{"id":16010,"date":"2015-11-17T10:00:34","date_gmt":"2015-11-17T06:00:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16010"},"modified":"2015-11-17T15:47:08","modified_gmt":"2015-11-17T11:47:08","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirli-sevginin-gozl%c9%99ri-romaninin-xxiv-hiss%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16010","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t CAVAN\u015e\u0130RL\u0130.\u201dSevginin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u201d roman\u0131n\u0131n XXIV hiss\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n-169x300.jpg\" alt=\"12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n\" width=\"169\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-15781\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n-169x300.jpg 169w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/12202155_886472768116427_1538859207_n.jpg 540w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 169px) 100vw, 169px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Fidan Eldar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 dey\u0259 bilmir: Bu nigah ancaq bir il davam ed\u0259c\u0259k. Bir ild\u0259n sonra biz bo\u015fanaca\u011f\u0131q. Eldar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r, Fidanla nigah ba\u011flamaq.<br \/>\nFidan\u0131 t\u0259k qoyma\u011fa da \u00fcr\u0259yi g\u0259lmir. Fidan sad\u0259 a\u011f don geyinmi\u015fdi. Eldar da h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 geydiyi &#8211; kostyumunu geyinmi\u015fdi. Nigah m\u0259murunu g\u0259tirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn R\u0259\u015fad evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131n\u0131 hiss edib soru\u015fdu.<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 oldu\u011fun hiss olunur?<br \/>\n&#8211; Bilmir\u0259m. Hans\u0131 hissl\u0259ri ke\u00e7irdiyimi d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u0259r\u0259k g\u0259linlik geyin\u0259ydin.<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259v\u0259sim yoxdur .<\/p>\n<p>Eldar qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda televizora bax\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131zlar qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldil\u0259r.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; \u00c7ay\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 d\u0259ml\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. R\u0259\u015fadgil g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 isid\u0259k. <\/p>\n<p>T\u0259hmin\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 getdi. Eldar Fidan\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. Hiss edirdi, Fidan hardasa pe\u015fman olubdur.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 deyir\u0259m, yax\u015f\u0131-yax\u015f\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015f.<br \/>\nFidan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 Eldara baxd\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259yind\u0259n d\u0259 geri qalm\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni?<br \/>\nEldar da g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. &#8211; Xasiyy\u0259tim \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259niml\u0259 yola getm\u0259k var.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilmirdi ki, niy\u0259 Eldara fikirl\u0259rini tam izah ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0130ndiy\u0259c\u0259n nec\u0259 yola getmi\u015fik?<br \/>\n&#8211; Bir-iki saatdan sonra \u0259r-arvad olaca\u011f\u0131q. Adam \u0259sl \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc evl\u0259ndikd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6st\u0259rir. <!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Fidan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sald\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, susdu. Dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z d\u0259 tapm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar \u0259min olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn utana-utana sual\u0131n\u0131 verdi. &#8211; M\u0259ni do\u011frudan sevirs\u0259n Fidan, ya m\u0259cbur qal\u0131b evl\u0259nirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim.<br \/>\n&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn. Aram\u0131zdak\u0131 ya\u015f f\u0259rqi ortadad\u0131r. G\u00f6z\u0259l-g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k q\u0131zsan. Niy\u0259 m\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Etibar edir\u0259m, g\u00fcv\u0259nir\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; El\u0259 bu? Dem\u0259li sevmirs\u0259n. Ancaq inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn? M\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n bilirs\u0259n n\u0259dir? M\u0259nd\u0259n xo\u015fun g\u0259lirdis\u0259, niy\u0259 \u0259mi deyirdin?<br \/>\nFidan udqundu.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0130ndid\u0259 \u0259mims\u0259n.<br \/>\nEldar qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131. &#8211; Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0130kimizd\u0259 bilirik ki, nigah\u0131m\u0131z ka\u011f\u0131z \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 olacaq. <\/p>\n<p>Eldar diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Fidana baxd\u0131. P\u0259rt olmu\u015fdu. R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n dediyi kimi, Fidan ona &#8220;\u0259mi&#8221; dey\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n ona qad\u0131n kimi bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ndi is\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn Fidandan xo\u015fu g\u0259lirdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bel\u0259 bilmirdim. \u0130nanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, \u0259sl ail\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131q.<br \/>\nFidan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131.<br \/>\nEldar &#8211; Bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 deyim. Nec\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259 el\u0259 olsun. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259mi dem\u0259.Dilin \u00f6yr\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, h\u0259kimin d\u0259 yan\u0131nda dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. <\/p>\n<p>Eldar daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 nim\u00e7\u0259 ota\u011fa dirdi, Eldar\u0131 soru\u015fdu.<br \/>\n&#8211; Hara getdi?<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z s\u00f6hb\u0259t oldu.<br \/>\n&#8211; Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni?<br \/>\n&#8211; Bo\u015f ver. Bilmir\u0259m d\u00fcz i\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, ya yox. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 son vaxtlar yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<br \/>\n&#8211; Unut onu. O s\u0259ni pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 yar\u0131 yolda qoydu, ail\u0259sind\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 xeyir g\u0259lm\u0259di. &#8211; S\u0259f\u0259r m\u0259ni h\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 sevir. Anam\u0131n q\u0259brini ziyar\u0259t edibs\u0259, dem\u0259li sevir.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Kim ziyar\u0259t edib?<br \/>\nEldar \u00e7\u0131xanda evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q qoydu\u011fundan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 Fidangil hiss etm\u0259dil\u0259r. S\u0259f\u0259rin ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 ayaq saxlad\u0131.<br \/>\nFidan &#8211; S\u0259f\u0259r qon\u015fudan anam\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131n yerini \u00f6yr\u0259nibdi. Arxas\u0131nca q\u0259birstanl\u0131\u011fa getdim, yox idi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Fidan, S\u0259f\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131tsa, q\u0259bul ed\u0259rs\u0259n?<br \/>\nFidan susdu. T\u0259hmin\u0259 sual\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krarlad\u0131.<br \/>\nFidan &#8211; Evli olsam, m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Subay da olsayd\u0131n m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil O da evlidir.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar sakitc\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, siqaret yand\u0131rd\u0131, fikr\u0259 getdi<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131n o ba\u015f\u0131ndan bu ba\u015f\u0131nacan gedirdi. Zaman qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n kimi Lamiy\u0259 onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; O\u011flumdan n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r var? N\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nmis\u0259n? Zaman divanda oturdu.<br \/>\n&#8211; O\u011flunuzu bir ail\u0259 \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k. Orda i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n xan\u0131m tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m dedi. B\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259rcl\u0259ri onlar \u00f6d\u0259yir.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdi. &#8211; Buna ixtiyarlar\u0131 yoxdur.<br \/>\n&#8211; Niy\u0259 yoxdur? Ail\u0259 olmasayd\u0131, o\u011flunuzu u\u015faq evin\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r.<br \/>\n&#8211; C\u0259h\u0259n\u0259m, n\u0259 olur olsun, sabah x\u0259st\u0259xanaya ged\u0259c\u0259m, o\u011flumu geri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil Lamiy\u0259 xan\u0131m. Ax\u015fam Almaniyaya qay\u0131dacaqs\u0131n\u0131z. Biletinizi alm\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolur. Zaman otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 d\u0259nizd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan q\u0259fil f\u0131rt\u0131na kimi h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131raraq a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Nigah\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259n xan\u0131m Fidandan Eldarla evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yib-ist\u0259m\u0259diyini  soru\u015fanda Fidan t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcds\u00fcz &#8220;b\u0259li&#8221; dedi. Eldardan soru\u015fanda is\u0259, bir q\u0259d\u0259r susdu.H\u0259r k\u0259s Eldara baxanda, Eldar diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Fidana bax\u0131rd\u0131. Nigah m\u0259muru sual\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krarlama\u011fa m\u0259cbur qald\u0131. Eldar Fidana g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di &#8211; B\u0259li, q\u0259bul edir\u0259m &#8211; dedi. R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. R\u0259\u015fad Eldar\u0131n, T\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan\u0131n nigah \u015fahidi idi.<br \/>\nNigah\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259n xan\u0131ma \u00e7ox t\u0259klif edildi ki, bug\u00fcn onlar\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131 olsun, q\u0259bul etm\u0259di. Ba\u015fqa c\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fcn nigah\u0131na qat\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Eldar Fidanla nigah\u0131n\u0131 qeyd etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n yer ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 restorana getdil\u0259r. T\u0259hmin\u0259 yolboyu R\u0259\u015fada bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi, R\u0259\u015fad da onunla evl\u0259nsin. Fidan kimi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. R\u0259\u015faddan \u00f6nc\u0259 onun h\u0259yat\u0131nda \u00e7ox olmasa da , 2-3 ki\u015fi olmu\u015fdu. K\u0259rim sonuncu idi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, K\u0259rim kimi he\u00e7 kim onu sevm\u0259mi\u015fdi. K\u0259rim onunla evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. O, u\u011fursuz g\u00fcn is\u0259&#8230;h\u0259r \u015feyi korlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir-biril\u0259rind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz aralar\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u0259saf\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. R\u0259\u015fad T\u0259hmin\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u0259hmin\u0259, n\u0259 olub?<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; He\u00e7 n\u0259.<br \/>\nFidan T\u0259hmin\u0259ni qad\u0131n kimi hissl\u0259rini yax\u015f\u0131 duyurdu. Yan\u0131nda oturan Eldar ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fc g\u00fclm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Fidan Eldara bax\u0131b \u0259lini \u0259linin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259di g\u00f6z\u0259l insan, olmaya indid\u0259n pe\u015fman oldun?<br \/>\n&#8211; Niy\u0259 ki? Siz qad\u0131nlar t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li varl\u0131qlar olsan\u0131z da ,biz ki\u015fil\u0259ri pe\u015fman ed\u0259 bilmirsiniz.<br \/>\nFidan Edar\u0131n n\u0259y\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 vurdu\u011funu yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. \u018flini \u0259linin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdi, o da k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259ki adamlar\u0131 seyr etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 restoran\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Eldar R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211; Siz gedin, Fidanla s\u00f6hb\u0259tim var.<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259 restorana do\u011fru getdil\u0259r. Eldar \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Fidana tutdu.<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u0259hmin\u0259gil\u0259 demis\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259yi?<br \/>\n&#8211; Nigah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ancaq ka\u011f\u0131z \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131?<br \/>\n&#8211; Yox, dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Dem\u0259. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m bilsinl\u0259r. Bird\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z ver. Anan\u0131n q\u0259brin\u0259 and i\u00e7, S\u0259f\u0259ri n\u0259 vaxtsa g\u00f6rs\u0259n, \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259z dan\u0131\u015fmayacaqsan. Bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmayacaqsan. <\/p>\n<p>Fidan S\u0259f\u0259rin ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 tutuldu. Eldar dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 davam etdi :<br \/>\n&#8211; Ba\u015fqa ev\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259c\u0259yik. Q\u00fcrurum var. Etiraz etm\u0259, m\u0259ni d\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n niy\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131n?<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda evd\u0259ydim. And i\u00e7.<br \/>\n&#8211; Anam\u0131n q\u0259brin\u0259 and olsun, s\u0259ninl\u0259 evli qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z m\u00fcdd\u0259t s\u0259n\u0259 sadiq qalacam, ad\u0131na l\u0259k\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131 olar. X\u0259yan\u0259t ed\u0259n insan\u0131n c\u0259zas\u0131 ancaq \u00f6l\u00fcm olur.. N\u0259 is\u0259&#8230; Ged\u0259k. <\/p>\n<p>Eldar \u0259lini Fidana uzatd\u0131. Fidan \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu, restorana t\u0259r\u0259f getdil\u0259r<\/p>\n<p>Zaman Lamiy\u0259ni Bak\u0131 Hava Liman\u0131ndan yola sald\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilmirdi. A\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Yan\u0131nda oturan s\u0259rini\u015fin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n bir s\u00f6z soru\u015fmasa da diqq\u0259tl\u0259 onu izl\u0259yirdi. Lamiy\u0259 bilirdi ki, bu d\u0259f\u0259 o\u011flunu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik itirdi. \u0130ndi onun i\u00e7ind\u0259 &#8211; anas\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 bel\u0259, nifr\u0259t vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259 Fidanla Eldar ev\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r. R\u0259\u015fad T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri g\u0259zm\u0259k b\u0259han\u0259siyl\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 evl\u0259n\u0259nl\u0259ri t\u0259k qoymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndan qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Eldar ev\u0259 gir\u0259n kimi divanda oturdu, televizoru yand\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan da onun yan\u0131nda oturdu. Eldar Fidana fikir vermirdi. Fidan pultu \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131b televizoru s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bilir\u0259m, m\u0259nd\u0259n incimis\u0259n.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0130ncim\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u018fg\u0259r h\u0259yat\u0131nda qad\u0131n olsa&#8230;. <\/p>\n<p>Eldar c\u00fcml\u0259sini bitirm\u0259y\u0259 imkan verm\u0259di. &#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur, d\u0259rin\u0259 getm\u0259. Gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259n yatm\u0131rsan?<br \/>\n&#8211; Harda?<br \/>\nFidan bilmirdi n\u0259 cavab versin.<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad g\u0259ls\u0259 nec\u0259 olacaq?<br \/>\n&#8211; Narahat olma, bug\u00fcn g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. M\u0259n divanda yatacam. Qal\u0131n \u0259dyal varsa g\u0259tir, b\u0259simdi.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan a\u011f\u0131r add\u0131mlarla ota\u011f\u0131na getdi. Qay\u0131danda Eldar k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.\u018fdyal\u0131 divan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub ota\u011f\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131.<br \/>\nEldar &#8211; S\u0259h\u0259r tez \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131q. V\u0259kil\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rik, ordanda x\u0259st\u0259xanaya ged\u0259rik. <\/p>\n<p>Fidan sevinmi\u015fdi. Eldar sonra s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam el\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ordanda makler\u0259 ged\u0259rik.<br \/>\nFidan\u0131n sevinci uzun \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di: &#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131. &#8211;<\/p>\n<p> D\u00d6RD AY KE\u00c7D\u0130&#8230;\u0130YUN AYI. <\/p>\n<p>Eldar Fidan\u0131n ist\u0259yi il\u0259 \u00e7ox da b\u00f6y\u00fck olmayan h\u0259y\u0259t evi ald\u0131. Lamiy\u0259nin x\u0259st\u0259xanada qoyub qa\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 o\u011flunu is\u0259, \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. U\u015faq z\u0259if oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ad\u0131n\u0131 Ya\u015far qoymu\u015fdular. \u0130nan\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, ad\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259 u\u011fur g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k. Eldar \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 u\u015fa\u011fa \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Eldar t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n, y\u0259ni birinci ail\u0259si Fidan\u0131 bilirdil\u0259r. Qohumlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7oxu onu q\u0131nasalar da h\u0259r k\u0259s inan\u0131rd\u0131 ki, Ya\u015far Eldar\u0131n o\u011fludur. Fidan yuxusuz gec\u0259l\u0259r \u00f6yr\u0259\u015f\u0259 bilmirdi. Eldar gec\u0259l\u0259r Fidan yatanda Ya\u015fara bax\u0131rd\u0131. Ya\u015far h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Fidan\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131nda olurdu. Fidan bir g\u00fcn yor\u011funluqdan nec\u0259 b\u0259rk yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131sa, gec\u0259yar\u0131s\u0131 a\u011flayan o\u011flunun s\u0259sini el\u0259 bil e\u015fitmirdi. Eldar ota\u011fa girdi, k\u00f6rp\u0259ni yerind\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb quca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131. Sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f butulqadak\u0131 \u015firin suyu k\u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259 verdi. K\u00f6rp\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. On d\u0259qiq\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f yatd\u0131. Eldar k\u00f6rp\u0259ni yerin\u0259 qoydu. Otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131q olan Fidan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259dyalla \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fanda o\u011flu m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131, \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259di. M\u0259cbur qal\u0131b qonaq ota\u011f\u0131ndan stul g\u0259tirdi, be\u015fiyin yan\u0131nda oturdu.<br \/>\nS\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n Fidan oyananda Eldar o\u011flunu yedizdirirdi. Fidan t\u0259la\u015fla aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131 &#8211; Nec\u0259 b\u0259rk yatm\u0131\u015fam. M\u0259ni niy\u0259 oyand\u0131rmad\u0131n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Sabah\u0131n xeyir.<br \/>\n&#8211; Sabah\u0131n xeyir. Yem\u0259yini haz\u0131rlaya bilm\u0259s\u0259ydim, oyand\u0131rard\u0131m.<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u015fi\u015fib. Yuxusuz qalm\u0131san, i\u015f\u0259 nec\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? \u2013 G\u00fcnortadan sonra  ged\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\nEldar o\u011flunu anas\u0131na verdi.<br \/>\nFidan &#8211; He\u00e7 olmasa get indid\u0259n yat. M\u0259n oyand\u0131raram s\u0259ni.<br \/>\n&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k al\u0131m sonra.<br \/>\n&#8211; Pendirimiz d\u0259 qurtar\u0131b.<br \/>\n&#8211; Alaram.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Fidan k\u00f6rp\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131nda arxas\u0131nca baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259n qay\u0131tmam\u0131\u015fdan iki g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l C\u0259mil\u0259nin ist\u0259yi il\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131 Aynurla Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 qaynatas\u0131gil\u0259 getm\u0259mi\u015fdi, birba\u015fa \u00f6z evin\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Aynur Zaman\u0131n \u0259liyl\u0259 iki qad\u0131n tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn\u0259 evi &#8211; nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r &#8220;ba\u015fdan aya\u011facan&#8221; t\u0259mizl\u0259tdirmi\u015fdi.\u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra S\u0259f\u0259r bird\u0259f\u0259lik h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259n qay\u0131tmal\u0131yd\u0131.<br \/>\nAynur C\u0259mil\u0259ni ev\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 oturmu\u015fdular. H\u0259r \u015fey C\u0259mil\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259ydi.<br \/>\nAynur &#8211; Bils\u0259ydim ki,q\u0131z\u0131m b\u0259db\u0259xt olacaq, o\u011flunla evl\u0259dirm\u0259zdim.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 bir k\u0259narda oturub dinl\u0259yirdi. D\u00f6rd ayda tamam d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 qara r\u0259ng\u0259 boyam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Bir az da k\u00f6k\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; Q\u0131z\u0131n n\u0259 etdis\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 etdi. S\u0259nin q\u0131z\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 el\u00e7i g\u0259lmi\u015fdim? Yox. Aynur &#8211; C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m, s\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131ma az dill\u0259r t\u00f6km\u0259mis\u0259n, ha! \u00c7al\u0131\u015f q\u0131z\u0131m bundan sonra xo\u015fb\u0259xt olsun.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259n neyniy\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m? O\u011flum bo\u015fanmaq ist\u0259yir.<br \/>\n&#8211; Lap yax\u015f\u0131, o\u011flun bo\u015fansa, s\u0259n d\u0259 bo\u015fanacaqsan. Q\u0131z\u0131m h\u0259r \u015feyi m\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b. \u00c7ox g\u00f6yn\u0259n getm\u0259yin.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259ni h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Nec\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti il parlament se\u00e7kil\u0259ri olacaq. Yerind\u0259 olsam, h\u0259r \u015feyi n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 alaram. Q\u0131z\u0131m b\u0259db\u0259xt olsa, el\u0259 bil ki, itir\u0259c\u0259yim he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur. \u018flav\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259k s\u00f6z\u00fcm yoxdur<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 g\u0259linin\u0259 baxd\u0131. &#8211; S\u0259n niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r k\u00f6k\u0259lmis\u0259n?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259nin yerin\u0259 Aynur cavab verdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Almaniyada \u0259s\u0259b\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 m\u00fcalic\u0259 ald\u0131. \u018fn yax\u015f\u0131 psixoloqlara g\u00f6nd\u0259rdim. Ham\u0131s\u0131 iyn\u0259-d\u0259rmandand\u0131.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, yaman ili\u015fibdir.Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 Lamiy\u0259nin v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131. O\u011flunun da az g\u00fcnah\u0131 yox idi. Birc\u0259 yolu var idi. N\u0259yin bahas\u0131na olursa olsun, o\u011fluyla Lamiy\u0259 bo\u015fanmamal\u0131yd\u0131. Hardasa Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 da g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n<p> Fidan k\u00f6rpesini yat\u0131zd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, Eldar g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Fidan narahat qald\u0131, \u0259l telefonunu stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, Eldar\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Harda qald\u0131n?<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u0259lir\u0259m, narahat olma. Marketd\u0259y\u0259m. N\u0259 is\u0259 laz\u0131m idi?<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259, h\u0259. \u018flc\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131 . Hamam\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br \/>\n&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131.<br \/>\nFidan telefonu stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu, paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ota\u011f\u0131na getdi.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259rim h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda o\u011flu S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131. Sevincd\u0259n az qala ki\u015finin \u00fcr\u0259yi dayanacaqd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r bird\u0259f\u0259lik g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Evd\u0259 haz\u0131rl\u0131qlar g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<br \/>\nAta-o\u011ful qucaqla\u015fd\u0131lar. K\u0259rim k\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015fdi. S\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131yla qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 onu ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259n C\u0259mil\u0259 &#8220;o\u011flum&#8221; deyib pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri t\u0259l\u0259sik d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, a\u011flayaraq o\u011flunu b\u0259rk qucaqlad\u0131. Hal-\u0259hval tutandan sonra C\u0259mil\u0259 K\u0259rim\u0259 dedi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Qonaql\u0131q t\u0259\u015fkil el\u0259 K\u0259rim. O\u011flum sa\u011f-salamat qay\u0131d\u0131b. Ham\u0131 bilm\u0259lidir.<br \/>\n&#8211; O he\u00e7.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; Laz\u0131m deyil<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; Az dan\u0131\u015f, ged\u0259nd\u0259 qeyd ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dik, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 xal qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\nK\u0259rim &#8211; Anan bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u00fcz deyir. He\u00e7 olmasa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc qeyd edek.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r &#8211; Nec\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnortaya yax\u0131n Aynurun evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Zaman gizl\u0259ndiyi a\u011fac\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. Lamiy\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Anam g\u00f6rm\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; Narahat olmay\u0131n.<br \/>\n&#8211; O\u011flumu kim \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb? \u00d6yr\u0259n\u0259 bilmis\u0259n?<br \/>\nZaman \u0259lind\u0259ki \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 uzatd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n ail\u0259nin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 baxd\u0131, qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Qad\u0131n\u0131n yolda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r?<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7ox ya\u015fl\u0131d\u0131r. L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lsin, imkanl\u0131 ail\u0259dir. Qad\u0131n da m\u0259n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir. Hardasa g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Qad\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 Fidand\u0131r. Fidan \u018fmiraslanova.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 bir anl\u0131q el\u0259 bildi onu tok vurur.<br \/>\n&#8211; Fidan. Yoxsa&#8230; \u0130nanm\u0131ram, o kas\u0131b, bir q\u0259piyi olmayan dil\u0259n\u00e7idir.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ki\u015finin ad\u0131 Eldard\u0131. Eldar\u0131n obyektl\u0259ri var.<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259lum oldu, niy\u0259 bu ki\u015fiy\u0259 gedib. Tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir. \u00dcnvanlar\u0131n\u0131 bilirs\u0259n? &#8211; Bilir\u0259m. &#8211; Anam yax\u0131nlarda Almaniyaya ged\u0259c\u0259k. Onda m\u0259ni apararsan. O\u011flumu g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Fidan nahar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00fcfr\u0259ni h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131. Eldar o\u011flu quca\u011f\u0131nda Fidan\u0131 izl\u0259yirdi. R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259mir qap\u0131dan h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 boz r\u0259ngd\u0259 it ( Eldar iti getdiyi rayonlar\u0131n birind\u0259n g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. \u00c7oban it cinsind\u0259niydi) quyru\u011funu bulad\u0131. Eldar k\u00f6rp\u0259yl\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 Eldarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb k\u00f6rp\u0259ni quca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b \u0259zizl\u0259di.<br \/>\nFidan yem\u0259k \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qazan\u0131 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 getdi. Eldar da onun arxas\u0131nca.<br \/>\nEldar &#8211; M\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m. Eldar qazanla m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Fidan da onun arxas\u0131nca. R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259ni \u0259zizl\u0259yirdil\u0259r.<br \/>\nK\u00f6rp\u0259ni \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yax\u0131n be\u015fik\u0259 qoyub, s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7dil\u0259r<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r g\u0259ldikd\u0259n iki g\u00fcn sonra K\u0259rim paytaxt\u0131n m\u0259\u015fhur restoranlar\u0131n birind\u0259 qonaql\u0131q verdi<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r raz\u0131 deyildi, anas\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259kidi il\u0259 Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 anas\u0131 da qonaql\u0131qda i\u015ftirak etdil\u0259r.<br \/>\nQonaql\u0131qda jurnalistl\u0259r oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Lamiy\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rin yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u015fkil olunan m\u0259clis bit\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n qa\u015f-qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<br \/>\nM\u0259clis bit\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Lamiy\u0259 d\u0259 anas\u0131yla K\u0259rimgil\u0259 g\u0259ldi. K\u0259rim o\u011flunun t\u0259r\u0259fini saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. Lakin &#8220;bo\u015fan,can\u0131n\u0131 qurtar&#8221; dey\u0259 bilmirdi. Gec\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, g\u0259nc ail\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131nda otuzdurub ail\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259rini  izah edirdil\u0259r.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; Bug\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259n n\u0259 olub olub. \u018fsas bundan sonrad\u0131. \u0130kinizd\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fcnah az olmad\u0131. Bizi fikirl\u0259\u015fin.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; M\u0259ni at\u0131b uzaqlara \u0259sg\u0259r getdi. Arada soyuqluq yaratd\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r ac\u0131qland\u0131. &#8211; M\u0259ni atd\u0131 n\u0259di? Ay q\u0131z, borcumuydu getdim.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Qa\u00e7d\u0131m niy\u0259 demirs\u0259n?<br \/>\nK\u0259rim &#8211; B\u0259sdirin. Bo\u015fana bilmirsinizs\u0259 yola gedin.<br \/>\nAynur &#8211; K\u0259rim qarda\u015f, bu n\u0259di? Q\u0131z\u0131m h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l dostunuzun \u0259man\u0259tidir<br \/>\nK\u0259rim &#8211; Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259nd\u0259 bo\u015fanmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259ni valideynl\u0259r n\u0259yi var, ba\u015fa sald\u0131lar. C\u0259mil\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259yi d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 izah etdi.<br \/>\nSonunda S\u0259f\u0259r bo\u015fanmayacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s sevindi. K\u0259rimd\u0259n ba\u015fqa. Lamiy\u0259ni he\u00e7 c\u00fcr g\u0259lini kimi q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilmirdi.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r Eldar ev\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k alanda, q\u0259zet d\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Fidan \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcb S\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Eldar S\u0259f\u0259rin \u015f\u0259kilini g\u00f6rd\u00fc, \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdi. Q\u0259zeti c\u0131randa Fidan qorxudan diksindi.<br \/>\nFidan &#8211; Qorxdum. N\u0259 idi indi bu? Eldar &#8211; He\u00e7, x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r oxudum, xo\u015fum g\u0259lm\u0259di yaz\u0131lanlardan.<br \/>\nFidan yer\u0259 baxanda q\u0259zetd\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rin c\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; Onunla aramda h\u0259r \u015fey qurtar\u0131b.<br \/>\nEldar aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, siqaretd\u0259n birini yand\u0131rd\u0131. &#8211; Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 anan\u0131n q\u0259brini \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi? S\u0259n d\u0259 arxas\u0131nca getmi\u015fdin.<br \/>\n&#8211; Hissl\u0259rim\u0259 z\u0259if d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. \u018fg\u0259r unutmasayd\u0131m, evl\u0259rin\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259rdim. H\u0259r halda n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259rini bilir\u0259m.<br \/>\n&#8211; Z\u0259ng ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdin. \u018fsg\u0259rlikd\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259lib. \u00d6z\u00fcd\u0259  ba\u015fqa evlidir.<br \/>\nEldar yerd\u0259n q\u0259zet par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Lamiy\u0259nin \u015f\u0259kili olan hiss\u0259sini Fidana uzatd\u0131<br \/>\n&#8211; Arvad\u0131d\u0131r. S\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259hv el\u0259. <\/p>\n<p>Eldar telefonuyla, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7ar\u0131n\u0131 stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Fidan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 arxas\u0131nca s\u0259sl\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259 cavab verm\u0259di. Q\u0259zetd\u0259 Lamiy\u0259nin \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 bax\u0131b hirsind\u0259n q\u0259zeti \u0259zdi.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan kimi Lamiy\u0259 Zamana z\u0259ng etdi. &#8211; Sabah\u0131n xeyir. Haz\u0131rsan?<br \/>\n&#8211; Sabah\u0131n\u0131z xeyir. Yolun k\u0259nar\u0131nda a\u011f ma\u015f\u0131ndayam.<br \/>\n&#8211; Lap yax\u015f\u0131. On-on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram. G\u00f6r\u0259k Fidan xan\u0131m o\u011flumuza nec\u0259 bax\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131 var&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fidan Eldar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 dey\u0259 bilmir: Bu nigah ancaq bir il davam ed\u0259c\u0259k. Bir ild\u0259n sonra biz bo\u015fanaca\u011f\u0131q. Eldar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r, Fidanla nigah ba\u011flamaq. Fidan\u0131 t\u0259k qoyma\u011fa da \u00fcr\u0259yi g\u0259lmir. Fidan sad\u0259 a\u011f don geyinmi\u015fdi. Eldar da h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 geydiyi &#8211; kostyumunu geyinmi\u015fdi. Nigah m\u0259murunu g\u0259tirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn R\u0259\u015fad evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131n\u0131 hiss edib soru\u015fdu. 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