{"id":15768,"date":"2015-11-02T20:30:28","date_gmt":"2015-11-02T16:30:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15768"},"modified":"2015-11-02T22:06:09","modified_gmt":"2015-11-02T18:06:09","slug":"esmira-r%c9%99himli-etibarli-bank-povest","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15768","title":{"rendered":"Esmira R\u018fH\u0130ML\u0130.”Etibarl\u0131 bank” (Povest)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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V\u0259fa \u0259l telefonunun verdiyi siqnaldan ona mesaj g\u0259ldiyini anlad\u0131. Gec\u0259nin bir al\u0259mind\u0259 bu mesaj kimd\u0259n idi g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? Yuxulu g\u00f6zl\u0259ril\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n mesaj\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b a\u00e7\u0131b baxd\u0131. \u018fzizd\u0259n idi. Bel\u0259 yaz\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cS\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131x\u0131ram. Ulduzlara bax\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131ram. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qalm\u0131\u015fam. S\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 ox\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onlara bax\u0131ram! S\u0259n d\u0259 ulduzlara bax! Qoy bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z g\u00f6yd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn. Kim bilir, bir d\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt qism\u0259t olacaq s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm?\u201d Q\u0131z qaranl\u0131q otaqda telefonun i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qama\u015fsa da cavab yazd\u0131: \u201c\u0130ndi gecdir. Get yat. Qism\u0259t olar g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik.\u201d Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b p\u0259rd\u0259nin aras\u0131ndan qaranl\u0131q s\u0259maya baxd\u0131. Ulduzlar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. V\u0259fa k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131 \u0259lil\u0259 sildi. Ax\u0131 indi \u018fziz d\u0259 onlara bax\u0131rd\u0131. Sabah ay\u0131n biri idi. H\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259ft\u0259nin birinci i\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc. \u0130\u015f\u0259 gecikm\u0259sin dey\u0259 gec\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yatmal\u0131 idi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc yuxuya verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, telofonuna yen\u0259 mesaj g\u0259ldi. \u201cSabah m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k! Ax\u0131 m\u0259n d\u0259 insanam. Sabah s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yim partlayacaq!\u201d \u2013 yaz\u0131rd\u0131.
\n Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn V\u0259faya el\u00e7i g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi. Ata-anas\u0131 da onlar\u0131 \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259nirdil\u0259r. V\u0259fa q\u0259ti q\u0259rara g\u0259ldi. \u201cYox!\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u018fziz\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lirdi. Ondan \u00f6tr\u00fc i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in q\u0131vr\u0131lan birinin \u00fcr\u0259yini nec\u0259 q\u0131ra bil\u0259rdi? \u018fslind\u0259 V\u0259fa ona qar\u015f\u0131 bigan\u0259 idi. Amma o\u011flan: \u201cBilir\u0259m s\u0259n m\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n daha art\u0131q sevirs\u0259n!\u201d \u2013 deyib boynuna qoyanda etiraz el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\n \u018fziz i\u015f vaxt\u0131n\u0131n qurtarma\u011f\u0131na bir saat qalm\u0131\u015f z\u0259ng vurdu:
\n \u2013 \u0130\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda s\u0259ni qap\u0131da g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. <\/p>\n

\u2013 \u018fziz, xahi\u015f el\u0259yir\u0259m, incim\u0259. Amma bu g\u00fcn qonaqlar\u0131m\u0131z g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. N\u0259zak\u0259t xatirin\u0259 evd\u0259 olmal\u0131yam.
\n \u2013 Bird\u0259n el\u00e7i g\u0259l\u0259r ha s\u0259n\u0259?!
\n \u2013 Yooox…
\n \u2013 Bilir\u0259m, s\u0259n m\u0259nim v\u0259fal\u0131 V\u0259famsan! M\u0259ni qoyub ba\u015fqas\u0131na \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259zs\u0259n! Qoy g\u0259lim, yar\u0131m saatl\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k, sonra ged\u0259rs\u0259n.
\n \u2013 Dedim ax\u0131 qonaq g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. H\u00f6rm\u0259tli adamlard\u0131r. H\u0259m d\u0259 ev i\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 anama k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259m\u0259liy\u0259m ax\u0131.
\n \u2013 Biz ki\u015fil\u0259r siz qad\u0131nlar\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmirik d\u0259! Ax\u0131 siz n\u0259 ist\u0259yirsiz? Qoy g\u0259lim, yar\u0131mca saata n\u0259 olacaq ki?
\n \u2013 Yox, \u018fziz, sabaha qals\u0131n.
\n V\u0259fa i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u018fzizi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Nazik qara par\u00e7adan olan g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259sinin yaxal\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, x\u0131rda-x\u0131rda atan qar\u0131n alt\u0131nda dayan\u0131b soyuqdan titr\u0259yirdi. O, q\u0131za heyranl\u0131qla bax\u0131b \u0259ll\u0259rini ona do\u011fru uzatd\u0131:
\n \u2013 Salam m\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u0259lim! K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 toxundu. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, ax\u0131 bu k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r s\u0259nin sa\u00e7lar\u0131na da s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kibl\u0259r.
\n \u018fziz ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131. S\u0259si titr\u0259di. Doluxsundu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ard\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259ff\u00fcs el\u0259di:
\n \u2013 El\u0259 pax\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131m tutdu ki, k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259! M\u0259n d\u0259 toxunmaq ist\u0259dim o tell\u0259rin\u0259! Sabaha kimi d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259dim, g\u0259ldim. \u0130ndi m\u0259ni qovcaqsan?
\n V\u0259fa yum\u015fald\u0131:
\n \u2013 Daha niy\u0259 qovuram?
\n \u2013 M\u0259nim v\u0259fal\u0131 V\u0259fam… Ax\u0131r ki s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm…
\n \u018fziz onun yumru a\u011f sif\u0259tini soyuqdan titr\u0259y\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259ril\u0259 ovcunun i\u00e7in\u0259 ald\u0131:
\n \u2013 V\u0259fa… V\u0259fa…. V\u0259fa…
\n Q\u0131z g\u00fcld\u00fc:
\n \u2013 N\u0259 olub s\u0259n\u0259? Ad\u0131m\u0131 niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r deyirs\u0259n? \u018fzb\u0259rl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\n \u2013 Ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n xo\u015fum g\u0259lir. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 bil dilim alova, k\u00f6z\u0259 toxunur! Yan\u0131r! \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m m\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqas\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sin bu ad\u0131! Q\u0131sqan\u0131ram!
\n \u2013 Niy\u0259 bel\u0259 nazik geyinmis\u0259n? X\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259rs\u0259n ax\u0131! G\u00f6r bir nec\u0259 \u0259sirs\u0259n!
\n \u2013 Neyl\u0259yim? Bundan qal\u0131n\u0131 yoxumdur. D\u0259ri g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259m var idi. T\u0259z\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, he\u00e7 geyinm\u0259mi\u015fdim. Yar\u0131 qiym\u0259tin\u0259 satd\u0131m.
\n \u2013 Niy\u0259?
\n \u2013 Xalam o\u011flu F\u0259xr\u0259ddin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259…
\n \u2013 B\u0259s niy\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131rsan?
\n \u2013 B\u00fct\u00fcn maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 F\u0259xr\u0259ddinin m\u00fcalic\u0259sin\u0259 x\u0259rcl\u0259yir\u0259m. On g\u00fcnd\u00fcr maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fam, art\u0131q qurtar\u0131b! \u0130dman m\u00fc\u0259lliminin maa\u015f\u0131 n\u0259 olacaq?
\n \u2013 B\u0259s onu s\u0259n niy\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 el\u0259tdirirs\u0259n?
\n \u2013 \u0130mkanlar\u0131 yoxdur. M\u00fcalic\u0259 almasa \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k. Nec\u0259 q\u0131y\u0131m ona? Ax\u0131 o da insand\u0131r! M\u0259g\u0259r kas\u0131b ya\u015famamal\u0131d\u0131r? Bir d\u0259f\u0259 hal\u0131 pisl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 \u201cM\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m\u201d dedi. El\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259ldi ki ona! \u0130ndi \u00f6z evimizd\u0259 saxlay\u0131ram onu. \u00d6z yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da ona vermi\u015f\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcm is\u0259 yerd\u0259 yat\u0131ram.
\n \u2013 B\u0259s indi pulsuz neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? \u0130\u015f\u0259 nec\u0259 g\u0259lib ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, g\u00fcnorta n\u0259 yey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?
\n \u2013 Yol pulunu evd\u0259kil\u0259rd\u0259n al\u0131ram, amma g\u00fcnorta he\u00e7 n\u0259 yemir\u0259m. Ac\u0131ndan b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131m a\u011fray\u0131r.
\n \u2013 N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00fcr\u0259yin var s\u0259nin?! Vallah heyran qal\u0131nas\u0131 adamsan! Xalan o\u011flundan \u00f6t\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6z g\u00f6r\u0259si h\u0259lak el\u0259yirs\u0259n.
\n V\u0259fa \u00e7antas\u0131ndan c\u00fczdan\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. El\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259kkiz y\u00fcz manat maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u018fziz\u0259 uzatd\u0131:
\n \u2013 Bunu g\u00f6t\u00fcr, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6d\u0259kc\u0259 al, yerd\u0259 qalan\u0131n\u0131 da saxla. Qoy \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 pul olsun. Ac qalma, sonra m\u0259d\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259 olar.
\n \u018fziz diksinib bir add\u0131m geri \u00e7\u0259kildi:
\n \u2013 N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?! M\u0259n bunu s\u0259nd\u0259n nec\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m?!
\n \u2013 Bunu xalan o\u011fluna g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259lis\u0259n! S\u0259n d\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ns\u0259n ona kim baxar?! Xahi\u015f el\u0259yir\u0259m, g\u00f6t\u00fcr!
\n \u2013 Bird\u0259n s\u0259nin pulun olmaz.
\n \u2013 Pulum var, \u018fziz, var. H\u0259r ay\u0131n biri maa\u015f al\u0131ram. Demi\u015f\u0259m ax\u0131 m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259, yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b?
\n \u018fziz bir az fikr\u0259 gedib sakitc\u0259:
\n\u2013 Yox, yad\u0131mdad\u0131r.
\nQ\u0131z pulu onun cibin\u0259 basd\u0131:
\n\u2013 G\u00f6t\u00fcr.
\n\u018fziz s\u0131x\u0131laraq: \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131, xalam o\u011flunun x\u0259trin\u0259 \u2013 dedi. Sonra
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 sevinc q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mlar\u0131 par\u0131ldad\u0131:
\n \u2013 H\u0259kim deyir ki, o tezlikl\u0259 sa\u011falacaq! Qoy onun bu d\u0259f\u0259ki m\u00fcalic\u0259 kursu qurtars\u0131n, biz evl\u0259n\u0259k!Yax\u015f\u0131?!
\n Q\u0131z havan\u0131n soyuq olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq g\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015f dondurma kimi \u0259ridi:
\n \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131…
\n \u2013 S\u0259nsiz m\u0259n\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f, bu hava, n\u0259 d\u0259 bu h\u0259yat laz\u0131m deyil, V\u0259fa!
\n H\u0259min g\u00fcn V\u0259fa ev\u0259 \u018fzizin dediyi kimi \u00e7ox yox, d\u00fcz yar\u0131mca saat gecikdi v\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n el\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 yox cavab\u0131 verdi.<\/p>\n

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\n G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckl\u0259ri g\u00fcnd\u0259n bir h\u0259ft\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. V\u0259fa \u018fziz\u0259 z\u0259ng vurdu:
\n \u2013 Bu g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. \u0130caz\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fam. Bo\u015f vaxt\u0131m var, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k?
\n \u2013 Yox, yox… Bu g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259rik. \u0130\u015fd\u0259n sonra iclas var. Direktor da yaman hirslidir. G\u0259r\u0259k iclasda i\u015ftirak el\u0259yim. Yoxsa… \u00d6z\u00fcn bilirs\u0259n d\u0259 bu m\u0259kt\u0259b direktorlar\u0131n\u0131…
\n \u2013 Onda sabah g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.
\n \u2013 Yox, sabah… Sabah da xalam o\u011flu F\u0259xri…
\n \u2013 B\u0259s n\u0259 vaxt g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k?
\n \u2013 \u018fslind\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259ni h\u0259r an g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Amma i\u015f el\u0259 g\u0259tirir ki, tez-tez g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmirik. F\u00fcrs\u0259t tapan kimi m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259r\u0259m.
\n \u018fzizd\u0259n bir ay s\u0259s-s\u0259mir \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Onunla telefonla da dan\u0131\u015fmaq olmurdu. El\u0259 hey i\u015finin \u00e7oxlu\u011fundan gileyl\u0259nir, direktorun ona c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr i\u015fl\u0259r tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, gah da F\u0259xr\u0259ddinin v\u0259ziyy\u0259tinin pisl\u0259\u015fdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcayin\u0259y\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 deyirdi. V\u0259fan\u0131n v\u0259fal\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yi narahat olma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir yandan da i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131 yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 R\u00fcf\u0259t onu ev\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u00fcrs\u0259t axtar\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki g\u00f6zalt\u0131 el\u0259diyi q\u0131z\u0131n, V\u0259fan\u0131n dal\u0131nca o\u011flan g\u0259ldiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb narahat olma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. V\u0259fa is\u0259 \u018fzizin sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yini q\u0131rmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu o\u011flan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif b\u0259han\u0259l\u0259r tap\u0131rd\u0131.
\n N\u00f6vb\u0259ti ay\u0131n birind\u0259 \u018fzizd\u0259n z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. O hals\u0131z, titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:
\n \u2013 Alo, V\u0259fa… V\u0259fa…
\n \u2013 N\u0259 olub, \u018fziz, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?
\n \u2013 Daha n\u0259 olacaq? D\u00f6rd h\u0259ft\u0259dir ki, s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m! Buna m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim nec\u0259 d\u00f6zs\u00fcn? Bu g\u00fcn bir t\u0259h\u0259r vaxt tapm\u0131\u015fam, i\u015fd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!
\n \u2013 \u018fziz, ax\u0131 bu g\u00fcn m\u0259n…
\n \u2013 Eh, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n biz ki\u015fil\u0259r siz qad\u0131nlar\u0131 n\u0259 vaxtsa ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yik? N\u0259 olursa olsun bu g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m! M\u00fctl\u0259q g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259liyik! Daha s\u0259nsiz d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m!
\n V\u0259fa i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda be\u015f add\u0131m atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, ona rast g\u0259ldi. Qan\u0131 qara idi. He\u00e7 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n ay\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z soru\u015fdu:
\n \u2013 N\u0259 olub qan\u0131n niy\u0259 qarad\u0131? Bu s\u0259nin xalan o\u011flu il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dard\u0131r? V\u0259ziyy\u0259ti pisdir?
\n \u2013 Yox, o yax\u015f\u0131\u0131r. M\u0259nim v\u0259ziyy\u0259tim pisdir.
\n \u2013 Niy\u0259?
\n \u2013 Anam\u0131n ad g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. Bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 al\u0131m ona. Ax\u0131 o m\u0259ni d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirib, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb, \u0259ziyy\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259kib! Gec\u0259l\u0259r yuxusuz qal\u0131b! H\u0259r il ona frans\u0131z \u0259tri al\u0131rd\u0131m. Bu il is\u0259… Eh, yoxun \u00fcz\u00fc qara olsun! M\u0259n nec\u0259 \u00f6vladam ki, ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 anama bir frans\u0131z \u0259trini d\u0259 ala bilmir\u0259m?! \u00d6ls\u00fcn bel\u0259 \u00f6vlad, he\u00e7 ya\u015famas\u0131n!
\n V\u0259fa onun qoluna girib dartd\u0131:
\n \u2013 Bura g\u0259l! \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00e7\u00fcn niy\u0259 el\u0259 deyirs\u0259n? Ax\u0131 s\u0259n ana q\u0259dri bil\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 \u00f6vladsan! Bu saat h\u0259ll el\u0259y\u0259rik o i\u015fi!
\n V\u0259fa onu darta-darta i\u015f yerin\u0259 yax\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n \u0259tir ma\u011fazas\u0131na sald\u0131. \u018fn d\u0259bd\u0259 olan \u0259tirl\u0259rd\u0259n birini al\u0131b h\u0259diyy\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00fckd\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018fziz\u0259 verib dedi:
\n \u2013 Bu da anan\u0131n h\u0259diyy\u0259si! Bu g\u00fcn ev\u0259 tez get! Onu t\u0259brik el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7atd\u0131rmal\u0131san!
\n \u2013 Anam\u0131n yox! Anam\u0131z\u0131n h\u0259diyy\u0259si, anam\u0131z\u0131n! \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol, sevgilim! S\u0259nin n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259yin var! Anam\u0131za dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m ki, \u0259tiri onun\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n alm\u0131san. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k g\u0259lini! Qoy sevinsin!
\n \u2013 Yox, el\u0259 dem\u0259! Yax\u015f\u0131 deyil, utan\u0131ram ax\u0131…
\n \u2013 N\u0259 olsun? Onsuz da s\u0259nin haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam ona! V\u0259fa, s\u0259n m\u0259ni el\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n qurtard\u0131n ki! S\u0259n olmasayd\u0131n m\u0259n neyl\u0259y\u0259rdim?!
\n Bird\u0259n \u018fzizin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri sevincd\u0259n par\u0131ldad\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259n hiss olundu ki, a\u011fl\u0131na maraql\u0131 bir fikir g\u0259lib.
\n \u2013 G\u0259ls\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 atam\u0131n h\u0259diyy\u0259sini verim!
\n \u018fziz saat\u0131 qolundan a\u00e7\u0131b iki \u0259lil\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlad\u0131. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t ona baxd\u0131qdan sonra k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki sevinc d\u0259rin bir h\u00fcznl\u0259 \u0259v\u0259z olundu. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc saata toxundurdu. Onu son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 n\u0259vazi\u015fl\u0259 \u00f6pd\u00fc. Ona el\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf hissi il\u0259 baxd\u0131 ki, sanki bu saatla birlikd\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 da itirirdi.
\n \u2013 Bu r\u0259hm\u0259tlik atam\u0131n h\u0259diyy\u0259sidir. Bu d\u00fcnyada m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259n \u0259ziz, \u0259n qiym\u0259tli olan yegan\u0259 yadigar \u0259\u015fyad\u0131r. 1983-ci ild\u0259 istehsal olunub. Do\u011frusu, aliminiumdand\u0131r. Lakin m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n d\u0259y\u0259rli \u0259\u015fyas\u0131d\u0131r. \u00d6ld\u00fcrs\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 bunu \u0259limd\u0259n ala bilm\u0259zl\u0259r. Ancaq s\u0259n\u0259 onu k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc verir\u0259m, al g\u00f6t\u00fcr! \u2013 dedi. O kobud ki\u015fi saat\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n z\u0259rif qoluna el\u0259 ehtiyatla ba\u011flad\u0131 ki, sanki d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n z\u0259rif \u0259\u015fyas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra k\u00f6vr\u0259lib doluxsundu. A\u011flamamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 saxlay\u0131b bo\u011fula-bo\u011fula dedi:
\n \u2013 H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu saata baxanda m\u0259ni yad\u0131na sal. M\u0259ni bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 d\u0259 olsun unutma!
\n \u2013 \u018fziz, b\u0259lk\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil? Ax\u0131 m\u0259n s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259y\u0259rli olan bir \u0259\u015fyan\u0131 nec\u0259 q\u0259bul el\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m?
\n \u2013 Eybi yoxdur, \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z atan\u0131n h\u0259diyy\u0259si olan saat\u0131 ver!
\n \u2013 V\u0259fa qoluna t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f aliminium saatla yana\u015f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn da\u015f-qa\u015fla b\u0259z\u0259dilmi\u015f saat\u0131na baxd\u0131:
\n \u2013 Ax\u0131 bu \u00e7ox bahal\u0131d\u0131r…
\n \u2013 Bilir\u0259m, a\u011f q\u0131z\u0131lla sar\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131n yana\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259nm\u0259sidir. Atan onu s\u0259n\u0259 ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 alanda bunu m\u0259n\u0259 demi\u015fdin. Ancaq bunun m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 bir \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259ti yoxdur! M\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259tli olan odur ki, bu s\u0259nin atan\u0131n h\u0259diyy\u0259sidir!
\n \u018fziz saat\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n qolundan a\u00e7\u0131b t\u0259l\u0259sik a\u00e7\u0131b \u00f6z qoluna ba\u011flad\u0131: \u2013 K\u00f6yn\u0259yimin qolunu dartaca\u011fam g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. S\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 el\u0259 \u2013 dedi. V\u0259fa evd\u0259 soru\u015farlar dey\u0259 saat\u0131 verm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 yuxa \u00fcr\u0259kli bir insan\u0131n q\u0259lbini q\u0131ra bilm\u0259di v\u0259 bu anlar hans\u0131sa filmin yava\u015f\u0131d\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kadrlar\u0131 kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n aramla g\u0259lib ke\u00e7di. <\/p>\n

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\n \u018fziz yen\u0259 bir ay ya\u011fl\u0131 \u0259pp\u0259k olub g\u00f6y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi. V\u0259fan\u0131n t\u0259kidl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmayaraq onunla n\u0259inki g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k, he\u00e7 telefonla dan\u0131\u015fmaq da m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmurdu. Telefona ba\u015fqa adam cavab verir: \u201c\u0130ndi otaqda yoxdur, g\u0259ll\u0259nd\u0259 z\u0259ng vurar\u201d \u2013 deyirdi. Ax\u0131r ki, ay\u0131n biri g\u0259ldi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 mart ay\u0131n\u0131n biri! \u018fzizin sevgi dolu nal\u0259l\u0259ri az qala b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc: \u201cS\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn dax\u0131ram. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f suyu olub s\u0259nin ke\u00e7diyin yollara axmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 rastla\u015far\u0131q dey\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131na toxuna bil\u0259r\u0259m dey\u0259!\u201d
\n \u018fziz ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 mart g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 islanm\u0131\u015f s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. V\u0259fa onun k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc almaq ist\u0259di:
\n \u2013 Niy\u0259 bel\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r\u0131lis\u0259n, \u018fziz?
\n \u2013 Eh, fikir verm\u0259!
\n \u2013 Yen\u0259 d\u0259 olsun, de, n\u0259 olub?
\n \u2013 Bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra s\u0259kkiz mart g\u0259lir, neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m? S\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 ala bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. S\u0259nin el\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259yin var ki, s\u0259n m\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayarsan. B\u0259s anam? O da m\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r? Yox! O fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259r ki, b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam, s\u0259kkiz martda m\u0259ni yada salmad\u0131! Bir d\u0259st\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl il\u0259 frans\u0131z \u0259trini m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6rd\u00fc! Alaram, inan ki alaram! Baxmaram he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259! Amma onda bir insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 m\u0259hv olar! Onda xalam o\u011flunun sa\u011falma\u011f\u0131na az qalm\u0131\u015f m\u00fcalic\u0259sini yar\u0131da k\u0259sm\u0259li olaram. D\u0259rmanlar\u0131n\u0131 ala bilm\u0259r\u0259m.
\n \u2013 Mart\u0131n yeddisi g\u0259l, n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r m\u0259n t\u0259\u015fkil el\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m!
\n \u2013 Yox, m\u0259n buna raz\u0131 ola bilm\u0259r\u0259m! Ax\u0131 yeni ild\u0259 d\u0259 anam\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00fc v\u0259 \u0259tri s\u0259n alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n! Bel\u0259 olmaz ax\u0131! Qeyr\u0259tim q\u0259bul el\u0259mir ax\u0131!<\/p>\n

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\n V\u0259fa mart\u0131n yeddisind\u0259 onu bir d\u0259st\u0259 a\u011f holland q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259ri, \u201cDol\u00e7e\u201d frans\u0131z \u0259tri v\u0259 maa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 yola sald\u0131. Ax\u015fam \u018fziz z\u0259ng vurdu:
\n \u2013 \u015ead x\u0259b\u0259r! Bizimkil\u0259rl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. El\u00e7i g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nim haqq\u0131mda atanla, ananla dan\u0131\u015f. Amma m\u00fctl\u0259q dan\u0131\u015f!
\n \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131 dan\u0131\u015faram.
\n \u2013 \u0130ndi bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ortaya. M\u0259n s\u0259nin kimi g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131 avtobusla apar\u0131b g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m! Qoymaram ayaqlar\u0131n yer\u0259 d\u0259ysin! Buna vicdan\u0131m yol verm\u0259z! G\u0259r\u0259k ma\u015f\u0131n alam!
\n V\u0259fa qulaqlar\u0131na inanmad\u0131:
\n \u2013 N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? S\u0259nin o q\u0259d\u0259r pulun han\u0131?!
\n \u2013 S\u0259n atandan m\u0259nim ad\u0131mdan borc pul alarsan, m\u0259n d\u0259 maa\u015f ald\u0131qca qaytararam. Nec\u0259 fikirdir? Cavan ail\u0259 olacay\u0131q, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131m\u0131z da olacaq. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131! \u018fla olar h\u0259?!
\n \u2013 S\u0259n h\u0259r ay atam\u0131n borcunu qaytarsan b\u0259s xalan o\u011flunun d\u0259rmanlar\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 il\u0259 alacaqsan?
\n \u2013 Onsuz da d\u0259rmanlar\u0131n pulunu s\u0259n verirs\u0259n d\u0259… Oldu, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q?
\n Q\u0131z t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 sanki ovsunlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, yox dey\u0259 bilm\u0259di.
\n \u2013 H\u0259, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

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\n \u018fslind\u0259 \u201ch\u0259\u201d dem\u0259yin\u0259 baxmayaraq bu q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131n m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si V\u0259fan\u0131n he\u00e7 \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 deyildi. Nec\u0259 a\u00e7acaqd\u0131 bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti? N\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kdi atas\u0131na? He\u00e7 bilmirdi.
\n Gec\u0259 yerinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u018fzizin verdiyi qolundak\u0131 saata baxd\u0131. B\u0259li, o bu saat\u0131 yatanda da qolundan a\u00e7m\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u018fziz bel\u0259 ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u201cBu saaat\u0131n \u00e7\u0131qq\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc bil, dinl\u0259\u201d \u2013 demi\u015fdi. \u018fziz\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xd\u0131. K\u00f6vr\u0259ldi. Ona z\u0259ng vurmaq ist\u0259di. Lakin bird\u0259n duruxdu. \u018fg\u0259r ay\u0131n biri olmay\u0131bsa onu axtarma\u011f\u0131n he\u00e7 bir m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti ay\u0131n birin\u0259 kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k laz\u0131m idi. Ay\u0131n birind\u0259 o \u00f6z\u00fc peyda olacaqd\u0131. V\u0259fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n niy\u0259 \u018fziz onu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259r ay\u0131n birind\u0259 g\u0259lir? \u00c7\u00fcnki ay\u0131n biri maa\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr? Y\u0259ni \u018fziz pul almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir? Yox, bu ola bilm\u0259z… O m\u0259sum, xeyirxah bir insand\u0131r. O ki qald\u0131 onun h\u0259r ay\u0131n biri g\u0259lm\u0259sin\u0259, y\u0259qin bu bir t\u0259sad\u00fcfd\u00fcr. Onun\u00e7\u00fcn maddi \u015feyl\u0259rin he\u00e7 bir \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259ti yoxdur. Pulu xalas\u0131 o\u011flunun d\u0259rmanlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 al\u0131r. \u018ftiri v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc d\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259hm\u0259tini yer\u0259 vurmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ist\u0259yir. O ki qald\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131na onu da V\u0259fan\u0131n rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259min etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ist\u0259yir. \u00d6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir! N\u0259 olsun ki kas\u0131bd\u0131r, kas\u0131b\u0131 sevm\u0259zl\u0259r m\u0259g\u0259r? Kas\u0131b adam deyil, kas\u0131b\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi yoxdur? M\u0259g\u0259r kas\u0131b\u0131n sevib sevilm\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131 yoxdur?
\n Budur telefonuna mesaj g\u0259ldi. \u018fzizd\u0259n idi. \u201cYoxsa onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc duyub?\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0131z h\u0259y\u0259canlandl\u0131. Mesaj\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Bel\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u201cUlduzlara bax\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131ram. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131r.\u201d V\u0259fa bir anl\u0131q duruxub fikr\u0259 getdi. Ax\u0131 dey\u0259s\u0259n \u018fziz bu mesaj\u0131 ona bir d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdi! B\u0259lk\u0259 \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b t\u0259krar g\u00f6nd\u0259rib? Mesaj\u0131n ard\u0131n\u0131 oxudu: \u201cBu g\u00fcn getdiyimiz restaran xo\u015funa g\u0259ldis\u0259 g\u0259l sabah da ged\u0259k! G\u00fcnay, \u00fcr\u0259yim m\u0259nim, s\u0259n\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m a\u011f q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259r v\u0259 \u201cDol\u00e7e\u201d \u0259tiri nec\u0259, xo\u015funa g\u0259ldimi?\u201d
\n V\u0259fa yerind\u0259n d\u0259li kimi s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131. \u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131b \u018fzizin g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyi mesaj\u0131 bir d\u0259 oxudu. Burda n\u0259 is\u0259 bir yaln\u0131\u015fl\u0131q, anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131q var idi! \u018fvv\u0259la, V\u0259fa bu \u015feyl\u0259ri onun anas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6nd\u0259ribs\u0259, anas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 Sayal\u0131d\u0131r. Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni G\u00fcnay?!
\n S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi yata bilm\u0259di. Yerinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0131vr\u0131ld\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n \u00e7ox gec-gec g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fc r\u0259fiq\u0259si \u00dclviyy\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259ng vurdu. Onunla gec-gec g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yinin s\u0259b\u0259bi bu q\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015fan olmas\u0131 idi. Ondan bir s\u00f6z soru\u015fdunmu bildiyi n\u0259 varsa ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 o \u018fzizin \u015f\u0259klini V\u0259fan\u0131n telefonunda t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 dil ucu: \u2013 \u201cH\u0259, m\u0259n bu o\u011flan\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131ram, anas\u0131 anam\u0131n aptekind\u0259 xadim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir\u201d \u2013 demi\u015fdi.
\n \u00dclviyy\u0259 el\u0259 telefonu a\u00e7\u0131b yuxulu-yuxulu: \u201cAlo\u201d demi\u015fdi ki, V\u0259fa ona g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f atd\u0131:
\n \u2013 Tez geyin \u00e7\u0131x, s\u0259ninl\u0259 i\u015fim var.
\n \u2013 V\u0259fa taksiy\u0259 minib t\u0259l\u0259sik \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00dclviyy\u0259gilin evl\u0259rinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na yetirdi. Tez telefonu a\u00e7\u0131b \u018fzizin \u015f\u0259klini ona g\u00f6st\u0259rdi:
\n \u2013 Bir d\u0259f\u0259 demi\u015fdin ki, bunu tan\u0131y\u0131rsan.
\n \u2013 H\u0259, \u018fzizdir d\u0259, Sayal\u0131 xalan\u0131n o\u011flu!
\n \u2013 B\u0259s G\u00fcnay kimdir, bilirs\u0259n?!
\n \u2013 G\u00fcnay? H\u0259, bilir\u0259m, ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r da… Q\u0131z evi yax\u015f\u0131 yerd\u0259ndirl\u0259r. Bilirs\u0259n, Sayal\u0131 xala h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n yuxar\u0131 t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259 il\u0259 qohum olmaq ist\u0259yib. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n \u018fziz\u0259 deyib ki, onsuz da s\u0259n tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 almayaca\u011fam! S\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259k \u201cqalstuklularla\u201d oturub-durasan! Nazirlikd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n o\u011flansan!
\n \u2013 M\u0259g\u0259r o nazirlikd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir?
\n \u2013 H\u0259, \u00e7oxdan i\u015fl\u0259yir, qohumlar\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ldib. M\u00fchasibdir. Atas\u0131 da buna g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox sevinir. O\u011flu il\u0259 f\u0259xr el\u0259yir.
\n \u2013 M\u0259g\u0259r onun atas\u0131 \u00f6lm\u0259yib?
\n \u2013 Yox, ay q\u0131z, atas\u0131na n\u0259 g\u0259lib? Atas\u0131 sa\u011fd\u0131r.
\n V\u0259fa bir \u0259lini o biri bil\u0259yind\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259yin monjetinin alt\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n saata s\u00fcrtd\u00fc: \u201cDem\u0259li bu ata yadigar\u0131 saat s\u00f6hb\u0259ti yalan imi\u015f!\u201d \u00dclviyy\u0259nin cingiltili s\u0259si oni fikird\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n \u2013 H\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131 da anas\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc tap\u0131b. \u018fziz d\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259nib. Q\u0131z da \u00e7ox raz\u0131d\u0131r \u018fzizd\u0259n. \u018fziz h\u0259r bayramda ona bahal\u0131 \u0259tirl\u0259r, g\u00fcl d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri verir. Bu yax\u0131nlarda a\u011f q\u0131z\u0131lla sar\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259si olan qol saat\u0131 da h\u0259diyy\u0259 el\u0259yib.
\n V\u0259fan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na el\u0259 bil qaynar su t\u00f6kd\u00fcl\u0259r:
\n \u2013 Nec\u0259?! Q\u0131z\u0131l saat?!
\n \u2013 H\u0259, saat… H\u0259l\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n da s\u00f6z verib! Q\u0131z q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259yib o da raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131b: \u201cAlaram!\u201d \u2013 deyib.
\n \u2013 S\u0259n hardan bilirs\u0259n bu \u015feyl\u0259ri?
\n \u2013 Anas\u0131 g\u0259lib i\u015fd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 oldu, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 pis oldun?
\n V\u0259fa pis olmas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bini q\u0131za bildirm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259han\u0259
\ntapd\u0131:
\n \u2013 Onun bir x\u0259st\u0259 xalas\u0131 o\u011flu var, onu soru\u015facaqd\u0131m, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 pis oldum.
\n \u00dclviyy\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n getdi:
\n \u2013 N\u0259 xalas\u0131 o\u011flu, ay q\u0131z, onun he\u00e7 xalas\u0131 var ki, o\u011flu da olsun? \u018fmil\u0259rinin, day\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n da ki q\u0131zlar\u0131 var. O\u011flan t\u0259kc\u0259 Sayal\u0131 xaladad\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 el\u0259 fors el\u0259yir. S\u0259n \u018fzizi niy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 soru\u015fursan ki?
\n \u2013 Bir r\u0259fiq\u0259min ondan xo\u015fu g\u0259lir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 maraqland\u0131m. \u0130ndi daha ona dey\u0259r\u0259m ki, ba\u015f qo\u015fmas\u0131n, o\u011flan ni\u015fanl\u0131d\u0131r. S\u0259ni d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n narahat el\u0259dim ki, i\u015f\u0259 gecikm\u0259yim. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 gecikdim. Sa\u011f ol, can\u0131m, m\u0259n tez qa\u00e7\u0131m taksi saxlay\u0131m.
\n H\u0259r \u015fey ayd\u0131n idi. Dem\u0259li, V\u0259fa onun h\u0259r ay\u0131n birind\u0259 d\u00f6rd y\u00fcz manat pul \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi bank imi\u015f. \u201cV\u0259fabank!\u201d Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 o h\u0259r ay\u0131n birind\u0259, m\u0259hz V\u0259fan\u0131n maa\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u0259lirmi\u015f. M\u0259hz bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n onun ail\u0259 qura bil\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxur, narahat olurdu. \u00c7\u00fcnki o zaman bank ba\u011flanacaqd\u0131. V\u0259fa taksiy\u0259 oturan kimi telefonu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u018fziz\u0259 z\u0259ng vurdu. \u201cY\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z n\u00f6mr\u0259 aktiv deyil.\u201d Dem\u0259li, \u018fziz mesaj\u0131 s\u0259hv g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyini anlayan kimi telefonunun n\u00f6mr\u0259sini d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. V\u0259fa \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:
\n \u2013 H\u0259, \u018fziz, \u201cqad\u0131nlar\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmir\u0259m\u201d deyirdin. S\u0259nin kimi f\u0131r\u0131ldaq\u00e7\u0131lara inan\u0131b sev\u0259 bil\u0259k dey\u0259, Allah bizi bu q\u0259d\u0259r axmaq yarad\u0131b. Burda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259 var ki?! <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

V\u0259fa \u0259l telefonunun verdiyi siqnaldan ona mesaj g\u0259ldiyini anlad\u0131. Gec\u0259nin bir al\u0259mind\u0259 bu mesaj kimd\u0259n idi g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? Yuxulu g\u00f6zl\u0259ril\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n mesaj\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b a\u00e7\u0131b baxd\u0131. \u018fzizd\u0259n idi. Bel\u0259 yaz\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cS\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131x\u0131ram. Ulduzlara bax\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131ram. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qalm\u0131\u015fam. S\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 ox\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onlara bax\u0131ram! S\u0259n d\u0259 ulduzlara bax! Qoy bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z g\u00f6yd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn. Kim bilir, bir d\u0259 n\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15768","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15768","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15768"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15768\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15779,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15768\/revisions\/15779"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15768"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15768"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15768"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}