u00fcr\u0259yi daha.
\nCidarlan\u0131b, qa\u00e7a bilmir
\nArzunun y\u00fcyr\u0259yi daha.<\/p>\n

Yalanm\u0131\u015f v\u0259dl\u0259r, v\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r.
\nVerdi, unutdu g\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r.
\n\u018fv\u0259z eyl\u0259yir m\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r
\nDey\u0259s\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi daha.<\/p>\n

Bu yol gedir hara, bilmir.
\nD\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc da\u011f yara bilmir,
\nDa\u015fdan da \u00e7\u0131xara, bilmir,
\nAdamlar \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi daha.<\/p>\n

DEY\u0130L\u018fM – 1975<\/p>\n

Uzaqda dayanma, bir yax\u0131na g\u0259l,
\nG\u0259l, qorxma, sirrini yayan deyil\u0259m.
\nOnsuz da o q\u0259d\u0259r aldanm\u0131\u015fam ki,
\nM\u0259n daha h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u0259 uyan deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Sevgimi umanlar sanki na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131,
\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi qa\u00e7d\u0131, da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131,
\nM\u0259n indi d\u0259liy\u0259m, yoxsa a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u0259yan deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bu h\u0259sr\u0259t v\u00fcsala qovu\u015far ha\u00e7an?
\nD\u00fcnyada s\u0259n adl\u0131 bir ehtiyacam,
\n\u00dclvi g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri acam,
\n\u00d6t\u0259ri baxmaqla doyan deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

HEY\u0130F K\u0130…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l yaratsa da Tanr\u0131m bu q\u0131z\u0131
\n\u00d6z\u00fc \u00f6z q\u0259drini bilmir heyif, ki…
\n\u0130st\u0259s\u0259 q\u0259lbind\u0259 sevinc \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn n\u0259mini silmir, heyif ki…<\/p>\n

E\u015fqin\u0259 yol al\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r,
\nD\u0259rdini onunla b\u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r,
\nD\u0259rd\u0259 bax, d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r,
\nBirinin d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fcr, heyif ki…<\/p>\n

G\u0259ls\u0259 g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 yollar a\u00e7\u0131lar,
\nE\u015fqind\u0259n lal olan dill\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lar.
\nG\u00fcls\u0259, doda\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcll\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lar,
\nBir dodaq t\u0259rp\u0259dib g\u00fclm\u00fcr, heyif ki…<\/p>\n

Dilind\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n “neylim” , “neylim” i,
\nB\u0259y\u0259nmir M\u0259cnunu, sevmir Leylini.
\nQ\u0259rib t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011fa sal\u0131b meylini,
\nAllah\u0131n yoluna g\u0259lmir, heyif ki…<\/p>\n

Sibirel, dad\u0131na \u00e7atan ist\u0259yir,
\n\u0130st\u0259yir o s\u0259ni, atam, ist\u0259yir.
\nD\u00fcnyada h\u0259r \u015feyi o tam ist\u0259yir,
\nYast\u0131\u011f\u0131 yar\u0131ya b\u00f6lm\u00fcr, heyif ki…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Q\u018fR\u0130BSAM\u0130\u015e\u018fM-1972 Bu ax\u015fam n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 yaman k\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259m K\u00f6z\u0259rib od al\u0131r fikrim, x\u0259yal\u0131m. Bu ax\u015fam h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 vuran \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259m. Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b, p\u0259ri\u015fan olubdur hal\u0131m, S\u0259ns\u0259n, do\u011fma yurdum, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n, Bu g\u00fcn s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc q\u0259ribs\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Han\u0131 bir mahn\u0131n\u0131n tilsimiyl\u0259 m\u0259n, Bir ya\u015f\u0131l \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 yat\u0131b qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m? Qa\u00e7an c\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259rin \u00e7\u0259hrimiyl\u0259 m\u0259n, Yorub yollar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ld\u0259n sald\u0131\u011f\u0131m, Ay dam\u011fac\u0131 d\u00fcz\u00fcm, ay yan\u0131q me\u015f\u0259m, Bu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15185","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15185","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15185"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15185\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15190,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15185\/revisions\/15190"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15185"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15185"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15185"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}