{"id":15547,"date":"2015-10-23T19:00:37","date_gmt":"2015-10-23T14:00:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15547"},"modified":"2015-10-23T20:29:09","modified_gmt":"2015-10-23T15:29:09","slug":"h%c9%99yatdan-%c9%99d%c9%99biyyata-aparan-yollarda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15547","title":{"rendered":"H\u0259yatdan \u0259d\u0259biyyata aparan yollarda…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"gunel\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131z ,yen\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri,
\nS\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.
\nGah sevgid\u0259n, gah nifr\u0259td\u0259n,
\n\u015eeirim\u0259 don bi\u00e7\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,
\n\u2018\u2019B\u0259lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n \u2018\u2019\u00fcmidl\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nK\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259rim dill\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k,
\nA\u011fladacaq, k\u00f6vr\u0259ld\u0259c\u0259k,
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 yatm\u0131\u015f duy\u011fular,
\nMisralarda dill\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k,
\nS\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259k,
\nGileyl\u0259rim, t\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rim,
\nH\u0259m sevincim, h\u0259m k\u0259d\u0259rim,
\nBax bel\u0259c\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi misralara.
\nYen\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131z ,yen\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri,
\nS\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.
\nN\u0259hay\u0259tsiz arzulardan,
\nQanad a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f x\u0259yallardan,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn \u015firin \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131ndan.
\n<\/p>\n

Hissl\u0259rin \u00fcsyan etdiyi, duy\u011fular\u0131n co\u015fub -da\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ,arzular\u0131n qanad a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r yerd\u0259 , \u00fcmidl\u0259rin t\u00fck\u0259ndiyi ,xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin bitdiyi ,b\u0259db\u0259xtliyin ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ,b\u0259z\u0259ns\u0259 \u0259ksin\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rin sevincl\u0259 vidala\u015faraq uzaqlara getdiyi ,nifr\u0259td\u0259n e\u015fqin ,b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 e\u015fqd\u0259n nifr\u0259tin yarand\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanda yollar bizi h\u0259yat\u0131n iziyl\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata aparar, amma h\u0259r ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131n bir sonu oldu\u011fu kimi ,h\u0259r yolun da bir sonu var v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259r ki ,g\u0259ldiyimiz yer\u0259 geri qay\u0131tmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan h\u0259yata do\u011fru istiqam\u0259t alar\u0131q .<\/p>\n

Amma h\u0259r iki yolda \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rimiz artar ,h\u0259y\u0259can ,t\u0259la\u015f ,h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131q, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 yol yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z olar .
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimiz a\u011fr\u0131yanda kardioloqa m\u00fcraci\u0259t ed\u0259rik, bir \u0259lac\u0131 tap\u0131lar d\u0259rdimizin .F\u0259q\u0259t ,k\u00f6nl\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 ?!Parampar\u00e7a ed\u0259r d\u0259rdimiz k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ,f\u0259ryad ed\u0259rik ,nal\u0259 ed\u0259rik .Diri -diri torpa\u011fa g\u00f6m\u0259rl\u0259r bizi sanki .
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259n ya\u015flar \u00f6z m\u0259nb\u0259yini q\u0259lb evimizd\u0259n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259rimiz sil\u0259 bilm\u0259z bu ya\u015flar\u0131 ,dayanmaz ki ,g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131. Sonra da k\u0259d\u0259r suyu olub torpa\u011f\u0131 isladar, d\u0259rdin suyu g\u00fcl bitirm\u0259z ki .V\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259yata \u2018\u2019\u0259lvida \u2018\u2019s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259k, bir bo\u015flu\u011fa-\u2018\u2019 kims\u0259sizl\u0259r\u2019\u2019 \u00f6lk\u0259sin\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259rik ,\u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlayaraq .
\nAmma bir d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyimiz anda s\u0259ad\u0259tl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olar\u0131q ,bax onda h\u0259yat e\u015fqimiz artar, sev\u0259rik ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131, ciy\u0259rl\u0259rimiz\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rik t\u0259miz havas\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131n.
\nYa\u011fmuru sev\u0259r \u00e7ox insan. F\u0259q\u0259t, damla- damla sevgi ya\u011fd\u0131rarsa \u00fcz\u0259rl\u0259rimiz\u0259 bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131na \u00e7\u0259tirsiz \u00e7\u0131xmaq n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir.
\nD\u0259rd ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ya\u011fsa \u00fcz\u0259rimiz\u0259 o an \u00e7\u0259tirin alt\u0131na el\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nar\u0131q ki .
\nAx\u0131 h\u0259r birimiz xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq ist\u0259yirik .Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik k\u0259lm\u0259si dilimizd\u0259 el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259r ki ,ecazkar mahn\u0131 kimi.
\nB\u0259db\u0259xtlik s\u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r s\u00f6z\u00fc kimi dilimiz\u0259 alsaq dilimizi ,q\u0259lbimiz\u0259 salsaq q\u0259lbimizi yand\u0131rar.
\nDuy\u011fulara qap\u0131lar insan \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu .Saxta g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r qondurar simas\u0131na b\u0259z\u0259n ,b\u0259z\u0259ns\u0259 ger\u00e7\u0259k t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc yanaqlar\u0131na nur sa\u00e7ar.
\nBel\u0259c\u0259, h\u0259yatdan \u0259d\u0259biyyata do\u011fru yol almaq ,m\u0259nzilimiz\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7 etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 hissl\u0259rimizi ,duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ,emosiyalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rik .H\u0259yatla \u0259d\u0259biyyat aras\u0131nda gah sevin\u0259r ,gah da k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259rik. F\u0259q\u0259t, insan olma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259rik, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259r, yetkinl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259r bizi bu yollar .
\nB\u0259z\u0259n, poeziyan\u0131n diliyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015far duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131z .Poeziya h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l h\u0259yat, sonra inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259tdir demi\u015fdir Belinski .K\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131 ,m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 z\u0259nginl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n vasit\u0259dir h\u0259m d\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat.
\nYeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n ,bir az da\u2019\u2019 Metafora \u2018\u2019adl\u0131 \u015feiriml\u0259 ,poeziyan\u0131n diliyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ,duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259rdim d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucularla.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn ilham g\u0259lib,
\n\u015eeir yaz\u0131r buludlar.
\n\u2018\u2019Q\u00fcss\u0259 \u2018\u2019adl\u0131 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni
\n\u0130fa edir a\u011faclar,
\n\u00dcr\u0259k neftsiz, benzinsiz,
\nQ\u0259mind\u0259n, k\u0259d\u0259rind\u0259n,
\nOd tutub hey al\u0131\u015far.
\nDal\u011falar a\u011f\u0131 deyib,
\nD\u0259nizini qucaqlar.
\nBir ba\u015fqad\u0131r ,el\u0259 bil,
\nBu g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n t\u0259bi\u0259t.
\nSolub \u00fcz\u00fc, b\u0259nizi,
\nD\u0259yi\u015fib \u0259ski s\u0259si,
\nD\u00fcnyaya vida edib,
\nGedib sanki \u0259zizi.
\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259l\u0259nir,
\nH\u0259r yer\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nir,
\nSonra da he\u00e7\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcr ,
\nQ\u0259mli- q\u0259mli ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yatdan \u0259d\u0259biyyata aparan yollarda qaranl\u0131\u011fa da ,nura da q\u0259rq olma ehtimal\u0131m\u0131z var .\u018fd\u0259biyyat h\u0259yat\u0131 obrazl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 \u0259ks etdir\u0259n s\u00f6z s\u0259n\u0259tidir. Yox ,yox el\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr \u0259d\u0259biyyat .
\nH\u0259yatla \u0259d\u0259biyyat bir -birin\u0259 el\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m tell\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r ki ,onlar\u0131 bir -birind\u0259n ayr\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259k qeyri \u2013m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni duyan dal\u011falar,
\nQ\u0259lbim kimi yas saxlar.
\nDan\u0131\u015far haray\u0131ndan,
\nNisgilli h\u0259r an\u0131ndan.
\nD\u0259rdim el\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck ki,
\nOx olub, ba\u011fr\u0131m yarar.
\n\u00d6zg\u0259si g\u00fcl\u00fcb -ke\u00e7\u0259r,
\nA\u011flasa anam a\u011flar.
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 d\u0259rdin c\u0259mi,
\nNifr\u0259t y\u00fckl\u00fc bir g\u0259mi,
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdim q\u0259mi,
\n\u018fzab m\u0259ni yaralar.<\/p>\n

Poeziya s\u00f6zl\u0259rin r\u0259qsidir sanki .B\u0259z\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131q havas\u0131na ,b\u0259z\u0259ns\u0259 v\u00fcsal\u0131n melodiyas\u0131na r\u0259qs qurar s\u00f6zl\u0259rin xoreoqraf\u0131. S\u00f6zl\u0259r qanad a\u00e7ar ,qu\u015flar kimi s\u00fcz\u0259r havada xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyind\u0259n ,b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0259mli r\u0259qs ed\u0259rl\u0259r.
\n\u018fd\u0259biyyat insanla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259tin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00fcsuludur .D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k dan\u0131\u015far biziml\u0259.
\nCism\u0259n deyil ,ruh\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k ist\u0259yiriks\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 sevm\u0259liyik. Ax\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyat h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00f6vlad\u0131d\u0131r .
\nM\u0259hz buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onunla sirda\u015f ,dost olmal\u0131y\u0131q v\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q bir g\u00fcn o bizi xeyirxahl\u0131\u011fa ,do\u011frulu\u011fa ,d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fcy\u0259 aparacaq. Ke\u015fm\u0259ke\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7s\u0259k d\u0259 ,bu yolun sonunda nur \u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 m\u0259n bu yolun ilk yol\u00e7usu olma\u011fa haz\u0131ram.
\nAx\u0131 \u0259ziyy\u0259tin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259d\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k asanl\u0131qla kam\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z arzu kimidir .\u00c7ox vaxt d\u0259y\u0259rini anlamar\u0131q.
\n\u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131 sevm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu duymaq laz\u0131md\u0131r .\u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131 duymaq is\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k ,d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u0259k ,sevm\u0259k, sevilm\u0259k, ya\u015famaq ,n\u0259f\u0259s almaq dem\u0259kdir.
\nBu e\u015fqin q\u0259lbimiz\u0259 h\u00fczur verm\u0259si arzusuyla …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Yen\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131z ,yen\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m, \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri, S\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Gah sevgid\u0259n, gah nifr\u0259td\u0259n, \u015eeirim\u0259 don bi\u00e7\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, \u2018\u2019B\u0259lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n \u2018\u2019\u00fcmidl\u0259rd\u0259n, K\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259rim dill\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k, A\u011fladacaq, k\u00f6vr\u0259ld\u0259c\u0259k, Q\u0259lbimd\u0259 yatm\u0131\u015f duy\u011fular, Misralarda dill\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k, S\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259k, Gileyl\u0259rim, t\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rim, H\u0259m sevincim, h\u0259m k\u0259d\u0259rim, Bax bel\u0259c\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m, \u00dcr\u0259yimi misralara. Yen\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131z ,yen\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m, \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri, S\u0259tirl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. N\u0259hay\u0259tsiz arzulardan, Qanad a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f x\u0259yallardan, \u00d6mr\u00fcn \u015firin \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15547","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-home"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15547","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15547"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15547\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15552,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15547\/revisions\/15552"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15547"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15547"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15547"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}