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K\u0259rim ax\u015fam o\u011flunun evin\u0259 g\u0259ldi. H\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri o\u011flundan gizl\u0259tdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pe\u015fman olmu\u015fdu. \u018fg\u0259r Fidan\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini bils\u0259ydi, imkan verm\u0259zdi o\u011flu Lamiy\u0259 il\u0259 evl\u0259nsin. Lamiy\u0259 qaynatas\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. S\u0259f\u0259r qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda kitab oxuyurdu. Atas\u0131n\u0131n onu soru\u015fdu\u011funu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259ldi.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r – Ax\u015fam\u0131n xeyir.
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Ax\u015fam\u0131n xeyir. S\u0259ninl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tim var.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim g\u0259linin\u0259 baxd\u0131, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam el\u0259di.
\n–\tT\u0259k olsaq yax\u015f\u0131 olar.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 p\u0259rtliyini bildirm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:
\n–\tM\u0259n siz\u0259 \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcm.
\nK\u0259rim etiraz el\u0259di.
\n–\tLaz\u0131m deyil. \u00c7ox qalmayacam onsuzda. O\u011flumla s\u00f6hb\u0259t edib ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 bilirdi ki, S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 evl\u0259ndiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qaynatas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. Onunla \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr, soyuqdur.
\nLamiy\u0259 – Yax\u015f\u0131, m\u0259n ota\u011f\u0131ma gedir\u0259m. Gec\u0259niz xeyr\u0259.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259.
\nLamiy\u0259 ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131. K\u0259rim o\u011fluyla qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 soyuqlu\u011funu bir k\u0259nara qoy, ata.
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 S\u0259nd\u0259n istifad\u0259 etdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu he\u00e7 vaxt ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamayacam. N\u0259 is\u0259… M\u00f6vzumuz Lamiy\u0259 deyil. Fidan haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.
\n–\tAta, Fidan n\u0259 etdis\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 etdi.A\u011fl\u0131 olsayd\u0131, bug\u00fcn arvad\u0131m olard\u0131.
\n–\tS\u0259n d\u0259 vaxt\u0131nda q\u0131za toxunmasayd\u0131n, bug\u00fcn ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n ail\u0259si olard\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131n\u0131n dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 mat-m\u0259\u0259t\u0259l qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n–\tS\u0259n bunu hardan bilirs\u0259n? \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 bu n\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tdi edirs\u0259n? Aram\u0131zdak\u0131 p\u0259rd\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Fidan ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 qald\u0131. \u0130ndi m\u0259nim pis-yax\u015f\u0131 ail\u0259m var.
\n–\tFidan he\u00e7 vaxt s\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259yib. Hal-haz\u0131rda T\u0259hmin\u0259 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. Fidan\u0131 aldad\u0131b o ev\u0259 apar\u0131blar, \u015f\u0259kilini d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kibl\u0259r.
\n–\tN\u0259di? Deyirs\u0259n indi o \u015f\u0259kil m\u0259cbur \u00e7\u0259kilib? Fidan o \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\n–\tOtur, s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015facam. Co\u015fma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 atas\u0131 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 stol arxas\u0131nda oturdular. K\u0259rim d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b t\u0259mkinl\u0259 o\u011fluna h\u0259r \u015feyi izah etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n bilmirdi n\u0259 etsin. Fidan is\u0259 dig\u0259r otaqda a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011flama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilmirdi. Fidan\u0131n da a\u011flama\u011f\u0131 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n T\u0259hmin\u0259ni \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdirirdi.
\nEv telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. T\u0259hmin\u0259 telefona cavab verdi.
\n–\tAllo
\nZ\u0259ng ed\u0259n K\u0259rim idi. S\u0259f\u0259rin evind\u0259n y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n–\tS\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 g\u0259lirik siz\u0259, yatmay\u0131n.
\n–\tG\u0259lm\u0259yin. N\u0259 o\u011flun, n\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n m\u0259nim evim\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yin. Bu n\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tdir? O\u011flunu gizlic\u0259 evl\u0259ndirirs\u0259n, indi utanmaz-utanmaz bura g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\n–\t\u0130mkan ver, g\u0259lim izah edim. M\u0259ni niy\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdirirs\u0259n?
\n–\tDedim g\u0259lm\u0259, g\u0259ls\u0259n ikimiz d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131q evd\u0259n. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 ata-o\u011ful – ikiniz d\u0259 h\u0259ll\u0259m-q\u0259ll\u0259m adamlars\u0131n\u0131z. O\u011fluna h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri dem\u0259y\u0259 gecikmis\u0259n. \u0130ndid\u0259 Fidan\u0131 o\u011fluna m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\n–\tDan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bil.
\n–\tH\u0259r \u015feyin h\u0259ddi var. \u018fclafl\u0131\u011f\u0131n da… O\u011flunla kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r al\u00e7aq oldunuz. \u0130kiniz d\u0259 bizl\u0259ri unudun. \u0130ndi Fidan da \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 deyil.
\n–\tYax\u015f\u0131, sabah g\u0259l\u0259rik.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yini yerin\u0259 qoydu. T\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan oldu\u011fu ota\u011fa getdi.
\n–\tQalx, qalx aya\u011fa. O \u0259claf \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flama\u011fa d\u0259ym\u0259z. Sabah da gedirik \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 qalma\u011fa ba\u015fqa ev, i\u015f tapma\u011fa.
\n–\tEv? Pulumuz var ki?
\n–\tBir-iki q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131m var. Onlar\u0131 satsam bir bir ayl\u0131q kiray\u0259nin pulu edir. Bird\u0259 \u015fuban\u0131 da satsam kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r pulumuz olar. \u0130ndi haz\u0131rla\u015f, \u00e7\u0131xaq evd\u0259n.
\n–\tHara ged\u0259k?
\n–\tM\u0259n n\u0259 bilim hara ged\u0259k? \u018fsas odur evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaq. Haz\u0131rla\u015f…<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131ndan e\u015fitdikl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ovcunda gizl\u0259dib u\u015faq kimi a\u011flad\u0131. K\u0259rim o\u011flunu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi, indiki v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, onu ancaq a\u011flamaq sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Qonaq ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda Lamiy\u0259 ona bax\u0131rd\u0131. Dem\u0259li, Lamiy\u0259 onlar\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rini e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. G\u0259linin\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nLamiy\u0259 qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na S\u0259f\u0259rin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi.
\n–\tNiy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan?
\n–\tXahi\u015f edir\u0259m, \u00e7\u0131x otaqdan. T\u0259k qalmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nLamiy\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fidanla T\u0259hmin\u0259 parkda g\u0259zi\u015firdil\u0259r, park\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda t\u0259z\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f d\u00f6n\u0259rxanaya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar. T\u0259hmin\u0259 iki d\u00f6n\u0259r ald\u0131, yey\u0259-yey\u0259 skameykan\u0131n birin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar, oturdular. Parkla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz restoran vard\u0131. Restoran\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir n\u0259f\u0259r telefonla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 telefonla dan\u0131\u015fana bax\u0131rd\u0131.
\nFidan \u2013 Tan\u0131\u015f\u0131nd\u0131?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Ox\u015fad\u0131ram. M\u0259ni burda g\u00f6zl\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 telefonda dan\u0131\u015fan adama yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Fidan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib d\u00f6n\u0259rini yeyirdi. \u00c7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259di ki, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. T\u0259hmin\u0259 adamla qucaqla\u015f\u0131b yanaq-yana\u011fa \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Sonra T\u0259hmin\u0259 \u0259l edib Fidan\u0131 yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan yolu ke\u00e7di, onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc adam\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rib dedi.
\n–\tFidan tan\u0131\u015f ol, Camalla \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r qon\u015fu olmu\u015fuq. Bir m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck.
\nCamal Fidana \u0259lini uzatd\u0131. Fidan m\u0259cbur olub \u0259l verdi.
\nCamal \u2013 \u015ead oldum.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Fidan \u0259n yax\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259mdi. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm Camal. Burda i\u015fl\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\nCamal \u2013 Restoran \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u00fcr.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi \u2013 N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, xeyirli olsun.
\nFidan Camala fikir vermirdi, restorana baxa-baxa d\u00f6n\u0259rini yeyirdi. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r olsayd\u0131, d\u00f6n\u0259r yem\u0259yini saxlayard\u0131.\u0130ndi he\u00e7 kim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 n\u0259zar\u0259t el\u0259mir, kompleksl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131ndan sonra x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi.
\nCamal T\u0259hmin\u0259gili restorana d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. Birlikd\u0259 kabinetin\u0259 ke\u00e7dil\u0259r.
\nCamal \u2013 De g\u00f6r\u0259k, neynirs\u0259n? N\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Bekar\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 i\u015f axtar\u0131r\u0131q.
\nCamal \u2013 Fidan xan\u0131m n\u0259 bacar\u0131r.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Fidan\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259l qabiliyy\u0259ti var. Yem\u0259k bi\u015fir\u0259 bil\u0259r.
\nCamal Fidana \u2013 Avropa m\u0259tb\u0259xind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259riniz var?
\nFidan \u2013 X\u0259b\u0259rim yoxdur.
\nCamal \u2013 Ax\u0131r ki, s\u0259sinizi e\u015fitdik. Biz\u0259 qabyuyan laz\u0131md\u0131r. \u0130\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rsiz?
\nFidan T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 onun yerin\u0259 cavab verdi.
\n–\t\u0130\u015fl\u0259y\u0259r.
\nCamal \u2013 Pulu g\u00fcnd\u0259lik veril\u0259c\u0259k. Ax\u015fam saat yeddid\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r, gec\u0259 saat bir\u0259, ikiy\u0259c\u0259n. \u0130\u015fd\u0259n gec \u00e7\u0131xmaq sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn problem olmaz ki?
\nFidan \u2013 Olmaz.
\nCamal T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 – S\u0259n n\u0259 bacararsan?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – He\u00e7 bilir\u0259m ki?
\nCamal \u2013 \u0130ndiy\u0259c\u0259n nec\u0259 dolan\u0131rd\u0131n? \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r harda i\u015fl\u0259yirdin?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdis\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131 oldu.
\n–\t\u018fr\u0259b r\u0259qsind\u0259n d\u0259rs deyirdim. El\u0259 oldu ki, arendaya g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm yer plana d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, qald\u0131m bel\u0259.\u0130ndi az ail\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n bu s\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmas\u0131na raz\u0131d\u0131r.
\nCamal t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.
\n–\tS\u0259n oriantal oynama\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131rsan?
\n–\tNe\u00e7\u0259 ildi bu s\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fulam.
\n–\tBel\u0259 ed\u0259k, bizd\u0259 r\u0259qs ed\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n?
\n–\tBilirs\u0259n nec\u0259dir? H\u0259r yerd\u0259 r\u0259qs ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. G\u0259r\u0259k elit yer olsun ki, rahat olum.
\n–\tNarahat olma, bizim m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259r \u00e7ox m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tli adamlard\u0131r. H\u0259r ax\u015fam iki d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f ed\u0259rs\u0259n. G\u00fcnd\u0259lik alacaqsan. Ola bilsin m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 pul ver\u0259n olsun.
\n–\tOlar. G\u0259r\u0259k buralara yax\u0131n bir yer\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259k. Gec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda he\u00e7 olmasa tez ged\u0259k ev\u0259.
\n–\tEv bar\u0259sind\u0259 siz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m.
\n–\tN\u0259 vaxt ba\u015flayaq.
\n–\tFidan xan\u0131m sabah, s\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015fla.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 Fidan ev\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259\u0259t\u0259l qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nFidan \u2013 \u018flimi \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259 qoydun. S\u0259n n\u0259 vaxt \u0259r\u0259b r\u0259qsind\u0259n d\u0259rs ke\u00e7mis\u0259n?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Bir az ay\u0131q ol. N\u0259 dey\u0259ydim? T\u0259hsilimiz yoxdur, he\u00e7 olmasa \u0259r\u0259b r\u0259qsl\u0259rini birt\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 olsa \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m. Bir az burcudursan v\u0259ssalam. Guya ora g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin bu s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r?
\n–\tS\u0259nin paltar\u0131n yoxdur.
\n–\tQulaq as, sabah \u00e7ox i\u015fimiz var. Neynirik ed\u0259k, s\u0259h\u0259r evd\u0259n tez \u00e7\u0131xaq.
\n–\tNiy\u0259?
\n–\tE\u015fitm\u0259din Camal n\u0259 dedi? Onun dediyi ev\u0259 baxar\u0131q, ax\u015fam da ve\u015f-v\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc y\u0131\u011f\u0131b burdan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131q. Bura bax, s\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\n–\t\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 yox.
\n–\tAy sa\u011f ol. K\u0259riml\u0259 telefonda dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. S\u0259h\u0259r bura g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259yirl\u0259r.
\n–\tXahi\u015f edir\u0259m, onlarla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m.
\n–\tOna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 tezd\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131y\u0131q. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 r\u0259qs paltar\u0131 almal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 Fidan \u00e7ox g\u0259zm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulmu\u015fdular. T\u0259hmin\u0259 x\u0259yallar quraraq, Fidan is\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k yatd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcnahs\u0131z yer\u0259 q\u0259lbin\u0259 d\u0259ydiyi – sevdiyi qad\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k a\u00e7d\u0131. Art\u0131q vicdan\u0131 da onu m\u00fchakim\u0259 edirdi. Bilmirdi s\u0259hvini nec\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ltsin.
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259 yem\u0259d\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7arlar\u0131n\u0131 stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 pill\u0259kandan dill\u0259ndi:
\n–\tHara gedirs\u0259n?
\n–\t\u0130\u015fl\u0259rimin dal\u0131nca getm\u0259yim?
\n–\tOnun yan\u0131na gedirs\u0259n bilir\u0259m.
\n–\tHans\u0131 \u00fczl\u0259? Ax\u015fam g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. Yem\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan kimi Lamiy\u0259 qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldi, telefonun d\u0259st\u0259yini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n evinin n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259rini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.
\n–\tTelefonu ver C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131ma. C\u0259ld.
\nEvin xadim\u0259si C\u0259mil\u0259ni telefona \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 telefona cavab verdi.
\n–\tAllo
\n–\tS\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259r \u015feyi bilir.
\n–\tN\u0259yi bilir?
\n–\tFidan\u0131n g\u00fcnahs\u0131z oldu\u011funu bilir. D\u00fcn\u0259n \u0259rin h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 kinay\u0259li g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\n–\tD\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n K\u0259rim day\u0131 deyirdin, indi n\u0259 olub?
\n–\tDey\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin ciddiyy\u0259tini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m? Deyir\u0259m S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259r \u015feyi bilir.
\n–\tBilsin, \u0259sas odur evlidir.
\n–\tN\u0259 olsun? \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 o var.
\n–\t\u0130ndi ay\u0131lm\u0131san? H\u0259r \u015feyi \u015fi\u015firtm\u0259. A\u011fl\u0131n olsun, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 evind\u0259 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t salma.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 telefonda g\u0259linin\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259r verirdi. Lamiy\u0259 d\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim T\u0259hmin\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00f6ys\u0259 d\u0259 a\u00e7an olmad\u0131. \u00c7ox g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259di. \u0130\u015f\u0259 gecikirdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259ni ax\u015famacan g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 vaxt\u0131 yox idi.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 Fidan Camal\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259yi il\u0259 restorana yax\u0131n iki otaql\u0131 bina evi tapd\u0131lar. B\u0259xtl\u0259rind\u0259n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 da var idi.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Pal-paltarlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b ax\u015fam k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259k t\u0259z\u0259 evimiz\u0259.
\nFidan \u2013 B\u0259lk\u0259 indi ged\u0259k?…Ax\u015fam i\u015fd\u0259y\u0259m
\nCamal T\u0259hmin\u0259nin yerin\u0259 cavab verdi.
\n–\tNarahat olma, i\u015f\u0259 sabah da ba\u015flayarsan.
\nFidan \u2013 Yox , n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? Ax\u015fam g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Yax\u015f\u0131, s\u0259n dey\u0259n olsun. \u0130ndi k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259rik.
\nFidan T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, qula\u011f\u0131na p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.
\n–\tBird\u0259n onlar g\u0259ls\u0259 neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik? S\u0259f\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Camala tutdu. \u0130kisi d\u0259 aldanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259rim d\u0259 ona yalan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd K\u0259rimi sevs\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi ola bilmirdil\u0259r.
\n–\tYax\u015f\u0131, indi gedirik biz\u0259 laz\u0131m olanlar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259k, qay\u0131daca\u011f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Camal \u2013 Xan\u0131mlar, sizi t\u0259k qoyan deyil\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fcm apar\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259m.
\nFidan \u2013 \u018fziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yin.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidandan f\u0259rqli olaraq sevindi.
\n–\t\u018fla olar. Vaxt itirm\u0259y\u0259k, ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fama yax\u0131n K\u0259rim yen\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259nin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc, a\u00e7an olmad\u0131. K\u0259rim h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\n–\tBu n\u0259dir bel\u0259? Hardad\u0131r bu q\u0131zlar?
\nK\u0259rim qap\u0131n\u0131 bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u00f6yd\u00fc, \u00e7ar\u0259siz qal\u0131b qap\u0131dan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Hirsl\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcb getdi.<\/p>\n

Sonradan T\u0259hmin\u0259nin evin\u0259 Rafiqi g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi. Yen\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259 q\u0259fild\u0259n ortadan yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. <\/p>\n

Aradan iki ay ke\u00e7di.
\nS\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 aras\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r S\u0259f\u0259ri d\u0259, valideyinl\u0259rini d\u0259 yorurdu. Bir g\u00fcn Lamiy\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rin penc\u0259yinin cibind\u0259n Fidan\u0131n \u015f\u0259kilini tapd\u0131, u\u015faq kimi a\u011flad\u0131.
\n–\tM\u0259nim g\u00fcnah\u0131m n\u0259 idi? S\u0259ni sevm\u0259k? O g\u00fcn m\u0259g\u0259r m\u0259n s\u0259ni yata\u011fa zorla salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m? Ax\u0131, m\u0259n hardan bil\u0259ydim ki, s\u0259n m\u0259ni Fidan g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n. Yaz\u0131q deyil\u0259m m\u0259n?
\nS\u0259f\u0259rin Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131b, qucaqlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259tta, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 Lamiy\u0259d\u0259n \u00fczr d\u0259 ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Lamiy\u0259 onun s\u0259rxo\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259n istifad\u0259 ets\u0259 d\u0259 onu he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur etm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Uzun zamandan sonra \u0259r-arvad kimi ilk d\u0259f\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 sar\u0131ld\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259nin anas\u0131 Aynur is\u0259 Almaniyaya geri qay\u0131tmal\u0131 oldu. \u0130\u015fl\u0259ri burda al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Orda i\u015fiyl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 imkanlar daha \u00e7ox idi.
\nAnas\u0131 olanda Lamiy\u0259 he\u00e7 olmasa kimins\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rini dinl\u0259y\u0259rdi, indi t\u0259k qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259nin d\u0259, t\u0259z\u0259 toyu olmu\u015f bald\u0131z\u0131 Ayb\u0259nizin d\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri ona qar\u015f\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 deyildi. C\u0259mil\u0259 tez-tez Lamiy\u0259d\u0259n o\u011fluna \u015fikay\u0259t edirdi. S\u0259f\u0259r he\u00e7 vaxt anas\u0131n\u0131n \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 fikir verm\u0259zdi.
\n\u201c \u00d6z\u00fcn se\u00e7mis\u0259n, g\u0259lin s\u0259nin g\u0259linindir \u201d \u2013 deyib anas\u0131n\u0131n \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 bird\u0259f\u0259lik son qoyard\u0131.
\nEv\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 Lamiy\u0259d\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259r e\u015fid\u0259rdi. Bir g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r Lamiy\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259d\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 deyinirdi.
\n–\tAnan he\u00e7 n\u0259yin h\u0259ddini bilmir. Harda nec\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r, dayanmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r bilmir.
\n–\tB\u0259sdir, dinm\u0259dikc\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na fikir vermirs\u0259n.
\n–\tG\u00f6r kim kim\u0259 n\u0259 deyir. Atan indi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m, niy\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t edirmi\u015f anana.
\nDivanda uzanan S\u0259f\u0259r aya\u011fa qalx\u0131r, Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u015fill\u0259 vurur.
\n–\tB\u0259sdir, m\u0259ni bo\u011faza y\u0131\u011fm\u0131san, \u0259lind\u0259n cana da g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. <\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tutub a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya dedi:
\n–\t\u018fll\u0259rin q\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131n. C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m ol, s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m ol.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, paltosunu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Birba\u015fa atas\u0131gil\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Anas\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di.
\nK\u0259rim o\u011flunun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, yen\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 dilini dinc saxlamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r paltosunu soyunmadan kresloda oturdu.
\n–\tAta, \u0259sg\u0259r getm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 Nax\u00e7\u0131vana. Yalvar\u0131ram yox dem\u0259.\u0130st\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259ni ora sald\u0131ra bil\u0259rs\u0259n…<\/p>\n

K\u0259riml\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rimd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l dill\u0259ndi, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131 \u00fcsyan etdi.
\n–\tYox, bu ola bilm\u0259z. S\u0259ni oralara buraxa bilm\u0259r\u0259m.
\n–\tOnsuzda ged\u0259c\u0259m ana. Onacan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m Lamiy\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r, a\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259r.
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Bu vaxtlar oralarda hava \u015faxta k\u0259sir.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 qurban olum ata, ist\u0259s\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fey ed\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n. S\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259 bu su i\u00e7m\u0259k kimi bir \u015feydir. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, yox dem\u0259.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 yer\u0259 oturub dizl\u0259rini d\u00f6y\u0259-d\u00f6y\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131.
\n–\tNiy\u0259 ax\u0131 oran\u0131 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n? Bak\u0131 da olard\u0131. Niy\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n?
\nK\u0259rim d\u0259 ist\u0259mirdi o\u011flu h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259tini uzaqlarda ke\u00e7irtsin. Lamiy\u0259 o\u011flunu bir d\u0259f\u0259 cayna\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7irtmi\u015fdi. Sad\u0259c\u0259, ona d\u0259rs verm\u0259k laz\u0131m idi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, o\u011flunu iki aydan sonra \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qaytara da bil\u0259rdi. Odur ki, \u201cyox\u201d dey\u0259 d\u0259 bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

Evin qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. Lamiy\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u0259r\u0259l\u0259,a\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q qald\u0131.
\n–\tS\u0259n burda neynirs\u0259n? M\u0259ni nec\u0259 tapd\u0131n? Hans\u0131 a\u011f\u0131lnan bura g\u0259ldin?<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131 var…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

K\u0259rim ax\u015fam o\u011flunun evin\u0259 g\u0259ldi. H\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri o\u011flundan gizl\u0259tdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pe\u015fman olmu\u015fdu. \u018fg\u0259r Fidan\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini bils\u0259ydi, imkan verm\u0259zdi o\u011flu Lamiy\u0259 il\u0259 evl\u0259nsin. Lamiy\u0259 qaynatas\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. S\u0259f\u0259r qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda kitab oxuyurdu. Atas\u0131n\u0131n onu soru\u015fdu\u011funu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259ldi. S\u0259f\u0259r – Ax\u015fam\u0131n xeyir. K\u0259rim \u2013 Ax\u015fam\u0131n xeyir. S\u0259ninl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tim var. K\u0259rim g\u0259linin\u0259 baxd\u0131, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam el\u0259di. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15201","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15201","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15201"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15201\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15335,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15201\/revisions\/15335"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15201"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15201"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15201"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}