{"id":16012,"date":"2015-11-17T11:00:31","date_gmt":"2015-11-17T07:00:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16012"},"modified":"2015-11-17T16:37:00","modified_gmt":"2015-11-17T12:37:00","slug":"gunel-%c9%99liyeva-s%c9%99nsizlik-olk%c9%99sind%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=16012","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel \u018fL\u0130YEVA.&#8221;S\u0259nsizlik \u00f6lk\u0259sind\u0259&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/10933953_1576747282561262_5520400822900165830_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/10933953_1576747282561262_5520400822900165830_n-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"10933953_1576747282561262_5520400822900165830_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-16014\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/10933953_1576747282561262_5520400822900165830_n-300x300.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/10933953_1576747282561262_5520400822900165830_n-150x150.jpg 150w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/10933953_1576747282561262_5520400822900165830_n.jpg 800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Yollar ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z ,\u0259yri ,ke\u015fm\u0259ke\u015fli olsa da n\u0259 f\u0259rq ed\u0259r ki? Bu gedi\u015f s\u0259ni s\u0259n ola bildiyin, n\u0259f\u0259s ala bildiyin bir m\u0259nzil\u0259 aparacaqsa ,d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259rin t\u0259rsliyind\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcdr\u0259y\u0259r. F\u0259q\u0259t , \u00fcr\u0259yinin s\u00fcr\u0259ti daha b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr v\u0259 o s\u0259ni he\u00e7 vaxt yar\u0131 yolda buraxmaz .Hamar, d\u00fcz, yollar s\u0259ni getdiyin m\u0259saf\u0259l\u0259r boyu rahat ed\u0259r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ,aya\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcdr\u0259m\u0259z ,y\u0131x\u0131lmadan ,dayanmadan ged\u0259rs\u0259n .Amma bu yolun sonunda qaranl\u0131\u011fa q\u0259rq olacaqsansa ,bax o zaman el\u0259 ili\u015fib qalarsan ki ,ke\u00e7mi\u015find\u0259, gerid\u0259. \u00dcr\u0259yinin s\u00fcr\u0259ti d\u0259 s\u0259ni aparmaz ir\u0259li .\u2019\u2019Dur\u2019\u2019 dey\u0259r ,\u2019\u2019dayan\u2019\u2019,\u2019\u2019 getm\u0259\u2019\u2019 dey\u0259r .S\u0259ni yolundan ed\u0259r q\u0259lbinin s\u0259si .Yox ,\u0259slind\u0259 bu s\u0259s k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131zladan a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n ,ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sidir .<br \/>\nQ\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmaq ,haray \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n, amma k\u00f6hn\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fini ,toza batm\u0131\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259rini t\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc olmazsan .<br \/>\nZahirind\u0259 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259rdirs\u0259 daxilind\u0259ki b\u0259db\u0259xtliyin s\u0259ni he\u00e7 bir hamar yol \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259z .\u0130st\u0259m\u0259zs\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259rinin d\u0259 oldu\u011fu t\u0259z\u0259 m\u0259nzilini .<br \/>\nS\u0259n s\u0259n ola bilm\u0259zs\u0259n, s\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n. D\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k v\u0259fas\u0131z olma\u011f\u0131 ,d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k s\u0259daq\u0259tsizliyi \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ehtiva edir b\u0259z\u0259n .Geyimini, libas\u0131n\u0131 ,h\u0259tta yeri\u015fini, duru\u015funu da d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n, amma g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259ri, h\u0259sr\u0259ti yaln\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n sevincin, s\u0259ad\u0259tin d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259r .<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rini uzadarsan, salamla\u015farsan yeni h\u0259yat\u0131nla ,yeni d\u00fcnyanla, o s\u0259ni g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fczl\u0259  qar\u015f\u0131lasa n\u0259 m\u0259nas\u0131 var ki ,q\u0259lbinin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir nifr\u0259tli bax\u0131\u015fda ili\u015fib qalarsa. Amma o nifr\u0259t deyil s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, o nifr\u0259tin arxas\u0131ndan boylanan h\u0259rar\u0259tli sevgidir s\u0259ni yolundan ed\u0259n .<br \/>\nS\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 yol\u00e7usan, yollar \u0259yridir .<br \/>\nS\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 oyun\u00e7usan. Hakim \u0259dal\u0259tsizdir.<br \/>\nS\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 insansan. H\u0259yat v\u0259fas\u0131zd\u0131r .<br \/>\nYa\u011fmur hara gets\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudu kimi \u00fcr\u0259yini d\u0259 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 yeni h\u0259yat\u0131na .V\u0259 el\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 yeni m\u0259nzilind\u0259 bel\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 ili\u015fib qal\u0131rd\u0131. Sevdiyi \u00f6lk\u0259, i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 yollar, xatir\u0259l\u0259r bir d\u0259 t\u0259nha qad\u0131n .\u00dcr\u0259yiyl\u0259 ,ruhuyla -h\u0259r \u015feyiyl\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 qalan qad\u0131n\u0131n xatir\u0259l\u0259ri onu he\u00e7 bir zaman t\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Xatir\u0259l\u0259r v\u0259fal\u0131yd\u0131 ,ka\u015f ki ,onlar da insanlar kimi v\u0259fas\u0131z  olsayd\u0131. Ka\u015f ki &#8230;<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n e\u015fitm\u0259sinl\u0259r dey\u0259 s\u0259ssiz- s\u0259ssiz ,b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcr- h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flayarsan. Aya\u011fa qalxmaq ist\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n. Sin\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yin d\u00fcz qam\u0259tini el\u0259 \u0259y\u0259r ki .Getm\u0259k, bir yerl\u0259r\u0259, sonsuzlu\u011fa ,n\u0259hay\u0259tsizliy\u0259 ,b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ,bir bo\u015flu\u011fa getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n .<br \/>\nKims\u0259sizl\u0259r \u00f6lk\u0259si olsa ka\u015f ki,  s\u0259n d\u0259 orada kims\u0259sizliyind\u0259n \u0259min olaraq he\u00e7 kimin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bil\u0259- bil\u0259 ya\u015fayasan. Ehh&#8230; Bu arzular\u0131n da b\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131n kimi m\u0259zara g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k .H\u0259m d\u0259 diri -diri .<br \/>\nH\u0259r k\u0259sin ola- ola kims\u0259siz ya\u015famaq, n\u0259f\u0259s almadan, \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rini ,\u0259ll\u0259rini ,ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ,varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etm\u0259d\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 ya\u015flanarasan, qocalar i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn dil\u0259kl\u0259r ,a\u011farar zil qara \u00fcmidl\u0259rinin sa\u00e7\u0131. H\u0259r k\u0259s \u00fcz \u00e7evir\u0259r di\u015fl\u0259ri t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, \u00fcz\u00fc q\u0131r\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u00fcmidl\u0259rin\u0259. G\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar kimi vazke\u00e7ilm\u0259z olsayd\u0131 ka\u015f ki, \u00fcmidl\u0259rin d\u0259 .<br \/>\n\u2018\u2019B\u0259lk\u0259l\u0259r \u2018\u2019\u00fcmidlidir,\u2019\u2019 ka\u015fkil\u0259r\u2019\u2019 he\u00e7 olmasa .<br \/>\nAya\u011fa qalx ,qam\u0259tini d\u00fcz\u0259lt! \tHe\u00e7 vaxt, amma he\u00e7 vaxt ,t\u0259slim olma !Boyun \u0259ym\u0259 ,qulu olma \u00e7ar\u0259sizliyin .<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r i\u015fl\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fcr\u0259r, \u0259g\u0259r \u00e7ar\u0259sizliyin k\u00f6l\u0259si olarsansa bir g\u00fcn.<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 bax, ondan as\u0131l\u0131b qals\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ,ona b\u0259nz\u0259sin ondan ilham als\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n .<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131xar \u0259ynin\u0259 dar g\u0259l\u0259n \u2018\u2019\u018fzab\u2019\u2019 adl\u0131 libas\u0131n\u0131, o s\u0259ni naraht ed\u0259c\u0259k ,b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudunu s\u0131xacaq<br \/>\nAllah\u0131m, m\u0259n n\u0259 g\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259tdim ki, b\u0259d\u0259li bu q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r oldu .<br \/>\n\u2018\u2019Sus\u2019\u2019 a\u011flama dey\u0259n dill\u0259r a\u011flatmama\u011f\u0131 bacarsayd\u0131lar ka\u015f ki .G\u00f6zl\u0259rimin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sils\u0259m d\u0259 sel ax\u0131n\u0131 dayanmaz ki .T\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z ki, bu ya\u015flar .Ax\u0131 o ya\u015flar m\u0259nb\u0259yini q\u0259lb evimd\u0259n al\u0131r .Q\u0259lbimin ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259lim sil\u0259 bilm\u0259z ki.<br \/>\nYa\u011fmur ruhunun ya\u015f\u0131 cisminin ya\u015f\u0131ndan b\u00f6y\u00fck olan, s\u00f6zd\u0259 g\u0259nc ,\u0259sl h\u0259qiq\u0259td\u0259 is\u0259 yetkin insan idi .<br \/>\n\u00dcmidsizlikd\u0259n \u00fcmid yaradacaq q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck qad\u0131n .Onun b\u00f6y\u00fck ,\u0259l\u00e7atmaz arzular\u0131 ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n ki\u00e7ik arzusu idi .<br \/>\nYoxluqda deyil ,\u00e7oxluqda t\u0259nha olmaqd\u0131r b\u0259db\u0259xtlik .H\u0259r k\u0259si vard\u0131 yan\u0131nda dostlar\u0131 ,tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ,qohumlar\u0131, yax\u0131nlar\u0131 .<br \/>\nM\u0259saf\u0259l\u0259r yax\u0131n olsa n\u0259yi d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r ki ?Ruhlar, k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r bir- birind\u0259n uzaqda olarsa.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n nem\u0259ti s\u00fcfr\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcls\u0259 d\u0259 yey\u0259 bilm\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra ondan doya bilm\u0259diyin kimidir h\u0259yat\u0131n, h\u0259r k\u0259skin var ,h\u0259r \u015feyin var ,amma sad\u0259c\u0259 k\u0259nardan baxarsan onlara.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yollar ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z ,\u0259yri ,ke\u015fm\u0259ke\u015fli olsa da n\u0259 f\u0259rq ed\u0259r ki? Bu gedi\u015f s\u0259ni s\u0259n ola bildiyin, n\u0259f\u0259s ala bildiyin bir m\u0259nzil\u0259 aparacaqsa ,d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259rin t\u0259rsliyind\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcdr\u0259y\u0259r. F\u0259q\u0259t , \u00fcr\u0259yinin s\u00fcr\u0259ti daha b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr v\u0259 o s\u0259ni he\u00e7 vaxt yar\u0131 yolda buraxmaz .Hamar, d\u00fcz, yollar s\u0259ni getdiyin m\u0259saf\u0259l\u0259r boyu rahat ed\u0259r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ,aya\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcdr\u0259m\u0259z ,y\u0131x\u0131lmadan [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16012","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16012","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16012"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16012\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16015,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16012\/revisions\/16015"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16012"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16012"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16012"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}