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\"sefaqetxanimsekil\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Fidan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011flamaqdan saxlaya bilmirdi. Eldar Fidan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi.
\n–\tBiz onsuzda Camal\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131q. Ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 evl\u0259nm\u0259k ad\u0131yla b\u0259db\u0259xt edib. El\u0259 q\u0131z olub ki, evl\u0259nib d\u0259.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.
\n–\tO q\u0131zlar\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131?
\n–\tHam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sat\u0131b. O el\u0259-bel\u0259 restoran sahibidir? H\u0259l\u0259 cavans\u0131z, \u00e7ox \u015feyd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259riniz yoxdur.
\nFidan \u2013 M\u0259n\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259 t\u0259klifi el\u0259mi\u015fdi, \u00fcz\u00fck d\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yax\u015f\u0131, m\u0259ni zibil\u0259 sald\u0131n dey\u0259nd\u0259, n\u0259yi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tuturdu?
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 M\u00fc\u015ft\u0259risin\u0259 bakir\u0259 q\u0131z laz\u0131m idi. Bel\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, pulunu \u00e7oxdan al\u0131bd\u0131r. Camal kims\u0259si olmayan, yetim, saf q\u0131zlar\u0131 h\u0259d\u0259f se\u00e7ir. S\u0259nin o biri q\u0131zlardan f\u0259rqin o oldu ki, b\u0259xtin g\u0259tirdi.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Vallah da…
\nEldar \u2013 Camal bug\u00fcn m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.
\nFidan \u2013 O, \u00e7ox qorxulu adamd\u0131r.
\nEldar \u2013 Narahat olma. G\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259 biz dig\u0259r otaqda olaca\u011f\u0131q. N\u0259 des\u0259, raz\u0131la\u015f.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 R\u0259\u015fada \u2013 B\u0259s, sizin i\u015finiz n\u0259d\u0259n ibar\u0259tdir?
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Camal \u00e7ox pis h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edib. Bizim ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131m\u0131za qa\u015f\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259yib. Bir q\u0131z d\u00fcz\u0259ldib, videoya \u00e7\u0259kib.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – D\u0259h\u015f\u0259tdir. \u018fsl zibil\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k budur.\u0130ndi biz n\u0259 ed\u0259k? Bu evi d\u0259 o biz\u0259 tap\u0131b.
\nEldar \u2013 Siz\u0259 bir t\u0259klifimiz var. \u018fg\u0259r raz\u0131la\u015fsan\u0131z, biz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ets\u0259niz, Camal\u0131n bug\u00fcn istifad\u0259 etdiyi restoran\u0131 siz\u0259 ver\u0259rik. H\u0259tta, siz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k d\u0259 ed\u0259rik. Bel\u0259 \u015fans h\u0259r xan\u0131ma qism\u0259t olmur.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 Fidan bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. T\u0259hmin\u0259 sevinirdi, Fidan is\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Siz ciddi deyirsiz, ya zarafat edirsiz?
\nR\u0259\u015fad g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di \u2013 Yox vallah, ciddi s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u00fcr. T\u0259hmin\u0259, s\u0259n m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr h\u0259l\u0259 tan\u0131mam\u0131san. S\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 yalan dan\u0131\u015faram?
\nFidan \u2013 Siz\u0259 hans\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259liy\u0259m?
\nEldar – Camal\u0131n q\u0131zlar\u0131 satmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259r tap\u0131r. Amma bir s\u0259hvi var. B\u0259yaq dediyim kimi q\u0131zlar\u0131 videoya \u00e7\u0259kir. D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc des\u0259m, h\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 bir m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259rini buna g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259m\u0259yib. Amma bir-ne\u00e7\u0259si hardansa \u00f6yr\u0259nib. El\u0259 bizim ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131ya da Camala himay\u0259darl\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n adam deyib. Camal \u00f6z b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259yib…Q\u0131sas\u0131, Camal silinm\u0259lidir. G\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck yerd\u0259ndir.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Camal g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, n\u0259 des\u0259 sakit qar\u015f\u0131layacaqsan. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc barma\u011f\u0131na taxacaq. Raz\u0131la\u015facaqsan. Sonra n\u0259 des\u0259 q\u0259bul ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Yax\u015f\u0131?
\nFidan \u2013 Bilmir\u0259m…\u00c7ox qorxulu adamd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. Hiss olunurdu ki, \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n yumruqla d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcr. Camal\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259 i\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259kdi. R\u0259\u015fad barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu, ikisin\u0259 d\u0259 susmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 i\u015far\u0259 etdi.
\nCamal \u2013 A\u00e7\u0131n qap\u0131n\u0131. Fidan a\u00e7 qap\u0131n\u0131, s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm var.
\nEldarla R\u0259\u015fad yataq ota\u011f\u0131na sakit ke\u00e7dil\u0259r, qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fcl\u0259r. T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Fidan aya\u011fa qalxa bilmirdi. El\u0259 bilirdi aya\u011fa qalxsa h\u0259y\u0259candan \u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259r.
\nCamal sakitc\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di, Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n–\tB\u0259yaq \u00e7ox \u0259s\u0259bi oldum. M\u0259ni d\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f, s\u0259nd\u0259n el\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259zdim. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni.
\nFidan Eldar\u0131n dedikl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Ham\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259hvi olur. M\u0259nc\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla Fidan.
\nCamal \u2013 \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc qoy m\u0259nim yerim\u0259. Bird\u0259n bir\u0259 \u00e7ox \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdim.
\nFidan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di: – Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259ni. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Camal Fidan\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc.
\n–\tS\u0259ni sevir\u0259m.
\nCamal cibind\u0259n qutunu \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc Fidan\u0131n barma\u011f\u0131na taxd\u0131. Fidan aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.
\n–\t\u0130ndi gets\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, gecdi
\n–\tD\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n. Sabah g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m,s\u0259ni bir yer\u0259 aparacam. Yax\u015f\u0131 yerdi.
\nFidan h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131: – Hara aparacaqsan?
\nCamal \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131 yerdir. Q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng geyin\u0259rs\u0259n. Yoxsa m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nmirs\u0259n?
\nFidan susdu, yerin\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259 cavab verdi.
\n–\tN\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 adamsan Camal? S\u0259n\u0259 inam\u0131 yoxdursa, \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn barma\u011f\u0131nda n\u0259 g\u0259zir?
\nCamal \u2013 Bu suala Fidan cavab versin.
\nFidan \u2013 \u0130nan\u0131ram, s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n bir az yorulmu\u015fam. \u0130caz\u0259 vers\u0259ydin, bug\u00fcn tez yatacam.
\nCamal \u2013 \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259…Gec\u0259n xeyir\u0259 qals\u0131n \u0259zizim.<\/p>\n

Fidan Camal\u0131 yola salmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Camal Fidan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u0259n kimi Fidan \u0259liyl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc sildi.
\n–\t\u018fclaf.
\nR\u0259\u015fadla Eldar yataq ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.
\nFidan \u2013 Neynirsiz edin, bu adamdan can\u0131m\u0131 qurtar\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Fidan barma\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131,stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131. Eldar \u00fcz\u00fcy\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n–\tEyni \u00fcz\u00fckd\u00fcr.
\nFidan \u2013 Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Bu \u00fcz\u00fck \u00e7ox q\u0131z\u0131n barma\u011f\u0131nda olub. Amma bahal\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fckd\u00fcr.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Ba\u015f\u0131na d\u0259ysin \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc. Sabah Fidan\u0131 g\u0259lib aparacaq.
\nEldar \u2013 Hara des\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259ksiniz. Biz sizi izl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik.
\nFidan \u2013 Qorxuram. Deyir g\u0259r\u0259k q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng geyinim.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Y\u0259qin m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ri yan\u0131na aparacaq. D\u00fcz\u00fc buna da inanm\u0131ram, s\u00f6z\u00fcyd\u00fc d\u0259 dedim. Narahat olmay\u0131n, biz sizi t\u0259k qoymayaca\u011f\u0131q.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 R\u0259\u015fada \u2013 M\u0259n d\u0259 sizinl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. Fidan\u0131 t\u0259k qoya bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Eldar \u2013 Biz gets\u0259k yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Saat yeddid\u0259 burda olar\u0131q.
\nFidan \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131.
\nEldar \u2013 He\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n qorxmay\u0131n. G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m \u00e7ox saf xan\u0131ms\u0131z. \u00c7al\u0131\u015facam g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 siz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edim.
\nFidan \u2013 Minn\u0259tdaram.<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fadla Eldar q\u0131zlarla sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b getdil\u0259r. Fidanla T\u0259hmin\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259candan s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259c\u0259n yata bilm\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 telefonda anas\u0131yla a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nLamiy\u0259 – S\u0259f\u0259r m\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt etm\u0259di ana. Ancaq o q\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. G\u00f6r n\u0259 vaxtdan gedibdir, bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun z\u0259ng etm\u0259yibdi.
\n–\tBu s\u0259n\u0259 haqq vermirdi ki, gedib ba\u015fqas\u0131yla oturub-durasan. \u00dcst\u0259lik k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u0259 peydahlam\u0131san. C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m get u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259f el\u0259.
\n–\t\u0130mkan vermir. Deyir o u\u015faq d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259 ail\u0259ni da\u011f\u0131dacam. C\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n m\u0259ni h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yir ki, s\u0259ni bo\u015fatd\u0131racam.
\n–\t\u0130ndi neyniyim m\u0259n?
\n–\tBilmir\u0259m.
\n–\tM\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259m. G\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259nim yan\u0131ma. He\u00e7 olmasa \u0259rin qay\u0131dana q\u0259d\u0259r yan\u0131mda qalarsan.
\n–\tG\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Tahir imkan verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.
\n–\tA\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n deyir\u0259ms\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. <\/p>\n

Aynur d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoydu. Lamiy\u0259 bilmirdi neyl\u0259sin. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n b\u0259tnind\u0259kini d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi, bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 Tahird\u0259n qurtula bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00fcz\u00fc-g\u00f6z\u00fc qaralm\u0131\u015f q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ayb\u0259niz anas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilm\u0259di. C\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n hal\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 i\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\n–\tS\u0259ni kim bu g\u00fcn\u0259 sal\u0131b?
\nAyb\u0259niz i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di.
\n–\tEl\u00e7in s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r d\u00f6yd\u00fc m\u0259ni. Bil\u0259nd\u0259 ki, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n cinsiyy\u0259ti q\u0131zd\u0131r \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdi.
\n–\tBa\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim, o q\u0131z ist\u0259mir?
\nAyb\u0259niz ba\u015f\u0131yla \u201cyox\u201d i\u015far\u0259sini verdi. C\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259tirdi.
\n–\tBirc\u0259 bu \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ndi nec\u0259 olacaq?
\n–\tAx\u015fam ev\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Bir-iki g\u00fcn burda qal\u0131m a\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lsin.
\n–\tGetm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259r tapd\u0131n. N\u0259 o\u011fuldan yar\u0131d\u0131m, n\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131zdan. Bu n\u0259 b\u0259xtdir yaz\u0131ld\u0131 biz\u0259?
\nBu zaman ev telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. C\u0259mil\u0259 deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259 telefona cavab verdi.
\n–\tAllo.
\n–\tSalam C\u0259mil\u0259. Nec\u0259s\u0259n? M\u0259n\u0259m Aynur.
\n–\tH\u0259\u0259 Aynur. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc a\u011f olsun, imkan vermir yax\u015f\u0131 olaq.
\n–\tBa\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259ni. Lamiy\u0259 sizd\u0259 qalan deyil. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki,S\u0259f\u0259r xidm\u0259td\u0259n qay\u0131danacan m\u0259nim yan\u0131mda Almaniyada qalsa yax\u015f\u0131 olar.
\n–\tLap yax\u015f\u0131, n\u0259 deyir\u0259m qals\u0131n. Eld\u0259n-obadan ay\u0131bd\u0131r, t\u0259k g\u0259lin x\u0259yla\u011f\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 i\u015fi var o evd\u0259. Qon\u015fular n\u0259 dey\u0259r?
\n–\tD\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m. Bir-iki g\u00fcn\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k yan\u0131ma.
\n–\tS\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 qad\u0131nsan, r\u0259hm\u0259tlik yolda\u015f\u0131n da pis insan deyildi. Q\u0131z\u0131n kim\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi bilmir\u0259m.
\n–\tAllah \u015feytana l\u0259n\u0259t el\u0259sin, cavand\u0131lar, h\u0259l\u0259 ail\u0259ni d\u0259rk el\u0259mirl\u0259r.
\n–\tN\u0259 is\u0259…Sonra dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259tsizlik etdi, sa\u011folla\u015fmadan d\u0259st\u0259yi terin\u0259 qoydu.
\n–\tG\u00f6z\u00fcm at\u0131rd\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131ndan yana.<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fadla Eldar v\u0259 onlarla b\u0259rab\u0259r iki ki\u015fi qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda Camal\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259nin paltarlar\u0131ndan birini geyinmi\u015fdi. H\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yd\u0131. Bug\u00fcn bird\u0259f\u0259lik Camaldan qurtulmal\u0131yd\u0131. Qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. T\u0259hmin\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b Camal\u0131 g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fczl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131.
\n–\tSabah\u0131n xeyir b\u0259y. Buyur.
\nCamal \u2013 Sabah\u0131n\u0131z xeyir \u2013 dedi, i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Yen\u0259 Fidan\u0131n yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc.
\nFidan \u2013 Nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\nCamal \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131, haz\u0131rsan?
\nFidan \u2013 Haz\u0131ram. Ged\u0259 bil\u0259rik.<\/p>\n

Camalla Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Fidan Camal\u0131n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131nda oturdu, Camal ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 xodlayanda R\u0259\u015fadgil evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Camal\u0131n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edib bir az uzaqla\u015fanda binadan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar, be\u015fi d\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. R\u0259\u015fad ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Uzaqdan Camal\u0131n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 izl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nCamal dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131, Fidan m\u0259cbur qal\u0131b dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131 oldu.
\n–\tHara gedirik.
\n–\tS\u00fcrprizdir. Des\u0259m maraql\u0131 olmaz. Bug\u00fcn \u0259sl ist\u0259diyim kimis\u0259n.
\n–\tN\u0259 m\u0259nada?
\n–\tY\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n. <\/p>\n

Camal yolboyu dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131. Fidan da dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6z tapa bilmirdi. Camal ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 binalar\u0131n birinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda saxlad\u0131.
\nCamal \u2013 \u00c7atd\u0131q.
\nFidan \u2013 S\u0259n m\u0259ni ev\u0259 g\u0259tirmis\u0259n?
\nCamal \u2013 \u00d6z evim\u0259. Bu evimi bil\u0259n yegan\u0259 insansan. Evl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n sonra burda ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131q. \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m indid\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259 xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdir\u0259k.
\nFidan he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, sakitc\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Camal da ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, \u0259lini Fidana uzatd\u0131.
\n–\t\u018flini ver sevgilim. Bug\u00fcn\u00fc unutmayacaqsan.
\nFidan Camala \u0259lini uzatd\u0131. Birlikd\u0259 binaya girdil\u0259r. Lift\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 Camal doqquzuncu d\u00fcym\u0259ni basd\u0131. Fidan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259candan b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 istilik g\u0259lirdi. Liftin qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, ikisi d\u0259 bardovu r\u0259ngd\u0259 olan qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar. Camal cibind\u0259ki a\u00e7arla qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259nin verdiyi nazik qolba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 atd\u0131. Birinci Fidan i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Ev \u00fc\u00e7 otaqdan ibar\u0259t idi. Camal qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Otaq x\u00fcsusi z\u00f6vql\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259dilmi\u015fdi. Stolun \u00fcst\u00fc nahar yem\u0259yi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131ca haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nFidan \u2013 \u0130ndid\u0259n bura g\u0259lm\u0259yim yax\u015f\u0131 deyildi.
\nCamal \u2013 F\u0259rqi n\u0259dir? \u018fsas odur ki, s\u0259nin olacaq. Burda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey s\u0259nindir. G\u0259l g\u00f6r n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259.
\nCamal otaqlar\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n birini a\u00e7d\u0131. Yataq ota\u011f\u0131 idi. Fidana bax\u0131b soru\u015fdu.
\n–\tNec\u0259dir?
\nFidan getdikc\u0259 narahat olurdu. Camal\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri xo\u015funa g\u0259lmirdi.
\nFidan \u2013 Burda olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z d\u00fczg\u00fcn deyil.
\nCamal \u2013 Niy\u0259? \u0130nanm\u0131rsan m\u0259n\u0259?
\nFidan \u2013 M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 inan\u0131b inanmaqdan getmir. Ged\u0259k burdan.<\/p>\n

Camal Fidan\u0131n qolundan tutub ota\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kdi, yata\u011fa it\u0259l\u0259di.
\n–\tS\u0259ni he\u00e7 kim \u0259limd\u0259n ala bilm\u0259z.
\nCamal Fidan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 Fidan ayaqqab\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b daban\u0131yla Camal\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na vurdu. Camal \u0259liyl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tutdu. Fidan c\u0259ld otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda R\u0259\u015fadgili qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc. H\u0259y\u0259canla \u2013 Otaqdad\u0131r \u2013 dedi.
\nR\u0259\u015fadgil qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fcl\u0259r. T\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n–\tSakit ol, ke\u00e7di. O \u0259claf indi pay\u0131n\u0131 alacaq.
\nEldar \u2013 Qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flay\u0131n, s\u0259sinizi d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xartmay\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Camal \u0259liyl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ovu\u015fdura-ovu\u015fdura otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Eldar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ota\u011fa qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirdi, Eldarla b\u0259rab\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n iki cavan o\u011flan imkan verm\u0259dil\u0259r. Qolundan tutub Eldar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na g\u0259tirdil\u0259r.
\nEldar \u2013 Ax\u0131r ki, gizli evini tapd\u0131q Camal.
\nEldar \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc R\u0259\u015fada tutdu: – Otaqlar\u0131 \u0259l\u0259k-v\u0259l\u0259k el\u0259. \u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 dam\u0131b, b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00fcbutlar burdad\u0131r. T\u0259brik edir\u0259m Fidan xan\u0131m. H\u0259l\u0259 sizin q\u0259d\u0259r biz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nCamal \u2013 M\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259rsiniz. Arxam g\u00fccl\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\nEldar Camala \u015fill\u0259 vurdu.
\n–\tOna g\u00f6r\u0259 k\u0259l\u0259k g\u0259ldin arxana? \u018fmrini o verdi el\u0259. \u018fmr verdi ki, sahibi oldu\u011fun restoran\u0131 Fidan xan\u0131ma ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayaq. T\u0259bii el\u0259 d\u0259 olacaq.
\nCamal \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc: – \u0130nanm\u0131ram, yalan deyirs\u0259n.
\nEldar \u2013 Narahat olma, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 inanarsan.
\nFidan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 – Camal\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259ksiniz?
\nCamal Fidana yalvar\u0131r \u2013 Qurban olum Fidan, imkan verm\u0259 m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u00fcnl\u0259r. Ax\u0131r\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xacaqlar.
\nEldar t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs Fidana baxd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan\u0131n qolundan tutub m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di.
\n–\tS\u0259nin n\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcrl\u0259r , ya yox?
\n–\tN\u0259 olur olsun, bir insan\u0131n \u00f6lm\u0259yinin t\u0259r\u0259fdar\u0131 deyil\u0259m.
\n–\tYolda R\u0259\u015fad dedi m\u0259n\u0259. O q\u0131zlar\u0131 satanda fikirl\u0259\u015fmirdi. S\u0259ni d\u0259 satacaqd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 biz geciks\u0259ydik s\u0259ni zorlay\u0131b \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kdi. O, yax\u015f\u0131 adam deyil. Camal ne\u00e7\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lmayan cinay\u0259tl\u0259rin s\u0259b\u0259bkar\u0131d\u0131r. Qar\u0131\u015fma i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259… Bu adamlar biz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259c\u0259k. O restoran bizim qurtulu\u015fumuzdur. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 ev-e\u015fik qurar\u0131q, puldan korluq \u00e7\u0259km\u0259rik. Camal kimisi sa\u011f qald\u0131qca ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259nin kimi q\u0131zlar qurbanlar\u0131 olacaq.Arzular\u0131 pu\u00e7 olacaq. S\u0259nc\u0259, bel\u0259 bir insan\u0131n ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 laz\u0131md\u0131r?<\/p>\n

Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259nin haql\u0131 oldu\u011funu bilirdi.
\n–\tD\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n, Nahaq r\u0259hmim g\u0259lir Camala.
\nR\u0259\u015fad m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 girir.
\n–\tHe\u00e7 n\u0259 tapa bilm\u0259dik.
\nFidan \u2013 M\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 d\u0259 bax\u0131n. B\u0259lk\u0259 buralardad\u0131. <\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fadla q\u0131zlar m\u0259tb\u0259xi \u0259l\u0259k-v\u0259l\u0259k el\u0259dil\u0259r, bir-bir \u015fkaflara baxd\u0131lar, he\u00e7 n\u0259 tapa bilm\u0259dil\u0259r.
\nFidan soyuducuya diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131: – \u018fn \u00e7ox kinolarda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Camal kimil\u0259ri n\u0259ys\u0259 gizl\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n arxa t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 gizl\u0259dirl\u0259r. R\u0259\u015fad g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, soyuducunu T\u0259hmin\u0259nin k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259tdi. T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Dedikl\u0259rini ciddiy\u0259 alm\u0131rd\u0131m, haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n. <\/p>\n

Fidan sevindi. R\u0259\u015fad soyuducunun arxas\u0131na zalentl\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f z\u0259rfi qopartd\u0131. Z\u0259rfin a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda diskl\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Bura q\u0259d\u0259r Camal b\u0259y.
\nR\u0259\u015fad q\u0131zlarla m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, z\u0259rfi Eldara uzatd\u0131.
\n–\tTapd\u0131q. Sa\u011f olsun Fidan, yerini o dedi.<\/p>\n

Camal nifr\u0259tl\u0259 Fidana baxd\u0131.
\nEldar \u2013 S\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259c\u0259m Fidan. \u0130kiniz d\u0259 buna layiqsiniz. Bu evi sat\u0131b puluna ist\u0259diyiniz yerd\u0259n siz\u0259 ev alacam. R\u0259\u015fad, s\u0259n q\u0131zlar\u0131 apar ev\u0259… Sonra biz\u0259 qo\u015fularsan.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131.
\nR\u0259\u015fad q\u0131zlara baxd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Fidan Camal\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131.
\n–\t\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n q\u0131sas\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131m, ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n da h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 qurtard\u0131m. \u018fslind\u0259 S\u0259nin kimi \u015f\u0259r\u0259fsiz\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u0259 \u00e7oxdur…
\nFidan Camal\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131 var…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Fidan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011flamaqdan saxlaya bilmirdi. Eldar Fidan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. – Biz onsuzda Camal\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131q. Ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 evl\u0259nm\u0259k ad\u0131yla b\u0259db\u0259xt edib. El\u0259 q\u0131z olub ki, evl\u0259nib d\u0259. T\u0259hmin\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 soru\u015fdu. – O q\u0131zlar\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131? – Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sat\u0131b. O el\u0259-bel\u0259 restoran sahibidir? H\u0259l\u0259 cavans\u0131z, \u00e7ox \u015feyd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259riniz yoxdur. Fidan \u2013 M\u0259n\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259 t\u0259klifi el\u0259mi\u015fdi, \u00fcz\u00fck d\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15459","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15459","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15459"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15459\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15483,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15459\/revisions\/15483"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15459"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15459"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15459"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}