{"id":15314,"date":"2015-10-09T15:00:29","date_gmt":"2015-10-09T10:00:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15314"},"modified":"2015-10-09T22:26:58","modified_gmt":"2015-10-09T17:26:58","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99li-ruzbeh-m%c9%99mm%c9%99din-nagili","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15314","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130.&#8221;RUZBEH M\u018fMM\u018fD\u0130N NA\u011eILI&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/sv.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/sv-214x300.jpg\" alt=\"sv\" width=\"214\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-15206\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/sv-214x300.jpg 214w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/sv.jpg 432w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>AYB, DGTYB v\u0259 \u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin \u00fczv\u00fc,<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc<\/p>\n<p>I<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m uzaqdad\u0131&#8230; Lap uzaqda&#8230; Onu da bilir\u0259m ki, d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 onun olmas\u0131n\u0131 arzulayaca\u011fam. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 bir ba\u015fqas\u0131 olacaq.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nBir o\u011flan var. Ad\u0131 Ruzbeh. \u015eeirl\u0259rinin sonunda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu ad\u0131 oxuyuram: Ruzbeh M\u0259mm\u0259d. O o\u011flan \u00f6z ki\u00e7ik ovuclar\u0131nda \u00fcmid b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb. H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259ri, dilin\u0259 sehrli k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259lib. Allah\u0131n \u0259ta etdiyi bu sehrl\u0259 zaman-zaman 39 qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b: M\u0259rif\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131&#8230; Elm qap\u0131s\u0131&#8230; \u0130nam qap\u0131s\u0131&#8230; \u0130man qap\u0131s\u0131&#8230; Sevgi qap\u0131s\u0131&#8230; v\u0259 sair&#8230; v\u0259 ilax\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nAtas\u0131n\u0131n 57 ya\u015f\u0131na yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feird\u0259 \u201cs\u00f6z\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u201cbir k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z\u201d \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259ki heyr\u0259tini\u201d yaz\u0131b Ruzbeh M\u0259mm\u0259d&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nin h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259, evimizd\u0259ki<br \/>\nKitablar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n otaqdan da b\u00f6y\u00fck bir hikm\u0259t vard\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nBalaca-balaca atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m add\u0131mlar zaman\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin boyumdan uca, \u00e7\u0259kimd\u0259n yek\u0259,<br \/>\nDediyin k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b yeriyirdim&#8230;<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>II<br \/>\nNarahatam&#8230; G\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, bilir\u0259m. Dar\u0131xsam da, d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. \u015eaiq V\u0259li demi\u015f: \u201cOlacaqlar olacaqlar&#8230;\u201d D\u0259rk edir\u0259m bunlar\u0131. Amma, di g\u0259l, yumru\u011fum boyda bir \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 bunun he\u00e7 birini anladamm\u0131ram. Ya m\u0259nim s\u00f6z\u00fcm ke\u00e7mir, ya da anlatma\u011fa s\u00f6z tapm\u0131ram. H\u0259sr\u0259timi b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr\u0259m. Boyuna bax\u0131b a\u011flamaq \u00fcmidil\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nRuzbeh M\u0259mm\u0259d \u00e7ox tez b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc&#8230; Na\u011f\u0131l dili y\u00fcyr\u0259k olur ax\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc v\u0259 yolu Bak\u0131 adl\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Burda daha yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259di. A\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201chiss box\u00e7as\u0131\u201dndan \u00fcr\u0259k-\u00fcr\u0259k sevinc, k\u0259d\u0259r, dar\u0131xmaq, xat\u0131rlamaq paylad\u0131 onu oxuyanlara&#8230; \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259ktub oxuya-oxuya&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yaman da pis \u015fey imi\u015f,<br \/>\nBilirs\u0259nmi dar\u0131xmaq?<br \/>\nOxudum m\u0259ktubunu<br \/>\nDeyirs\u0259n ki, dar\u0131xma&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Deyirs\u0259n, unudam s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nBu da qism\u0259t, bu da baxtd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\nUnutma\u011fa vaxt\u0131m yoxdu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc Ruzbehin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, h\u0259l\u0259 40-c\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda n\u0259 oldu\u011fundan x\u0259b\u0259rsizdi. Tamam etdiyi b\u00fct\u00fcn elm v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259b kitablar\u0131n\u0131 qoltu\u011funa vurdu, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t sirrl\u0259rini \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 saxlanc el\u0259di, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 gizl\u0259tdi v\u00fcsal \u00fcmidl\u0259rini&#8230; Yol ald\u0131 40-c\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259n\u015f\u0259rin\u0259. \u018fl atd\u0131 ki, a\u00e7a&#8230; Bir s\u0259s g\u0259ldi \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n:<br \/>\n-A\u00e7ma, igid!<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 igid d\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fi yar\u0131m qoyard\u0131m\u0131!?<br \/>\nRuzbeh 40-c\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. A\u00e7d\u0131, amma, \u00fcr\u0259yinin s\u0259sin\u0259 qulaq asmad\u0131 dey\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259di. 40-c\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda onu \u201c\u0259lah\u0259zr\u0259t ayr\u0131l\u0131q\u201d g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6yr\u0259tdim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc t\u0259kliy\u0259<br \/>\n\u00d6yr\u0259tdim bir balaca&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7atd\u0131m qa\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m fini\u015f\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6yr\u0259tdim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc<br \/>\nT\u0259kliy\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259 asan s\u0259nsizliy\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yuxusuzlu\u011fa,<br \/>\nDodaqlar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f h\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259,<br \/>\nQarn\u0131m\u0131 acl\u0131\u011fa.<br \/>\n\u00d6yr\u0259tdim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc<br \/>\nEl\u0259-bel\u0259&#8230; Ac\u0131\u011fa&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>III<br \/>\nAdamlar\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131 20-y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131m\u0131, \u201cb\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc\u201d&#8230; 30-a yetdimi, \u201ca\u011f\u0131llanmaq\u201d d\u00f6vr\u00fc bitdi&#8230; 40-\u0131 ke\u00e7dimi&#8230; \u201c\u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259si\u201d he\u00e7 n\u0259yi qalmad\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nB\u0259s, m\u0259nim h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir \u015feir boyu b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tim? Heyf ki, bu na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7 almas\u0131 da \u015feir boydad\u0131&#8230; V\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr&#8230; \u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n c\u00fcc\u0259rir&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259&#8230; Bir d\u0259 bunu deyim: bizi \u015feirl\u0259r qarda\u015f-bac\u0131 el\u0259di Ruzbehl\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nV\u0259 m\u0259n bu g\u00fcn onun na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 oxuya-oxuya ( yaza-yaza) d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, ba\u015f q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259t olan na\u011f\u0131l\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259rimin anas\u0131d\u0131r&#8230; V\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131m yoxdur&#8230;<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nRuzbeh M\u0259mm\u0259d uzaqdad\u0131 G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259n&#8230; 2014-c\u00fc ild\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259n \u201c365 g\u00fcn\u201d adl\u0131 kitab\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259yi unutmay\u0131b bu uzaql\u0131qda&#8230; Onun kitab\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259rd\u0259n oxuyuram. \u018fn \u00e7ox da bu c\u00fcml\u0259ni: \u201cNarahat olma, d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r\u201d\u0259 qal\u0131r \u00fc\u00e7 y\u00fcz altm\u0131\u015f be\u015f g\u00fcn h\u0259yat&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 F\u0259rqan\u0259 Mehdiyevan\u0131n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rini&#8230;<br \/>\n-\u0130nan\u0131ram ki, Ruzbeh M\u0259mm\u0259d imzas\u0131 h\u0259m poeziya vur\u011funlar\u0131na, h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259viyyat adamlar\u0131na maraql\u0131 t\u00f6hf\u0259 olacaq.<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 inan\u0131ram&#8230; \u0130nan\u0131ram ki, Ruzbeh M\u0259mm\u0259din na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n sonunda bu c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r yaz\u0131lacaq: \u201cH\u0259r k\u0259s murada yetdi&#8230; G\u00f6yd\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 alma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc&#8230; Ham\u0131s\u0131 da Ruzbehin&#8230; \u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130<br \/>\nG\u018fNC\u018f<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>AYB, DGTYB v\u0259 \u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidentinin T\u0259qa\u00fcd Fondunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc I Bilir\u0259m uzaqdad\u0131&#8230; Lap uzaqda&#8230; Onu da bilir\u0259m ki, d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 onun olmas\u0131n\u0131 arzulayaca\u011fam. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 bir ba\u015fqas\u0131 olacaq. *** Bir o\u011flan var. Ad\u0131 Ruzbeh. \u015eeirl\u0259rinin sonunda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu ad\u0131 oxuyuram: Ruzbeh M\u0259mm\u0259d. O o\u011flan \u00f6z ki\u00e7ik ovuclar\u0131nda \u00fcmid [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15314","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15314","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15314"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15314\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15327,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15314\/revisions\/15327"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15314"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15314"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15314"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}