{"id":15648,"date":"2015-10-28T10:30:34","date_gmt":"2015-10-28T06:30:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15648"},"modified":"2015-10-28T16:49:15","modified_gmt":"2015-10-28T12:49:15","slug":"eldar-n%c9%99sibli-sibirel-seirl%c9%99r-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15648","title":{"rendered":"Eldar N\u0259sibli Sibirel.\u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Unut m\u0259ni 1970<\/p>\n

Bu qala \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259rinl\u0259
\nU\u00e7uldu, qurulmaz oldu.
\nBu \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259 el\u0259 buland\u0131
\nBir daha durulmaz oldu.
\nUnut m\u0259ni , unut, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.
\nBahar g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0259m g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,
\nBir d\u0259rdimi y\u00fcz el\u0259din.
\nGen g\u0259zdim, q\u0259lbin a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131,
\nYax\u0131n g\u0259ldim s\u00f6z el\u0259din
\nUnut m\u0259ni , unut, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.
\nBir ilahi duy\u011fu kimi
\nQ\u0259lbin\u0259 dola bilm\u0259dim
\nE\u015fqim s\u0259nin idi, ancaq
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin ola bilm\u0259dim.
\nUnut m\u0259ni , unut, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

T\u00fcrk o\u011flu – 1991<\/p>\n

Yatanlar \u00e7oxdan ay\u0131l\u0131b,
\nOyan , t\u00fcrk o\u011flu, t\u00fcrk o\u011flu.
\nBu yat\u0131\u015fnan qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131rm\u0131,
\nR\u00f6yan, t\u00fcrk o\u011flu, t\u00fcrk o\u011flu.<\/p>\n

Tarix-q\u0259dim, tarix-yeni.
\nKim ist\u0259r q\u0131nas\u0131n m\u0259ni.
\nG\u00fcc\u00fc yoxsa, yox kims\u0259ni
\nSayan, t\u00fcrk o\u011flu, t\u00fcrk o\u011flu.<\/p>\n

Tap\u0131n, tap\u0131n inam\u0131na,
\nOd sal d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin can\u0131na.
\nYa azad ol, ya qan\u0131na
\nBoyan, t\u00fcrk o\u011flu, t\u00fcrk o\u011flu.<\/p>\n

Oyat n\u0259r\u0259ni yadda\u015fda,
\nQoy s\u0259sl\u0259nsin da\u011fda, da\u015fda.
\nUlu boz qurd kimi ba\u015fda
\nDayan, t\u00fcrk o\u011flu, t\u00fcrk o\u011flu.<\/p>\n

\u018fY\u0130LM\u018fZ BA\u015eINI UCA TUT V\u018fT\u018fN-1990<\/p>\n

A\u011flama yara\u015fm\u0131r s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131,
\nQurut g\u00f6zl\u0259riyin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131, v\u0259t\u0259n.
\nAx\u0131 qalda g\u0259r\u0259k igidin ba\u015f\u0131,
\nUca tut \u0259yilm\u0259z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131, v\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Yamanca a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f V\u0259t\u0259n, da\u015f\u0131m\u0131z,
\nOnu qald\u0131rma\u011fa “dostlar” can \u00e7\u0259kir.
\nYox, daha oyan\u0131b qan yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z,
\nBizi azadl\u0131\u011fa daha qan \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n

Zaman dost-d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni bir-bir tan\u0131d\u0131r,
\n\u00d6lm\u0259yir \u018fsliy\u00e7\u00fcn K\u0259r\u0259ml\u0259rimiz.
\nSin\u0259miz \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r Xiyaban\u0131d\u0131r,
\nOrda d\u0259fn etmi\u015fik \u0259r\u0259nl\u0259ri biz.<\/p>\n

Yollar\u0131 uzundur \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259rkin.
\nO yol igidl\u0259rin qan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir.
\nS\u0259nin o\u011fullar\u0131n, V\u0259t\u0259n, sevin ki,
\nD\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n yox, can\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fcn q\u0259drini bil\u0259ni varsa,
\nN\u0259sill\u0259r sabaha \u00fcmid da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r.
\nAzadl\u0131q u\u011frunda \u00f6l\u0259ni varsa
\nO xalq\u0131n ya\u015famaq haqq\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 saxla g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131,
\nAzadl\u0131q boylanm\u0131r s\u0259n\u0259 yad kimi.
\nO g\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r d\u0259 ba\u015f da\u015flar\u0131n\u0131.
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131xacaq avtomat kimi.<\/p>\n

\u018fyilm\u0259z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 uca tut ,V\u0259t\u0259n
\nAzadl\u0131q arzulu igidl\u0259rinl\u0259.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc yaz \u00f6mr\u00fc t\u0259k q\u0259r\u0259nfill\u0259\u015f\u0259n,
\nM\u0259zar\u0131 – and yeri \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rinl\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bura Qazaxd\u0131r, O\u011flum 1997<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7 bu el\u0259, bu obaya yax\u015f\u0131 bax!
\nDamc\u0131l\u0131s\u0131nda durul, D\u0259li K\u00fcr\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f, ax!
\n\u018frl\u0259r , \u0259r\u0259nl\u0259r yurdu olub bu ulu torpaq!
\nH\u0259r kaha, h\u0259r ma\u011fara sirli Az\u0131xd\u0131d\u0131r, o\u011flum,
\nBura Qazaxd\u0131r, o\u011flum!<\/p>\n

Burda K\u00fcr q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259c\u0259bir seyranhgah\u0131,
\nSahilind\u0259 mat qoyub m\u00fcdrikl\u0259r Nadir \u015fah\u0131.
\n\u018flia\u011fa \u015e\u0131xl\u0131niski-d\u00fcnyan\u0131n top allah\u0131
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259k t\u0259k \u00e7axd\u0131, o\u011flum,
\nBura Qazaxd\u0131r, o\u011flum!<\/p>\n

Burdan qalx\u0131b zirv\u0259y\u0259 Vaqifin arzular\u0131,
\nVidadinin yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131 da\u011fda \u0259ridib qar\u0131.
\nOsman Sar\u0131v\u0259llinin b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 misralar\u0131
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n nur i\u00e7ibdir burda yaz vaxt\u0131, o\u011flum,
\nBura Qazaxd\u0131r, o\u011flum!<\/p>\n

\u0130ld\u0131r\u0131mlar Mehdinin k\u0259s\u0259rin\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r,
\nBurda S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funun \u00f6lm\u0259z ruhu ya\u015fay\u0131r.
\nMisralar\u0131 z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r ,
\nLal\u0259 t\u0259k \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259 ocaq-ocaqd\u0131r, o\u011flum,
\nBura Qazaxd\u0131r, o\u011flum!<\/p>\n

Qalx\u0131b Avey dagindan boylan Qarayaz\u0131ya,
\nBir a\u011f \u015f\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r o d\u0259m qara yaz\u0131ya,
\nBirc\u0259 anda sin\u0259m\u0259 ya\u011fan qar ayaz\u0131yar,
\nEl\u0259 ki,k\u00f6yn\u0259yind\u0259n telli saz \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, o\u011flum,
\nBura Qazaxd\u0131r,o\u011flum!<\/p>\n

\u018fyil torpa\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6p ata yurdun \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131n,
\nArzusu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sin, \u00fcr\u0259yi i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131n\u0131n.
\n\u018fsrin v\u00fcqar heyk\u0259li,bax, \u0130smay\u0131l \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131n
\nM\u0259rdlik \u00fcst\u0259 qurulub ki\u015filik taxt\u0131,o\u011flum,
\nBura Qazaxd\u0131r,o\u011flum!<\/p>\n

\u0130gidl\u0259rin k\u00f6ks\u00fcyl\u0259 qorunur b\u0259nd, b\u0259r\u0259si,
\nKoro\u011flunu and\u0131r\u0131r h\u0259r o\u011flunun n\u0259r\u0259si.
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259zard\u0131r q\u0259dim \u0130nc\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259si,
\nDostlar\u0131nsa yolunda bir \u015fam \u00e7\u0131raqd\u0131, o\u011flum,
\nBura Qazaxd\u0131r,o\u011flum!<\/p>\n

\u018fskipara da\u011flar\u0131 da\u011f oldu sin\u0259sind\u0259,
\nAncaq qa\u00e7q\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di \u0259srin k\u0259sh\u0259k\u0259sind\u0259.
\n\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r\u0259 yas tutdu b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259rin s\u0259sind\u0259,
\nZaman\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bil, \u00fcz\u00fc a\u011fd\u0131r, o\u011flum,
\nBura Qazaxd\u0131r,o\u011flum!<\/p>\n

Bu a\u011f sa\u00e7l\u0131 tarixin ya\u015fda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r G\u00f6y\u0259z\u0259n,
\nBu da\u011flar d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n qa\u015f-da\u015f\u0131d\u0131r G\u00f6y\u0259z\u0259n,
\n\u015e\u0259hid m\u0259zarlar\u0131na ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r G\u00f6y\u0259z\u0259n,
\nBu torpa\u011f\u0131 duymayan kordur, yaz\u0131qd\u0131r, o\u011flum
\nBura Qazaxd\u0131r,o\u011flum!<\/p>\n

Bu yurdu qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f yax\u015f\u0131 g\u0259z, yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131,
\nTorpaq \u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259ni, torpaq altda yatan\u0131.
\nBu torpaq \u00fcr\u0259k verdi, \u015fair etdi atan\u0131,
\nG\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn yaz baxt\u0131,
\nBura Qazaxd\u0131r,o\u011flum!
\nBura Qazaxd\u0131r,o\u011flum!<\/p>\n

YIXILMAZ DEY\u0130RD\u0130N…<\/p>\n

Y\u0131x\u0131lmaz deyirdin, haqq\u0131n
\nYerd\u0259dir k\u00fcr\u0259yi daha.
\nCidarlan\u0131b, qa\u00e7a bilmir
\nArzunun y\u00fcyr\u0259yi daha.<\/p>\n

Yalanm\u0131\u015f v\u0259dl\u0259r, v\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r.
\nVerdi, unutdu g\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r.
\n\u018fv\u0259z eyl\u0259yir m\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r
\nDey\u0259s\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi daha.<\/p>\n

Bu yol gedir hara, bilmir.
\nD\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc da\u011f yara bilmir,
\nDa\u015fdan da \u00e7\u0131xara, bilmir,
\nAdamlar \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi daha.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Unut m\u0259ni 1970 Bu qala \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259rinl\u0259 U\u00e7uldu, qurulmaz oldu. Bu \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259 el\u0259 buland\u0131 Bir daha durulmaz oldu. Unut m\u0259ni , unut, g\u00fcl\u00fcm. Bahar g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0259m g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, Bir d\u0259rdimi y\u00fcz el\u0259din. Gen g\u0259zdim, q\u0259lbin a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131, Yax\u0131n g\u0259ldim s\u00f6z el\u0259din Unut m\u0259ni , unut, g\u00fcl\u00fcm. Bir ilahi duy\u011fu kimi Q\u0259lbin\u0259 dola bilm\u0259dim E\u015fqim s\u0259nin idi, ancaq […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15648","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15648","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15648"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15648\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15659,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15648\/revisions\/15659"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15648"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15648"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15648"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}