{"id":15553,"date":"2015-10-23T20:00:23","date_gmt":"2015-10-23T15:00:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15553"},"modified":"2015-10-23T20:30:08","modified_gmt":"2015-10-23T15:30:08","slug":"m%c9%99n-sad%c9%99c%c9%99-xosb%c9%99xt-olmaq-ist%c9%99dim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15553","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;M\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq ist\u0259dim&#8230;&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/oglan.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/oglan-300x237.png\" alt=\"oglan\" width=\"300\" height=\"237\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-15554\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/oglan-300x237.png 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/oglan.png 478w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik, Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik&#8230;Kas\u0131b olanlar xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi pulda,var-d\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259, sevgid\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r sevgid\u0259, di\u015fl\u0259ri a\u011fr\u0131yanlar xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi di\u015fl\u0259ri sa\u011flam olmaqda g\u00f6r\u0259r. G\u00fclm\u0259lidir h\u0259, amma bu fikirl\u0259ri \u015eekspir s\u0259sl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi.Bu h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259dir. Saysaq ad\u0131n\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik qoyaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ,x\u0259yal\u0131nda oldugumuz \u00e7ox an\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259rik.B\u0259z\u0259n ki\u00e7ik xo\u015f an\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik hesab ed\u0259rs\u0259n.\u00c7\u00fcnki s\u0259n ill\u0259rdir o ki\u00e7ik an\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259s\u0259n. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259lik xo\u015f an s\u0259nin xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin olar.H\u0259r insan xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259m\u0259k ad\u0131n\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik qoya bil\u0259c\u0259yi n\u0259l\u0259r is\u0259 axtarar.Tapar b\u0259zil\u0259ri ,tapar xo\u015fb\u0259xt sanar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, b\u0259zil\u0259ri xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi s\u0259hv anlayar, b\u0259zil\u0259ri is\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r axtarsada tapa bilm\u0259z.Ondan uzaq qa\u00e7ar xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik.Sanki uca bir zirv\u0259d\u0259 dayanar. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ona yax\u0131nla\u015fmaq ist\u0259s\u0259nd\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fa bilm\u0259zs\u0259n.Kim is\u0259,n\u0259 is\u0259 yolunu k\u0259s\u0259r,add\u0131mlama\u011fa qoymaz s\u0259ni.\u0130nsanlar\u0131n ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri \u015fey\u0259 sahib olmas\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikdir,amma sahib oldu\u011fundan \u00e7oxunu ist\u0259m\u0259m\u0259k daha b\u00f6y\u00fck bir xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikdir.M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik \u00fcc\u00fcn n\u0259s\u0259 axtarmaq,xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi n\u0259d\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k m\u0259nas\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259di.Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik insan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n ,d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n bir hissdi.\u0130nsan sad\u0259c\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr,s\u0259b\u0259bi is\u0259 bir vaxt arzu etdikl\u0259ri deyil, sad\u0259c\u0259 hissidi.H\u0259yatla s\u00fclh ba\u011flasan xo\u015fb\u0259xt,m\u00fcharib\u0259 ets\u0259n b\u0259db\u0259xt olarsan.U\u015faq ik\u0259n y\u0259qinki \u00e7ox insan\u0131n h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irdiyi v\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi arzular\u0131 olub.B\u0259z\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik k\u0259lm\u0259sinin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 s\u0259hv anlayarsan.Arzular\u0131n\u0131,umidl\u0259rini yanl\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik adl\u0131 \u00fcnvana catdirmaq ist\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n.Yaln\u0131z sonda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n ,d\u00fczg\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259diyini..S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt sanan insanlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu gec\u0259l\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rk\u0259n \u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u0259db\u0259xt hiss edir.Gec\u0259l\u0259r dinl\u0259diyin musiqil\u0259rdimi buna s\u0259b\u0259b,ya \u00f6z\u00fcn?B\u0259z\u0259n bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n musiqi\u00e7il\u0259ri g\u00fcnahkar \u00e7\u0131xartmaq ist\u0259y\u0259rik.Sanki bunlar\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz deyilik.T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259k,x\u0259yal\u0131na g\u0259tirm\u0259k canland\u0131rmaq ist\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n..\u00c7\u0259kinm\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc x\u0259yallar\u0131na etibar et.X\u0259yallar\u0131n ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi ,qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259n mane\u0259l\u0259r yoxdur.Xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011fa imkan verm\u0259y\u0259n bir \u015fey yoxdur x\u0259yallarda.X\u0259yallar s\u0259rh\u0259d tan\u0131maz.U\u015faq ik\u0259n oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z oyuncaqlardan ,oynayark\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131lmaqdan,kitablar\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259q-v\u0259r\u0259q axtararaq \u015f\u0259kil tapmaqdan yorulard\u0131q.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>B\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rdik,h\u0259yat\u0131n s\u00fcrprizl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259k,dadmaq ist\u0259y\u0259rdik. Ki\u00e7ik akvariumlardak\u0131 bal\u0131qlar\u0131 hec vaxt xo\u015fb\u0259xt hesab etm\u0259zdim.\u00c7\u00fcnki onlar\u0131n azadl\u0131qlar\u0131 yox idi.B\u0259li ,azadl\u0131qlar\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259.Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik azadl\u0131qd\u0131m\u0131?Yox dostum&#8230;.Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik azadl\u0131q deyil,n\u0259d\u0259 ki azadl\u0131q xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik&#8230;X\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k arzusu il\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r h\u0259r k\u0259s.Gec\u0259l\u0259r yatark\u0259n dua ed\u0259r Allaha.Can atar, xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 x\u0259yallar\u0131na toxunma\u011fa.Dualar ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015f\u0259r ,x\u0259yal etdikl\u0259rin s\u0259nindir art\u0131q.Amma h\u0259yat bunun m\u00fcqabilind\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 is\u0259,kiml\u0259ri is\u0259 alar.L\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n h\u0259tta,qalmas\u0131n bel\u0259 h\u0259yat dey\u0259.B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc h\u0259yat!Qar\u015f\u0131nda bir obraz b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc.Aldanan xo\u015fb\u0259xt obraz.Indi xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi bir vaxt oyuncaqlarla oynayark\u0259n atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr.O saralm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259kild\u0259.Amma ill\u0259rin xatir\u0259si olan \u015f\u0259kil.Xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n o saralm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259kild\u0259n.H\u0259yat b\u0259z\u0259n biziml\u0259 m\u00fcqavil\u0259 ba\u011flay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi verdikl\u0259rinin \u0259v\u0259zini \u00e7\u0131xar.Biz\u0259 is\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 baxaraq dem\u0259k qalar.M\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259c\u0259f Kaz\u0131mov<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik, Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik&#8230;Kas\u0131b olanlar xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi pulda,var-d\u00f6vl\u0259td\u0259, sevgid\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r sevgid\u0259, di\u015fl\u0259ri a\u011fr\u0131yanlar xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi di\u015fl\u0259ri sa\u011flam olmaqda g\u00f6r\u0259r. G\u00fclm\u0259lidir h\u0259, amma bu fikirl\u0259ri \u015eekspir s\u0259sl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi.Bu h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259dir. Saysaq ad\u0131n\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik qoyaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ,x\u0259yal\u0131nda oldugumuz \u00e7ox an\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259rik.B\u0259z\u0259n ki\u00e7ik xo\u015f an\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik hesab ed\u0259rs\u0259n.\u00c7\u00fcnki s\u0259n ill\u0259rdir o ki\u00e7ik an\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259s\u0259n. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259lik xo\u015f an s\u0259nin xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin olar.H\u0259r [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15553","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15553","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15553"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15553\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15555,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15553\/revisions\/15555"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15553"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15553"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15553"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}