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S\u0259f\u0259r Fidan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa utan\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan\u0131n evl\u0259nib-evl\u0259nm\u0259m\u0259yi, harda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 maraql\u0131yd\u0131 ona. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na oturub Fidan\u0131n mindiyi taksini uzaqdan izl\u0259di
\nFidanla ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lk \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri, toxunu\u015flar\u0131 el\u0259 bil qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda canland\u0131.
\nQefilden yeralt\u0131 ke\u00e7idi ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259nb\u0259llik ed\u0259n ortaya\u015fl\u0131 bir ki\u015fini az qala ma\u015f\u0131nla vuracaqd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131. \u018fs\u0259bd\u0259n \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 deyinm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. ” Ay ki\u015fi, can\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n ke\u00e7idd\u0259n ke\u00e7d\u0259, g\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259limd\u0259n olsun?”
\nS\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ki\u015fiy\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– He\u00e7n\u0259 olmay\u0131b ki?
\n– Yox,yox, h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r
\n– Ke\u00e7idd\u0259n niy\u0259 ke\u00e7mirsiz,ax\u0131? <\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi S\u0259f\u0259rin dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259di. S\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Daha Fidan\u0131 taksini izl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u018fs\u0259bind\u0259n piyadan\u0131 s\u00f6yd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259nin x\u0259st\u0259xanada iki g\u00fcn qald\u0131. Ba\u015f h\u0259kim demi\u015fdi ki, g\u00fcnorta x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259r. Anas\u0131 Aynur telefonda b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131; – u\u015faq x\u0259st\u0259xanada qalacaq, Lamiy\u0259 Almaniyaya geri qay\u0131dacaq. Lamiy\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 do\u011fulan k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin aras\u0131nda o\u011fluna bax\u0131b Tahirin h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259rini xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n Tahird\u0259n oldu\u011funa daha \u00e7ox inan\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– S\u0259f\u0259r he\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 baxm\u0131rd\u0131 – d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259r onu rahat buraxm\u0131rd\u0131.
\nYatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 palataya qay\u0131td\u0131, yava\u015f-yava\u015f haz\u0131rla\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. X\u0259st\u0259xanadan el\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, he\u00e7 kim g\u00f6rm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

Fidan eve ax\u015fam saat ondan sonra g\u0259lir. Eldar da onlarda idi. Fidan Eldar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 sevinir.
\n– Xo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n, Eldar \u0259mi.
\nEldar Fidanla soyuq g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Fidan soyuq m\u00fcnasib\u0259tin hardan qaynaqland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131.
\nEldar – Bu vaxt xeyirdimi g\u0259lirs\u0259n?
\n– U\u015faq evind\u0259ydim.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 nim\u00e7\u0259 ota\u011fa girdi, Eldarla R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na fincanda \u00e7ay qoydu. Fidanla qa\u015fqabaql\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n– Ax\u015fam\u0131n xeyir.
\nFidan – Ax\u015fam\u0131n xeyir.Paltar\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fim g\u0259lir\u0259m.
\nFidan ota\u011f\u0131na getdi.
\nR\u0259\u015fad – He\u00e7 olmasa televizoru yand\u0131r\u0131m,g\u00f6r\u0259k \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 var,n\u0259 yox?
\nR\u0259\u015fad x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r olan kanala \u00e7evirdi. Fidan ota\u011fa gir\u0259nd\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya t\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259nin x\u0259st\u0259xanada anas\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n qoyulub qa\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 deyilirdi. Fidan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi, divanda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib diqq\u0259tl\u0259 televizora baxd\u0131.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Vicdans\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa bax.
\nFidan – Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m, bir halda ki, bu u\u015fa\u011fa baxmayacaqsan, niy\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirirs\u0259n?
\nEldar diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Fidana baxd\u0131, kinay\u0259 il\u0259 dedi: – S\u0259nin kimisi \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcn dey\u0259 at\u0131rlar. Niy\u0259 dayanm\u0131san? Get sabah maraqlan, \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Fidan T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 R\u0259\u015fada baxd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131. – Yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259klifdi. Maraqlanaram. Gec\u0259niz xeyr\u0259. Tez yatsam yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.
\nFidan \u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131na getdi, qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. <\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 Eldara – Eldar \u0259mi, s\u0259n lap d\u0259linin a\u011fl\u0131na da\u015f sald\u0131n.
\nEldar – Ele bilirs\u0259n ki, ged\u0259c\u0259k?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Onu yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z.
\nEldar – U\u015faq g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k asand\u0131 el\u0259. Nigahda olmasa, he\u00e7 kim ona \u00f6vlad verm\u0259z. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ancaq ail\u0259li adamlar g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259r.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Ba\u015fa sala bilmir\u0259m ki, h\u0259l\u0259 cavansan. Qar\u015f\u0131na yax\u015f\u0131 adam \u00e7\u0131xacaq, evl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Deyir yox. T\u0259rsdir ki, t\u0259rs.
\nEldar – Onu fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131rmaq m\u0259nim boynuma.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 Zaman\u0131n evind\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131. Hamama ke\u00e7ib ba\u015f\u0131ndan axan suyun alt\u0131nda h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flad\u0131. Zaman onun s\u0259sini e\u015fidirdi. Lamiy\u0259 m\u0259hrabaya b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc, tiki\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r add\u0131mlarla hamamdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilmirdi. Ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lib qap\u0131n\u0131 arxadan ba\u011flad\u0131. \u018fl telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Z\u0259ng ed\u0259n anas\u0131yd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 telefona a\u011flayaraq cavab verdi.
\n– O\u011flumu ist\u0259yir\u0259m, ana
\nTelefonun o biri x\u0259ttind\u0259n Aynur q\u0131z\u0131na ac\u0131qlan\u0131r.
\n– Ail\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259s\u0259ydin, \u00f6vlad\u0131n yan\u0131nda olard\u0131. O u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n olmas\u0131na \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 edir\u0259m
\n– Vicdan \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m.
\n– M\u0259n d\u0259. M\u0259cbur idik q\u0131z\u0131m, m\u0259cbur idik. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni.
\nAynurun da g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu, a\u011flamaqdan bo\u011fulurdu.
\n– \u0130ndi e\u015fit m\u0259ni. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t g\u00f6zl\u0259,yaralar\u0131n sa\u011fals\u0131n. Sonra yan\u0131ma qay\u0131t. E\u015fitdin m\u0259ni? Allo.
\nLamiy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. – E\u015fitdim. S\u0259f\u0259ri tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t olsun. O ail\u0259ni tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t olsun…<\/p>\n

Fidan s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r M.Na\u011f\u0131yev ad\u0131na x\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259ldi. Lamiy\u0259nin do\u011fu\u015funda i\u015ftirak ed\u0259n h\u0259kim N\u0259cib\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nib g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. N\u0259cib\u0259 xan\u0131m q\u0131rx ya\u015f\u0131nda cavan xan\u0131m idi.
\nFidan – D\u00fcn\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 e\u015fitdim ki, ana u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanada qoyub qac\u0131bd\u0131. N\u0259cib\u0259 h\u0259kim g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\n– Siz o qad\u0131na ” ana ” deyirsiniz? M\u0259nim he\u00e7 qad\u0131n dem\u0259y\u0259 dilim g\u0259lmir.
\n– Haql\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. G\u0259lm\u0259kd\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259dim odur ki, k\u00f6rp\u0259ni \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\n– Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir ail\u0259lisiniz?
\nFidan h\u0259kimd\u0259n bu sual\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdi. S\u0259hvini indi anlad\u0131. Ail\u0259si olmayan qad\u0131n\u0131n u\u015faq \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259yi m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ydi.Yalan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa m\u0259cbur qald\u0131.
\n– Be\u015f ildir ail\u0259liy\u0259m.
\n– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131z var?
\n– \u0130yirmi ya\u015f\u0131m tamam olmay\u0131b. Ail\u0259 quranda 14-15 ya\u015f\u0131m vard\u0131.
\n– Tez ail\u0259 qurmusuz. Nigah\u0131n\u0131z var?
\n– Yoxdur.
\n– Nigah\u0131n\u0131z yoxdursa, \u00e7\u0259tindir xan\u0131m.
\n– Dem\u0259li, nigah\u0131m\u0131z olsa m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr
\n– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, v\u0259kiliniz d\u0259 olsa, yax\u015f\u0131 olar.
\n– Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, o u\u015fa\u011fa ehtiyac\u0131m\u0131z var. N\u0259 x\u0259rci varsa, m\u0259nim boynuma… <\/p>\n

Fidan x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xan kimi \u0259l telefonunu \u00e7antas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131, n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259ri y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. – Allo, sabah\u0131n xeyir. Ofisd\u0259s\u0259n? (Pauza) aha, lap yax\u015f\u0131, g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259 Zamana dil t\u00f6k\u00fcr, yalvar\u0131r ki, k\u00f6rp\u0259sind\u0259n ona x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259tirsin.
\n– Yalvar\u0131ram Zaman, maraqlan g\u00f6r v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti nec\u0259dir. Ax\u0131, m\u0259n anayam, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m haqq\u0131nda he\u00e7 olmasa x\u0259b\u0259rim olsun.
\nZaman birinci etiraz ets\u0259 d\u0259, sonradan raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Bir \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259, anan\u0131z x\u0259b\u0259r tutmas\u0131n.
\n– And i\u00e7ir\u0259m, x\u0259b\u0259ri olmayacaq.
\n– Bir yol taparam. Sabaha siz\u0259 bir x\u0259b\u0259r dey\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Eldar Fidanla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ay sifari\u015f verdi.
\nEldar – Ax\u015fam m\u0259nd\u0259n incim\u0259din?
\n– Q\u0259tiyy\u0259n, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rin m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259y\u0259rlidir.
\n– Q\u0259rar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yin\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n sevindim.
\n– Hans\u0131 q\u0259rar\u0131 deyirs\u0259n? Bura x\u0259st\u0259xanadan g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 v\u0259kil laz\u0131md\u0131r.
\nEldar t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcyl\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bi bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n– Do\u011frudan ba\u015f\u0131n xarab olub.
\n– O, k\u00f6rp\u0259ni \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m.
\nEldar Fidan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Ay axmaq, ail\u0259n yoxdur, nigah\u0131n yoxdur. S\u0259n\u0259 u\u015faq ver\u0259rl\u0259r?
\n– Onu h\u0259kim d\u0259 dedi. El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 nigahla ba\u011fl\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.
\n– \u0130ndid\u0259n deyir\u0259m, s\u0259n\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn adam-zad tapan deyil\u0259m.
\n– B\u0259s, s\u0259n m\u0259nim \u0259mimdin, dostumdun?
\n– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f, s\u0259n\u0259 can\u0131m qurban, amma he\u00e7 kimi nigaha raz\u0131 sala bilm\u0259r\u0259m. M\u0259n s\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131ram ki, t\u0259mizs\u0259n, safsan, bir az da ba\u015fdan xarabsan. Ba\u015fqalar\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131r ax\u0131! Niy\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirs\u0259n? H\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259ncs\u0259n. El\u0259 bil m\u0259nim kimi ya\u015f\u0131n q\u0131rx be\u015fi ke\u00e7ib.
\nFidan udqundu, astaca e\u015fidil\u0259c\u0259k t\u0259rzd\u0259 dedi.
\n– \u018fslind\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn adam tapm\u0131\u015fam.
\n– Do\u011frudan – Eldar t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ay\u00e7\u0131 nim\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 Eldarla Fidana \u00e7ay g\u0259tirdi. Armudu st\u0259kanlar\u0131 masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu. Eldar o\u011flana t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc bildirdi. O\u011flan qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xanda Eldar \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Fidana tutdu.:
\n– Tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131n etibarl\u0131 adam kimdir?
\nFidan udqundu, tez cavab verm\u0259y\u0259 qorxurdu
\n– S\u0259ns\u0259n. Bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim\u0259 etibar ede bilm\u0259r\u0259m. <\/p>\n

Eldar hirsind\u0259n armudu st\u0259kan\u0131 divara \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131, Fidan diksindi, aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Eldar Fidan\u0131n qolundan tutub qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f it\u0259l\u0259di.
\n– R\u0259dd ol! R\u0259dd ol, g\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259sin.
\nFidan p\u0259rt olmu\u015fdu, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fard\u0131. Yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259 bilmirdi. Eldar yen\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Ab\u0131rs\u0131z! H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 burdasan? Fidan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131, ofisd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 Eldara baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fidan kor-pe\u015fman ev\u0259 g\u0259ldi. A\u011flamaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu. T\u0259hmin\u0259 q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can ke\u00e7irdi.
\n– S\u0259ni kim a\u011flad\u0131b?
\n– He\u00e7 kim. \u00c7ox pis\u0259m.
\nFidan T\u0259hmin\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b a\u011flad\u0131.
\n– M\u0259ni qap\u0131dan qovdu.
\n– Kim?
\n– Eldar \u0259mi.
\n– Niy\u0259?
\n– Dedim g\u0259l evl\u0259n\u0259k, m\u0259ni qovdu.<\/p>\n

T\u0259hmin\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbd\u0259n divanda nec\u0259 oturdu bilm\u0259di. Fidan daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259yib ota\u011f\u0131na getdi, ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7arla ba\u011flad\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 ev telefonuyla R\u0259\u015fad\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. <\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131 olsa da Fidan ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Eldar R\u0259\u015fadla yol g\u0259lirdi. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 R\u0259\u015fad s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nR\u0259\u015fad – T\u0259hmin\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 inanmad\u0131m. \u0130ndid\u0259 inanm\u0131ram. Bu q\u0131z s\u0259ni sevir?
\n– Q\u0259l\u0259t edir. Birc\u0259 bu \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131m ya\u015f\u0131nda qad\u0131nla evl\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015fam?
\n– Ya bu q\u0131z o u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evl\u0259nir, ya da s\u0259ninl\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 b\u0259han\u0259 edir. Vallah \u0259mi, b\u0259han\u0259 edirs\u0259, \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 q\u0131zd\u0131r
\n– Fidan \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 q\u0131zd\u0131. O m\u0259ni sevs\u0259ydi, m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259mi dem\u0259zdi. Bir ba\u015fa ad\u0131mla \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rard\u0131. Eve gedende bilecem.
\n– Bir sual verim emi, tam s\u0259mimi cavab ver. Fidana qar\u015f\u0131 qad\u0131n kimi he\u00e7 hissin olmay\u0131b? \u0130kimizd\u0259 bilirik ki, h\u0259yat\u0131nda Fidan ya\u015fda q\u0131zlar az olmay\u0131b
\n– Onlar\u0131n he\u00e7 biri Fidan kimi t\u0259miz deyildi. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259, Fidan da yax\u015f\u0131 q\u0131zlard\u0131. Onlar y\u00fcng\u00fcl t\u0259bi\u0259tli q\u0131zlar olsayd\u0131lar, onlar\u0131 ba\u015fqa yola istiqam\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259rdim.
\n– Dem\u0259li, Fidan s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259mi dey\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n s\u0259nin ondan xo\u015fun g\u0259lib,h\u0259?
\n– Gic-gic suallar\u0131 hardan tap\u0131rsan bel\u0259?!
\nR\u0259\u015fad ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 darvazan\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda saxlay\u0131r.
\nR\u0259\u015fad – \u018fmi, m\u0259n \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n Fidanla evl\u0259nm\u0259yin\u0259 pis baxmaram. Bir il\u0259 yax\u0131nd\u0131r bu q\u0131zlar\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r\u0131q. Art\u0131q-\u0259ksik h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fik. D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 s\u0131nam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Fidan\u0131n bizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimi yoxdur. N\u0259 bilirs\u0259n sabah qar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan nec\u0259 adam olacaq. G\u0259l s\u0259n m\u0259ni e\u015fit, bu q\u0131zla evl\u0259n. Vallah, yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q ed\u0259rs\u0259n. <\/p>\n

Eldar fikirli halda ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 girdi.
\nFidan ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131. Eldar T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n– Hardad\u0131?
\n– S\u0259nin yan\u0131ndan g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n ota\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131.
\nEldar Fidan\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. Fidan\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. – He\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Yatacam. Eldar – M\u0259n\u0259m, Eldar. <\/p>\n

Qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, Fidan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri a\u011flamaqdan q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f, \u015fi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Fidan \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. K\u00fcr\u0259yini Eldara t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evirib a\u011flad\u0131. Eldar qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n– M\u0259n\u0259 bax.
\nFidan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Eldar s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259krarlamal\u0131 oldu.
\n– M\u0259n\u0259 bax.
\nFidan Eldara baxd\u0131.
\n– Utan\u0131ram. \u00dczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m. K\u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259… S\u0259nd\u0259n, T\u0259hmin\u0259d\u0259n, R\u0259\u015faddan ba\u015fqa inanaca\u011f\u0131m, ail\u0259m yoxdur.
\n– O k\u00f6rp\u0259ni bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\nFidan ba\u015f\u0131yla t\u0259sdiql\u0259di. Eldar bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra Fidana g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diyi t\u0259klifi etdi.
\n– Onda arvad\u0131m ol. Evl\u0259n\u0259k. <\/p>\n

Fidan Eldar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131. Eldar onun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq t\u0259kc\u0259 nigahda yox, h\u0259yatda da \u0259r olmaq ist\u0259yirdi…<\/p>\n

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S\u0259f\u0259r Fidan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa utan\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan\u0131n evl\u0259nib-evl\u0259nm\u0259m\u0259yi, harda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 maraql\u0131yd\u0131 ona. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na oturub Fidan\u0131n mindiyi taksini uzaqdan izl\u0259di Fidanla ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lk \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri, toxunu\u015flar\u0131 el\u0259 bil qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda canland\u0131. Qefilden yeralt\u0131 ke\u00e7idi ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259nb\u0259llik ed\u0259n ortaya\u015fl\u0131 bir ki\u015fini az qala ma\u015f\u0131nla vuracaqd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131. \u018fs\u0259bd\u0259n \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 deyinm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. ” Ay ki\u015fi, can\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n ke\u00e7idd\u0259n ke\u00e7d\u0259, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15879","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15879","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15879"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15879\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15880,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15879\/revisions\/15880"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15879"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15879"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15879"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}