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Tahir Lamiy\u0259ni k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259yir. Lamiy\u0259nin k\u00fcr\u0259yi divara m\u00f6hk\u0259m d\u0259ydiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, yer\u0259 oturur. Tahir \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259 onun sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutur.
\n–\tS\u0259n\u0259 demi\u015fdimmi m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259? Harda olsan s\u0259ni tapacam demi\u015fdim, ya yox?
\nLamiy\u0259 yalvarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n–\tYalvar\u0131ram incitm\u0259 m\u0259ni. S\u0259n bildiyin kimi deyil vallah
\n–\tEl\u0259 bildin tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m? Hardad\u0131r \u0259rin? O \u0259claf hardad\u0131r?
\nTahir pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 qalx\u0131r , bir-bir otaqlara bax\u0131r. Sonra a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, Lamiy\u0259nin yaxas\u0131ndan tutur aya\u011fa qad\u0131r\u0131r
\n–\tHardad\u0131r o?
\n–\tEvd\u0259 yoxdu, qurban olum get,sonra dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q.
\n–\tSonra?
\nTahir lamiy\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u015fill\u0259 vurdu.
\n–\t\u018frind\u0259n s\u0259ni bo\u015fatd\u0131r\u0131m, a\u011fl\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lsin. \u015e\u0259kill\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259m.
\n–\tB\u0259s \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rimiz yox idi?
\n–\tOna g\u00f6r\u0259 asanl\u0131qla k\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n vurdun? S\u0259nin kimi x\u0259yan\u0259tkara bu da azd\u0131r. M\u0259n\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131na bax. \u0130ndi \u0259rin g\u0259lsin, h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015facam.
\nLamiy\u0259 Tahirin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc.
\n–\tYalvar\u0131ram yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin m\u0259n\u0259. Sabah g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik, s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015facam. H\u0259r \u015fey bildiyin kimi deyil. Yolda\u015f\u0131mla qohumuq. M\u0259ni toydan \u0259vv\u0259l zorlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259cbur idim evl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259. D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc des\u0259ydim m\u0259ni q\u0259bul ed\u0259c\u0259kdin?
\nTahir Lamiy\u0259nin dedikl\u0259rini dinl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sakit dayand\u0131, q\u0259fild\u0259n s\u0259sli g\u00fcld\u00fc.
\n–\tS\u0259n n\u0259 artist qad\u0131nsan bel\u0259? Az, s\u0259ni zorlamaq olar? H\u0259?
\n–\tN\u0259 ist\u0259s\u0259n ed\u0259r\u0259m, birc\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131ma he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259. Yalvar\u0131ram. M\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 z\u0259rr\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 olsa sevgin yoxdur?
\nLamiy\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131. Tahirin ona yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ldi.
\n–\tYax\u015f\u0131, sabah tezd\u0259n evim\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. M\u0259n\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fsan, g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259ni, m\u0259ni yaradana and olsun ax\u0131r\u0131na \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00e7\u0131xacam. N\u0259 des\u0259m ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\n–\tAnd i\u00e7ir\u0259m, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m.
\n<\/p>\n

Tahir daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rpmas\u0131ndan Lamiy\u0259 dik at\u0131ld\u0131. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011flayaraq dedi:
\n–\t\u0130ndi m\u0259n n\u0259 edim?<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259ni birt\u0259h\u0259r sakitl\u0259\u015fdirdi. S\u0259f\u0259rin b\u0259db\u0259xt\u00e7ilikd\u0259n anas\u0131n\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 hal\u0131 da yox idi. C\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259rman at\u0131b ota\u011f\u0131na getdi. K\u0259rim o\u011fluyla t\u0259k qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n–\tH\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259 get, onsuzda gec-tez getm\u0259liydin.
\n–\tDiplomumu al\u0131m, ged\u0259c\u0259m. Bir-iki g\u00fcn\u0259 diplomu universitetd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m. <\/p>\n

Araya sakit\u00e7ilik \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. S\u0259f\u0259r \u0259lini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 tutub h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcyl\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131.
\n–\tM\u0259n uduzdum ata, uduzdum. B\u0259db\u0259xt\u0259m.
\nK\u0259rim d\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131. O\u011flunun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b a\u011flad\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Neynirs\u0259n el\u0259, buralardan m\u0259ni uzaqla\u015fd\u0131r. Onu unuda bilmir\u0259m. Fidans\u0131z ya\u015faya bilmir\u0259m ata.
\nK\u0259rim o\u011flunun ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc, t\u0259s\u0259lli ver\u0259 bilmirdi. Sakitc\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r ax\u015fam\u0131 atas\u0131gild\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Lamiy\u0259 rahat haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Bilirdi ki, S\u0259f\u0259rin ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yi bird\u0259 ax\u015fama qald\u0131. Ba\u015fqa vaxt olsayd\u0131, ax\u015famdan qaynanas\u0131gilin evini y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 yatmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bilmirdi nec\u0259 el\u0259sin ki, Tahir ondan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259ksin.
\nLamiy\u0259 adi kostyum geyinmi\u015fdi. Tahirin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 binan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda taksid\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nLiftl\u0259 yeddinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u00f6yd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra Tahir \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131.
\n–\tSabah\u0131n xeyir \u0259zizim. Bel\u0259 tez g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim.
\nLamiy\u0259 salamla\u015fmad\u0131, i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Tahir yuxudan t\u0259z\u0259 durmu\u015fdu, qur\u015faqdan yuxar\u0131 \u0259yni \u00e7\u0131lpaq idi. Lamiy\u0259ni arxadan qucaqlay\u0131b, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc.
\n–\tDar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nLamiy\u0259 Tahird\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.
\n–\tBura bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, ail\u0259mi da\u011f\u0131tma.
\n–\tDa\u011f\u0131tmayacam. N\u0259 vaxt ist\u0259s\u0259m bura g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\n–\tH\u0259r \u00e7a\u011f\u0131randa g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. M\u0259ni d\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f.
\nTahir Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 bir \u015fill\u0259 vurdu.
\n–\t\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r niy\u0259 g\u0259lirdin? S\u0259sini k\u0259s ke\u00e7 ota\u011fa.
\nTahir Lamiy\u0259ni it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259-it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 yataq ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra K\u0259rim o\u011flunun i\u015f yerin\u0259 g\u0259ldi. \u00dcz\u00fc g\u00fclm\u00fcrd\u00fc, S\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131n\u0131n mimikas\u0131ndan anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, dediyini edibdir.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n ged\u0259k ba\u015fqa yer\u0259.
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Pis olmaz. Bug\u00fcn he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sim yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Ata-o\u011ful birlikd\u0259 nahar yem\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. K\u0259rim g\u00f6zl\u0259rini o\u011flundan \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmirdi.G\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolurdu .
\n–\tTutal\u0131m ki, qay\u0131td\u0131n. Ondan sonra n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n.
\n–\tLamiy\u0259yl\u0259 bo\u015fanma\u011f\u0131. Fidana qay\u0131tma\u011fa \u00fcz\u00fcm yoxdur. \u0130st\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259ni q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. He\u00e7 vaxt ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamayacaq m\u0259ni.
\n–\t\u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259hvin inanmama\u011f\u0131n oldu.
\n–\tQ\u0259lbim\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…N\u0259 etdims\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 etdim.Uduzdum ata…Uduzdum.
\n–\tBel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259.H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 Nax\u00e7\u0131vana getm\u0259kd\u0259 q\u0259rarl\u0131san?
\n–\tH\u0259. Bir il h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n uzaq olmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

K\u0259rim o\u011flunun fikrini d\u0259yi\u015fdir\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi.
\nK\u0259rim \u2013 Lamiy\u0259 nec\u0259 olacaq b\u0259s?
\n–\tDemi\u015f\u0259m m\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sizinl\u0259 ya\u015fas\u0131n. Anamla yola gets\u0259…
\n–\tGetm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.
\n–\tOnda t\u0259k ya\u015fayar. Tez-tez d\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qatmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sexi d\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131racam ona. N\u0259zar\u0259t ed\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nK\u0259rim he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Fidanla T\u0259hmin\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0259 gedir, i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan kimi ev\u0259 g\u0259lirdil\u0259r. B\u0259z\u0259n onlar\u0131 ev\u0259 Camal \u00f6z ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131yla g\u0259tirirdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259 bir o\u011flanla tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015fdu. M\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259rd\u0259n biri idi. Camal \u00f6z\u00fc ona o\u011flan\u0131 \u0259ld\u0259n buraxmama\u011f\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flan\u0131n da T\u0259hmin\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7ox xo\u015fu g\u0259lirdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259 r\u0259qqas\u0259lik edirdi, geyiml\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131q-sa\u00e7\u0131q olmazd\u0131.
\nCamal\u0131n is\u0259 Fidandan xo\u015fu g\u0259lirdi. \u00dcr\u0259yini T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 a\u00e7maq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. T\u0259hmin\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmam\u015fdan \u0259vv\u0259l kabinetin\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00f6hb\u0259ti \u00e7ox uzatmay\u0131b birba\u015fa m\u0259tl\u0259b\u0259 ke\u00e7di.
\n–\tFidan nec\u0259 q\u0131zd\u0131r? Y\u0259ni, ist\u0259diyi var?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 Camal\u0131n Fidanla evl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb sevindi.
\n–\t\u0130st\u0259diyi yoxdur, yetimdir. Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 yegan\u0259 insan m\u0259n\u0259m.
\n–\tY\u0259ni,atas\u0131ndan, qarda\u015f\u0131ndan he\u00e7 kimi yoxdur. Day\u0131s\u0131, \u0259misi..
\n–\tYoxdur. Anas\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259likc\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdi.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 \u00e7oxbilmi\u015fc\u0259sin\u0259 soru\u015fdu.
\n–\tFidandan xo\u015fun g\u0259lir?
\n–\tH\u0259. Pis q\u0131z deyil. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 salar a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 i\u015fini g\u00f6r\u0259r. He\u00e7 kiml\u0259 qayn\u0131y\u0131b qar\u0131\u015fan da deyil.
\n–\tFikrin n\u0259dir?
\n–\tH\u0259l\u0259ki bilmir\u0259m. Sad\u0259c\u0259 xo\u015fum g\u0259lir. Bel\u0259 q\u0131zd\u0131r?
\n–\tFidan he\u00e7 vaxt ail\u0259 qurmay\u0131b. T\u0259mizdir.
\n–\tAyd\u0131nd\u0131r.
\n–\tYax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nim n\u00f6vb\u0259mdir. Getm\u0259liy\u0259m.
\n–\tBuyur.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda Camal m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda qablar\u0131 yuyan Fidana bax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu, s\u00f6z tap\u0131b he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 d\u0259 bilmirdi.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 A\u011flama\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur. \u018fvv\u0259l-ax\u0131r getm\u0259liydim.
\n–\tGetm\u0259li deyildin. Qa\u00e7\u0131rsan. Bir il s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k var.
\n–\tSevgili g\u00f6zl\u0259mirs\u0259n, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n. M\u0259n qay\u0131dana q\u0259d\u0259r bacarsan anamgiln\u0259n qalarsan.
\n–\tSonra n\u0259 olacaq?
\n–\tBilmir\u0259m Lamiy\u0259. Haz\u0131rla\u015f \u00e7\u0131xaq.<\/p>\n

Ev telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259lir. D\u0259st\u0259yi Lamiy\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr.
\n–\tAllo. Allo.
\nD\u0259st\u0259yin o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 Tahirdi.
\n–\tSalam \u0259zizim. \u0130ndi haz\u0131rla\u015f, yan\u0131ma g\u0259l.
\n–\tS\u0259hv d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u00fcz.
\nLamiy\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoydu. S\u0259f\u0259r kim oldu\u011funu soru\u015fdu.
\n–\tKimdi?
\n–\tQad\u0131n idi. S\u0259hv d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. Olar m\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259yim? Anangilin yan\u0131na sabah k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259r\u0259m. \u0130ndi sa\u011folla\u015faca\u011f\u0131q. Ayr\u0131l\u0131q s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259rini sevmir\u0259m.
\n–\tNec\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tdi.
\nLamiy\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259ri qucaqlad\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 Lamiy\u0259ni ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z qucaqlad\u0131.
\nLamiy\u0259 – Sa\u011f-salamat qay\u0131t.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib, \u0259liyl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259 \u00e7amadan\u0131yla evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silib ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131. <\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r evd\u0259 Camaldan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, sonunda Fidan bezdi, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yib q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.
\n–\tAaaa, T\u0259hmin\u0259 lap \u00fcr\u0259yim buland\u0131. Camaldan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fmaq olar? Ay\u0131b deyil, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn var.
\n–\tA\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, xo\u015fum g\u0259ldiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259rifl\u0259mir\u0259m. S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259yir\u0259m. Camal\u0131n s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7ox xo\u015fu g\u0259lir. Dey\u0259s\u0259n fikiri ciddidir.
\n–\tS\u0259n ona m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131san?
\n–\tNarahat olma. S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259dim.
\n–\tO evl\u0259n\u0259r m\u0259niml\u0259?
\n–\tNiy\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259sin?
\n–\tAx\u0131 m\u0259n…
\n–\tH\u0259r \u015feyin \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu var. B\u0259rpa etm\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 var ki!…
\n–\tOlmaz. Buna vicdan\u0131m yol verm\u0259z. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259niml\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259, d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dey\u0259c\u0259m. Q\u0259bul ets\u0259, evl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259m.
\n–\tS\u0259n z\u0259man\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 deyils\u0259n. Vicdan\u0131na heyranam.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 taksid\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 gic\u0259ll\u0259ndi.S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 yeddinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131. Tahir qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda t\u0259l\u0259sik ev\u0259 girdi, hamama qa\u00e7d\u0131. Tahir s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fc bildirdi, qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Hamama girdi.
\n–\tS\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 olub? \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259 h\u0259kim\u0259 ged\u0259k.
\nLamiy\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 su vurdu.
\n–\tDey\u0259s\u0259n hamil\u0259y\u0259m.
\nTahir t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.
\n–\tU\u015faq kimd\u0259ndi?
\n–\tM\u0259nc\u0259 \u0259rimd\u0259ndi. El\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

Tahir \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li-\u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n–\tBilm\u0259k olmaz.
\n–\tA\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z-a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z dan\u0131\u015fma. S\u0259nd\u0259n m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. T\u0259z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck. He\u00e7 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n bir ay ke\u00e7m\u0259yib.
\n–\tYen\u0259 d\u0259 bilm\u0259k olmaz. U\u015faq do\u011fulanda bil\u0259c\u0259yik.
\n–\tNec\u0259?
\n–\tN\u0259di? U\u015faq ist\u0259mirs\u0259n?
\n–\tIst\u0259yir\u0259m,amma…
\n–\tN\u0259 ammas\u0131? Bu u\u015faq do\u011fulacaq.V\u0259ssalam….<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 qorxusundan Tahir\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilmirdi…Susdu…<\/p>\n

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Tahir Lamiy\u0259ni k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259yir. Lamiy\u0259nin k\u00fcr\u0259yi divara m\u00f6hk\u0259m d\u0259ydiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, yer\u0259 oturur. Tahir \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259 onun sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutur. – S\u0259n\u0259 demi\u015fdimmi m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259? Harda olsan s\u0259ni tapacam demi\u015fdim, ya yox? Lamiy\u0259 yalvarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. – Yalvar\u0131ram incitm\u0259 m\u0259ni. S\u0259n bildiyin kimi deyil vallah – El\u0259 bildin tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m? Hardad\u0131r \u0259rin? O \u0259claf hardad\u0131r? Tahir pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15263","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15263","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15263"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15263\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15331,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15263\/revisions\/15331"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15263"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15263"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15263"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}