{"id":15687,"date":"2015-10-29T16:40:28","date_gmt":"2015-10-29T12:40:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15687"},"modified":"2015-10-29T17:04:33","modified_gmt":"2015-10-29T13:04:33","slug":"gunel-%c9%99liyeva-umidl%c9%99r-umidsizl%c9%99s%c9%99rl%c9%99rs%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15687","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel \u018fL\u0130YEVA.”\u00dcmidl\u0259r \u00fcmidsizl\u0259\u015f\u0259rl\u0259rs\u0259…”"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"12107261_1681684228734233_7942365331840835205_n<\/a><\/p>\n

Qara donlu qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259siri olar b\u00fct\u00fcn cahan .K\u0259d\u0259r n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sin\u2019\u2019i sev\u0259r\u2019\u2019 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r. Torpaq suyu deyil d\u0259rdin ax\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r can\u0131na .Q\u0259md\u0259n ruh alan \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin h\u00fcz\u00fcn dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 bir az da duz basar yarana.
\nHan\u0131 yamya\u015f\u0131l libasl\u0131 f\u00fcsunkar t\u0259bi\u0259t l\u00f6vh\u0259l\u0259ri?! Han\u0131 o v\u00fcqarl\u0131 da\u011flar?! Han\u0131 o \u015f\u0131ltaq ,\u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n, doda\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc qa\u00e7\u0131rmayan insan ?!F\u0259ryad etm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n ,a\u011fr\u0131n- ac\u0131n el\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya duyar haray\u0131n\u0131 .B\u0259z\u0259ns\u0259 s\u00fck\u00fct\u00fcn qoynuna girib \u0259zab\u0131n\u0131n tell\u0259rini s\u0131\u011fallayarsan .Bax ,yaln\u0131z onda anlayarsan \u0259slind\u0259 kimin dostun ,sirda\u015f\u0131n oldu\u011funu .\u018fn yax\u0131n dostun z\u00fclm\u0259t gec\u0259l\u0259r… B\u0259rk- b\u0259rk qucaqlayar ,boynuna sar\u0131larsan yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n .
\nDeyirl\u0259r bahar f\u0259slidir ,isti meh \u0259sir \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 . Ehh ,s\u0259n inanmazsan deyil\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 .Ax\u0131 s\u0259nin q\u0259lbinin s\u0259n\u0259 dikt\u0259 etdikl\u0259ri deyil\u0259nl\u0259ri yax\u0131na buraxm\u0131r he\u00e7 vaxt .G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin do\u011fmas\u0131n\u0131 deyil ,batd\u0131\u011f\u0131 an\u0131 izl\u0259m\u0259k ,yaz\u0131n h\u0259rar\u0259tini deyil, q\u0131\u015f\u0131n soyuqlu\u011funu duymaqd\u0131rsa qism\u0259tin… \u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131 yoxdur bu yolun .Dey\u0259s\u0259n ,sonuna \u00e7atm\u0131san … T\u00fck\u0259nir h\u0259yat e\u015fqin .M\u0259sum deyils\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259lkit\u0259k. Nifr\u0259tin e\u015fqin\u0259 qalib g\u0259lir. S\u0259birsizliyinin qulu olmusan. K\u00f6lg\u0259t\u0259k izl\u0259yirs\u0259n t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 .K\u0259nardan bax\u0131b aciz oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r ,f\u0259q\u0259t onlar he\u00e7 bir zaman anlamayacaqlar yolun sonuna do\u011fru s\u0259ni hans\u0131 ke\u015fm\u0259ke\u015fl\u0259rin g\u0259tirdiyini .
\nQap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcr. \u0130ndi is\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mal\u0131san. <\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn yen\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fam ,
\nX\u0259yallarla ba\u015f- ba\u015fa .
\nH\u0259yat sanki tama\u015fa.
\nZ\u00fclm\u0259t \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,
\nK\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 boylan\u0131ram,
\nB\u0259xtimin aynas\u0131nda
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u00f6z \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259.
\nD\u0259rd verir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.
\nH\u00f6nk\u00fcr h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flay\u0131r
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki buludlar
\nS\u0131z\u0131ldad\u0131r ruhumu
\nBu sa\u011falmaz yaralar
\nK\u00fcl\u00fc olmu\u015fam indi
\nYanan h\u0259r bir oca\u011f\u0131n
\nRuhumun q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m\u0131
\nH\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 nur sa\u00e7\u0131r
\n\u00d6z\u00fcmuys\u0259 yand\u0131r\u0131r
\nK\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 qucaqla\u015f\u0131b
\nD\u0259rdimi dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram
\nFikirl\u0259rim dil a\u00e7\u0131b
\nBir biriyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259rim
\n\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259ki g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259
\nDost olma\u011f\u0131 bacarm\u0131r
\nSaxta g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rimi ort\u00fcr
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259ki d\u0259rd
\nQ\u0259m k\u0259d\u0259r k\u00f6rp\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kir
\nYol sal\u0131r q\u0259lb evim\u0259
\nZ\u00fclm\u0259t qap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcr
\nM\u0259n gedir\u0259m a\u00e7ma\u011fa
\nBilmir\u0259m n\u0259 ad verim
\nM\u0259n bel\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Qara donlu qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259siri olar b\u00fct\u00fcn cahan .K\u0259d\u0259r n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sin\u2019\u2019i sev\u0259r\u2019\u2019 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r. Torpaq suyu deyil d\u0259rdin ax\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r can\u0131na .Q\u0259md\u0259n ruh alan \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin h\u00fcz\u00fcn dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 bir az da duz basar yarana. Han\u0131 yamya\u015f\u0131l libasl\u0131 f\u00fcsunkar t\u0259bi\u0259t l\u00f6vh\u0259l\u0259ri?! Han\u0131 o v\u00fcqarl\u0131 da\u011flar?! Han\u0131 o \u015f\u0131ltaq ,\u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n, doda\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc qa\u00e7\u0131rmayan insan ?!F\u0259ryad etm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n ,a\u011fr\u0131n- […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15687","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15687","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15687"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15687\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15689,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15687\/revisions\/15689"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15687"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15687"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15687"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}