{"id":15780,"date":"2015-11-02T23:00:55","date_gmt":"2015-11-02T19:00:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15780"},"modified":"2015-11-02T23:37:04","modified_gmt":"2015-11-02T19:37:04","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirli-sevginin-gozl%c9%99ri-romaninin-xxii-hiss%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15780","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t CAVAN\u015e\u0130RL\u0130.\u201dSevginin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u201d roman\u0131n\u0131n XXII hiss\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n-169x300.jpg\" alt=\"12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n\" width=\"169\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-15781\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n-169x300.jpg 169w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n.jpg 540w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 169px) 100vw, 169px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 Tahirin pulnan tutdu\u011fu evd\u0259 onunla birg\u0259 iki g\u00fcn ya\u015fad\u0131. Tahirin Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 soyuqluq hiss olunurdu. Lamiy\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259yib qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcnd\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<br \/>\n &#8211; N\u0259 olub? G\u0259lm\u0259yimi ist\u0259din g\u0259ldim. Daha n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>Tahir hirsl\u0259nib Lamiy\u0259ni yata\u011fa it\u0259l\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259ni aldatma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259zm ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. X\u0259yan\u0259tini unuda bilmir\u0259m. Bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nd\u0259n olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 az qala havalan\u0131ram.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, s\u0259sini qald\u0131rd\u0131, haval\u0131 kimi dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n\u0259 demi\u015fdim bu u\u015faq\u0131 do\u011fum? \u00d6z\u00fcn m\u0259cbur etdin. N\u0259dir? \u0130ndi ay\u0131lm\u0131san?<br \/>\n&#8211; Pal-paltar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r, \u00e7\u0131x get eviniz\u0259.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nm\u0259di, kinay\u0259 il\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di<br \/>\n&#8211; Bel\u0259 d\u0259 bilirdim. A\u011f\u0131ll\u0131san, gedim u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fum, sonra t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ortaya \u00e7\u0131x, u\u015faq m\u0259nd\u0259ndir de. Onsuzda ail\u0259mi da\u011f\u0131tmasan dinc\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<br \/>\nTahir q\u0259\u015f\u015f edib g\u00fcld\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ail\u0259? S\u0259nin m\u0259g\u0259r ail\u0259n var? Han\u0131 \u0259rin? He\u00e7 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun arvad\u0131yla maraqlanmay\u0131b. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki\u015fi olsa, he\u00e7 olmasa arvad\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259\u015fuqunun yan\u0131nda oldu\u011funu bil\u0259rdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olsayd\u0131n, \u0259rim\u0259 yox, s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rdim. <\/p>\n<p>Tahir Lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131, yataqda \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259di qad\u0131na n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015fill\u0259 vurdu. \u0130lk \u015fill\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fcdafi\u0259 ets\u0259 d\u0259, sonra bacarmad\u0131, hals\u0131z qald\u0131. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 Tahirin dizi qarn\u0131na d\u0259yirdi. Tahir Lamiy\u0259nin t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259diyini gec ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, dayand\u0131. Lamiy\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 \u015fill\u0259 vurdu ki, ay\u0131lts\u0131n, ay\u0131lmad\u0131<br \/>\n&#8211; Lamiy\u0259, Lamiy\u0259.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131. Tahir qorxdu, qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n qalxd\u0131. D\u0259li adamlar kimi sa\u011f\u0131na, soluna bax\u0131rd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259ni yenid\u0259n oyanmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 \u015fill\u0259 vurdu, he\u00e7 bir n\u0259tic\u0259si yoxdur. \u018fll\u0259riyl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tuta-tuta evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 qay\u0131tmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Hemi\u015f\u0259ki kimi R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259, Fidan nahar edirdil\u0259r. Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad\u0131 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fczd\u00fc,s\u00fckutu verdiyi q\u0259rarla pozdu.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ola bilsin \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa u\u015faq g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259hmin\u0259nin yediyi tik\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131nda qald\u0131, \u00f6sk\u00fcrd\u00fc. R\u0259\u015fad k\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 vurdu,&#8221; \u00f6z pay\u0131nd\u0131&#8221; deyib, i\u00e7m\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn su dolu st\u0259kan\u0131 ona uzatd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 suyu i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Deyir\u0259m d\u0259, son vaxtlar s\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n xarab olub. \u018flli ya\u015f\u0131n var u\u015faq g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u0259n saxlama\u011fa? Ay Allah, d\u0259li olacam. \u0130yirmi ya\u015f\u0131n he\u00e7 tamam olmay\u0131b, n\u0259di, \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, ya S\u0259f\u0259r qay\u0131dacaq?<br \/>\n<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>R\u0259\u015fad astaca T\u0259hmin\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259di ki, a\u011f\u0131r c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259tm\u0259sin. T\u0259hmin\u0259 fikir vermirdi, davam etdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259ri sevirs\u0259n. Ay q\u0131z g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7, sizinki on il d\u0259 ke\u00e7s\u0259, ba\u015f tutan sevda deyil.<br \/>\nFidan &#8211; Bunun S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 n\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259si?<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. &#8211; \u00c7oxdur \u0259laq\u0259si.<br \/>\nFidan &#8211; \u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Q\u0131\u015fq\u0131racam. O g\u00fcn yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 oxudum. Ay axmaq, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, anan onlar\u0131n ucbat\u0131ndan \u00f6ld\u00fc?<br \/>\nFidan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu, he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, ota\u011f\u0131na gedib qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259nin d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu. R\u0259\u015fad T\u0259hmin\u0259ni sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u018fs\u0259bl\u0259\u015fm\u0259. G\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bel\u0259 getm\u0259zdin.<br \/>\n&#8211; Axmaq q\u0131z, el\u0259 bilir ki, h\u0259yat S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259tdi<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad &#8211; \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259riniz var?<br \/>\n&#8211; Harda olacaq? Ail\u0259 qurub, kefind\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcb i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di.<br \/>\n&#8211; Hara gedirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Dostlar\u0131mla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259liy\u0259m. Sabah qay\u0131dacam. Bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 aydan sonra bird\u0259f\u0259lik qay\u0131d\u0131b yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015f i\u015fl\u0259rimi g\u00f6rm\u0259liy\u0259m. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 Aynur xalaya z\u0259ng etm\u0259liy\u0259m. Lamiy\u0259 qay\u0131ts\u0131n, bel\u0259 olmaz. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259ll etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131<br \/>\n&#8211; Bo\u015fanacaqsan?<br \/>\n&#8211; Al\u0131nm\u0131r ana. Ham\u0131n\u0131z bilirsiniz ki, m\u0259cbur idim evl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259. <\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 Lamiy\u0259nin telefonda onu h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259m\u0259l\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Bilirdi ki, o\u011fluyla bo\u015fansa K\u0259rim d\u0259 onu bo\u015fayacaq, B\u00fct\u00fcn pis \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259ri ortaya \u00e7\u0131xacaq. O\u011flunu fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bo\u015fanma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259.\u0130ndi s\u0131naq m\u00fcdd\u0259tind\u0259siniz.<br \/>\n&#8211; O q\u0131z ail\u0259 q\u0259dri bil\u0259n deyil. Sizin yan\u0131n\u0131zda niy\u0259 qalmad\u0131? Onun \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n he\u00e7 kim g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259z.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00d6z\u00fcm demi\u015fdim getsin. Anas\u0131na da b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m ki, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa sals\u0131n, s\u0259n qay\u0131danacan \u00f6yr\u0259tsin.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r susdu, qurtqas\u0131n\u0131 geyin\u0259-geyin\u0259 otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. R\u0259\u015fad h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 Fidan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb soru\u015fdu.<br \/>\n&#8211; Gec g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Anam\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259m. Dey\u0259rs\u0259n ona. Fidan dayanacaqdan bir az aral\u0131da taksil\u0259rin birin\u0259 oturdu.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u011fr\u0131larla a\u00e7d\u0131. Q\u0259fild\u0259n sanc\u0131s\u0131 tutdu, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcc toplay\u0131b \u00e7antas\u0131ndan anas\u0131n\u0131n onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn verdiyi Zaman\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sin\u0259 baxd\u0131, \u0259l telefonundan z\u0259ng etdi. Lamiy\u0259 Zaman\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131, t\u0259ngin\u0259f\u0259s halda dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. <\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Zaman, k\u00f6m\u0259k edin m\u0259n\u0259. T\u0259k\u0259m, \u00fcnvan\u0131 yaz, tez ol. <\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 zamana \u00fcnvan\u0131 dey\u0259nd\u0259n sonra aya\u011fa astaca qalxd\u0131. <\/p>\n<p>Fidan taksid\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb anas\u0131yla sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259hl\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldi. K\u00f6hn\u0259  qon\u015fular\u0131 C\u0259mil\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an C\u0259mil\u0259 Fidan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi tan\u0131d\u0131. &#8211; B\u0131y, Fidan.<br \/>\n&#8211; Nec\u0259s\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259 xala.<br \/>\nFidanla C\u0259mil\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. C\u0259mil\u0259 Fidan\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131na basd\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.<br \/>\n&#8211; El\u0259 bil qar\u015f\u0131mda \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Ke\u00e7 i\u00e7\u0259ri, qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayanma. <\/p>\n<p>Fidan i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. C\u0259mil\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 Fidangilin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259hl\u0259y\u0259 girdi. Fidan\u0131n v\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259l ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin qap\u0131s\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u018fliyl\u0259 qap\u0131ya toxundu, ke\u00e7mi\u015fi xat\u0131rlad\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k xala, Fidan s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131nda \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u00dczb\u0259\u00fcz evd\u0259 ya\u015fayan evd\u0259n ortaya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Evd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim yoxdur.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r diksindi, qad\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Burda \u0259vv\u0259l bir ail\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, ana-q\u0131z idi.<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259\u0259, \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k xalan\u0131 deyirsiz?<br \/>\n&#8211; Aha<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k xala \u00e7oxdan r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedib.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bilir\u0259m, harda basd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131?<br \/>\n&#8211; Siz n\u0259yisiz? D\u00fcz\u00fc, m\u0259n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lirsiz.<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ke\u00e7mi\u015f ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131yam.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ayd\u0131nd\u0131r. Yasamal q\u0259birstanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda basd\u0131rd\u0131lar. Heyf o q\u0131zdan, itirdiniz.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r utand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun &#8211; deyib m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Qad\u0131n S\u0259f\u0259r g\u00f6zd\u0259n it\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n arxas\u0131nca baxd\u0131, C\u0259mil\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b C\u0259mil\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; C\u0259mil\u0259, evd\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259di, otaqdan s\u0259sl\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u0259l, evd\u0259y\u0259m. G\u0259l g\u00f6r kim g\u0259lib?<\/p>\n<p>Qon\u015fu i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Fidan\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Fidan, s\u0259n burda neynirs\u0259n?<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 Fidandan \u0259vv\u0259l dill\u0259ndi.<br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0131y, nec\u0259 y\u0259ni neynirs\u0259n? Qon\u015fu olmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259.<br \/>\nQon\u015fu Fidanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u2013 Bura t\u0259k g\u0259lmis\u0259n?<br \/>\nFidan &#8211; H\u0259. N\u0259 olub ki?<br \/>\nQon\u015fu &#8211; B\u0259yaq bir o\u011flan anan\u0131n q\u0259brini soru\u015furdu m\u0259nd\u0259n.<br \/>\nFidanla C\u0259mil\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.<br \/>\nFidan &#8211; Kim idi? N\u0259 soru\u015fdu?<br \/>\n&#8211; Ke\u00e7mi\u015f ni\u015fanl\u0131n idi. Anan\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fdu.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; S\u0259nd\u0259 dedin?<br \/>\n&#8211; Dedim.<br \/>\nFidan &#8211; S\u0259f\u0259r bura g\u0259lmi\u015fdi?<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; H\u0259, anan\u0131n q\u0259brinin harda oldu\u011funu soru\u015fdu.<br \/>\nFidan &#8211; \u0130ndi y\u0259qin ora gedir.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 Fidana &#8211; Q\u0131z\u0131m, s\u0259n d\u0259 get. \u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, n\u0259inki bel\u0259.<br \/>\nFidan \u2013 D\u00fcz\u00fc, g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan k\u00f6hn\u0259 qon\u015fular\u0131yla sa\u011folla\u015fd\u0131, m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Yodan ke\u00e7\u0259n taksil\u0259rd\u0259n birini saxlatd\u0131rd\u0131, arxa oturacaqda oturdu. <\/p>\n<p>T\u0259xmin\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131 30-35 olan Zaman Lamiy\u0259ni x\u0259st\u0259xanaya apard\u0131<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259nin t\u0259zyiqi yuxar\u0131 oldu\u011fundan t\u0259bii do\u011fu\u015f olmayacaqd\u0131. H\u0259kim keys\u0259r \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131 etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Lamiy\u0259ni haz\u0131rlad\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131yd\u0131, h\u0259kim onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirirdi ki, qorxmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan yasamal q\u0259birstanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nd taksid\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018ftrafda saxlan\u0131lan ma\u015f\u0131nlara baxd\u0131, S\u0259f\u0259rin ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Q\u0259birl\u0259rin aras\u0131ndan \u0259trafa baxa-baxa ke\u00e7di. He\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\nFidan anas\u0131n\u0131n qebrinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131. Sonra geri qayitd\u0131. Yolun q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda sat\u0131lan t\u0259bii q\u0259r\u0259nfill\u0259rd\u0259n be\u015fini ald\u0131.<br \/>\nAnas\u0131n\u0131n qebrin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fanda qebrin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn su oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259l anas\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259br da\u015f\u0131 quruydu. Fidan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu, &#8220;S\u0259f\u0259r&#8221; deyib \u0259trafa baxd\u0131<br \/>\nYen\u0259 he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Fidan m\u0259zar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259r\u0259nfill\u0259ri qoydu, a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya anas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dua oxudu.<\/p>\n<p> Zaman x\u0259st\u0259xana h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 \u0259l telefonuyla Aynurla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. &#8211; H\u0259l\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r yoxdu. \u018fm\u0259liyyat edirl\u0259r<br \/>\nAynur &#8211; Q\u0131z\u0131m x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xanda m\u00fctl\u0259q \u00f6z evin\u0259 apar. N\u0259 x\u0259rc \u00e7\u0259kmis\u0259ns\u0259 \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\nZaman &#8211; Narahat olmay\u0131n, Aynur xan\u0131m. Lamiy\u0259ni d\u0259, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoymaram<br \/>\nAynur &#8211; M\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q x\u0259b\u0259r et<br \/>\nZaman \u2013 Arxay\u0131n olun<br \/>\n&#8211; Bird\u0259 Zaman, o x\u0259st\u0259xanadan t\u0259kc\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xacaq.<br \/>\nZaman t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi, Aynura yox dey\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Udqunub d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131. \u2013 T\u0259kc\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7\u0131xacaq.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan taksi tutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r uzaqdan gizl\u0259ndiyi m\u0259zar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f da\u015f heykelin arxas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, Fidan taksiy\u0259 min\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n izl\u0259di. &#8211; Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla Fidan! \u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxma\u011fa \u00fcz\u00fcm yoxdur. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ardi var<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Lamiy\u0259 Tahirin pulnan tutdu\u011fu evd\u0259 onunla birg\u0259 iki g\u00fcn ya\u015fad\u0131. Tahirin Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 soyuqluq hiss olunurdu. Lamiy\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259yib qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcnd\u0259 soru\u015fdu: &#8211; N\u0259 olub? G\u0259lm\u0259yimi ist\u0259din g\u0259ldim. Daha n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259? Tahir hirsl\u0259nib Lamiy\u0259ni yata\u011fa it\u0259l\u0259di. &#8211; M\u0259ni aldatma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259zm ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. X\u0259yan\u0259tini unuda bilmir\u0259m. Bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nd\u0259n olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 az qala havalan\u0131ram. 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