{"id":15542,"date":"2015-10-23T17:00:03","date_gmt":"2015-10-23T12:00:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15542"},"modified":"2015-10-23T19:59:46","modified_gmt":"2015-10-23T14:59:46","slug":"gunel-%c9%99jd%c9%99rqizi-suba-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15542","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel \u018fJD\u018fRQIZI.&#8221;\u015euba&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/gunelxanim-225x300.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/gunelxanim-225x300-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"gunelxanim-225x300\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-14244\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r zaman q\u0131\u015f f\u0259sli g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rdl\u0259rim t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259n\u0259rdi. Paltar sat\u0131lan maqazinl\u0259rin yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 manikenl\u0259r\u0259 geyindirilmi\u015f \u015fubalar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 yaz\u0131q-yaz\u0131q onlar\u0131 seyr ed\u0259r, boynumu b\u00fck\u00fcb m\u0259yyus halda oradan uzaqla\u015fard\u0131m. \u015eubalara olan mara\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 sevgim b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 onu almaq imkan\u0131m\u0131n olmamas\u0131ndan ir\u0259li g\u0259lirdi. Bir ayl\u0131q m\u0259vacibiml\u0259 onu almaq t\u0259bii ki, qeyri  m\u00fcmk\u00fcn idi. Ail\u0259, o\u011ful-u\u015faq qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 da bir yandan buna imkan vermirdi. H\u0259tta h\u0259rd\u0259n yuxular\u0131mda da \u015fuba g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u015eubalara olan ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259timin n\u0259 vaxtsa sona \u00e7ataca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259zdim. Deyirl\u0259r ki, insan h\u0259yatda n\u0259yis\u0259 arzulasa, yaln\u0131z ona sahib olduqdan sonra sakitl\u0259\u015fir v\u0259 \u0259l\u00e7atmaz arzusu g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 adil\u0259\u015fir.  M\u0259n d\u0259 is\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey \u0259ksin\u0259 oldu. \u201cB\u00f6y\u00fck \u015euba\u201d sevgim ona sahib olmadan bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 bitib, t\u00fck\u0259ndi. Ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259n bir hadis\u0259 bu ist\u0259yimin  \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n<p>Bir ay bundan \u00f6nc\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ev\u0259 qay\u0131dark\u0259n yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 bazardan bir az al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f etdim. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n ya\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb taksiy\u0259 minm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u0259limi cibim\u0259 aparmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, pulumu x\u0259rcl\u0259yib qurtarm\u0131\u015fam. Yaln\u0131z avtobusla getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn cibimd\u0259 q\u0259pikl\u0259r qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Avtobusa minm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r sumkalar\u0131 avtobus dayanaca\u011f\u0131na da\u015f\u0131mal\u0131 oldum. Bir xeyli getdikd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6zl\u0259rim yolun o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 taksi\u00e7i i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n qon\u015fuma sata\u015fd\u0131. V\u0259 q\u0259rarla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131m ki, pulum olmasa da onunla ev\u0259 ged\u0259r v\u0259 m\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131qdan sonra pulunu g\u0259tirib ver\u0259r\u0259m. Yolu ke\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, olduqca bahal\u0131 bir ma\u015f\u0131n g\u0259lib m\u0259nd\u0259n bir az qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 dayand\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n qabaq oturaca\u011f\u0131nda  \u0259ynin\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fuba geyindirilmi\u015f ki\u00e7ik m\u0259xluqu  g\u00f6r\u00fcb bir az duruxdum. Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 havada onun yerind\u0259 olmaq ist\u0259dim. Bir yandan soyuq hava, bir yandan da \u0259limd\u0259 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck&#8230; H\u0259tta ona b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rlik d\u0259 oxudum. : \u201cN\u0259 x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xts\u0259n. \u018fynin\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015fuba geyinm\u0259y\u0259 nail olmusan. M\u0259nim 40 ya\u015f\u0131m var, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ona h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259m. Allah kims\u0259ni kas\u0131b el\u0259m\u0259sin\u201d. Ma\u015f\u0131nla aram\u0131zdak\u0131 m\u0259saf\u0259 \u00e7ox oldu\u011fundan ma\u015f\u0131nda oturan\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu ayd\u0131n  g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmirdim. Onun \u015fubas\u0131 m\u0259ni valeh el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bu an qon\u015fum m\u0259ni uzaqdan g\u00f6r\u00fcb ma\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259yim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lini yell\u0259di. T\u0131xac oldu\u011fundan ma\u015f\u0131nlar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi bir-birinin ard\u0131nca d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k taksiy\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f ged\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259min bahal\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7dim.  Taksiy\u0259 minm\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l son d\u0259f\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131nda oturan\u0131n \u015fubas\u0131na baxmaq ist\u0259dim. G\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda sanki ayaqlar\u0131m tutuldu. Bilm\u0259dim g\u00fcl\u0259m, ya a\u011flayam. M\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259l\u00e7atmaz olan \u015fubalar bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 adil\u0259\u015fdi. S\u0259n dem\u0259 bayaqdan b\u0259ri m\u0259nim qibt\u0259 edib b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rlik oxudu\u011fum  m\u0259xluq insan deyil, \u0259ynin\u0259 \u015fuba geyindirilmi\u015f  meymun balas\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>H\u0259r zaman q\u0131\u015f f\u0259sli g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rdl\u0259rim t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259n\u0259rdi. Paltar sat\u0131lan maqazinl\u0259rin yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 manikenl\u0259r\u0259 geyindirilmi\u015f \u015fubalar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 yaz\u0131q-yaz\u0131q onlar\u0131 seyr ed\u0259r, boynumu b\u00fck\u00fcb m\u0259yyus halda oradan uzaqla\u015fard\u0131m. \u015eubalara olan mara\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 sevgim b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 onu almaq imkan\u0131m\u0131n olmamas\u0131ndan ir\u0259li g\u0259lirdi. Bir ayl\u0131q m\u0259vacibiml\u0259 onu almaq t\u0259bii ki, qeyri m\u00fcmk\u00fcn idi. Ail\u0259, o\u011ful-u\u015faq qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 da bir [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15542","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15542","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15542"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15542\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15544,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15542\/revisions\/15544"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15542"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15542"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15542"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}