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\"sefaqetxanimsekil\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Camal bir aya kimi Fidan\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rini izl\u0259di, q\u0259ti q\u0259rar verdi ki, Fidanla ail\u0259 quracaq. Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259d\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq insanlardan qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131, he\u00e7 kiml\u0259 qaynay\u0131b-qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131.
\nFidan i\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n kimi ya ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitablar\u0131 oxuyard\u0131, ya da televizora baxard\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259ri unutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, evl\u0259ns\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olar. \u00d6vlad\u0131na, \u0259rin\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015far, ke\u00e7mi\u015fi yadda\u015f\u0131ndan bird\u0259f\u0259lik sil\u0259r. Gec\u0259l\u0259ri gec yatard\u0131, g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r T\u0259hmin\u0259d\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq g\u00fcnorta olmam\u0131\u015f yuxudan oyanard\u0131.
\nBu s\u0259h\u0259r tez oyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 yuxudan. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Binadan \u00e7\u0131xanda qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Camal\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. Camal g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fczl\u0259 Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n–\tSabah\u0131n xeyir.
\nFidan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcn\u00fc Camaldan gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259di.
\n–\tSabah\u0131n\u0131z xeyir.
\n–\tDey\u0259s\u0259n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndin?!
\n–\tG\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim.
\n–\tVaxt\u0131n var, bir az s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259k?
\n–\tVar.
\n–\tTan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m yax\u015f\u0131 bir yer var. H\u0259m \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259rik, h\u0259m d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q.
\n–\tG\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259ni on-on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259siniz. Paltar\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259liy\u0259m.
\n–\tNarahat olma. Ma\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Fidan he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, binaya girdi, qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n kimi yataq ota\u011f\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131, T\u0259hmin\u0259ni sirk\u0259l\u0259di.
\n–\tT\u0259hmin\u0259 oyan, tez ol oyan.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131.
\n–\tN\u0259 olub s\u0259h\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f oyad\u0131rsan m\u0259ni?
\n–\tCamal burdad\u0131.
\n–\tHardad\u0131?
\n–\tH\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Deyir m\u0259niml\u0259 ciddi s\u00f6hb\u0259ti var.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini barma\u011f\u0131yla ovu\u015fdurdu.
\n–\tNiy\u0259 getm\u0259din?
\n–\tGed\u0259c\u0259m. M\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Ev paltar\u0131nda getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdim ki?
\n–\tA\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 ol, haqq\u0131nda h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri dan\u0131\u015fma.
\n–\tOnu gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. \u0130nsand\u0131, m\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r.
\n–\tAy q\u0131z, Az\u0259rbaycan ki\u015fisidir.Ba\u015fqa \u00f6lk\u0259yl\u0259 s\u0259hv salma.
\n–\tN\u0259 is\u0259… V\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 baxacam. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131da m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. <\/p>\n

Fidan paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fir.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – \u0130nan\u0131ram ki, bu il ail\u0259 quracaqsan. Yax\u015f\u0131 olar vallah, ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt toya getmi\u015f\u0259m, yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.
\n–\tXeyirlisi, g\u00f6r\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Fidan \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Camal onu g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n qabaq qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k \u2013 buyurun \u2013 dedi. Fidan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib ma\u015f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. <\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ancaq bir h\u0259ft\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259gild\u0259 ya\u015faya bildi. Sonra he\u00e7 kim\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n, K\u0259riml\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259 evd\u0259 olmayanda pal-paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b evin\u0259
\nk\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc.
\nXadim\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 Lamiy\u0259nin getdiyini dey\u0259nd\u0259 az qala havalanacaqd\u0131. Telefonu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb o\u011flunun evin\u0259 z\u0259ng etdi. Lamiy\u0259 telefona gec cavab verdi.
\n–\tAllo.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 salams\u0131z-k\u0259lams\u0131z suallar\u0131n\u0131 verdi:
\n–\tBu n\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tdi edirs\u0259n? \u00d6zba\u015f\u0131na olmusan?
\n–\tB\u0259li, \u00f6zba\u015f\u0131ma olmu\u015fam. \u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 xo\u015f baxm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, h\u0259r\u0259niz bir c\u00fcr qa\u015f-qabaql\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z.
\n–\tQurban olasan anana, yoxsa s\u0259ni bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259lin etm\u0259zdim. Zorlama \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131r\u0131d\u0131n o\u011fluma.
\n–\tG\u0259lin oca\u011fa \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r. Bald\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n yolunu getdim.
\n–\tYax\u015f\u0131 Lamiy\u0259, s\u0259ni S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n bo\u015fatd\u0131rmaq boynumun borcu olsun.
\n–\tS\u0259f\u0259r m\u0259ni bo\u015fasa s\u0259nin d\u0259 ail\u0259n da\u011f\u0131lacaq. Ke\u00e7mi\u015fini n\u0259 tez unutdun? Fidan\u0131, Mahmudu, q\u0131z\u0131n Ayb\u0259niz\u0259 \u0259r axtar\u0131rd\u0131n. Yad\u0131na sal.Neynirs\u0259n el\u0259, K\u0259riml\u0259 s\u0259ni S\u0259f\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259yim.
\nLamiy\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 adboy verdi. Bu an qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. Lamiy\u0259 deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Tahiri g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\n–\t S\u0259n\u0259 dedim ax\u0131, bura g\u0259lm\u0259.
\nTahir saymazyana i\u00e7\u0259ri girir.
\n–\tNarahat olma, he\u00e7 kim g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Bird\u0259 ki niy\u0259 qorxursan? \u018frin \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259dir, qaynanan-qayatan s\u0259ninl\u0259 maraqlanm\u0131r.
\n–\tNiy\u0259 maraqlanm\u0131rlar? Qaynanam b\u0259yaq z\u0259ng vurmu\u015fdu. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, bird\u0259 bura g\u0259lm\u0259.
\n–\tYax\u015f\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259r\u0259m, haz\u0131rla\u015f,s\u0259ni bir yer\u0259 aparacam.
\n–\tHara?
\n–\tGed\u0259nd\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\n–\tGed\u0259k onda. M\u0259n haz\u0131ram. Birinci s\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x evd\u0259n, sonra m\u0259n. Qon\u015fular\u0131n g\u00f6rm\u0259yini ist\u0259mir\u0259m.
\nTahir evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Camal Fidan\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki restoranlardan birin\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. Camal yem\u0259k sifari\u015f verdi. Fidan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Camal da h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yd\u0131. S\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flamaqla Fidan\u0131 x\u0259yallar\u0131ndan ay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n–\tBilmir\u0259m s\u00f6z\u0259 nec\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131m. \u0130nanm\u0131ram T\u0259hmin\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259ys\u0259 dem\u0259sin. \u0130ki aya yax\u0131nd\u0131r, s\u0259n\u0259 fikir verir\u0259m. S\u0259nd\u0259n xo\u015fum g\u0259lir. \u018fg\u0259r sevdiyin yoxdursa, fikrim ciddidir. Y\u0259qin gec-tez s\u0259n d\u0259 ail\u0259-u\u015faq sahibi olacaqsan. M\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 fikirl\u0259rin maraql\u0131d\u0131r.
\n–\tN\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yimi bilmir\u0259m. T\u0259hmin\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259r dedi. \u018fg\u0259r do\u011frudan evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yirsinizs\u0259, n\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m.
\n–\tM\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 yetim o\u011flanam. N\u0259 anam var, n\u0259 atam. S\u0259n d\u0259 raz\u0131sansa, xeyir i\u015fi \u00e7ox uzatmayaq. Ni\u015fanlanaq , sonra toy t\u0259dar\u00fck\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u015flayar\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Fidan udqundu, dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z tapm\u0131rd\u0131, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Camal\u0131 dinl\u0259yirdi.
\nCamal: – Birc\u0259 \u015feyi d\u0259qiq bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fczg\u00fcn cavab ver. Tam s\u0259mimi. Onsuzda cavab n\u0259 olsa q\u0259bulumdur.
\nFidan sual\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n bildiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 Tahirin ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131nda a\u011flay\u0131r.
\n–\tM\u0259n bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 he\u00e7 s\u0259nd\u0259n deyil?
\n–\tM\u0259ni maraqland\u0131rm\u0131r. Do\u011facaqsan. M\u0259nd\u0259n olsa o \u0259clafdan bo\u015fanacaqsan, olmasa da atarsan \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259, yen\u0259 bo\u015fanarsan.
\n–\tS\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n ax\u0131? Ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n arvad\u0131 n\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r?<\/p>\n

Tahir g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259n Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131r.
\n–\tX\u0259yan\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k laz\u0131m idi. S\u0259n nec\u0259 qad\u0131nsan ax\u0131? \u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 deyirs\u0259n ki, S\u0259f\u0259r s\u0259ni sevmir. N\u0259 m\u0259cburdu \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu onun arvad\u0131 olasan. O u\u015faq d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k Lamiy\u0259. \u018fg\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131na bir \u015fey g\u0259ls\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u0259db\u0259xt qad\u0131n\u0131 bil. Bird\u0259n bilm\u0259rs\u0259n Almaniyaya, anan\u0131n yan\u0131na ged\u0259rs\u0259n. Orda da s\u0259ni taparam. S\u0259ni \u0259limd\u0259n he\u00e7 kim ala bilm\u0259z.
\n–\tX\u0259st\u0259s\u0259n.
\nTahir q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r, Lamiy\u0259 qorxur.
\n–\tH\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259m. M\u0259ni bu h\u0259dd\u0259 s\u0259n \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131san.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 ancaq a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Tahird\u0259n he\u00e7 c\u00fcr can\u0131n\u0131 qurtara bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rim\u0259 Lamiy\u0259nin getdiyini dey\u0259nd\u0259 K\u0259rim \u0259s\u0259bind\u0259n dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yey\u0259-yey\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bax\u0131rd\u0131.
\n–\t\u0130pi y\u0131\u011f\u0131las\u0131 qad\u0131n deyil. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 layiq g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn g\u0259lin budurda. Ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 c\u0259ng\u0259l\u0259 sald\u0131n.
\n–\t\u0130ndi g\u00fcnahkar m\u0259n oldum? Ax\u0131, hardan bil\u0259ydim bel\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259yini?
\n–\tG\u00fcl kimi q\u0131z sevirdi, imkan verm\u0259din.
\n–\tB\u0259sdir g\u00f6r\u00fcm, g\u00fcl kimi q\u0131z \u00f6zd\u0259. X\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259zdi evl\u0259n\u0259rdil\u0259r.
\nK\u0259rim C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n–\tKe\u00e7mi\u015fini unutma, ortada s\u00fcbutlar yoxdursa… N\u0259 is\u0259… \u0130ndi m\u0259ni t\u0259kc\u0259 o\u011flumun taleyi maraqland\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 art\u0131q n\u0259 is\u0259 deyib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 salmaq is\u0259mirdi. Kresloda oturudu ki, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bilsin.
\n–\tLamiy\u0259ni izl\u0259tdirm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r.
\n–\tBa\u015flama yen\u0259? N\u0259di? O da o\u011fluna x\u0259yan\u0259t edir?
\n–\tOnda niy\u0259 t\u0259k ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yir?
\n–\tBa\u015f\u0131n xarabd\u0131r s\u0259nin. Dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm yoxdur.
\n–\tS\u0259n e\u015fit m\u0259ni. Rafiq\u0259 de etibarl\u0131 adam taps\u0131n.
\nK\u0259rim susurdu, dey\u0259s\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259nin dedikl\u0259ri onun da a\u011fl\u0131na bat\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fidan qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n kimi T\u0259hmin\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdirdi.
\n–\tS\u0259n ged\u0259nd\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259candan yata bilmir\u0259m. Camal n\u0259 dedi s\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n

Fidan yata\u011f\u0131na uzand\u0131.
\n–\tN\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259k? Evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.
\n–\t\u018fla, bel\u0259d\u0259 bilirdim. S\u0259n n\u0259 dedin?
\n–\tN\u0259 h\u0259 dedim, n\u0259 yox. Deyir xeyir i\u015fi \u00e7ox uzatmaq olmaz. Bura bax, o do\u011frudan yetimdir?
\n–\tS\u0259n\u0259 dedi yetimdir?
\n–\tH\u0259. Valideynl\u0259rini avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131nda itirib.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 pis oldu.
\n–\tVay-vay… N\u0259 bilim, \u00e7oxdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam biz t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n. Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin. Evl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n sonra harda ya\u015fayacaqs\u0131z?
\n–\tDeyir evi var. \u0130kimiz ya\u015fayar\u0131q, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259rs\u0259n, ba\u015f\u0131n ail\u0259n\u0259, u\u015faqlar\u0131na qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r.
\n–\tBahooo. U\u015faqlar\u0131n say\u0131n\u0131 da dedi?
\n–\tZarafat el\u0259m\u0259, s\u00f6z g\u0259li\u015fi dedi.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 Fidan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 atd\u0131, g\u00fcld\u00fc…
\n Fidan yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir k\u0259nara atd\u0131
\nFidan \u2013 M\u0259nd\u0259n bakir\u0259 olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 soru\u015fdu.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – \u0130n\u015fallah h\u0259 demis\u0259n.
\nFidan \u2013 M\u0259cbur qald\u0131m h\u0259 dedim. Amma vicdan\u0131m incidir m\u0259ni.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – \u0130ndiki zamanda n\u0259 vicdan? D\u00fcz el\u0259mis\u0259n. Bir yolunu fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259rik.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131nda var-g\u0259l edirdi. Ev telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi, ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. D\u0259st\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb cavab verdi. Z\u0259ng ed\u0259n anas\u0131 Aynur idi.
\nAynur \u2013 Nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\n–\tYax\u015f\u0131yam. Bu vaxt n\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b z\u0259ng vurmusan?
\n–\tC\u0259mil\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi. S\u0259nd\u0259n giley-g\u00fczar edirdi.
\n–\tOnun gileysiz g\u00fcn\u00fc olub ki?
\n–\tOnlarla niy\u0259 ya\u015famad\u0131n? S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 niy\u0259 getdi ax\u0131?
\nLamiy\u0259 kinay\u0259 il\u0259 dedi:
\n–\tV\u0259t\u0259n borcudur. Ana, s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z dem\u0259liy\u0259m. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n taleyi s\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259dir.
\n–\tN\u0259 olub?
\n–\tM\u0259n hamil\u0259y\u0259m.
\nAynur sevindi.
\n–\tN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, C\u0259mil\u0259gil bilir?
\n–\t\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m bilsinl\u0259r. U\u015faq S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n deyil.
\n–\tNec\u0259?…<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fam Fidanla T\u0259hmin\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lir. Camal Fidan\u0131 kabinetin\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. Fidan qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131r.
\n–\tS\u0259nd\u0259n sonra s\u0259br ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.
\nFidan maraqla Camala bax\u0131r. Camal cibind\u0259n qutu \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131r. Qutunun qapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131r, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki t\u0259k qa\u015fl\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc Fidana g\u00f6st\u0259rir.
\n–\tBunu s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn alm\u0131\u015fam. Ni\u015fan etm\u0259rik, toy ed\u0259rik.
\n–\tOlar.
\nCamal \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc Fidan\u0131n barma\u011f\u0131na taxmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 bir add\u0131m geri \u00e7\u0259kildi. Camal p\u0259rt oldu.
\nFidan \u2013 B\u0259yaqdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 bir \u015fey dem\u0259liy\u0259m. M\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz kimi deyil\u0259m.
\n–\tNec\u0259 y\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm kimi deyils\u0259n? Yoxsa…
\n–\t\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r ni\u015fanl\u0131 olmu\u015fam. T\u0259miz insan deyil\u0259m.
\nCamal\u0131n qolu bo\u015fald\u0131, yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n–\tS\u0259n\u0259 dedim ax\u0131, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015f.
\n–\tT\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf edir\u0259m.
\nCamal hirsl\u0259ndi, \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc qutu qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q atd\u0131 yer\u0259.
\n–\tC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf el\u0259. \u0130ndi m\u0259n n\u0259 edim? M\u0259ni pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoymusan.
\nFidan qap\u0131ya s\u00f6yk\u0259ndi.
\n–\tD\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dedim, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n m\u0259ni.
\nCamal Fidan\u0131n qolundan tutub s\u0131xd\u0131.
\n–\tS\u0259nin ucbat\u0131ndan indi zibil\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259m. X\u0259b\u0259rin var neyl\u0259mis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Fidan Camal\u0131n dedikl\u0259rind\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlam\u0131rd\u0131. Var g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 Camal\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259yib kabinetd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Restoran\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na \u00e7atanda Camal yenid\u0259n qolundan tutdu, \u015fill\u0259 vurdu.
\n–\tHara gedirs\u0259n?
\n–\t\u018fl \u00e7\u0259k m\u0259nd\u0259n. K\u00f6m\u0259k edin, xahi\u015f edir\u0259m k\u00f6m\u0259k edin.
\n–\tRestorandak\u0131 bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ri Fidan\u0131 Camal\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131lar. T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259 Camal\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ke\u00e7di,s\u0259sini qald\u0131rd\u0131.
\n–\tBu n\u0259 dem\u0259kdi? S\u0259n kims\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131 vurursan?
\n–\t\u0130kinizin d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na oyun a\u00e7acam.
\n–\tNiy\u0259? D\u0259r\u0259b\u0259ylikdir?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan\u0131n qolundan tutdu, restorana girdil\u0259r. \u0130kisi d\u0259 \u00e7antalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb restorandan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Camal Fidan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 h\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259r imkan verm\u0259di. T\u0259hmin\u0259 taksil\u0259rd\u0259n birinin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, Fidanla birlikd\u0259 oturdular. Taksi restorandan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fidan g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilmirdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259 Fidan\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259c\u0259k halda deyildi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, a\u011flasa rahatl\u0131q tapar.
\nTaksi evin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 pulu \u00f6d\u0259di, ikisi d\u0259 binaya girdil\u0259r.
\nEv\u0259 girib qap\u0131lar\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131lar. Fidan titr\u0259yirdi.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Q\u0259ti qorxma, bura g\u0259ls\u0259 polis\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259rik.
\n Qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc, \u0130kisi d\u0259 dik at\u0131ld\u0131. Qap\u0131 yenid\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. T\u0259hmin\u0259 qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n–\tKimdir?
\nQap\u0131n\u0131n o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n ki\u015fi s\u0259si g\u0259ldi.
\n–\tM\u0259n\u0259m T\u0259hmin\u0259, R\u0259\u015fad.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda R\u0259\u015fad\u0131, yan\u0131nda ya\u015f\u0131 t\u0259xmin\u0259n altm\u0131\u015fa yax\u0131n olar, bir ki\u015fi g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Bizi i\u00e7\u0259ri buraxmayacaqsan?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 yol verdi ki, R\u0259\u015fad da, yan\u0131ndak\u0131 ki\u015fi d\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7sin. Qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb a\u00e7arla ba\u011flad\u0131.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – S\u0259n burda n\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b?
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Fidan da, s\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259d\u0259siz. Tan\u0131\u015f olun, Eldar b\u0259y siz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lib.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 Fidan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. R\u0259\u015fad dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131na davam edir.
\n–\tCamal niy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131?
\nFidan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Fidana bax\u0131b R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n qula\u011f\u0131na n\u0259 is\u0259 dedi.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Ayd\u0131nd\u0131r….Fidan Camal\u0131 pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoyub. Onu a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131-ba\u015fl\u0131 zibil sal\u0131b.
\nFidan \u2013 M\u0259n ona n\u0259 pislik etmi\u015f\u0259m ax\u0131?
\nEldar \u2013 Onu m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259risinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoydunuz. Camal\u0131n m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259risin\u0259 bakir\u0259 q\u0131z laz\u0131m idi.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Nec\u0259?<\/p>\n

Fidan \u0259liyl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tutub stulda oturdu….<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131 var…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Camal bir aya kimi Fidan\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rini izl\u0259di, q\u0259ti q\u0259rar verdi ki, Fidanla ail\u0259 quracaq. Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259d\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq insanlardan qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131, he\u00e7 kiml\u0259 qaynay\u0131b-qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan i\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n kimi ya ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitablar\u0131 oxuyard\u0131, ya da televizora baxard\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259ri unutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, evl\u0259ns\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olar. \u00d6vlad\u0131na, \u0259rin\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015far, ke\u00e7mi\u015fi yadda\u015f\u0131ndan bird\u0259f\u0259lik sil\u0259r. Gec\u0259l\u0259ri gec yatard\u0131, g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15391","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15391","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15391"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15391\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15394,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15391\/revisions\/15394"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15391"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15391"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15391"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}