{"id":15821,"date":"2015-11-04T17:00:43","date_gmt":"2015-11-04T13:00:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15821"},"modified":"2015-11-04T17:17:17","modified_gmt":"2015-11-04T13:17:17","slug":"s%c9%99hriyy%c9%99-q%c9%99z%c9%99nf%c9%99rqizi-axir%c9%99td%c9%99n-g%c9%99l%c9%99n-pul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=15821","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259hriyy\u0259 Q\u018fZ\u018fNF\u018fRQIZI.”Axir\u0259td\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n pul"},"content":{"rendered":"

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M\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131b atam\u0131 \u015fagird haz\u0131rlayan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259r g\u00fcn eyni vaxtda qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259rdi. Bir andaca d\u0259hliz ayaqqab\u0131larla dolard\u0131. Anam da onlar\u0131n arxas\u0131nca ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131 c\u00fctl\u0259\u015fdirib, s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 salard\u0131. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131, pal\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 o ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131 iki-\u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 silin\u0259rdi. H\u0259l\u0259 qarl\u0131, \u015faxtal\u0131 havalarda anam onlara atam\u0131n diliyl\u0259 des\u0259k \u201c p\u00fcrr\u0259ngi\u201d \u00e7ay da verirdi. Atam\u0131nsa bir qolunda t\u0259zyiq \u00f6l\u00e7\u0259n aparat sallaq olurdu. Ya anam, ya biz tez-tez t\u0259zyiqini \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcrd\u00fck. Ayaqlar\u0131 is\u0259 isti su il\u0259 dolu olan vedr\u0259d\u0259. Bu c\u00fcr pul qazan\u0131rd\u0131 m\u0259nim atam. H\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u00f6rd n\u0259f\u0259r bir evd\u0259n Bak\u0131ya yollan\u0131rd\u0131. Bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015fqas\u0131na getm\u0259k yet\u0259rinc\u0259 maddiyat t\u0259l\u0259b edirdi. D\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 Universitetd\u0259 oxuyurduq. \u018fn az pul m\u0259niml\u0259 ortanc\u0131l bac\u0131ma veril\u0259rdi. O zaman\u0131n diliyl\u0259 des\u0259k, \u201c \u00fc\u00e7 m\u0259mm\u0259d\u201d.
\nM\u0259n Universiteti bitirdiyim il atam q\u0259fild\u0259n d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Bizim d\u0259 d\u00fcnyam\u0131z tar-mar oldu. Anam a\u011flamaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini kor etdi. Bir g\u00f6z\u00fc tamam\u0259n tutuldu. H\u0259r g\u00fcn onun a\u011flamaq s\u0259siyl\u0259 oyan\u0131rd\u0131m yuxudan. O zamanlar v\u0259ziyy\u0259timiz he\u00e7 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 deyildi. M\u0259n Universitetl\u0259ri bitirib evd\u0259 i\u015fsiz oturmu\u015fdum. H\u0259r g\u00fcn kiml\u0259rd\u0259ns\u0259 m\u0259nim i\u015fim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn z\u0259ng g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdik. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz telefonda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nBir g\u00fcn d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r yen\u0259 anam\u0131n a\u011flamaq s\u0259sin\u0259 oyand\u0131m yuxudan. Art\u0131q m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn adi bir hal oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259b\u0259bini d\u0259 soru\u015fmad\u0131m. \u0130stiqam\u0259timi d\u0259yi\u015fib yenid\u0259n yatmaq ist\u0259yirdim ki, bird\u0259n qap\u0131 b\u0259rk d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. Evd\u0259 yaln\u0131z ikimiz idik. Qoxduq. T\u0259la\u015fla qap\u0131ya qa\u00e7d\u0131q. Qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z simayla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131q. Orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya divara s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015fdi. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri qa\u00e7araq \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018flini sin\u0259sin\u0259 qoyub t\u00f6v\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 yanl\u0131\u015f g\u0259ldiyini sand\u0131q. Qad\u0131n ikimizin d\u0259 ona nec\u0259 susqun baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n-Salam. Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259llimgilin evidir?
\nCavab verm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 beynimizd\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u201cy\u0259qinl\u0259r\u201d yarand\u0131. M\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm: \u201cY\u0259qin, atam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsizdi, yan\u0131na \u015fagird g\u0259tirm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. B\u0259s niy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r? Niy\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131d\u0131r? Bir d\u0259 ax\u0131 atam art\u0131q ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015fagirdl\u0259 bizi narahat ed\u0259n olmay\u0131b\u201d. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki suallara i\u00e7imd\u0259c\u0259 yar\u0131 \u0259minlikl\u0259, yar\u0131 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259ci cavab verdim. N\u0259hay\u0259t ki, anam dill\u0259ndi:
\n-B\u0259li. Amma…<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n c\u00fcml\u0259nin sonunun \u201co, \u00e7oxdan d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib\u201d olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131b s\u00f6z\u00fc anam\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndaca qoydu.
\n-Bilir\u0259m. Olar i\u00e7\u0259ri girim? Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m.
\nAnamla bir-birimiz\u0259 baxd\u0131q. Him-ciml\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131b qad\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259ri sald\u0131q. O da maf\u0131-qayda il\u0259 girib kresloda oturdu. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259c\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131 s\u00fczd\u00fc. Divarda atam\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f r\u0259smini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Anam da qad\u0131na qo\u015fulub a\u011flad\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259rini bo\u015faltd\u0131qdan sonra tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011fa ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Qonaq \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259qdim etdi. Sonra atamdan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Biz\u0259 yenid\u0259n onu tan\u0131d\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi b\u0259hs edirdi. \u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki g\u00fcnahkarl\u0131q ifad\u0259si a\u00e7\u0131q sezilirdi. Oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259 qurdalan\u0131b , bir az da qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00e7aydan i\u00e7ib s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam etdi:
\n-M\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llimin x\u0259trini \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdim. Amma o vaxt imkan bel\u0259 g\u0259tirdi.
\nBiz h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tin n\u0259d\u0259n getdiyini bilmirdik. Ancaq qad\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r a\u011flayaraq bura g\u0259tir\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 ciddi bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ydi. O, \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7ind\u0259n pul \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 uzatd\u0131.
\n-Al, bu, s\u0259nin haqq\u0131nd\u0131r. Atan h\u0259r gec\u0259 yuxuma g\u0259lib \u201c Get u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131n haqq\u0131n\u0131 ver\u201d deyirdi. Getdikc\u0259 yuxular \u00e7oxalma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259r gec\u0259 g\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yuman kimi atan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. B\u0259z\u0259n m\u00fclayimlikl\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n s\u0259rt formada m\u0259nd\u0259n siz\u0259 \u00e7atacaq pulu ist\u0259yirdi. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r buna bir o q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t vermirdim. Ancaq sonradan qorxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumma\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kinirdim ki, harda olsa indi g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Bu gec\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey daha da d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259 m\u0259ni yuxuda bo\u011fub, pulu siz\u0259 verm\u0259yimi ist\u0259di. H\u0259tta m\u0259ni h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259di d\u0259. Yuxudan duran kimi bura qa\u00e7d\u0131m. Al, bu pul m\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil. Deyin ki, m\u0259nim rahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 qaytars\u0131n. Yalvar\u0131ram, ona pulu verdiyimi deyin.
\nQad\u0131n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca s\u0259sinin tonu d\u0259yi\u015filirdi. Onun dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda h\u0259m qorxu, h\u0259m \u0259s\u0259b, h\u0259m minn\u0259t vard\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc lap g\u00fcnahkar hiss edirdim. O, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bitir\u0259n kimi bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda aya\u011fa durub, ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 geyinib evd\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131.
\nAnamla bir-birimiz\u0259 bax\u0131b sakit, susqun dayand\u0131q. Q\u0259h\u0259r bizi bo\u011fmu\u015fdu. Anam ovcumu a\u00e7\u0131b b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcb, \u0259zilmi\u015f pula baxd\u0131. Bu \u0259lli manat biz\u0259 axir\u0259td\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n pul idi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131b atam\u0131 \u015fagird haz\u0131rlayan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259r g\u00fcn eyni vaxtda qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259rdi. Bir andaca d\u0259hliz ayaqqab\u0131larla dolard\u0131. Anam da onlar\u0131n arxas\u0131nca ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131 c\u00fctl\u0259\u015fdirib, s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 salard\u0131. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131, pal\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 o ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131 iki-\u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 silin\u0259rdi. H\u0259l\u0259 qarl\u0131, \u015faxtal\u0131 havalarda anam onlara atam\u0131n diliyl\u0259 des\u0259k \u201c p\u00fcrr\u0259ngi\u201d \u00e7ay da verirdi. Atam\u0131nsa bir qolunda t\u0259zyiq \u00f6l\u00e7\u0259n aparat […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15821","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15821","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15821"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15821\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15822,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15821\/revisions\/15822"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15821"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15821"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15821"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}